Hey guys, it's me Tara and today we are sitting in the car again and I'm talking to you because every so often I feel as if though I need to do that. But first, I was going to say but first coffee, but that is like the most millennial [ __ ] I think I've ever said slash has come out of my mouth and I'm not a millennial. Okay, here's the coffee I got.
Are you freaking kidding me? Listen, I've been obsessed with this coffee for like 3 weeks, maybe more, maybe four weeks. So much so, guys, take a peek at this.
Behind my phone case, I have a punch card. This is my second punch card, okay, that I've used, which is buy 10 coffees and the 11th is on us. And I did.
And and I have a receipt at my house with two other punches on it, which means I've had more than more than like 14 coffees. 15? I'm not doing the math, but I have had more than like 15 coffees from here.
And I don't come every day, which means I've been coming here for a couple weeks now. And I love it. When I like become obsessed with a coffee shop or like a coffee, and I, by the way, have never tried anything else from there.
only get this like caramel cream top thing and it's so good. I feel like since I've sat down and talked to you guys, there's been so much to talk about. Every time I have like a late night thought, I write it down in my notes and I keep it for when I want to talk to you guys about stuff because sometimes we just simply run out of things to talk about.
But not in this brain cuz this brain's always going. Okay, first things first. Right now it's like end of January and everywhere in the United States pretty much has snow except for Los Angeles.
And I have never been so giddy in my life about the weather. I'm so happy. As you guys know, I'm sure by now if you know me or know my videos that I like being tan.
I like basking in the sun. I like being in a bikini. I like being shorts and a tank top.
I'm wearing a tube top in January, guys. I think this video comes out in February, but January, February, there's snow in most states right now. When I was in the coffee shop, this isn't me being a [ __ ] hater.
Like, I don't even know if I should get into detail about this. There was a couple in front of me and they seemed like a sweet couple. They were very nice, but they wouldn't keep their hands off each other.
I'm all for PDA. Wait, no, I'm not. I don't like PDA.
Personally, for me, I'm all for if someone else wants to do PDA and like, you know, like that's their cup of tea. It's not my cup of tea. I have noticed that when I'm like obsessed with a guy, I don't know how to explain it, okay?
It's like I can take PDA like a handhold a hand on the shoulder, but when it gets more than that, like when I'm seeing your head canoodling in the other person's neck and like basically like like licking their neck, like that's enough for me. And I'm not even talking like personally, like I don't want to see it either. And at first I was like, you know, I was like with a friend.
I'm like maybe I'm just bitter. But they're in a very loving happy relationship and they were like, no, that's [ __ ] disgusting. Like I get it.
So, I don't know if it's like a me thing or I just like think PDA should be a little less okay. Like I think that I don't know. I can't tell if I'm bitter or not because like do I think being in a relationship is cringe.
Like kind of kind of like I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sure people are happy and like I'm so happy for them. And I'm sure if I'm ever in a relationship I'll be so happy and I won't be like this is cringe.
But right now I'm at a point in my life where I look at a couple and I'm like that's [ __ ] cringe. Like what do you mean you love each other? I don't know.
I don't know. I don't know. But that's not part of the PDA thing.
Like if you're in a situationship and you're doing some PDA out in public, like if it's like a handhold, you know, a hand on the shoulder, maybe like a stroke of the head, like that's fine. I'm talking like making out in public. Like please don't.
Unless you're like at a club and everyone's drunk around you. Do not be making out in front of me. Like I can't take it.
I'll literally just be like, "That's [ __ ] disgusting. I don't know what you guys need to like keep it a [ __ ] room. " You know what I mean?
And like I'm pretty like non-judgmental and like open to everyone being themselves and doing what makes them happy. But I think PDA is where I draw my line. Yeah, whatever.
If you guys think I'm bitter, you guys think I'm bitter. But that's how I feel right now. But you know what?
That's how I've always felt when I was in love and in a relationship. I still didn't [ __ ] like PDA. I was madly in love.
I was so happy. Don't like PDA. Don't [ __ ] touch me in public.
