I ghosted my cheating wife after hearing she called me a loser and had fun with a man I knew well I'm a 57-year-old man and I've been married to the woman who was the love of my life for 26 years let's call her Lucy we were College friends and we knew each other for a decade before getting married during those 10 years we spent two years as friends a year of me pursuing her and the remaining seven years dating there were even a few years of long distance in those seven years when we lived in
different cities for work reasons our relationship endured the challenge of time and distance Lucy wasn't just my wife and the mother of my children she was also my closest friend since college she understood me like no one else that's why her betrayal shattered me about a week ago Lucy and I attended our College reunion our College holds a reunion every year for the classes that graduated 35 years ago it's a big event with singers and celebrities performing alumni eagerly anticipated each year this year it was our class's turn to shine we and our fellow classmates
were excited to reconnect and see how we had all changed over the years Lucy and I were particularly thrilled because we were one of the few College couples who had married and stayed together for so long we walked into the event eager to show off our strong relationship little did I know that I was walking into a trap of my own making we were having a wonderful time reconnecting with some of our dearest friends after many years it felt like the best moments of Our Lives until someone approached us we'll call him Rick Rick had
always been an admirer of Lucy and everyone in our class was aware of his deep affection for her Lucy was one of the brightest students in our class and like any other attractive woman she had her share of admirers in college yes I was one of them too however Rick was not the type to just flirt take a chance and move on if the girl wasn't interested he was the persistent type he pursued Lucy throughout college and Beyond he didn't give up even though he knew she was dating and in love with me I've always
been a secure partner and didn't let his advances affect our relationship Rick along with everyone else knew that Lucy was way out of his league but he never stopped trying I remember when Rick found out that Lucy Had married me he actually texted me and claimed that Lucy had made a mistake he went on to say that he hoped I would care for her as much as he would have Lucy and I simply laughed at his childishness and romantic Notions we hadn't heard from him or spoken to him since that day until the day of
the reunion when Rick approached us we thought he would have moved on by now considering it had been 35 years since college and 26 years since our marriage however to our surprise he was still fixated on Lucy he greeted all of us with hugs and we reciprocated however Lucy opted to shake hands with him because his intense gaze made her uncomfortable he took a seat across from Lucy and gave her an odd and intense stare which didn't go unnoticed by anyone I couldn't help but ask if he had brought his family to the reunion party
he replied that he was single he mentioned that he had been briefly married in his 40 seconds but had gotten divorced I expressed my sympathy saying I'm sorry to hear that to which he responded dramatically well yes you should be sorry you stole my love followed by a burst of hysterical laughter if I were in my 30 seconds I might have considered physically confronting him but as we're approaching our 60 seconds such things no longer hold much importance besides Rick isn't the intimidating type he's more of a sleazy loudmouth guy you wouldn't pick for sports
even though everyone heard his joke no one responded and you could feel others becoming uncomfortable so we mostly brushed It Off however Lucy became noticeably quiet Nancy and I Nancy is our close friend from college took Lucy aside we tried to lift her spirits encouraging her to forget about the troublemaker and enjoy the rest of the evening knowing that Lucy tends to overthink things we both attempted to ease her mind suddenly Rick approached us out of the blue I suspect he had been keeping an eye on us all along to our surprise he apologized stating
that he hadn't meant to upset her instead he claimed he wanted to make her feel happy that despite the of separation and the effects of aging on her appearance she still had an admirer I couldn't tolerate his cheesy words and told him to back off he expressed genuine regret about causing discomfort Lucy asked him to leave us alone but he insisted that Lucy forgive him so we could enjoy the last Gathering of Our Lives those words made me think it was time to put this behind us and move forward that night was undoubtedly the final
occasion for us to meet our old friends and classmates so there was no point in dwelling on the past Lucy hugged him and urged him to move on from her and let it go we all hugged and headed to the dance floor to have fun at the party others joined us and it turned into an enjoyable time later on I noticed Nancy and Lucy talking to Rick who was standing beside them he was engaging in conversation and dancing in a comical manner if that makes sense I was relieved that this matter seemed to be resolved
