thanks for being here subscribe to cheating stories best so you don't miss new stories how would you feel if your wife cheated on you with a cooworker today we'll listen to a story with a similar plot enjoy the show Mike I had plans I had dreams heck I even had a secret savings account for a special dream trip around the world we were going to take in just a few years I watched my wife Tracy blush deeply and then just continued to Glow Pink as she talked to a couple of co-workers during our employer's annual
staff meeting at a small College in mid-september I was standing about 15 ft away from my wife at the time I noticed her reaction while sensibly talking to another group of her co-workers Tracy spoke with Rafe Cersei whom I had previously been introduced to as the new associate professor of English literature and Janet Barnes who worked in the administration considering it was a Christian College I doubted either of the other two had told a dirty joke which meant there was only one reason for Tracy's skin color especially her consistent Hue she was very intimate aroused
now I had an answer to the question I hadn't asked when you've been married to someone for 23 years and together for 25 years you know almost everything about that person even if you don't pay much attention to them if you're paying attention well 10 minutes before I thought I had a perfect marriage with an almost perfect woman now I was piecing to together the puzzle of some recent Oddities in my wife's Behavior behavior that I had not recognized as strange until that moment Tracy and I were best friends lovers and parents to two wonderful
children unlike many couples we could spend our days together and never Tire of each other's company we could talk about anything from intim to history and we laughed about many aspects of these discussions I've always liked that the best way to test marital compatibility is to take a longar ride with with your potential spouse and if you haven't killed that person you should marry them immediately Tracy and I fit that profile in my opinion our intimate life was great yes it had cooled from the white hot passion of our courtship and early marriage but it
had picked up again when the younger of our two daughters had left for college the year before being empty nesters for the better part of a year seemed to reignite our more lustful urges and we alternated between slow passionate Lov making and hardcore physical activity three or four times a week being regulars at the gym we were both in good physical shape at 45 years old Tracy had long blonde hair big breasts and a curvaceous figure yes she was probably 15 lb heavier than she was before our kids were born but everything was packaged well
in fact I was 20 lb more muscular than when I left school besides I had 25 years of experience pleasing my wife wife something changed two months ago and since it had mostly changed for the better I wasn't about to look a gift horse in the mouth I never thought about it while Tracy was always a willing and active participant in our intim life she was rarely the initiator suddenly she began to initiate as much as I did and the physical connection was off the charts however we didn't make love anymore it was just intimate
it was great but our Focus changed I didn't ask myself this question then looking back I understand that this was a mistake except when I was interacting with her Tracy and Rafe were never more than 5 ft apart while walking now that I knew what I was looking at I was able to determine that Tracy's glow lit up every time she was near wfe even when I was nearby usually this disappeared quickly when I showed up but as soon as Tracy left me she acquired a companion to communicate with I secretly kept my eyes on
this couple throughout the entire event although I didn't have to try very hard Tracy seemed to forget about everyone else when Rafe was around I never saw her look around to see where her husband was throughout the evening she made sure to lightly touch Rafe at every opportunity my emotions ranged from nervousness and fear at first to complete rage after I became convinced of the reality of everything I was actually seeing what I saw definitely looked like the end of my marriage I practically had to drag my wife away from Rafe at about 11: she
didn't look happy when I showed up and told her it was time to go anger flared in her eyes for a moment then she backed off but it wasn't fast enough for me not to notice her look again 23 years of marriage usually the evenings discussion flowed freely on the way home but I deliberately sat quietly waiting for Tracy to begin she seemed preoccupied with something for a while looking out the passenger window and until she realized how awkward the silence was then she quickly jumped into the void with some meaningless conversation about how badly
dressed the college president's wife was I wasn't very responsive wow I'm really tired I'm going to go to bed Tracy said when we got home are you coming I wasn't sure if she was just trying to avoid the evening conversation or if she was trying to get me to go to bed so she could deal with any disappointment from the excitement anyway I didn't bite and told her I was going to watch some TV I think she looked disappointed the next day was Saturday so I was able to spend the entire day outside doing yard
