then the real hollywood came and i'll tell you what i'll let you in on loose somebody i'm not gonna drop names okay but i'll never forget the these are black producers uh a guy named kevin brown and andre brown uh and he was later on 30 rock but he they would come to us and they would tell us about vanity and losing your mind in hollywood and be careful and they came back from hollywood to try and expand us and they sat us down like you ain't gonna believe what we saw like what what did
you see and they said we saw so and so huge name so-and-so huge name and so and so big name back in the day chicken hawking at a party and i went what see you're white i said what's chicken hawking everyone he's white he don't know chicken i said what is chicken hawking that's when you are hanging out with boys at a transvestite i went why why uh see now now you're telling stories now you're telling stories yeah but i never forgot that three years later this name ping busted chicken hawking that one's sick this
one being busted yeah huh they swept that uh that's what i call to me hollywood's a mafia it's a big dark mafia yeah it is and then what happens is i remember one of them it was like the mobsters come they're like we understand not mobs is like a time right right right whatever you're talking about the attorneys yeah right and they come along like listen you sign this you do some movies there we'll put the soul on the table we got enough money make this go away paying it's gone no one ever brings it
up no one ever brings it up with this person that's crazy and there's two or three of them huge huge but i guess what i'm saying is by the time i started doing sounded live and i have baked blah blah and and tv thing you know tim allen all this chat it was that's when i really saw how dark and so it's just it was dark it's i get creeped out i get scared to death it was soulless yeah never seen anything it and i still every time i get out there i feel like oh
man i just i don't feel life out there yeah i feel it at all you know what i know i've always said when i get off the plane there i feel like i'm in the office it always like um i just feel like i'm in an office constantly it always every light feels like a fluorescent light it feels like it never ends but it's hard to find a it is it's hard to find a comfort out there but there's always this dangle of a carrot yeah and it's a carrot and i don't even know what
it is because like it's vanity is vanity is it you know you want this right you know you want this you're better than so and so you know you're better than so and so you get this then it'll be worth this yeah and then you're and then your road will be worth this you want to be you think that person deserves to be in arenas or on billboards you should be on take you want it that i'm thinking i'm trying to feel like you know a lot of times things will land for me and my
feelings like is it vanity is it yeah it's something it's ego and vanity yeah it's ego it's vanity i want to be better than them yeah it's uh yeah it's uh it's not easy no it's not easy and i i think also you start to see the other like you start to see the other side of it too where it just there's never like an understanding you never get to talk to the person to have the conversation about what's it's just there's never any real instructions it's all kind of vague the business is vague the
money is it's all it's all vague and there's all extra people always stacked in at the last minute you've never met right and they are they're living and they've owned your family now they're just crazy your grandfather is now their grandfather like it's a non-stop scarface movie yeah yeah you got it you got the money got the other seven of you what just happened we thank you what's going on they're cutting you they're they're putting you in a commercial for bone sauce as they're cutting you in half you know put this dress on and then
take out your take your pants off and this is gonna get you big time hope you enjoyed that video and you can watch another and you can watch this one you can watch this one different options different choices some guy just brings you one option not this guy two options watch one this one or this one