Like a little is fine, but like I don't know. I just wouldn't I don't I don't think I'd even kiss on camera really. Like it's just like not my thing.
Pause. I have kissed someone on camera. I was drunk.
That's my excuse. It made it made it in a video, but I was definitely drunk, so it doesn't matter, you know? That's my thing.
It's like that's where that's where it's fine. I think a club is fine. I think a club or a bar or somewhere like nightifey is fine.
But it's [ __ ] 10:00 a. m. I'm getting a coffee.
I don't need to see the residue of the sex you had last night in front of me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I don't want to see it. That's what it is, though, you guys. It's the remnants of what happened in this morning or last night in the bedroom trickling into the coffee shop.
Keep it at home. Make your coffee at home. Be so loving to each other at home.
I don't need to see you swap spits before I drink my caramel cream top. Thank you. Speaking of significant others, I have been kind of thinking to myself in my life in my 25 years of living, I have definitely been with very gorgeous people.
I have and I've noticed looking back that I'm kind of over the gorgeous era. Like I don't care if someone's gorgeous anymore. I just kind of want them to have aura.
Do you know what I mean? Like I feel like I don't like a guy especially that knows they're beautiful. Like a girl can know they're beautiful and that's okay.
But when a man knows that they're beautiful, something about their aura goes away. versus like there is men that I think are so hot. Even if they're not conventionally attractive and it's just something about their aura and the way they carry themselves and like maybe it's the living, maybe it's what they do for a living.
It's just something about it is so [ __ ] sexy. Like I recently tweeted, "Is he hot or is he just on stage? " I don't know and I'm not in the place to tell you.
Like if he's on stage and he you think that that person is hot, it's their aura. And so I think I've come to the conclusion that like a man doesn't need to be necessarily sexy for them to be sexy. You know what I mean?
You don't have to look at them and be like they're so hot. because been there, done that. And I'm telling you, those guys are never good news.
Sometimes they are that it's it's it's definitely situational, but for the most part, those men aren't actually gorgeous on the inside, but a man that has a lot of aura, you know, it's just like, get me out of my cage, you know? And I can't even give you guys examples of that because this is going to hundreds of thousands of millions of people to watch and I know you guys are going to tag them. So I can't like I can't even like give you an example.
Okay, but you guys know what I mean, right? Like I'm trying to give an okay, I'm trying to give like a generic example. Okay, let's say there's a guy that's a model and he's super gorgeous, like so obviously handsome, right?
And then there's a guy who's like, if that guy's a 10 out of 10 looks-wise, there's a guy that's like a seven out of 10, but he's on stage and he's playing guitar and he's just like knows what he's doing, like that guy is sexier because he has that aura about him. You know what I mean? Even if it's a model that isn't like super sexy, like so generically handsome, but they have that aura about them.
That's that's the vibe I like. Do you know who has aura who's h by the way happily married and I think that their relationship is very sweet, they have kids, is Patty the BD. That's a man with [ __ ] aura.
Okay. And I don't know if it's his living like it's the fact that he like fights or he's like a sports guy or because I've never been into like a sports guy. Like that's not although that that does give aura.
I think it just depends, right? I think it might be the accent. >> I'm a scouter.
We don't get knocked out. >> An accent can be aura in itself cuz like I'm obviously from America. I obviously have like a valley girl accent.
That's like no aura in my opinion. But you know, someone from not here could might think that my valley girl accent has aura. I think his Scouse accent has aura.
Like I like literally I feel like someone could be a two out of 10 and like pop an accent on them easily like a seven. Like I want to get like you know those helicopters where like if someone's in trouble they're in a helicopter. I want to get lifted like that and dropped off in a section of England.
Speaking of a wonderful English accent, let's call Maline R. J. Hello.
>> Hi. >> Hi. How are you?
>> Good. How are you? >> I'm filming a video right now.
>> Oh. Hey guys. >> Would you like to say hello?
