I suspected but I hoped I was wrong Susie and I have been married for seven years and have two kids boys ages four and six I have a good job in upper management with a tech company Susie wanted to work and that was not a problem with me we had dreams of retiring one day and living the good life know what I mean she worked at a small company in the accounting department she always left home at the same time as I did in the mornings and we took turns dropping the boys off at daycare and preschool we texted during the day and I usually picked the kids up on my way home in the afternoon she was always there putting together our supper we played with the kids watched a little television put the kids to bed then enjoyed our adult time usually three times during the week and always a couple more times on the weekends there were never any complaints from either of us about 3 months ago a new lady was hired at her company they became instant friends for some reason maybe because this woman was married and had two boys the same age as our boys we ended up spending a couple of weekends back and forth at each other's houses for barbecue and play dates with the boys I was not fond of either of them the woman smoked and ordered her husband around like she was a queen and he was her slave definitely not like a partner in a marriage the man was such a wimp when she chastised him about spilling his beer he drank a lot he apologized like an abused child two weeks ago we were at their house Susie and his wife Anne were in the house preparing us a snack the kids were all watching the latest Disney movie and this guy Paul and I were sitting on the back deck drinking I still had my first beer and he was working on his third it was obvious he had a few before we arrived he was slurring his words when he said I would never have suspected you I always thought you were so big and Macho I guess they come in all shapes and sizes to be honest I was ready to go 15 minutes after we arrived but I was putting up with this drunk out on the back deck just to keep him away from the kids what are you talking about being a no one would believe you are one what gives you the idea that I am a cold I answered you let your wife go out every week with Anne what the hell do you think they are doing girl talk until midnight okay I need to explain some things about 2 months ago Susie had started going out on Wednesday nights with the girls from her work the first couple of weeks she was home around 8: that night she said they had dinner and a drink or two then she came home at 11:30 one night after she showered and got in bed she explained that they had got to talking about a problem at work and time had just slipped away from her she needed the shower because Anne smoked and she hated that smell in her hair she was too tired so we snuggled and went to sleep then getting home around midnight had become a regular thing for the last 2 weeks I love my wife I trusted her but I did get suspicious when she was not as Amorous the nights she went out with the girls she always showered with the same explanation that she smelled like smoke last Wednesday I checked her clothes they did smell like smoke but I could not find her panties in the hamper they were hanging on the handrail in the shower she had washed them why that is why I was so curious about this cuckolding comment so you think our wives go out each week and hook up I know they do he burped loudly about a year ago I saw a hickey on one of Anne's breasts and a bruise on her hip I knew I had not put them on her and I confronted her she admitted one of her black Bulls had gotten a little rough with her why are you still with her you should have divorced her when I tried to reply the same reason you will still be with Susie when she finally tells you we live in a no fault state if I divorce her or she divorces me it makes no difference she gets alimony child support for two kids the house and I pay for everything that would put me in a Shabby apartment eating cat food that's why I'm still with her what about your relationship do you still have intimacy with her knowing she's being unfaithful oh hell yes that's part of the deal I'm with her whenever she wants even after she's been out I think she enjoys making me do that how can she make you do that I asked as I said if I don't do what she wants when she wants it she will divorce me cat food remember so how often does she go out I asked a couple times a week Susie only goes out with her once a week and the other nights we are home together I replied that will change she'll start going to parties at first she will say it is a baby shower or a wedding shower she'll give you a good excuse for being gone until 2:00 or 3: in the morning then she'll have a headache or her period or just be so tired for a couple of days wait and see the girls came out on the deck about that time so nothing more was said in a couple of hours we were back at home Susie busied herself with the boys while I retreated to my man cave to do some work on the computer that night it was me that was too tired when I finally came to bed I am not a wait and see type of guy as Paul had suggested Wednesday came and I got a text that Susie and the girls were going out and she may be late getting home I fed the boys and got them in bed after some boring television I completed my work in my man cave and then sat my ass in the living room to wait for Susie it was 12:15 a. m. when I hear her key in the door as she entered the room I flipped the light on and she almost jump it out of her skin damn Jack you scared