Eminem, NF, Rihanna, Halsey, G-Eazy, Evanescence, Linkin Park | XL MIX

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the torture when she torments me it only turns the ammunition for in this war when she gets going she don't stop when I'm up she's like a downer when I found her it was love at first to count but somehow she must have took the C and the banks off the counter cracked them and placed all the shells on the ground for me to walk on when I'm around up but there something about her that makes me not able to function without her how can I get out of it when I don't know how I'm

a to her I'm a pessimist make up out of me and so me the away now will stay the [ __ ] out of my CL my face so wouldn't even recognize Lord who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize tell it's being so cool I could have blame me but I blame you I do for me to get it but I think I figured it out she don't want me she just don't want to see me with someone else the idea seeing me happy destroys her in itself to see me falling into

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commit she tells me again and again that feelings aside I feel like people going to push me aside I'm traumatized by all of the lies I'm paranoid and the comdes and I don't know why always got fear in my mind looking for something that's harder to find when you experience betrayal like mine you got to give on to people that tried done looking back I'm done looking back how can we ever build a future I live in the past it's holding us back you don't deserve that we don't deserve that it's under of the tach

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take him I'm trying to keep his legacy alive what I'm dying where's Nathan little ladies be brave take care your mother smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other stay with me until I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all stay with me until dawn comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all [Music] for how can you see into my eye like open [Music] doors you down into my core oh it become so num [Music] Soul Spirit sleeping somewhere

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did to me treat them like you don't need them and ain't worthy of you treat them the same [ __ ] that you made me eat I'm moving on to get you oh now special I feel special when I was with you wake me up wake me up inside can't wake up wake me up inside call my name and save me my wake up before I come save it from the nothing be wake me up wake me up inside get wake up wake me up call my name and save me my I can't wake up

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the phone for Mom to call and I watch you pull yourself up and we decided on giving it one more try despite it all to my lightning Rock when my sky gets dark I'm your shiny rocks in that Tiny Box when we tied the knot when we broke the knot every line we crossed we was cl the KN every time we fought the insults to God thr too far words that we said that we didn't mean the ones that we meant that we didn't say the ones that we thought that we should have said letters

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