Yes. Hello everybody. >> I was talking about how like I love Patty the Baddy's accent and like how I like need to get helicoptered into a certain part of England and like just dropped off.
>> Who? >> Patty the baddy. Patty Pimblet.
>> Patty Bimblelett. >> Yeah. Patty Pimpblelet.
I I've sent you a Tik Tok of him. The fighter guy with the with the scout accent. >> Oh yes.
Wait. You want to be helicoptered into him? >> No, no, no, no.
He's happily married. >> Oh, you want to go? You want to go to Liverpool?
You want to go to Liverpool? >> Transplacing right now. You would like to visit Liverpool.
>> Yeah, >> let's go to Liverpool, >> do you think? >> No, I've I've been to Liverpool once and I only went to the Spoons. >> I don't know what the spoons are.
>> Spoons? I told you about spoons. Where the spoons, my friend?
>> Did you tell me about spoons? >> Probably. >> Okay.
Well, what do you think? What do you think that for me? Like, do you like that for me?
Like, is that what I I need? >> Yes, I think that's exactly what you need. >> Okay.
Because I think, can you imagine graduating? Well, actually, it's kind of the same thing, but different font from like Silver Lake man, right, to Liverpool man. >> Need that.
>> Need that. >> Need that. >> Yeah.
Oh, I want to see a Liverpool man in Silver Lake. >> Dram, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream. Okay.
>> Could you imagine? >> I You know what? I can and I'm going to imagine it later tonight.
>> I might do it right now. I've got nothing else on. I love you so much.
>> Enjoy your time. Okay, so she agrees with me. That's nice.
That's good to know. Speaking of aura, I have an Aura right now. I talked about it a little bit in my last video.
My managers bought bought it for me for Christmas and I've been counting my steps every day. Not only that, but it tells you how you slept. That's more important to me because when I tell you I got 2 hours of sleep, not last night, but the night prior.
I slept at Meline's house cuz we had a night on the town. Guys, this week has been so crazy. I feel like in my last video I was like, I'm so hung over.
No, [ __ ] I didn't know hung over until I woke up at Meline's house. I was literally puking in her guest bathroom and like it was gross. It was disgusting.
And she had a glam squad at her house at 8:00 in the [ __ ] morning cuz she had a photo shoot cuz she's girl boss [ __ ] slay. And I'm [ __ ] hung over like shaking. And I'm like, "Holy [ __ ] I need to go home.
" What was I saying? My aura ring. Yeah, I don't know if it's helping much.
It is helping cuz I know that I slept poorly, but like I could have told you that. You know what I mean? But it is nice like knowing if I have stress during my day.
Like it tells you in my stress spikes. It's good to know, you know, if I show you guys my week. I'm going to show you guys actually.
The red is stress and the blue is relaxed. Need to show you guys. You guys are going to laugh.
This is my recent days. The red is stress and the blue is me being relaxed. I mean, it doesn't take a freaking scientist to tell you that I'm stressed all the time.
Yeah. So, that's been that's been how I've been feeling. I guess kind of stressed.
At least I'm getting my steps in. I have a walking pad now, guys. Invest in a walking pad.
It's the best decision I've ever made because I get like miles of steps in without leaving my house. And like if I'm doom scrolling on TikTok, I'll just be walking on my walking pad. And it's so good for you.
Like it's not like I'm like running. Just walking is so good for you. It helps metabolize it.
Oh my god, that dog is perfect. Oh my god. So cute.
That's how you get my attention. A man with aura with a dog in their hands. That's what I just That's what I just witnessed right there.
I was thinking about this while I was driving to my coffee this morning. And it was the fact that there were so many days in high school and middle school that I thought were the end of the world. I was like so sad or felt so targeted and felt so like left out by my friends or that I felt like this guy didn't like me back.
And now a couple years later, haven't thought about it since. Like yeah, randomly I thought about it on my drive, but I wasn't thinking about those moments. I was thinking about how it literally does not affect my life at all.
Those moments do not matter at all. Like if you feel like something is the end of the world, do me a favor. Think to yourself in a year, will this matter?