work which gave me plenty of time to calm down and think things through if Tracy had any idea that things weren't so simple in our universe she did a good job of not showing it the following week things seemed a little tense at home for my part I tried to play it cool but I used the Find My Phone app on my iPhone about six times a day and in every case Tracy was where she was supposed to be so to speak at night she seemed more than ready to have a night she seemed a
little reserved the first night but after that she returned to her earlier manner as usual I made sure to please her giving her several pleasure the following Monday nothing had changed but on Tuesday the fine my phone app told me that Tracy had gone home at lunchtime 15 minutes later I quietly entered my home and confirmed that my marriage was over they weren't exactly quiet in our bedroom so I didn't need to go up the stairs to confirm that Tracy's partner was indeed Rafe oh my God raef at one point during the celebration Tracy shouted
oh God baby you are the best the last one really hurt it took all my self-control not to run into the bedroom and hurt the man however I did not enter the room because I knew that if I started beating him I would not stop until I killed him none of them were Worth jail time Tracy I am fully aware that it sounds self-serving to say that I love my husband more than anything in the world but it is the honest truth I loved him for a quarter of a century I hope to love him
for at least another quarter of a century however in the interest of full disclosure I also have to admit that I have a lover on the side a lover who is so wonderful that I could not give him up although I know that sooner or later I would have to do it because it would be the only way to save my marriage Mike my wonderful husband would be devastated to learn that I had an affair that's why I did everything I could to hide my Affair however I was not stupid enough to think that I
would never be caught I knew that the longer this went on the more my chances of getting caught increased Mike has been my rock for the last 25 years we were married married for 23 years and had two wonderful children he was my best friend my soulmate and a wonderful intimate partner we talked about everything we laughed a lot well until recently I had no intention of taking a lover when I met Rafe Cersei for some reason he walked into the administration building a couple of days before school started and without exaggeration my life literally
changed Rafe was 30 years old 6'2 inches very fit with short brown hair and soft gray eyes he was handsome but he was no George cloney I didn't work the rest of the day because I couldn't get Rafe out of my head when I got home I'm pretty sure I almost killed Mike with intim I know Mike fell asleep exhausted and with a big smile on his face I would never tell him that I wasn't thinking about him while we were close I continued to Mike until he dropped for the next 2 weeks and then
my dear husb husband opened the door of opportunity for me as he had to leave town for the night the following Wednesday I knew it was wrong but I was practically shaking when I called Rafe on Monday morning and invited him to lunch on Wednesday afternoon I had already checked rafe's schedule knew he didn't have any classes on Wednesday afternoon and I took administrative time off Rafe met me at a small Italian restaurant and we had a good lunch talked and laughed a lot I know I laughed a lot and had a hard time keeping
my hands off his arms and hands while we talked RAF and I hadn't discussed in him but he knew what anticipation was like he smiled back at me a lot held my hand for a while and even grinned sometimes I knew he felt the same connection being the gentleman he is Rafe paid the bill then quietly asked where to I live 10 minutes away from here leave your car and I'll drive I answered in a voice that sounded much more confident than I actually was knowing that Mike wouldn't be home until Thursday evening saved me
a lot of anxiety about the upcoming event but I have to admit I was nervous I knew that after having two children and being 45 years old I didn't have the mature young body that Rafe was probably used to I loved Mike with all my heart and soul but my time with Rafe was definitely going to happen and I wasn't going to deny myself the pleasure and I didn't feel guilty about it I drove my car into the garage and closed the door the next 10 hours were some of the best of my life Rafe
obviously felt the same connection as I did and everything we did was amazing when I met Mike but I always considered him a great bed partner Rafe completely reset the dial everything we did was fantastic too and raai finally got into an Uber to pick up his car I felt as spineless as a jellyfish and as brainless as a sponge I remember a lot of screaming and some crying and I'm pretty sure it came from me but I I really can't swear to it hell I couldn't swear on my own name now I knew what
it was like to be senseless I definitely wanted this you are an amazing woman Tracy it was probably the best intimate of my life Rafe I said quietly as we snuggled together after our second connection of the evening I really meant it Mike was an excellent lover in his own right however the way I communicated with Rafe was beyond praise it was almost as if we were doing something completely different from what Mike and I were doing I couldn't feel guilty for doing something so amazing in my mind intimate with Rafe was separate from my