and we could look back on it in a positive light I kept an eye on them to ensure Lucy was okay Rick was whispering something in her ear and she smiled and nodded at him I I assumed it wasn't anything inappropriate or else Lucy would have reacted differently this gave me the green light to relax and enjoy myself with other friends and classmates about an hour later I noticed that Lucy and Nancy were nowhere to be seen initially I didn't pay it much mine because we we all mingling separately I too was catching up with
other friends on my own however when they didn't reappear after some time I began searching for them I attempted to call them first but they didn't answer I realized the loud music might be drowning out the sound of their phones ringing after roughly 30 minutes Lucy returned but something about her seemed off there were no apparent changes in her appearance but I had a distinct feeling that she was a different person she became unusually quiet and kept urging me to leave Nancy joined us shortly afterward but Lucy and Nancy didn't exchange a single word throughout
the night I assumed they had argued about something because they avoided making eye contact I repeatedly asked Lucy why she seemed irritated and wanted to leave early but she remained silent ENT I wanted to stay until the end of the party but Lucy insisted we leave early Lucy remained silent throughout the entire Journey back home which lasted over an hour I kept inquiring if she was okay and she replied that she was just tired and needed rest it left me feeling uneasy because she's usually the one brimming with energy and seeing her upset without knowing
the reason worried me I asked if it had anything to do with Nancy but she simply replied with a no providing no further explanation I assumed she was exhausted and left her alone when we arrived home while most of our friends were posting happy pictures of the evening and chatting on social media expressing their Joy at the reunion and lamenting the possibility that it might be the last Lucy slipped into bed with her eyes closed I suppose she wanted me to believe she was asleep why do I say that it was almost 2 A.M when
I went to bed utterly tired I fell asleep as soon as I hit the mattress I'm not sure how long I had been asleep when Lucy woke me up she was in tears resting her head on my chest I held her close and asked if she was feeling emotional about reuniting with her old friends but she didn't respond she simply continued crying I held her tightly to show my support as that was the least I could do since she wasn't sharing what was troubling her I allowed her to release her emotions and when her tears
finally stopped She revealed something that left me stunned she confessed that she had cheated on me with Rick I was at a loss for words unable to ask her anything further I felt Frozen in shock thoughts swirled in my mind about what might have transpired the last time I saw Lucy she was dancing with Rick and Nancy along with others then the three of them disappeared for about an hour when Lucy returned she wore a gloomy expression and insisted on leaving the party she mentioned that Nancy was aware of the situation but she was clearly
furious with Lucy which explained her upset demeanor I was still unable to speak so as she observed my stunned State she began explaining everything on her own she recounted how while they were dancing Rick kept apologizing to her for the embarrassment he had caused her especially after she had rejected his advances numerous times he showered her with praise claiming that in all his travels around the world he had never encountered a woman as extraordinary as her Lucy explained that she began to believe his compliments and fell for his apparent sincerity he asked her if she
would go for a walk with him initially she declined but he persisted insisting it would be their last encounter and she deserved to know his true feelings for her she wanted to hear what he had to say so she agreed to accompany him for a walk on the college lawn seeking peace and quiet while on the lawn Rick openly expressed his feelings proclaiming his Lifelong Love for her and describing her as the most incredible woman on earth she recounted various things he said but the essence was the same Lucy admitted that she was intoxicated and
foolishly succumbed to his words he began holding her hand while they walked and in that moment Lucy felt an immense burden of tension lifting from her shoulders making her feel strangely comfortable I won't delve into further explicit details of what she shared with me about what happened but she told me everything absolutely everything she even mentioned that her guilty conscience kicked in when they were in the middle of the act and she pushed him away my mind was in a days and my body felt numb she nudged me seeking some reaction but I remained silent
