how can I help you today well let's just say um right now I'm in a little bit of a predicament my life is kind of just going nowhere at the moment but you know I'm trying to see what how it goes you know so explain to me what exactly is going on in your life well right now I'm kind of jobless but that's mainly because I'm taking care of my mother she is sick so I'm basically like her nurse so right now I don't have a job I'm looking for one at least that's under the
table I try to go to the gym and I am trying to uh accomplish at least having a six-pack one day and okay it's been it's just being a little rough going to the gym is not too bad it's U it's whatever but um let's just say the diet part is the part that's kind of like killing me right now what city do you live in Miami [Laughter] Florida you in the same city as me heck yeah man that's pretty tough that's a tough job okay stand up let's see let's see what you working with
let's see the physique all right I will say I did gain just stand up just stand just stand up all right gotta gotcha I'm not gonna make excuses hold up okay it's pretty bad got Rose man boobs um so gain a lot of weight yeah I see we can all see that um yeah so right now I don't know like what what bring the camera close to your face okay what's up with the hair man what you doing with the hair I was trying to I was actually trying to get locks but um I haven't
gotten haircut in like a couple months is that because you can't afford it um not really I just I haven't really been taking care of it I have been using uh monoxil because I've been losing some hair on the top of my head let me see the to here yo I'm about to get roasted dude just drop your hair let's see all right I got you I got you I can't see nothing I can't see no thinning bring the camera ah okay it's a little bit not that bad yeah but still you know I want
to at least take care of it you know yeah but you not taking care of anything right now your physique is terrible your hair you haven't gotten a haircut in a few months you say you can afford to get one a simple lineup washing it doesn't cost that much money uh why you got those why you got these big ass glasses oh it's just one that I got uh they're um they're Prada I don't know if you know what that is but do I know what Prada yeah dude I live under a rock sort of
I'm not never heard of bro never heard of Prada bro I never heard of it anyway so okay you got Prada glasses but they don't they don't look proud of anything they look basic you think I look better without them yes you do yo some people be telling me I look so horrible without my glasses no girl listen stop stop stop no girls gonna look at you and be like yeah the pr glasses got that's that's that's what did it for me oh yeah PR glasses I want to [ __ ] them now the pr
glasses did it for me get the hell out of here she don't give a [ __ ] about none of that I mean d I never heard the brand that's why I was like oh he probably doesn't know it either or something oh okay I got you but the glasses need to go I don't think they make you look better start washing your hair try to take care of it so you can look better you got Rose bro Rose no yeah dude I actually this this might sound crazy but in the beginning of the year
I actually was waiting Weighing on 85 to 190 I'm 5 and now I'm around 245 to 250 so you gain like 60 pounds yeah because I was trying to bulk but as you can see I kind of took it a little too far let's just say I have too much fun with the buling yeah that's crazy anyway you're invisible right now bro you in you're in the same city as me what neighborhood you live in I don't know if you know what color Bay I'm pretty sure you know Color Bay around that area okay so
you like outside of Miami a little bit outside but I tried I sometimes go over there for um some family like going up there sometimes uh I like going to the beach but personally I hate going to the beach I promise no no no I promised myself I would not want to go to the beach at least until um I get a sixpack you know until I look good so you don't like to go to the beach because you look like that it makes sense yeah I least want to go there eventually like that okay
so how's the women how's the day in life it's Miami dude you already know bro what do you mean I don't know tell me how's your day and life I know how my day in life uh let's just say personally it's not that I will say I'm I'm kind of afraid of myself talking to him that is true but at the same time I just like to tell myself do I really deserve to have a woman who's like between an eight nine and 10 when I'm basically like this you know if I'm going to be
getting a woman that I want I at least want to know I at least want to like max out myself the best way possible so when's the last time you had sex last year with who with my girlfriend oh you had a girlfriend a year ago yeah no I still do it's uh it's long distance oh you you have a girlfriend currently yeah the same one Where she living in Jupiter at this point yeah live where does she live Oregon Oregon you don't have a girlfriend buddy you have a texting you have a pin pal
come on a girlfriend even call me even we talk every day bro even if you yeah you have a pin what is a pin pal I literally told you I actually never heard yeah you have a pin pal somebody you communicate with but you don't see that's literally what you have does FaceTime count pen pal pin pal that's what you have you don't have a girlfriend she's [ __ ] somebody else in Oregon probably has like three boyfriend n dude I don't I don't believe that bro she has a she has a old what she
has a whole Shrine of me in her um in her room listen a big black dude like me is laughing at your Shrine while he in them guts look at that [ __ ] she went a whole year without sex yeah buddy yeah buddy you believe that you believe that don't you I'm pretty I'm pretty sure she wouldn't do that a she is she hot um she's a little butterface but she definitely got so what is she a five to me like a seven man y'all be seven get hell out of here y'all sevens or