life with my husband night with Mike was about emotion intimate with Rafe was about amazing physical Sensations we did this twice a week I knew this couldn't last forever but I was going to enjoy it while I could Mike I knew that Tracy was supposed to be served with divorce paper papers on Wednesday at 10:00 a.m. 2 minutes passed before my phone rang no Mike I don't want a divorce she screamed over the phone when I answered and I don't want a cheating woman as my wife but we don't always get what we want do
we I answered I can explain I made a decision for myself she cried the one we need to talk about Tracy I said ending the conversation since you ignored our vows in us I also made a decision for myself so no we don't need to talk about your decision I could actually be productive at work unfortunately I knew what I would be faced with when I returned home and Tracy did not disappoint don't you think you should have talked to me before you filed for divorce Tracy screamed at me when I walked in after all
we have been married for 23 years what are you saying those 23 years didn't seem to matter to you when you constantly cheated on on me I shot back at her I could tell from her eyes and smudged makeup that Tracy had been crying I myself didn't feel very cheerful I love you Mike really what I had with Rafe was just physical it was a decision for yourself I finished for her Tracy looked worried to say the least I'm sorry I heard you but I think you're overreacting can we talk about this she asked I
don't understand what you're talking about Tracy you cheated several times probably a lot more than I know I said I know it looks bad I know it was just a decision for you Tracy I repeated why don't you explain it to me I thought it was obvious that I was being sarcastic but Tracy seemed encouraged by my reaction and actually smiled at me I can't explain it but it's like we have some kind of special physical connection is this the best intim you've ever had I heard her her eyes became as big as saucers and
for the first time she looked scared you heard she asked with tears and fear at the same time do you want me to replay this for you I was at home last week you two were so busy that you didn't hear me I said I won't be able to fix this mistake at least she had the Prudence to lower her eyes in shame it was purely physical Mike I love you I can't express to you how much I love you can't we at least try to consult I know I hurt you but I know you
still love me she was right about the last one and it hurt the most I still loved her although not as much as two weeks ago 25 years of loving someone don't just pass away in an instant Tracy even though I knew what I was doing was risky I was still shocked when I was served with divorce papers at my office on Wednesday after afternoon I had no idea that Mike knew about my Affair hell not only did he know but apparently he caught Raf in me in bed one time and he had the video
even worse he heard me tell Rafe that he was the best I'd ever had I knew that I would never be able to satisfactorily explain to my husband the connection that Rafe and I shared but I knew that Mike's love for me would win out in the end I'd start by trying to get Mike to agree to me keeping Rafe as an outside lover and go back to staying married as a last resort I suggested seeing a psychologist he agreed our first meeting with the consultant did not go well for me the consultant was a
woman but like Mike she couldn't understand that I simply couldn't ignore my attraction to Rafe I guess I expected her to show more understanding maybe be on my side so your vowe meant nothing to you Mrs mawan she asked after I finished telling my story no they mean everything to me but this is different I explained this is unlike anything I've ever experienced before you are a woman you felt aroused before well it's like that only much stronger like I've been drugged I said I could see from her face that she didn't believe me Mike
just looked stunned men are often accused of thinking with their little brains but women are guilty of it too if today's divorce statistics are any indication the sultant said calmly yes lightning strike is a real thing but most people understand that they have a choice to ignore it you have decided to give into your base desires she continued I couldn't believe that this woman was essentially telling me that I had no self-control it was tand amount to calling me a she then asked me a question that probably sealed the divorce deal if Mike could forgive
you and take you back do you think you would be able to resist your physical desires and and remain faithful to your husband damn it I thought this woman would be on my side I just sat there afraid to even answer that question Mike would know better than a lie detector that I was lying I love you Mike please could you work with me on this I don't love it but I have to have it this is the best intimate of my life don't ask me to give this up I cried a lot when I
finished speaking I glanced quickly at Mike expecting to see a sign that his resolve was weakening in the end he admitted that he still loved me I saw dead eyes I'm sorry Tracy I really love you but I won't give you the right to cheat on me and I can't forgive what you've already done I'm sorry I wasn't man enough for you he said you were more than enough man for me Mike I love you I said I do not love him I'll give it up if that's what keeps us together please don't give up
