I don't think it's really hit me yet I feel like I'm walking into um some scene of a movie and not my own house I think there were moments that hit me where I think about something I'm like oh I should grab that and then I'm like oh nope I can't it's just really really hard to see everything you own and love covered in mud swanana NOA faced a whole different reality it got pretty much wiped off the map a lot of neighborhoods just completely devastated a lot of families lost their homes growing up here

it's I've seen some floods the river comes up high but I've never seen it cross over Highway 70 like this and I haven't even gotten to the homes yet to see see all the devastation there my sister lives a few hundred yards off of the swanana NOA River um and her house was up to the attic with water hi hi how you doing okay H are you my sister is one of the most selfless people I know she is you know a labor and delivery nurse and has been for over seven years she has always

been there to help anybody out it devastates me that she faced so much loss she was so proud of this home I out it was everything to her I feel like every time I come over there's more more stealing that has fallen down yeah and it's covering more and more stuff staying as positive as you can I kind of feel like the house got like picked up and like shaken and then like sat down in a mud pedal yeah it's kind of what it feels like that's definitely the vibe I'm getting yeah okay oh I

was trying to straighten it it was kind of an eerie feeling walking in seeing some photos that still manag to cling onto the walls just happy memories it's it's surreal this is where you can really tell that it got in the Attic this is where my daughter learned to ride her bike this is where we brought our dog home to there's a puppy in your mailbox so many emotions that I feel like it's hard to feel them all we ripped up the carpet we redid the floors we painted the trim we painted like every room

in the house I don't think it's quite hit me yet I don't think it's quite said in that that I'm not coming back here anytime soon if ever [Music]