it don't matter how much it feel like it ain't gonna work delusional complete delusion you got to believe the delusion because it's only delusional until it works so is it really delusional a mother only going to call it delusion until it don't work for nobody else to see but for the whole world to see and then once the world see it there's nothing delusional about it now your delusion becomes oh he was a genius we didn't see it when he saw it we didn't understand it when he did we thought this mother was crazy but
he definitely always he always figured this thing was the thing to do and he's he's stuck by that [ __ ] if you want to know something about yourself sit on your bed one night and say to yourself you got to mean this like you got to be desperate this is no game this my life is not everything I want it to be and perhaps it's not everything that I need it to be and by need I mean my life is so unbearable that the suffering that's attendant upon that has made me nihilistic cynical bitter
prone to punish people for their virtues because of my jealousy driving the proclivity to see evil everywhere except within my own Heart Like These are problems man you ask yourself you sit on the bed and say okay man I'm ready to learn something like what what's one thing I'm doing wrong that I know I'm doing wrong that I could fix that I would fix it's like you meditate on that you'll get an answer and it won't be one you want but it'll be the necessary one heroes and villains always have the same backstory pain the
difference is what they choose to do about it villain says the world hurt me I'll hurt it back the hero says the world hurt me I'm not going to let it hurt anybody else Heroes use pain villains are used by it my biggest fear honestly was let's say this let's say uh I don't care if you believe in God or not I don't care so this let's just play a game with me let's say let's say you're God and we have a big long line of people and I made to heaven I'm 75 years old
I'm 300 lbs I made to Heaven I work for eolab my entire life spraying for cockroaches that's what I did I see my name I see all and God goes hey you said say read this man and I'm reading this list and I'm seeing 182 lb Navy SEAL Ranger school motivational speaker changing lives okay man pullup record all this [ __ ] and I'm like that's not me man and God looks at me and says that's who you were supposed to be you see this guy here staring back at you yeah that's your toughest opponent
every time you get into the ring that's who you're going against I believe that in boxing and I do believe that in life you like your current state enough that you like the pain of change thing right like you're not in enough pain I've said that to plenty of people who go speak and someone's like how do I get motivated I'm like you're not going to get motivated like you have to hate for me like it I automatically go there I'm like you have to hate something like for me I just hated my current existence
and so for me that was powerful enough to get me out at some point everything going to go south on you everything's going to go south and you're going to say this is it this is how I end now you can either accept that or you can get to work that's all it is you just begin you do the math you solve one problem then you solve the next one the masculine youth have the worst life I would argue that young men today have a worse life than even young women and they have all of
their own problems I'm not saying their problems don't exist but for the average young man today women expect him to be a millionaire at 20 which he isn't nobody gives a [ __ ] about his opinion at all he can kill himself nobody cares he isn't born with any innate value because he's not beautiful like a woman is so he has to build himself from the ground up he has no teachers in any way no one really to teach him there's people like us on the internet fine but everyone around him is going to convince
him that we're bad people everything he's being told in regards to his natural feelings his Natural Instincts and inclinations he's being told makes him a bad person makes him toxic for feeling like a man in any way it's very hard to be a young man today and they feel disenfranchised with the system so they find Solutions the human mind looks for solutions they start listening to me and they go oh I feel better if I do this I feel better if I go to the gym I feel better if I start to take responsibility and
take accountability and I I feel better if I'm not afraid of pain anymore I feel better if I'm not afraid of suffering I feel better if I understand that I'm supposed to suffer that that's what's going to make me the best person that I could possibly be that my youth is supposed to be spent doing difficult things so that I have the light and the dark they find me and they start to feel a certain way about it and then they reject the Matrix programming unchosen suffering is going to happen in life mhm your parents
are going to pass away loved ones are going to die your relationships are going to break down your body is going to fail you you're going to become ill or sick or destitute things are going to happen that you have no control over and the only way that you can prepare yourself for unchosen suffering is with chosen suffering right you can elect to put yourself into a position to become a stronger alloy of whatever the metal is that you're made of and by purposefully choosing difficult things you will armor yourself against that situation it's still
going to suck mhh but think about how much more fragile you would be if you hadn't overcome all of this stuff don't ever be ashamed of anything you've done in your life face it fix it make it better we are humans but then again if you always think that we're humans you will always just be a human and always make the same mistakes you must take this knowledge that you learn from all the is knowledge so I'm just trying to give people that strength to go in the archives of your life because while you're probably
up there probably something happened to you in your life go through the archives dig it up study it and then use it for yourself manifesting is real when you figure out who you are and what you want to do and you devote your life to it like like like a maniac like you're all in on this thing and you manifest most of these people end up you know doing what they say they're going to do and being who they say they're going to become it's real it's and there's no excuses there's no days off there's
no uh you know not willing to grind and you know the everybody's against me and this didn't happen for me because of this and that and all this whining and and and you know [ __ ] ass [ __ ] that a lot of people do these these days it's these people who dive in and they're hardcore and they're focused and they know what they want they know who they are and they lay out the short-term goals and this road map on how to get there most of those people make it it's life is a
