gentle dad just a little mom can hear my voice trembled slightly weak like the sound of wind blowing through the crack of the door my throat tightened each word coming out with difficulty as if I was trying to hold back something that was about to burst my heart was pounding in my chest as if it was about to burst my hands unconsciously tightened around the blanket my breathing was no longer even ragged intermittent every small sound in the quiet room made my heart skip a beat afraid that this secret would be exposed to the light
hello everyone I am copi today I will tell you my story a story that I once thought I would keep hidden forever never to mention again the heartbreaking thing is the one at fault in this story is me it is a story that seems so far-fetched and that could only happen in movies but it happened in my real life and no matter how much I want to forget what happened is still imprinted in my mind haunting me every day I think I will never be able to correct my mistakes never be able to make peace
with the person I deeply hurt the wounds I caused were not only emotional but also the trust that was lost no matter how hard I tried I could not erase what I had done I am a pretty girl living with my parents in the small town of Carmel By the Sea California a peaceful and poetic place my father Gage is the owner of a famous seafood restaurant in the area he always takes good care of his body likes to go to the gym so even though he is nearly 50 years old his body is still
toned strong and looks much younger than his real age he is strong decisive but always gentle with me my mother yisa is a literature teacher at the high school near our house she is always gentle delicate and especially loves classical literature every night she often sits by the window reading books under the warm light never forgetting to give me advice and deep love my mother is the one who taught me how to live sincerely and emotionally from childhood to adulthood I have always been surrounded by the love of both of them who have devoted all
their hearts to caring for and protecting me when I was little every time my father came home from work I would run to him through throw myself into his arms my little arms wrapped around his neck and hug him tightly because to me my father was always the safest most secure place as if just being in his arms everything would be fine I didn't think much I simply felt safe and loved I was also a liberal Girl Who Loved fresh and beautiful things I often chose for myself the most beautiful and gorgeous dresses I had
every time like that I would run to my parents spin around a few times s and wait for compliments and because they loved me my parents always smiled complimenting me with eyes full of Pride those compliments though simple made me feel like the happiest girl in the world after every dinner when the whole family gathered around the TV screen I had a habit of sitting on my father's lap he often held me in his arms those hugs were gentle and warm I grew up with that pampering to the point that it became a hard habit
to break even when I grew up I still kept the habit of sitting on my father's lap like when I was a child as if I was still a little girl who needed to be loved and protected in his safe arms that habit to me was a bond a small joy that I never wanted to leave but recently every time I sat on my father's lap or ran to hug him the feeling was not the same as before there was something strange in the way he reacted that I couldn't help but notice he no longer
accepted my hugs naturally like before instead there was a pause sometimes his arms tightened a little more than usual the way my father looked at me was also different no longer just the gentleness and warmth of a father loving his child there were times when I could clearly feel the confusion in his eyes as if he was hiding something that I couldn't understand at times like these my heart beats faster as if my intuition tells me that something is wrong wrong but I don't want to believe it maybe I'm thinking too much maybe it's just
a passing feeling but no matter what this abnormality always sticks with me making me feel that things are no longer as simple as before as I said my father likes to exercise so even though he's old he still maintains a strong and stylish body like when he was young he's not only a father but also a model of strength and charm that I've always admired when I look at my father I can't deny that he's still very handsome with broad shoulders and a toned body every time he walks by I still feel very fond of
him a strange feeling that I can't clearly Define maybe it was the confidence he exuded or the strong appearance of my father that still reminded me of my childhood days when he was my whole world but lately that feeling was a bit different it wasn't just the admiration of a daughter for her father but more like a vague Indescribable feeling I found myself looking at my father longer than usual and whenever I was near him something inside me arose that I myself felt was unusual then one day as usual I came home from school and
my father was already home he always came home earlier than my mother and usually sat on the sofa watching TV his eyes glued to the screen as soon as I walked in the door I still saw him sitting there peaceful and familiar without hesitation even though I was grown up I ran to him feeling like everything was so natural I jumped on him Sat on his lap like when I was a child without a second thought dad hugged me like he always did but this time something was different the hug was still warm but the
atmosphere between us was different making me feel less comfortable than before even so I tried to push the feeling away telling myself that it was just my imagination but it wasn't just a fleeting feeling I realized that something was touching me as I sat on Dad's lap at first I tried to ignore it telling myself that it was just the uncomfortable position I was sitting in or maybe it was something in his pocket but the longer I sat the more it became clear like a presence that couldn't be ignored my heart started to beat faster
and suddenly the atmosphere felt strange heavy and stuffy I felt awkward not knowing what to do the closeness that had always made me feel safe now made me feel uneasy and uncomfortable I sat still trying to keep myself calm but unanswered questions arose in my heart dad's eyes were shy and Silent like mine we both said nothing just sat in the stuffy atmosphere until mom suddenly walked in Breaking the atmosphere I wanted to stand up but it felt like my legs were tied down unable to move dad didn't say anything just silently looked at me