on us I didn't do this you abandoned us the first time you had a night with him he blurted back don't blame it on me I just never knew how selfish you are in the end it's all about you and you just don't love me as much as I love you I retorted two weeks after I last saw the consultant I was in my bedroom with Rafe young I didn't know Mike was watching me but at that moment I didn't care I had seen Rafe on campus the day before and asked him when I returned
to my office he was more than willing to show up for a lunchtime date yes the intimate was outstanding the divorce was finalized 6 months later during this time Rafe and I had intimate dozens of times the intim had always been fantastic he was my kryptonite I loved Mike but I love lusted after wraith I had to have him I knew I would never get Mike back because of this he didn't love me enough to let me have Rafe I couldn't believe that Tracy was actually trying to get me to let her leave her boyfriend
and stay married to me if you really love me what nonsense forget it there's no way we're staying married period I may have been an ignorant cockled but I'm not going to be as stupid Mike thought to himself I was very surprised that the marriage counselor we hired wasn't living in the same Dreamland as Tracy she practically called my wife a liar in our first session and it hasn't gotten any better since then she ended our sessions after the fourth by telling my wife that I would never back down from my position and that she
supported me I thought Tracy was going to die when the counselor told her to stop the sessions I don't know if Tracy asked my daughters to try to stand up for her but they both tried very hard you're destroying the family dad my youngest cried when I told her about this no baby I'm not destroying the family your mother did it I'm just making it legal Mike replied she Twisted her face and furrowed her brows I could tell she was thinking hard you're probably right daddy she finally said Rafe I didn't really want to ruin
Tracy's marriage but I saw it more as her husband's problem I knew she really loved this guy but we had an amazing physical connection and the intim was almost otherworldly if she wanted to have me hell yes I was going to give it to her I suppose I couldn't blame him for not wanting to be cocked but again that's between him and Tracy my job is not to wonder why Tracy stayed away from me for two weeks after Mike filed for divorce when he didn't relent and take her back we resumed our romance in fact
fact things actually got better because when Mike got out of the way I got all her physical attention I have to say that intimate with Tracy was the best intim I've ever had even though Tracy was great in bed I never thought we'd last very long at 45 she was not fit for marriage I knew I wanted to have my own children and she already had two grown children besides if she could do what she did to the person she said she loved more than anything in the world what could I expect I continued to
look for Miss Cersei although I did not talk to Tracy about it she already had enough on her plate after losing Mike that all changed when I found Lucy Ralston about a year after Tracy's divorce she was 24 years old had short brown hair a live dancers's body and we HD it off from the start I didn't tell Tracy about Lucy at first but I finally confessed after about 2 months I knew I had hurt Tracy's feelings but it didn't didn't seem like Tracy really loved me she and I were absolutely connected physically but emotionally
we were just good friends when Lucy and I decided to be exclusive I had to tell Tracy that it was over between us but I abandoned my husband for you Tracy cried when I told her no that's not true you left your husband to have a night with me we never existed it was all about fantastic intimate and it was your choice but it's not my choice my choice is to have a wife and family he said Tracy was devastated when Rafe told her he was going to be exclusive with Lucy and wouldn't have inton
with me anymore but I abandoned my husband for you I cried when he told me Rafe gave me a look that I could only interpret as pity no that's not true you left your husband to have inton with me he corrected I knew he was right but still it was awkward when my children found out about it Mike didn't sugarcoat the pill when we broke up telling the kids I cheated on him several times for the best intimate of your mother's life the kids weren't happy with me but they eventually came to terms with it
telling them a year and a half later that Rafe had left me to start a family with a younger woman just made me look pathetic even to me I didn't ask them not to tell their father but I really hope they wouldn't I admit that I do not completely agree with this development of events in my life life when the kids came home for Christmas my oldest daughter just casually asked if they were going to meet my boyfriend at that moment I admitted that we were no longer together so you gave up a quarter of
a century of love with your dad for a couple of years of night with some younger guy oh wait sorry a couple of years of the best endent of your life my daughter gmed I couldn't say much I lowered my eyes to the floor losing wraith still didn't affect me as much as losing Mike I mean Rafe was an amazing bed partner but Mike was my soulmate my everything coming home to an empty apartment every day after work was heartbreaking but at least I could look forward to amazing intim several times a week when Rafe