I asked her to give me a moment she continued crying and apologizing eventually I told her to go to sleep and we would discuss the matter in the morning she held on to me tightly expressing her fear of losing me I simply closed my eyes and lay there replaying the situation in my mind repeatedly I was reflecting on the events until I distinctly recalled something that struck me as odd Rick gave me a strange unsettling grin after Lucy returned from their makeout session although I didn't pay much attention to it at the time I suppose
that was his triumphant smile signifying that he had finally won her over with that realization I felt a surge of anger and disgust welling up inside me I was too Restless for self-pity and the thought of sharing the bed with her became unbearable I noticed that she had fallen into a deep Slumber after hours of crying I quietly slipped out of bed gathered my laptop wallet and other Essentials into a backpack and left our home I loved that woman we had been married for 26 years and I couldn't fathom a life without her we had
a family and children but I couldn't stay I knew her well and if I had stayed until morning she would have likely persuaded me against separation so I checked into a hotel and blocked her number along with all her social media accounts counts it was already sunrise by the time I managed to fall asleep around 8:00 or 9:00 a.m. my phone started ringing incessantly with calls for my children Lucy and I have two kids a 24-year-old son and a 21-year-old daughter both of them are in college and live on the same campus now after reading
numerous stories I realize I made a hasty decision to ghost Lucy that very night I should have planned more carefully for my next steps to maintain control of the situation I've come across stories where people pretended to act nor Al with their cheating partner while secretly plotting revenge and eventually exposing the affair however in my case I couldn't have acted normally with Lucy after what she had done she was not only my spouse but also my closest friend my better half in every sense even if I had attempted to deceive her she would have seen
through it immediately and I couldn't bear to pretend in front of her the idea of Lucy cheating on me was the last thing I ever expected so I had never devised a plan for how to handle such a situation so when my children called me I had no strategy for what to say but I needed to speak to one of them before they went to the police to report me missing I chose to call my son who was typically more composed and mature than my daughter I informed him that there was no gentle way to
break the news other than to tell him that his mother had cheated on me the previous night with her former lover or admirer stalker or whatever you want to call him I explained that I needed some time to process everything he was taken aback to hear that his own mother had committed such an act additionally he knew that we had a strong loving family and we had always maintained a great relationship now she had shattered that image my children as well as our relatives and friends had always admired our close-knit resilient and proud family unit
he couldn't fathom the idea that his mother could do such a thing and kept insisting that there must be some misunderstanding he repeatedly asked for the details and wanted everything explained in chronological order however I knew that going over all the details would shatter his spirit before he even had a chance to start his life I expressed my wish that it were just a joke but mom had confessed her infidelity to me he's 24 and has already experienced heartbreak but I understand that this situation is taking a toll on him in a different way I
asked him to promise not to disclose this to anyone until I did I sent a text to my daughter explaining that I was stressed about work rated issues and would be out of town for some time which put an end to the phone calls so the situation was as follows while my daughter believed I was away on business both my son and Lucy knew that I had separated from her over the next few days I spent time online searching for the best lawyers and seeking a solution to my problem that's when I came across one
of these online communities where many men had experienced a similar fate to mine I read about how they had planned their revenge and taken action against their cheating Partners including their anger towards the affair partner I understand their feelings I truly do but seeking revenge on Lucy is the last thing I would consider in life I still love her deeply and I would be lying if I said I could destroy her life in such a way I don't want to but I also cannot be with her again reconciliation is not an option for me I'm
unsure how I'll navigate this situation or if I'll ever recover from it I have numerous responsibilities to handle my work my children my assets and more I've scheduled an appointment with a lawyer for tomorrow and I'll see what advice they have to offer I'll provide an update as soon as I make progress hey everyone thank you for all the support while reading your comments I realized that I missed sharing some important information both Lucy and I were management Consultants but in our late 40 seconds we both left our full-time jobs Lucy pursued her long-standing passion