and in his eyes I no longer recognized The Familiar warmth of the old days then suddenly the sound of the door opening rang out my mother walked in Breaking the stuffy atmosphere we both quickly looked away from each other and I quickly stood up trying to act as normal as possible but the strange feeling was still there weighing heavily on my heart like something that could never returned to the way it was before even though everything looked normal inside I clearly felt the change my dad seemed to start caring more about me he often asked
about me paying attention to the little things in my life that he had never noticed before he started buying me new clothes and things things that I didn't ask for those gifts confused me at first but gradually I realized that this care was not like fatherly love anymore every time it happened I couldn't deny the strange feeling it was like we were becoming a couple rather than Father and Son the distance between me and my father was not just physical his gaze became distant and the moments of Silence were longer than ever I felt something
change in the atmosphere between us but I didn't know how to face it then one day the day when the boundary between me and my father was truly broken it was a moment I will never forget that day my mother had to go on a business trip due to the school's proposal leaving only me and my father at home I had just come home from school entered the house and before my eyes was a completely unexpected scene on the dining table my father had prepared a Sumptuous dinner the atmosphere in the House suddenly became different
almost a bit romantic the candl light flickered the food smelled delicious and especially two bottles of red wine were already placed on the table I couldn't hide my surprise my eyes widened as I looked at my father and laughed why are you so thoughtful today I still thought it was just a coincidence a happy surprise without the slightest suspicion of anything deeper my father with his usual smile replied that he had something good to say at the restaurant something successful that he wanted to celebrate I was also happy didn't ask any more questions just wanted
to enjoy this dinner with my father we sat at the table eating and drinking together the wine flowed evenly in the glasses the soft Candlelight made the scene warmer and more intimate than ever I didn't feel anything wrong at that time everything seemed too normal too familiar but from within this closeness gradually took on a different meaning a feeling that I couldn't put into words we ate and confided recalling stories from when I was a child child when I was the little girl who always clung to my father sweet memories little jokes all of them
made us both laugh as if all the tension from before had melted away laughter echoed in the warm room and the atmosphere between us seemed closer than ever after two bottles of wine were finished I felt myself starting to get drunk my mind was Haz the alcohol seemed to blur all reason we sat closer to each other and I don't know if it was the alcohol or something else but suddenly a question popped out of my mouth that I never thought I would ask do you like me I asked my voice soft but no longer
like a child asking a father that question was not the innocent question of a child but carried a deeper meaning as if I was asking from a completely different perspective a perspective that my sober mind would never allow me to say my father was silent for a moment then he turned to look at me his eyes deep as thoughtful as if he was examining something inside me and then he answered his voice warm yes just one word but it was heavy and full of hidden meaning we both looked at each other in that moment the
space seemed to freeze between us was no longer the closeness of Father and Son but a different connection beyond all the limits I had ever known I don't know what drove me at that moment maybe it was the alcohol maybe it was the emot emotions that had been suppressed for so long without a word I gently reached out and hugged my father's neck a strange feeling invaded my whole body but I didn't stop didn't think anymore I only knew that at that moment I couldn't control myself my father paused for a moment but then he
returned my hug his arms wrapped around my waist hugging me tighter the distance between us was no longer there we looked at each other our eyes meeting for a long moment as if no more words were needed we both seemed to understand each other's hidden thoughts without words we kissed each other slowly and cautiously at first as if we were rediscovering a familiar tenderness but after a few seconds the hesitation disappeared giving way to an intense overwhelming feeling our hugs became Tighter and Tighter not just to get closer but as if we wanted to hold
on to this moment forever my heart was pounding in my chest and I felt the warmth of my father's body making everything around me disappear my father began to gently touch my back his hand seemed to explore every line every breath the initial tenderness gradually gave way to longing caresses as if my father could not control the rising desire his fingers slid over every part of my body cautious yet greedy as if he wanted to explore everything without missing anything every touch every gesture made me shiver as if my skin knew how to respond to
his every movement my father picked me up gently but firmly his strong arms holding me tightly as if he didn't want to let go I wrapped my arms around his neck feeling each of our rapid breaths he walked without hesitation leading me into the room where there was no light except for the dim light from outside at this moment we know longer cared about anything else not time not space but only each other as if the world had stopped at this moment all thoughts disappeared leaving only a feeling of intense longing a deep connection that
could not be expressed in words my father placed me on the bed and our lips found each other again merging in sweet but passionate kisses as if we could not be separated I could feel his hot breath mixed with the rapid beat of my chest his hands began to move deftly slowly unbuttoning my shirt with each touch each button undone the feeling of being naked came not only from the clothes leaving my body but also from the vulnerability that we were both revealing that feeling made my heart clench but at the same time all the