me what are you doing up at this hour waiting for you to get home from the Mandingo Club were you able to hook up with a black bull I asked Jack what are you insinuating that I am cheating on you we had dinner then got to talking don't even start lying you know what I do for a living I know where you were and what you were doing technology is amazing it was then that she smiled that Wicked evil smile I knew what was coming so what there is nothing you can do about it if I want to have every black banana in the city you'll just have to put up with it this is a no fault state divorce me and I'll get alimony and child support for two kids you'll pay the house note and the kids tuition you might get to see your boys once a month if you are lucky I'll move one of my Bulls in here to help with the kids and there is not a damn thing you can do about it you'll be living in a shitty little apartment and eating tuna fish out of a can so just get over it anyway this is probably just a passing fantasy with me maybe a year maybe two or three and I'll be over my fascination with big black bananas then we can get back to the lives we have planned now I'm going to take a shower and get ready for bed you better be there when I get there you know how I like you to spoon with me at night that little speech was rehearsed I am and betting it was prepared for her by an I got up and cut the light off then walked up the stairs she did not try to kiss or hug me in bed that night I did spoon with her no sloppy seconds or black cream pies the next morning things went back to normal I did not want to upset the boys any more than they were going to be in a few weeks before she left for work Susie told me there was going to be a baby shower Saturday night and she was going with Anne I grinned and looked at her you never were a good liar suszie if I have to accept you having with a bunch of blacks you should at least tell me the truth about where you are going one of Anne's black friends is having a party and I'm invited I'll be home around 3:00 a.
m. or so she replied see that was not so hard was it I answered Jack I love you I always will this is just something you know a fantasy nothing more Susie I have had plenty of fantasies over the past years but I never acted on them no this is cheating not only on me and our marriage vows but the boys also I have to put up with it because of the laws in this state but it is cheating I replied I think you better change your attitude things can get a lot worse for you she replied I'm trying I just need some time this is all just so different for me but I'm getting there little by little I I answered see you later she left smiling she thinks I am on my way to becoming her cuckold she could not be more wrong I took off early and went by her favorite lingerie store in the mall when she got home I treated her like a queen I ran her a bubble bath then laid the new lingerie on the bed she was excited I made a big production of helping her dress and then having her walk around the room posing like a runway model I I told her how much I loved her and that we could work this out she attacked me smothering me with kisses then giving me a great BJ after I came the fourth time that night we called it quits I think I have enough of her recording that I can edit it down to maybe 20 minutes with just her my face will be blurred out on Saturday night I watched her dress for the party she is going to be a big hit that's for sure I recorded her getting dressed I think I will be able to to use that also she air kissed me when she heard Anne blow the horn don't wait up she shouted as she walked excitedly out the door the boys were already in bed so I went directly to the man cave I have a lot of work to do it was almost 5:00 a. m.
when I heard her stumbling up the stairs Jack come help me please sure baby rough night I replied Anne and I were the only girls at the party there were eight Bulls Susie hold your voice down or you'll wake the boys I replied she is obliviously drunk but I suspect she is high on something like Molly Ecstasy I can't get her to shut up I finally got her upstairs and undressed that's when I noticed the hickeys she had them on both sides of her neck and on the top of her breasts she saw me looking at them they marked me so that you would know what I had been doing I told them you already knew but they marked me anyway look what they did she answered she dropped her skirt to the floor and I saw what she was talking about just above her red Landing Strip were the words Black Banana woman written in Black Ink then eight sets of initials she turned and I saw Jamal was here written on her back with an arrow pointing to her hole it's kind of exciting don't you think again I did not answer where are your raw and panties I asked they were taken as trophies she answered I made her sit there until I decided that everything that was going to drain out of her was out before I helped her into the shower I was afraid she would fall so I slipped out of my boxers and got in with her I washed her and used the handheld shower to douche both her front and back I guess the water hitting that swollen front got her going again she hugged me and whispered in my ear I love you jack you always take such good care of me I'm still pretty stretched out and sore but let me give you a BJ before I could answer she was on her knees she gives a great BJ I'm going to miss that when we were finished I patted her dry and got her in bed I let her sleep through breakfast with the boys I made pancakes and told them mommy was sick it was 2:00 p. m.