for writing and I became a business consultant for startups as a self-employed individual I don't have a fixed workplace one of you mentioned concerns about Lucy potentially showing up at my workplace since I occasionally work from home or visit clients offices I consult for multiple clients simultaneously so so far Lucy hasn't been able to locate me as I mentioned earlier I'm approaching 60 and we've been planning our retirement for a long time we've been saving up to purchase a beach house in the countryside for our retirement years with plans to buy it next year we've
even identified some properties and have been in discussions with property owners fortunately we haven't made the purchase yet otherwise it would have presented a different set of challenges Lucy has been trying to contact me ever since I ghosted her I met with the lawyer the day after my initial post and he advised me to inform the children about the separation given that they are adults we also discussed the division of property and I've decided to split it evenly between Lucy and myself no my retaliation wouldn't involve depriving Lucy of her wealth she's entitled to half
of our assets and she's earned it she's also entitled to the separation which she too has earned I understand her very well she might be willing to relinquish her claim to the wealth to reconcile and keep our family together while the divorce paperwork was being being prepared I met with my children I asked my son to discreetly bring his sister to a restaurant without revealing that I would be there he agreed my daughter's reaction was intense the moment she saw me she bombarded me with questions one of her questions was whether I was cheating on
mom as she knew I had cut off contact with her she was visibly upset which pained me but I had to remain strong for them and for what I was about to disclose I calmed her down and reassured her that I wasn't involved with anyone else then gradually I disclosed the truth to them although my son was aware of it he didn't know about my next steps my daughter was devastated to learn that her mom had cheated on me she had been living with Lucy for the past 15 days since I left the house she
hugged me and apologized for being angry with me they both inquired if I could consider giving our marriage another chance but I made it clear that I was pursuing a divorce they both broke down emotionally witnessing their tears was heart-wrenching but they understood my pain they pledged to support me through this challenging period I assured them that I was separating from their mom not from them of course my daughter informed me that Mom Lucy had not been eating or sleeping properly she's been oscillating between crying and nervously pacing while trying to reach me endlessly she
even drove to several of my clients offices to inquire about my whereabouts but they all informed her that I hadn't visited their offices for 2 weeks when our daughter asked her if something had happened between us since it was the first time I had acted this way Lucy didn't respond to her question instead she continued to cry and moan while locking herself in her room I requested my daughter to remain at home with her mom until our divorce is finalized I can see their sorrow gradually transforming into anger when we discuss their mom I can
tell that they feel let down by her as well I understand it they've also suffered a loss our family is shattered and there's one person responsible for it however I don't want or need them to Harbor hatred towards their mother so I insist that they offer her support here's something you won't believe a few days later I received a text from Rick inquiring about Lucy he mentioned that if I was planning to divorce her after learning about her infidelity he was willing to take her I replied that Lucy was a free woman and could make
her own choices I blocked him afterward I'm sure he messaged me to provoke me but I felt the least anger towards him I won't fall into his stalking tactics I didn't marry love or trust him all of that I did with Lucy who betrayed me affecting me deeply I'm not insecure he can have her if she desires I'm least concerned about that the divorce papers are supposed to be mailed today and I'm still waiting for my daughter's call regarding Lucy's reaction I'll provide an update once my divorce is finalized in the meantime I still have
many matters to sort out my assets retirement and my children's well-being hey everyone I know it's been a while since my last update I apologize for that I had a long list of things to take care of first and foremost my divorce has been settled now when Lucy received the divorce paper she didn't take it well she became unhinged until then she had been living in a bubble where she believed I was merely angry and would return to her once my anger subsided that Bubble Burst when she received the papers she insisted that my lawyer
arrange a meeting with me but my lawyer declined he stated that she was getting half of all the assets which was more than she deserved she responded by saying she didn't want any assets only me I told you I know her she expressed her desire to meet me once before signing the divorce papers she was confident in her abilities she knew that if she had one FaceTime conversation with me she could persuade me to reconsider the separation she was right if I had met her I might have changed my mind I still loved her and