left I had nothing left the loneliness turned out to be terrible so I guess I was pretty interested in dating at first I was surprised that most of the interested men were 30 plus and some were even 20 plus maybe this old woman didn't look so bad for being 47 years old I enjoyed the company of several men although none of them even came close to the quality of my ex maybe it's because I hadn't dated in so long but I've definitely noticed that men's expectations have changed over the past quarter Century especially among younger
guys they seemed to expect intim on the first date and if that didn't happen there usually wasn't a second date it wasn't that I was approved but I also wasn't going to jump into bed with just anyone and everyone when intimate happened from my point of view he was usually quite good and all my partners seemed very pleased most of the intim was just intimate though I guess I haven't dated anyone long enough to make real love I really missed making love when talking to the children I tried to discreetly ask about Mike I didn't
think he was dating at all which meant I still had a chance to get him back I knew the odds weren't very good but why wouldn't he date me if he was going to date other divorced women we had a wonderful marriage for 23 years however I knew that I would have to be the aggressor if this happened Mike maybe you'd like to have coffee with me sometime I said after he answered my call a few months later I know I hurt you with what I did and I'm sorry about it but I really wish
we could be friends the kind that sit and drink coffee together and maybe we even eat food together sometimes I really miss sitting with you and chatting uh sure Tracy I think we could do that he answered cautiously I really miss your company and I think I'm in a much better place now than I was we set up our coffee date for next Saturday Mike I have to admit that Tracy looked fantastic when she walked into the Starbucks where we agreed to meet I haven't seen her for 2 years and time hasn't harmed her at
all she didn't look any older and her weight was probably the same as the last time I saw her she had her hair cut to shoulder length and the tight sweater she was wearing really showed off her full breasts she was wearing almost no makeup which only emphasized the fact that she was a beautiful woman I stood up to greet her and stopped in my tracks not sure if I should hug her or not she answered that question for me by walking right into my space gently kissing my cheek and hugging in me I hugged
her back how come no one has dragged you away yet a question involuntarily burst out she blushed charmingly apparently not everyone has such good taste she answered with a smile on her face we ordered coffee and each received a cake we talked about a variety of topics just like when we were married the conversation was so pleasant that we each drank our second cup of over caffeinated Starbucks that was fun Tracy I said as we stood up to leave how about next time we have lunch together I think I surprised her with this invitation because
her eyes widened when she looked at me certainly that will be great she said quietly I called her 2 weeks later and set up a lunch date it's been over 25 years since I've gone on any kind of date absolutely none since Tracy and I got divorced although I was devastated by what Tracy had done to me I tried my best to Fain indifference to the general public however in reality it all just tore my heart and after the divorce I stayed away from all women one Saturday afternoon Tracy and I enjoyed a very pleasant
lunch at our favorite Italian restaurant I know she was hoping that I would invite her to my house after dinner but I walked her to her car in the parking lot gave her a friendly kiss on the cheek and headed to my car over the next year we enjoyed several dinners I didn't want to go beyond that because it gave me more control over the situation in my opinion dinner leads you to what happens after dinner which leads you to what happens I did not want to and could not approach this Tracy Mike must have
gotten smarter over the years I knew he enjoyed the time we spent together but he never invited me to dinner I figured that at some point he would decide to do this and it would just be a small step towards a spending the night together I knew he wasn't dating and I thought if I could Rock his world one day I'd have a chance to win him back but he just never gave me that chance eating at IHOP is hardly conducive to bed sharing I took the hint and started dating others again I guess I'll
just have to accept it Tracy messed with my head so much that I didn't actually date another woman for 5 years I definitely didn't view my lunches with Tracy's dates although I know she was expecting something I was in my favorite liquor store checking out the many brands of tequila available looking for something new when I felt a presence to my right apparently she was doing the same thing as me she seemed Pleasant enough so I decided she could use my extensive knowledge of distilled Spirits I was just trying to be friendly do you want
