day one I keep having nightmares that I'm trapped in a box these came out of nowhere and i' never had a recurring dream more than two days in a row something's always different but these nightmares they're I mean they're all exactly the same that's why I'm starting this diary or the dream journal in these dreams I'm in a box but it's all kind of blurry like when you try thr a punch in a dream and it moves in slow motion but that's how it's been every single time four nights in a row I read that
having a dream journal helps you lucid dreams so I can slowly manipulate my dreams with practice if these dreams continue I should be able to change them eventually day two same dream again last night I feel like the dream's actually becoming a bit clearer I'm not positive so I'm not going to get my hopes up day three the dreams are definitely becoming clearer I I have no idea this dream journal idea would actually work at all much less so quickly so I've been reading up on dreams more and decided to set an alarm so that
I could catch myself waking up in the middle of like REM Cycles this should make it so my dreams become more Lucid day three continued well I tried setting multiple alarms to keep falling asleep and waking up but I'm just not really tired today I'll sit in alarm and wake up earlier tomorrow so I'm sleepier during the day day 4 I feel too well rested again my apartment is starting to feel a little small ironically it's 500 square feet so it's not huge but it's enough for one person and I I did decide to get
rid of a few extra throw pillows extra being the keyword it's probably just a side effect of the dreams feeling like I'm stuck in a box every night isn't great never lasts long but it's it's right before I wake up so it's always still so like Vivid in my mind oh day five okay major breakthrough I was finally able to move around while stuck in the Box it's very uncomfortable it's definitely made of cardboard but I mean that's progress you can even hear a slight white noise in the background that was all though I woke
up and for once didn't want the nightmare to end I mean I just love seeing progress looking forward to tomorrow day six honestly who even invented throw pillows I got rid of all the ones I had my bed looks so nice and clean optimal for dreaming I could smell the cardboard last night day seven everything's surprisingly clear in the dream now I could feel the cardboard and it's it's pretty solid he's not much give at all I don't have any way to get out I'm too cramped to kick or punch I don't have any blade
or anything I think with enough lucid dreaming I could conjure one but at that point would I just be able to dream the Box magically opening and maybe maybe I could give myself laser vision you know and burn through it to Too Much Superman on the brain lately day eight I thought day seven would mark one week but technically day eight would be one week right I'm not sure I just I realize the dreams become more Lucid when I get rid of things you know and honestly my apartment's been feeling small ever since day four
so my stuff isn't too expensive I'll just get rid of a bunch of things it's kind of funny day nine nothing different in this dream I'm still unable to move or do anything the White Noise sounds sort of like an engine or something it's a low hum I don't know if realizing more things about it will help me escape but I mean I can't hurt right I'll just focus on everything I can during the dreams day 10 maybe I've been going about this wrong maybe I need to force another dream instead of trying to change
this one when it happens time to focus all of my efforts today on one thing cooking the mix of smells and tastes that'll make my day very memorable so hopefully my dreams will have me in a kitchen day 11 I woke up screaming today I I didn't have a different dream and this time I felt like I could barely breathe like the air in the Box was running out I screamed in the dream and then I screamed in real life not the wisest tactic when you're running out of air but it's not it's not like
I had much control over these dreams I can't even control myself sometimes my apartment was feeling a little stuffy so I got rid of my couch and spare blankets and towels more open air you know that should help day 12 the dreams are same every night but honestly my real life is starting to feel like a nightmare I keep feeling like my apartment's getting smaller I got rid of some more stuff today just you know things I don't need you wor me out so I'm going to go ahead and go sleep early tonight day 13
the issue seems to be my big F taking up so much space my TV stand bookshelf desks I got rid of them all and it's not feeling as cramped but I I don't know how my apartment feels so small nothing different in the dream I'm constantly trying to escape with no way out focusing on making things apparate just doesn't work day 14 got rid of my shower curtain today my floor gets more wet now but when I was taking showers it was feeling too cramped luckily I have a washer dryer unit in my closet so
I can reuse my towels as needed who would have known those spares would have been missed smelled a little oil in that dream today day 15 I swear I I swear my apartment is still getting smaller I have no idea how with the big furniture items gone I'm unable to comprehend how I even fit them in here you know I'm I'm going to try sleeping on the floor tonight see if I can get rid of my bed too day 16 uh oh the dream was the same uh and I slept surprisingly fine the bed's already