couldn't bear to see her deteriorate but I couldn't set aside my self-respect she took me for granted tore apart our family for what I won't delve into that Abyss I just want to say I couldn't endure living like that my daughter wanted to meet with me urgently she informed me that her mom's condition had worsened to the point where she had to be be hospitalized Lucy had fallen into a deep depression and was refusing any medication or supplements for her well-being she had been admitted to the hospital and placed on a liquid diet because she
had stopped eating altogether I understand that many of you might perceive me as heartless and self-centered at this juncture questioning whether I ever truly love Lucy due to my apparent indifference to her declining Health my response is simple have you ever experienced betrayal if not you cannot fathom the pain I'm going through to say that I loved and cherished my my wife would be an understatement I practically idolized her I was her staunchest supporter and fan and we've been together for almost three decades she's the mother of my children Rick was partially right finding a
woman like Lucy is exceptionally challenging she possesses intelligence Talent empathy and all the qualities one Desires in a partner therefore I made sure to treat her accordingly but what did she do in return she struck me at my most vulnerable point I never imagined in my wildest dreams that she would betray me let alone with Rick a few days after Lucy received the divorce papers Nancy reached out to me she asked about my well-being and inquired about Lucy I informed her that we were going through a separation she didn't appear surprised and mentioned that she
knew the reason later she called me during our conversation Nancy asked how I had discovered the affair I explained that Lucy Had confessed to it she expressed her regrets and revealed that she had tried to warn Lucy about Rick Nancy had advised her not to go out with him but Lucy Had ignored Her counsel Nancy disclosed something that reinforced my confidence in my decision her account of the incident had a slight variation from what Lucy had told me according to Nancy she and Lucy were happily dancing when Rick joined them and began making advances toward
Lucy he whispered in her ear which Lucy claimed was an apology from Rick Nancy was uncomfortable with Rick's advances and attempted to intervene but she noticed that Lucy suddenly seemed to enjoy his company when Rick proposed going for a walk Lucy looked to Nancy for guidance Nancy strongly opposed the idea as everyone knew how unsettling Rick could be however after some time Lucy excused herself and went for a walk with Rick Nancy wasn't too bothered by this because Lucy had also expressed interest in going with him Nancy was having a good time with other friends
when she realized Lucy hadn't returned concerned for Lucy's safety she went out to search for them can you believe where she found them in the changing room of the College swimming pool but where did Lucy claim they were out on the lawn Nancy revealed that she caught them in the act and they only stopped when Lucy spotted Nancy approaching them so it wasn't Lucy's guilty conscience that halted things it was Nancy who interrupted them up until this point I still held some pride in Lucy for owning up to her mistakes and confessing them to me
promptly it gave me a sense of closure despite her devastating betrayal I believed her story that she got carried away because of alcohol and her conscience stopped her however it became clear that Lucy didn't cheat because she was drunk she did it because she wanted to the College swimming pool was at least a 15-minute walk from where we were and the changing rooms were deep inside the facility you don't just end up there accidentally it was a deliberate choice on her part after sharing her side of the story Nancy asked if I could see myself
giving Lucy another chance to rebuild our relationship since Lucy Had confessed and been completely honest about her mistakes the thing is Nancy didn't know that Lucy's version of the confession was different and I didn't clarify or respond to her question despite Lucy's miserable condition she had lied to me and that's when I lost all respect for her Meanwhile my children informed me that Lucy's condition was deteriorating and she was on the brink of self harm upon hearing this I called Nancy and explained our previous conversation where I had been told a different story by Lucy
I asked Nancy to visit Lucy and have an open conversation with her Lucy had been keeping her secret locked up causing her immense suffering I also instructed Nancy to inform Lucy that I was now aware of the actual truth of that night and had no intention of forgiving her or taking her back it was in Lucy's best interest to prioritize her health because I knew she was intentionally harming herself in hopes of reconciliation after all I know her don't I Nancy paid Lucy a visit and provided me with an update while Lucy has not fully