to drink tequila or make a cocktail I asked with a smile on my face I never dilute good tequila I drink my tequila like I drink my coffee straight without anything she replied Margaritas are good for parties but when I really drink I don't mix them wow the woman who holds the key I didn't know a single woman who drank tequila properly For the First Time I Turn To Face a woman damn drinks tequila and looks damn good there are no rings on her left hand either she seemed a little younger than me she had
a head of curly dark brown hair that almost reached her shoulders her skin was pale and her eyes sparkling blue I assumed Irish blood like mine I didn't realize I was staring at her until I heard her speak and then realized she was asking me a question subtle very discreetly she grinned when I returned to the real world I know I blushed I'm sorry I'm just lost I said weakly a dozen brands of tequila and a beautiful woman who understands how to drink this tequila in my world this doesn't happen often she smiled Riley at
me I thought she was going to move on when she spoke again and what kind of world is this Mr Tequila snob loserville USA ma'am I muttered ma'am did you just call me ma'am she asked incredulously wow do I look like your mother or something sorry about that it's a matter of good manners my parents are to blame but no you don't look like my mother I loved my mother to death but even on her best days she didn't look as good as you I couldn't believe it actually came out of my mouth I winced
she looked surprised then that look slowly turned into a slic smile by now I had a good look at what appeared to be a tight curvy body for a woman her age so why loserville Mr Tequila snob if we're being polite it doesn't look like you'll have any trouble getting a date or two I haven't been on a date in 5 years since I divorced my cheating wife I said quietly oh oh sorry about that she said looking embarrassed there was an awkward silence for a while I didn't have enough games to break the deadlock
but luckily it did so what do you recommend she asked returning to the tequila I'm a big fan of Don Julio Blanco and I also like F's new guy Sammy Hagar Santo but if it's a really special occasion then choose Don Julio 1942 damn expensive but it's really good stuff how much does it cost she nodded at me as it seemed to me ending the conversation I grabbed a bottle of Santo from the Shelf then I thought what the hell and extended my hand Mike Manan how would you like to try to kila next door
at my expense then you could make a more informed decision I said giving her my most sincere look she grinned again cheekily looked me up and down and then accepted my invitation we went to a nearby bar and spent the next 2 hours sampling tequila I also made sure to buy us a couple of snacks when we left the bar I had Rose Smart's phone I can't even begin to explain what was going on in my head over the next week I was thrilled to have a beautiful woman's number but that man I had to
call her and set up a date the last time I went on a date was right before the American Revolution crap I thought I could take her to a restaurant maybe I could find a roller skating rink or bowling alley my head was spinning I had a good job and made decent money for the most part people seem to like me I was well aware of current events and would never talk about politics on a date I noticed that I was sweating a lot I realized that one thing has has not changed when it comes
to dating women have all the power and they know it however she gave me her number without me having to point a gun at her that should have counted in my favor shouldn't it the debate in my mind raged for days and could have gone on much longer if fate had not intervened fate disguised as an atino whom I literally stumbled upon in the hallway of the office where I worked I was trying to decide what to do with rose when I ran into Anna she tripped on her 3-in heel and I grabbed her arms
to keep her from falling apologizing at the same time I know I'm not very big but I don't think you would have noticed that I was there if you hadn't bumped into me Anna told me after I calmed her down the problem Anna was probably the same age as my youngest daughter we would talk from time to time usually I would give her some fatherly advice about something she was also my personal consultant on issues of the younger generation if I needed to EXP explain something generational and I didn't want to call my kids I
would find Anna and she would explain things to me face to face in words that made sense to my 50-year-old brain Yes actually I muttered probably sounding like a weak buffoon Anna looked at my face as if she was trying to read the sign she broke into her signature smile I was puzzled this happened often maybe this problem is connected with a girl a woman she said this in her sing song manner so sort of yes I think so I contined to mutter she looked at me for a few seconds then made a decision okay
you can tell me about it at Murphy's after work and I don't want any ridicule when I get my ice cold drink or you'll be on your own she lectured we met at Murphy's later that day Anna sat opposite me with a very cheerful expression on her face as I worried and stammered talking about Rose so you haven't dated anyone since your divorce 5 years ago with no one wow I knew you were a little but not to the same extent she mimicked I cringed from this ridicule but still knew that Anna was right I