a crazy roller coaster especially this life you know so we've UPS we've downs but um I find I'm at my best when I set out when I say and when I when I must do something and I know I must do it and I do it I execute it and we're not men because we Face the battle and we get immediately Victory every time a battle comes up We're Men because we Face the battle and we stay in the battle when we feel like we're losing and we feel like we're getting beat up but we
stay in there and we keep fighting and we plant our feet and we say until death do I part this is me and I will fight this battle regardless of what the battle is I'm I'm a big believer that you should only listen to somebody or take advice from people who have bigger dreams for your life than you do and I think most people don't have bigger dreams for you which just means that for me like their advice is invalid I think that like in the dark times that you that you will inevitably have in
life like having someone who believes in you is just is just everything it can be everything hey I I know to win I have to practice this right because a lot of people get wrapped up in this dark energy and they get so consumed with it but they forget what it is that makes them great at what they do so they forget their skill set they forget they got to put in the Reps you have to delineate I'm taking energy from here and I'm going to do this productive action over here because it's moving me
forward you can't just pout and scream and kick your fist and say it's not fair cuz guess what it isn't fair it's never going to be fair it's never been fair and you screaming and throwing a tantrum about it is irrelevant no one cares the the world doesn't care God doesn't care your family doesn't care it's not fing Fair motherucker get that through your brain okay now take all of the negative [ __ ] all the [ __ ] your parents said all the your cousin said all the your friends and family said all the
laughter all the doubts all the eye rolls all the [ __ ] your girlfriend said and start to remember that [ __ ] don't memory hole it in some place and forget about it and say oh my trauma no say Hey [ __ ] you for not believing me now I'm going to go out I'm going to use this energy to become so big so successful so powerful so undeniable that when I walk in the room you look at the floor that's what you want to be your life was basically the perfect the perfect grounds
for training for where you need to go in your life all the beatings all the all the bullying all the you know you going through uh learn disabilities all the struggles it was the absolute perfect training ground for you to go to where you need to go and that's how I start looking at my life versus wo was me Poopy Pants kick a rock down the street mentality it was no God just hooked you right the up you got to be willing to do the work you can speak about it all day the easiest thing
in the world to do is to complain blame and quit and settle that's the easiest thing in the world to do but it takes real work to deconstruct and to reconstruct the thought process and the mindset of an individual when they're trying to change something that's why I always say to people what's more important what we acquire or who we become right what's more important what we acquire or who we become materialistic superficial it's cool but the people that we become the thoughts we think the words we speak that's something that's going to travel with
us forever if you don't fail you're not even trying I'll say it again if you don't fail you're not even trying my wife told me this great expression to get something you never had you have to do something you never did Les Brown's a motivational speaker he made an analogy about this he says imagine you're on your deathbed and standing around your deathbed are the ghosts representing your unfulfilled potential the ghost of the ideas you never acted on the ghost of the talents you didn't use and they're standing around your bed angry disappointed and upset
they say we we came to you because you could have brought us to life they say and now we have to go to the Grave together so I ask you today how many ghosts are going to be around your bed when your time comes and you're going to fail and you're going to fail and you're going to fail and you're going to fail and then you're going to win and that's life life without those challenges it's just existence don't just exist go live eventually in action will cost you just get up move towards that challenge
whatever that challenge is move towards that challenge and go attack it and you may be successful and you may not be successful but you will be better don't let life stop you from living life all that you feel all that you're carrying all that you've seen all that you've heard all that you've been exposed to all of all of those experiences they are all very very real you may not be telling people about them but you're thinking about them you're carrying it you're processing you're triggered by it it's all still there but do yourself a
favor you're out running on a track working out and you start talking to yourself saying man my my knee is really sore right now maybe I'm maybe I'm doing too much sounds like me May need to back off you know man my lungs are burning and I maybe I can just slow down here I'll do like an extra two sets tomorrow you know it'll be okay yeah right that sort of stuff yes like that stuff's dangerous and that's you just got to say you know what I'm not negotiating with myself yeah the deal was already
made deal was made when I set out at the beginning of the summer and said this is the training plan I'm doing I sign that contract with myself I'm doing it you know throughout the that process you'll start talking talking to yourself like man I got to I think I need to maybe if we nope no this is non-negotiable notable what makes it hard is your lack of belief that it can happen for you the fact of it is though it's very doable see if but you got to change though if you keep doing what
you've been doing you going to keep getting what you've been getting so if you had a place in your life life and you ain't happy with it you have to change some things but you have to make a conscientious decision that you're going to change Perfection does not exist I do firmly stand on that and believe that it doesn't exist man you should try your hardest to get things right in moments where you got them wrong figure out how to never get them wrong again that's the that's the world of compromise that's the world of
growth that's that's the road of evolvement everything worthwhile is uphill and today's word is uphill you see every dream that you've ever had it's it's all uphill if you have a great relationship with somebody you you had to work on it it's uphill if you've if you've built a wonderful business guess what it was uphill if if you've made the right decisions they're they're not easy are they it it's uphill and the only only way that you can go uphill is to be intentional nobody ever accidentally went uphill you've never talked to a successful person
and said how did you get to the top of the mountain and then look at you and say I have no idea if they're at the top of the mountain they know how they got there because they had to have effort it took energy it took time everything worthwhile everything worthwhile is up you