recovered from her weakness and depression my daughter mentioned that she's doing considerably better additionally Lucy has gone ahead and signed the divorce papers which was a significant relief for me my plan is to wrap up my pending work and embark on a solo Journey I've decided to abandon my previous idea of settling down in one place because that would drive me insane I acknowledge that I haven't handled the situation as perfectly as some folks in this community who faced similar circumstances but I've done the best I could let's wait and see what the future holds
I'll keep all of you updated hello everyone I hope you're all doing well it's been a year since my last update I wish I could say time has flown by but it hasn't felt that way for me I spent a few months in a motel and later rented a condo for a few more months until my divorce was finalized as for my work as I had planned I gradually transitioned to clients with whom I could work remotely 100% regarding the money that Lucy and I had saved for our retirement home she received 50% of it
and I distributed the remaining 50% which was my share evenly between my two adult children I don't have a need for it and they are responsible enough to put that money to good use as for Lucy she is still undergoing therapy Nancy maintains regular contact with Lucy and occasionally checks in on me she shared something surprising about Lucy that I never expected keep in mind that this information comes from Nancy who is still supportive of Lucy so take it with a grain of salt but she has no reason to deceive me here's the Revelation brace
yourself despite my repeated claims that I know Lucy well even after her infidelity hearing this made me question whether I ever truly knew her I always considered Lucy a strong woman with a resilient mind but it seems that loneliness took a toll on her Lucy began chatting with Rick and he reciprocated by expressing his love for her until he learned about our divorce strangely as soon as he found out he started acting strangely and essentially ghosted her Lucy was heartbroken to discover that Rick stopped communicating with her after she informed him about the divorce she
reminded him of his claims of love and desire to be with her despite everything it turned out that he was merely flirting with Lucy for a casual physical relationship which she got he stated that he couldn't commit to a marriage or any emotional relationship with Lucy because she's such a strong willed woman for those who know Lucy it's nearly unbelievable that she pleaded with Rick for a relationship she couldn't have stooped lower because everyone knew Rick to be unsavory Rick revealed his true intentions by admitting that he was only interested in a physical relationship while
Lucy sought emotional support not just physical intimacy he mentioned having a liveing partner and being content with that Arrangement it it appears that all of his love and admiration were insincere when Lucy and Rick had a disagreement he concluded it with a hurtful remark he indirectly taunted Lucy by suggesting that he had succeeded in deceiving her he claimed that he thought Lucy was intelligent yet he managed to trick her implying that he was the clever of the two this caused her to sink deeper into depression as she had lost everything by Falling for his deceitful
lies the last update I received about Lucy was a couple of weeks ago my daughter had been staying with Lucy since I moved out of the house she needed someone's company to help her cope with her depression however after living with her for a year my daughter realized that she could no longer coexist with mom as Lucy Had become extremely difficult Lucy who was once emotionally resilient has transformed into an insecure and erratic individual who constantly seeks the presence and attention of others she has also become delusional and disoriented Lucy has morphed into a controlling
and possessive mother she bombards my children with calls and messages if they don't respond promptly she even insisted that my son move in with her until he got married but he declined her request she has been pressuring my daughter to spend time at home instead of going out with friends or taking vacations my children are no longer kids they are adults now and can't be restricted whenever my daughter tried to address Lucy's intrusive Behavior Lucy would break down and express her fear of losing them especially after losing me my children reassured her that they had
no intention of abandoning her and were doing their best to help her cope with her depression however they warned her that if she continued to be so controlling they might have to reconsider this led to heated arguments with the children accusing her of not supporting them during her most challenging times this behavior is unfamiliar to me and my children are equally perplexed by It ultimately they had to confront her explaining that it was her actions that had disrupted our once happy and loving family what was once a harmonious and safe family environment is now fractured