gone at the time of writing this All the Small Things I kept in the bookshelf desks Etc they've been in storage containers but I haven't really accessed them in a while I mean they're taking up space so those those are gone too day s I was doing a load of laundry today and when I turned around my closet it felt incredibly tiny so I I I took a hammer to the walls right and now it's an open wardrobe laundry area my bedroom's a lot bigger thanks to that I my security deposit is definitely gone whoops
on a side note I think I'm developing or have already developed claustrophobia to a degree that it should be treated by a professional I've already scheduled a meeting with a psychiatrist bringing up this dream seems like a good idea too right it's time to get an expert's analysis on it day 18 well I took out my bedroom wall today right after I woke up I calmed down after but it felt like I couldn't control myself this obviously isn't sustainable and I'm definitely going to have to pay a lot when I move out but I I
really need to worry about my mental health issues first future me can figure the finances out day 19 I figured that I'd done plenty of damage already so a little more wouldn't harm much right so I CED myself into getting rid of the washer dryer fridge range and cabinets took a lot of straps pulling pushing sliding probably damag on my spine that I just can't feel since I'm young somehow I did it I don't recommend trying it yourself but I bet anyone actually could if they wanted to surprisingly painless or I'm surprisingly strong I feel
great I have the psychiatrist appointment in two days I wonder if I would have kept my things had it already happened day 20 my room is basically one big empty room now I've been sleeping on the pile of what few clothes I still have I have this journal my phone the internet what else do something else these days really need I know I should be concerned but when I woke up this morning I I was feeling so anxious and cramped it was so bad that now I feel so relaxed it's literally crazy I know but
that's what tomorrow psychiatrist appointment for all these changes in my life actually make me appreciative of the dream since it Remains the Same Day 23 it's been a few days since I last wrote on what would have been uh day 21 I woke up feeling extremely cramped I felt like I was almost in the Box in my dream my shower felt like it was almost reachable from where I was sleeping as a matter of fact everything in my room felt like I could almost touch it I I had no idea this was what people with
claustrophobia felt like I went to the psychiatrist and they were afraid of what would happen the next few days as the room would keep getting smaller in my head they weren't sure what I would do when when cornered they suggested a hospital that they know really well and I've been here since there was a 48 hour hold before I could have my journal they gave us tasks activities to do honestly everybody here is they seem to have it worse than me you know a few people are very depressed otherwise normal in social situations so they're
they're the ones that I I really talk to my room is it's extremely nice accommodating my wall is basically a giant window I can see things happening outside at all times of day and I I've been having the dream in the box but my waking hours are much more peaceful now I turn my journal in every day so that they can read what I'm writing I don't actually have to do this but they asked if I would and I I don't mind I'm not really crazy in any other way so it's fine if people read
this day 27 they asked if I wanted my journal each of the last few days and I said no cuz honestly the hadn't been much of an update dreams been the same but the reason I'm writing this now is because the room has been feeling smaller and I kind of feel like I'm in a fish tank yeah let us go outside a lot but it's not like I can camp out on the Stars I guess because this is kind of my plea for help too hey doctor figure something out just kidding kind of day 28
they put stars in my room there's glow-in-the-dark ones that people have as a kid it's I don't know it's a sweet gesture I hope it helps day 29 it uh does not I I woke up in the middle of the night and I guess the Stars had lost their charge from the daylight cuz my room was dark felt incredibly small like almost like the the Box day 37 they wanted to see if my journal could have been an issue so we went a week without it which is fine really just trying anything to get better
something really bad happened so they decided I could have my journal back I punched and slammed my head into the wall repeatedly because I I felt like it was closing in they both bled a lot and I lost some hair but I I didn't feel like I had a choice I didn't want to get crushed by the walls my body sort of just moved on its own my room feels like a tiny little Fishbowl during the day and the box at night I was having a hard time distinguishing my dreams from reality this past week
I think I think I figured it out though the expression pinch me I must be dreaming it's accurate pain is the key I just I just wished my hands and head hurt instead of the box beam so uncomfortable hey there kids it's me Mr Creepy Pasta and I just wanted to tell you thank you so much for watching tonight's video or for listening to tonight's episode of the podcast and as always I want to give a very big thank you to everybody who supports me over at patreon that's patreon.com Mr Creepy Pasta I cannot thank
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