And if it doesn't, then you need to stop stressing out about it. And should I be the one talking with all that stress on my ordering? No.
But it's situational. Like I like don't let something that like isn't going to affect you in a year from now stress you out. If it doesn't have a year's worth of consequence, do not bother.
Do not bother. That's all I was thinking because Meline, we were at the moment, the Charlie XX moment movie premiere, and before the movie started, she's like, "Do you think we'll remember this when we're 90 years old, you know, in her beautiful accent? " And I was like, "Maybe.
" Like, "What if it like tonight like is a really fun night and it changes the trajectory of our lives? " And she's like, "I don't think it it'll matter. " And it's like there's two ways to think about it, right?
Like in that moment, obviously, I was like, "What? I hope this matters in 90 years or like when we're 90. We're going to be dead in 90 years.
There's no way I'm going to live to like 110. " Oh my god, what if I do? Kill me.
Pull the plug then. Anyways, you know, there's two ways to look at it. If it's a negative thing, obviously you hope that you're not going to remember it in like years time.
But that night ended up actually being really fun and then I woke up super hung over at her house the next morning. Um cuz we like went to an afterparty and then after the after party we still went out because I was like we need to keep going. We need to keep the night going.
So, do I think that it's going to matter when we're 90? No. But it might be a fun night that we look back on.
There's two ways to look at things. You know, this could either be depressing or really, really inspirational. And I'm not sure which I'm going for in this moment.
But you take it how you want. Take it how you need. There is a little kid on a car right now.
Like on top of a car, like climbing their parents' car. I'm not I'm not joking. Like Like I'm not kidding.
She's grabbing the top of her and neither of the parents are looking. Oh my god. She's on top of the car and the mom is do like there's the mom.
The dad's on the phone. The mom is doing the other little girl's hair and the the kids on top of Oh, now they're looking. Okay.
Are they going to grab her? No. She just climbed down.
I can't make this up, you guys. What a parking lot am I in? Like that's crazy.
That's kind of what's been on my mind lately. Trying to think of other things that's been on my mind. Bill Nye the Science Guy.
He's always on my mind. Love that man. I want to do a stuck in a car with him more than anything.
He has aura. Bill Nye the Science Guy. Most aura I've ever seen on a man.
Would you guys watch 10 minutes of me just doing this? Just wondering. Guys, I've been partying almost every night in the last 2 weeks, and it just gets me so excited that I get to party with you guys super soon.
Tickets are going to be in the description below. I'm coming to a city near you and it's going to be a really fun night where a bunch of DJs, including myself, play a bunch of really fun dance music for you guys and you guys can drink, not drink, dance with your friends, meet the love of your life. See, PDA in that place is fine cuz it's nighttime club vibes.
Go ahead, give a kiss to a friend, give a kiss to a partner. I will look away. Yeah, I'm really excited to party with you guys and it's going to be super fun.
expect to I was going to say expect to wake up at Maline Argie's house throwing up, but I was just trying to compare it to the night I just had. Um, you know, expect a fun night that you will probably remember in 90 years time because I think it'll be a really fun one. I think that's it.
I think that's all that's on my mind lately. I think I've like, you know, when you like have an SD card and you put it in and you get all the SD card. I mean, maybe because I'm a YouTuber.
That's my analogy. Let's say you're uploading like a bunch of files. You're uploading a bunch of files.
That's what I feel like I'm doing right now. I've just like downloaded a bunch of my mind files to you guys and now I feel empty again. Not much, you know?
So, I feel good. I feel good. And I feel like every few weeks I should make videos like this where I just like, you know, everything that's been on my mind I just kind of like download onto you guys and I get to refill my little brain with little things that don't matter.
So, thank you guys for letting me regurgitate all my information to you. Let me know if you guys want to see more videos like this, cuz I love making videos like this. Uh, I had my morning coffee with you guys, so thank you.
I hope you hide yours and yeah, like, subscribe, comment down below who or what you guys want to see next. It is time to scadaddle. Bye, guys.