and distorted it was difficult for her to accept that her own children held her responsible for everything my daughter moved out of the house 2 weeks ago she informed me that she had tried her best to assist Lucy but she couldn't put her life on hold to care for her I believe my daughter's decision was reasonable she needs to move forward with her life and Lucy needs to regain control of her own life while some might take satisfaction in seeing their cheating ex-wife in misery in their 20 seconds or 30 seconds I couldn't find happiness
in this situation I felt genuinely sorry for her condition her poor choices have condemned her to a lifetime of suffering I hope she can ReDiscover her former self a confident strong woman who doesn't need to rely on people like Rick for emotional support as for my own Journey I've spent the past year living in four different countries exploring local cultures savoring diverse Cuisines and immersing myself in entirely new Lifestyles has been a great experience initially I was disappointed that my retirement plans had to take a different path I had always envisioned spending my golden years
in peaceful harmony with Luc however now I find satisfaction in having embraced various cultures and Lifestyles I've had the privilege of meeting incredible people in different corners of the world to clarify I haven't entered into any new relationships nor am I actively seeking one at the moment I'll remain open to whatever the future has in store for me and I'll keep you updated if anything significant unfolds hello everyone I apologize for not providing updates over the past few years the truth is not much noteworthy has occurred in the last 2 and 1/2 years except for
my my extensive travels to more than a dozen countries and my renewed passion for painting initially I initiated this thread to share my story about my cheating wife and there didn't seem to be a point in updating it with my travel experiences so I refrained from doing so however there has been an event that prompted me to write this update last month after 4 years I had the opportunity to meet Lucy again this reunion was due to my son's upcoming wedding yes my son has found the love of his life and decided to tie the
knot he called me two months prior to the wedding and expressed his desire for Lucy and me to meet the girls parents initially I was hesitant and suggested that I could meet them directly at the wedding however I realized that it wasn't about me it was about fulfilling my responsibilities as a father the girl's parents graciously hosted a dinner for us a week before the wedding although I hadn't confirmed my attendance I decided to join at the last moment it was somewhat challenging to see Lucy in this context as I would have preferred to have
one of us attend nevertheless I understood that I needed to be there for my son upon my arrival Lucy seemed surprised she appeared different and her eyes conveyed that she had undergone some changes she greeted me with a polite smile but I could sense that she was feeling tense throughout the years she had always maintained her long thick hair even as We Grew Older but it seemed she had aged more than expected during those four years interestingly they seated us next to each other at the table making me suspect that our son hadn't informed them
that this would be our first encounter in years it's worth noting that this situation posed no issue in front of others she remained silent but as soon as we had a chance to talk privately she commented that I appeared healthier and happier I acknowledged it attributing it to cutting off all the toxicity from my life this caught her off guard momentarily and she glanced around to ensure no one overheard us she inquired if I was in a relationship but I evaded the question stating that my relationship status shouldn't concern her during our conversation I barely
made eye contact with her focusing my attention on everyone else primarily after the dinner when it was time to leave I bid everyone good night with hugs but I simply nodded my farewell to Lucy telling her to take care I suppose she didn't anticipate that as she also stood up when I was saying my goodbyes to everyone it happened quickly so I don't think it was too awkward for the others surprisingly my interaction with Lucy was quite uneventful she seemed either intimidated by me or too anxious to engage in more open conversation whether she was
overthinking or not I didn't dwell on it much after leaving the Gathering and stepping outside my son accompanied me and offered for me to spend the next few days with him but I declined assuring him I would call I then drove to my hotel by the way I don't have a permanent residence I'm mostly out of town and when I'm in town I stay in a motel transitioning into a nomadic lifestyle after being a family man for 26 years was challenging but I've grown accustomed to this adventurous life and I'm thoroughly enjoying it aside from
my family situation I have another update I now have a companion yes during my visit to Tokyo 2 years ago I met ashleen who is 52 years old she had recently come out of an abusive relationship and was savoring her first solo trip we connected while hiking up a mountain we became friends because neither of us was seeking a romantic relationship at the time after our time in Tokyo I was about to head to South Korea while she was heading to Thailand we stayed in touch for the next 6 months and eventually decided to plan