also knew that she was caring and kind to me so how long ago did she give you her number this month this year it was 5 days ago Anna and if you continue to be smart I'll turn you over my knee I warned only half seriously oh we we might both like this she chirped back I blushed seriously Mike what's the problem you are not a troll you have a lot ahead of you call her Anna spent the next half hour telling me about some of the things she and her friends do on dates I
resisted the urge to pull out my notepad and take notes can you dance she asked at one point who else has three left legs then I'll take that as a no you know women really like it when a man asks them to dance it's a kind of physical force that speeds up the process she said with a big smile on her face this is true seriously I always thought it was some kind of urban legend I said true 100% this is something like foreplay la la la I said covering my ears she looked at me
with the same look then grinned again oh and by the way don't forget to bring a protection you can't be too prepared she said looking me straight in the eyes yes Mom I answered sarcastically I called Rose when I got home that evening and set up a date for the following Saturday Anna told me not to spend too much time talking about my previous marriage but to answer honestly any questions Rose asked about it I felt awkward talking about what happened to a relative stranger but Rose was very empathetic she then told told me her
story of heartbreak which included a 15-year marriage that ended with her catching her husband in bed with a neighbor Tracy the actual physical pain from the syphilis I contracted was nowhere near as bad as the humiliation I experienced in the doctor's office don't get me wrong the doctor and two nurses I dealt with were completely professional but I could tell they were overwhelmed by having to deal with me it didn't get any better when I listed six different men as recent bed Partners to notify crap six notices I heard one nurse whisper to another after
she looked at my tests for the first time it's probably good that she's not 25 anymore I probably would have torn her face off if she had said that out loud to me but I had to admit to myself that that comment sounded really bad I haven't thought about it too much but I've been making good use of being single the last few years when Rafe left me after Mike divorced me I probably went a little crazy I think I may have been looking for someone to replace Mike and Rafe but if that was the
case nothing even close came up how could I replace what Mike and I had for 23 years and how could I replace the incredible intimate connection that I had with Rafe I don't know maybe in my mind I compensated for Quality with quantity I never really thought about how many men I slept with until I had to report the number and list of my partners without a doubt having intim with most of my partners without protection was stupid irresponsible it's not like I was a drunk I was always sober enough to know what I was
doing and I always chose guys who looked clean and well-groomed but it's an old story when you sleep with someone you also sleep with everyone they've slept with recently I just never thought at least I didn't have to tell anyone about my problem Mike Rose and I got married about a year after our first date we both still had some trust issues but we worked through them with love and the help of a really good counselor I gently pushed Rose away and we lay on our sides facing each other both Breathing heavily from the exertion
after 25 years of marriage when both were 75 years old making love once a week was enough we spent another 10 minutes kissing and cuddling before falling asleep to say that Rose was my savior is an understatement after my divorce from Tracy I was lost hell I didn't even know how to date she allowed me to feel my way sometimes literally and we kind of grew together while I wouldn't put money on it I found a soulmate to grow old with Tracy I was a little more leery of choosing Partners when I came back into
circulation after my problem this was probably due in part to menopause partly it's probably because although I looked pretty good when I hit 50 20 and 30y olds weren't looking my way anymore more in fact since there were far more single women than men between the ages of 40 and 50 the competition in these age groups was quite Fierce if anyone had asked me a few years ago I would have told them it was a done deal I was going to grow old with my loving husband Mike because I was in stupid nothing came of
it I greatly overestimated my performance with Mike I mistook his kindness for weakness I thought he loved me so much that he would at least forgive me for my wrongdoing several years ago I moved into a senior living community my old house was too big for me alone I see my children and grandchildren every few months it took years for the relationship I had with my children to return to normal the relationship between Mike and me remained friendly although we stopped having lunch after I realized that these launches would not bring me closer to him
Mike finally started dating again after years years of being a recluse I admit I'm jealous of the way he looks at Rose when the whole family gets together for the holidays I can't help but notice the adoring looks and sweet mannerisms with which they interact this makes me sick it had to be with me was it worth it I asked myself I never like the answer what do you think of what our hero did what would you do if you were him write your opinion and what you would do in the comments comments see you
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