threes seven my ass know seven how's a seven a butter face well it's just I'm just mainly uh calculating her how she is how she treats me uh oh basically what she does a okay she has a nice body so yeah she has a nice body but she's a butterface I mean that's fine I mean every relationship has a negative no that's not that's called settling buddy that's called that's called taking what you can get that ain't no negative my listen so you have a seven girlfriend probably of four all right that is not sleeping
with anybody else but you and she's waiting a year I mean I was actually going to see her around this month because it is actually our fifth year anniversary I believe so my God man's living in a Disney movie you're you're living in a fairy tale you got a girlfriend you in a fiveyear relationship with a girl you don't see well I talk to her every day my goodness bro but you ain't [ __ ] her you ain't seeing her in person there's no flesh for you to touch you have a pin pal pen pal
I mean that's the first time I heard of that but you know I think all right are you you 100% sure she's not sleeping with somebody else I'm if if I would have known I would have known if that was the case yeah you would have known how would you known well I do have her mom's number and she she really likes me a lot so I'm pretty sure she would have said something something this is what happens when you live under a rock like you said you don't even understand the natures of of you
don't you don't you don't know what female nature is you just discovered my content so it's okay you going you g you gon you gonna dive in it you gonna see the truth all right but you you you're living in a Disney movie right now bro you're living in a Disney because I'm telling you you have a pin pal you you about to celebrate an anniversary with a girl you don't see you haven't had sex in a year so okay let me ask you this let me ask you this J just out of curiosity so
if a girl wanted to sleep with you would you let's say a girl in Miami would you sleep with her not I know it might sound like like I'm lying but personally I'm more of like I got I I gotta not know to I gotta know her first at least a little bit before I do anything so let's say you meet a girl and you know her a little bit would you sleep with her right now not really why not well there's there's a couple things one I can't just bring it over my house like
because you got your mom well not just that but the bed I got going on you want to show my bed hold up I can't imagine what good you're 30 years old bro goodness gracious I'm hitting I'm pushing 30 man so no girls gonna want to sleep with you all right so you know that I know that you know that all right you not you don't really have any any options right now and it's because you're invisible you're fat not that attractive hair can be better got a gap there's a lot of things wrong with
you but I just want you to just come to terms with your situation that one you're in a pin pal you're not in a relationship okay you got to get in better shape oh yeah I want to do that right you need to try to make some money so you can not just take care of yourself but take care of your mom oh yeah okay there's some plans that wanted to do to get money I just need more money for me to be able to but how are you okay as a man with this with
this level of Life how is that okay for you how are you okay being fat not having sex how much porn do you watch um I'll be honest it was really bad around like my mid mid 20s lower it was really bad like I used to be a fiend sometimes I would do it like twice a day that's how bad it will be okay so how many times you doing it a day right now right now I just try I've been getting better sometimes I do it like once a week uh the best the best
I done was once in three months so we got to stop watching porn in total right because you gotta you gotta just change your whole life man nothing is going good for you like you said earlier in the car right you your life is not heading no Direction all right I don't think you should be with a pin pal either I think that relationship is doing you more harm than good it's kind of just giving you like a safety cushion that you think you have you just have communication with a girl that you don't really
even have you're intimate with so you're so like it's it's a cope right you're like oh I have a girl when you really don't it's a longest relationship that you haven't seen in a year if she really loved you like you said she was she would have been down here and several times a year well she's also she also has Financial issues and she's also that's what they all say n dude she does not have money I'm telling you she does and that's your that's your fault you're dealing with a broke girl yeah if she
loved you enough she would have been in in Miami guarantee you especially if she's broke she also nurses her mom and grandma as well okay anyway bro gotta improve your whole life no Fair okay all right because you listen for your own sanity your own life gotta get in better shape start dating a girl that's actually there in Miami not a pin pal so you can be proud of your life as as a whole stop beating your meat forever so you can I I was just going to ask um let's just say you being exposed
to poor like when you were like three or four three or four years old yeah oh that's wild you need to go you need to go to hospital you need to go all right well I don't think it's that bad like oh I don't think it's that bad I've been watching points I was three I mean it was in TV how the hell were you watching porn at three years old I was going through the TV and there was a por Channel and I came across it it just happen I don't even remember what the
[ __ ] I was doing at three years old how the hell do you remember what you was doing at three years old let's just say uh when my parents saw that I was looking at that I got the biggest beating ever and yeah I definitely did not forget that day it was pretty hilarious and then you still you kept watching it forever well no after that no I came across it like way later down the life so okay hey man go improve your life