our trips together for the past year and a half we have been traveling together to over eight countries we became travel Companions and didn't rush into anything physical or emotional during the initial two months of our travels we both took our time getting to know each other better and we were clear from the start that we didn't want to get married for now we want to relish the experience of traveling and exploring different places my children were aware of ashleen but they chose not to disclose this to Lucy fearing it might trigger her depression again
after arriving at the hotel I called my son to explain why I declined his invitation to stay with him I informed him that ashleen had accompanied me to town and I couldn't leave her alone I expressed my desire for ashleen to attend the wedding he was excited but also apprehensive about Lucy's reaction I emphasized that ashleen should be at the wedding because she's my partner and should meet my her family my son added his sister my daughter to the call to get a second opinion but mostly to discuss it among the three of us she
agreed with me that ashleen should meet the family the wedding was a week away so I used that time to give ashleen a city tour since it was her first visit to Kentucky now on the day of the wedding as soon as we arrived I noticed Lucy already staring at me she was visibly upset when she saw me holding hands with ashleen at the wedding venue I had already warned ashleen about the possibility of Lucy's unpleasant Behavior but she assured me she could handle the situation this was the first time I witnessed how controlling Lucy
Had become since our separation she rushed toward us and grabbed my wrist attempting to pull me aside I firmly told her that I didn't want a private conversation with her she questioned if ashleen was my girlfriend or if I planned to marry her I replied that it shouldn't concern her and asked her to leave us alone because the guests were arriving and some were noticing Lucy's tears and anger she insisted that she didn't care about anyone else and needed to resolve this matter one way or another my daughter intervened and tried to calm her mom
down but Lucy refused to go with her we pointed out that she was disrupting the wedding she responded loudly that she didn't care at this point my usual gentle daughter turned into a force to be reckoned with she didn't just lose her temper she gave Lucy a Stern talking to that I never expected from our daughter in a hushed yet commanding tone she told her Mom yes Mom you were supposed to walk into the wedding on Dad's arm and be with Dad but you chose to be with some random guy so either accept it and
move on right now or I'm going to make sure you're kicked out of the wedding before it even begins I almost wanted to intervene as it's natural for a parent to do so when they see their child in distress but my daughter was was tougher than I could ever be when it came to her mom as she pointed her finger at Lucy and meant every word I felt the tension in Lucy's grip on my wrist release I saw Lucy's face quiver as she let go of me and she stared at me for 3 seconds during
that time her expression shifted from anger to betrayal to sadness she didn't say a word but her face revealed a whirlwind of emotions after this Lucy walked away needless to say she didn't introduce herself to ashleen on a positive note my daughter apologized to ashleen who then hugged us I reassured her that there was no need to apologize my daughter is strong and I'm proud of her I could see that my daughter was emotional when she said it's on her dad we've suffered enough she needs to move on or leave you alone Lucy had made
everyone's life miserable yet she had expected sympathy and Care from some friends over the years my children don't have a family home to gather in for special occasions and I acknowledge my responsibility for that during the rest of the wedding Lucy grew increasingly upset that our children were supportive of me she either stood in a corner or appeared more excluded than a mother of the groom should be she didn't even join us for the family photo Nancy called me a few days ago and mentioned that Lucy had taken this as a blow to her ego
seeing me move on in life so quickly while she remained single I told Nancy that my children and I are done with Lucy's drama and she's on her own she can do as she pleases I just want to enjoy the remaining years of my life in peace I'm considering staying closer to my kids and providing them with a family home to gather peacefully even though they're grown up this wedding made me realize that a new stage of life is approaching and I might become a grandparent however I won't be sharing that with Lucy and I'm
perfectly fine with that we'll see if ashleen is willing when the time comes I want to express my gratitude for the advice and the genuine experiences shared by some of you I wish you all to remain loyal and true to your spouses if not for yourselves or your partners do it for your children life is good and there's always more to enjoy take care