reservations gradually disappeared that night we no longer held anything back all barriers all reservations were broken as if the world was left with only the two two of us every gesture every touch had a deeper meaning as if wanting to engrave each other's image into our minds and bodies we gave each other everything not just physical intimacy but also the fusion of emotions of secret desires that had been supressed for so long that night both of them understood that all boundaries had been erased and there was nothing but each other's absolute presence in that moment
the next day when my mother returned home everything seemed to have returned to normal my father and I acted normally both smiling and chatting as if nothing unusual had happened the night before my mother did not notice the change in the atmosphere everything went on as usual we had breakfast together talking about everyday things like a normal family but inside I knew that we both knew what had happened although we kept our natural appearance deep down a heavy silence had fallen between my father and me every look every gesture carried a different meaning as if
we were sharing a secret that no one else could know even though we knew it was wrong we did not stop our meetings became furtive and hurried increasing the conflict between guilt and desire we knew it was wrong but neither of us had any intention of stopping every touch every look implied that we would continue without words without promises then one night when my mother was fasting to sleep my father quietly snuck into my room without me hearing a sound I was still in a deep sleep completely unaware that my father had been lying next
to me his arms around me when I woke up the strange warmth surrounding my body startled me I turned my head slightly and realized his familiar face was close by a Moment of surprise passed but then my lips curved into a gentle smile and I gently hugged my father in that moment I forgot everything around me leaving only my father and Me Gently dad be careful mom won't hear I whispered my voice trembling like the cold wind blowing through the crack in the door each word was difficult to say as if I was trying to
hold back something deep inside that was about to burst my throat was tight but my heart was beating strongly erratically in my chest my hands unconsciously tightened the blanket trying to control the trembling that spread throughout my body my breathing was now ragged and ragged as if each breath was held back by an invisible anxiety the room was strangely quiet the slightest sound of stir a whisper making my heart pound afraid that this secret our adventurous love would be revealed to others exposing everything we tried to hide the fear of being discovered gradually became an
obsession but I couldn't say no every time Dad came I realized I was stuck in this relationship unable to stop even though I knew it would end badly then one day the day I had tried to avoid finally came that day my mother called to say that something had come up she couldn't come home as planned and would only return the next morning a brief sense of relief passed through me and Dad when we thought that we wouldn't be interrupted that night we didn't worry thinking we still had time until the next morning my mother
suddenly came back earlier than expected without warning we in our carlessness did not realize that she had entered the room standing before that scene she was silent and I knew everything had fallen apart the whole world seemed to collapse before her eyes and in that moment everything fell apart I felt suffocated unable to speak my father also stood still unable to find an excuse the atmosphere in the house was filled with heaviness and tension leaving no room for tolerance or sympathy after my mother witnessed the horrifying truth she did not say a word just quietly
left the house the atmosphere in the house seemed to freeze everything between my father and I also became strange full of pressure and Indescribable embarrassment we no longer knew what to say or do after all the secrets had been exposed the following days passed in heavy silence my mother did not come home and finally she filed for divorce my parents decided to end the marriage that I once thought was unbreakable the house was now empty and cold leaving me to face the ruins of a once happy family I was in a state of chaos not
knowing where to go between my father and mother I did not know what to choose my father who had been my support had now become the source of my breakdown my mother who had loved and cared for me since I was little was now distant hurt and carrying an incurable pain in her heart I realized that my wrong emotions and weakness had led to irreparable consequences my whole family was broken because of choices that I never thought would lead to this outcome the damage not only affected my mother but also me and my father causing
us to lose love and Trust in each other finally I understood that all boundaries in family Rel relationships need to be respected once they are broken there is no way back love no matter how strong cannot fix such serious mistakes now I am at a Crossroads in my life not knowing where I will go who I will return to I do not know if I can face my father or mother and I do not know if they still have a place for me in their lives the family I once had is now just a painful
memory and my path ahead is still very very unclear I only know that I have to find a way to face the consequences of what I have caused and learn to live with this pain forever I know that after hearing this story many people will criticize me saying that I have done unforgivable things but that's okay I understand that everyone has their own point of view and I am ready to accept all judgmental eyes the most important thing is that I have dared to face my truth accepted the pain and consequences of the mistakes I
have caused my final advice to you who are listening to this story is to always be alert and maintain boundaries in any relationship especially in the family sometimes love and closeness can blind us leading to bad decisions that we never thought we would make remember every action has consequences and there are mistakes that cannot be repaired that can only leave pain and damage that lasts forever don't let temporary emotions Cloud your mind don't let weakness drag you down paths that you will regret for the rest of your life respect boundaries protect love and Trust in
the family because once they are broken there is no way to go back sometimes we only have one chance to preserve what is most important and if we lose it it will be the most painful thing you have to face thank you everyone for listening to my story if you find this story meaningful please support me by liking and subscribing to the channel so you don't miss the next stories thank you and see you again
