welcome to the stoic codex Channel 21 years old I can't believe this will Mom looked at me across the dining table with her usual adoring gaze it was my birthday and I had just blown out the candles on the cake she had baked for me it was just the two of us dad disappeared from view for several years leaving mom for his secretary who was 15 years younger I thought he was an idiot and our relationship suffered for a long time Mom grieved for a while because of Dad's infidelity and the breakdown of her marriage
but it didn't take her long to come to her senses she had a good job and was perfectly able to support herself I studied business in college but lived at home to save on expenses mom made chicken enchiladas and chocolate cake my favorites she was a great cook that's great mom I said thank you very much I really appreciate it it gives me pleasure she reached across the table and squeezed mine I was amazed at how young she looked with wide eyes Flawless skin and brown hair falling over her shoulders I felt a strange tingling
sensation a son usually does not feel such trepidation because of his mother but I did it mom didn't seem to realize the impression she was making so I Shrugged or tried to we cleaned up up the kitchen together when dinner was over 21 mom said while we were both washing the dishes that was the number of your football uniform right yes I said both years of study at the University I was a strong defender on the school team you know Mom said I was a cheerleader in high school I was the head cheerleader in my
senior year I didn't know that I said I think this is the first time you've said this to me really she asked me I'm surprised you didn't know that I think my cheerleader uniform is still at home somewhere Mom I had no idea when was the last time you wore it I haven't seen it since middle school she said why don't you try it on I asked her I'd like to see it after the words left my lips I thought maybe it was weird to want to see my 40-year-old mom in a cheerleader costume but
I really wanted to see her in it I do not know Will she said come on Mom I said please me today is my birthday I'm not sure where she is she said but since it's your birthday I'll look for her even if I find her I'm not sure I'll fit in take your time I said it's early evening it was still early mom came home from work early to cook dinner for my birthday and we finished and it was only 6:30 p.m. mom looked at me puzzled and sigh there's nothing going on here she
said after Mom left the room I also got up from the table and went to my bedroom I took my old football jersey out of the closet mom went to the same high school as me more than 20 years ago but I was pretty sure that the colors white green and gold remained the same and I thought it would be fun to see if we fit together I took off my t-shirt and pulled on a t-shirt I went back to the kitchen sat down at the table and waited it took as it seemed to me
a long time but eventually the sound of my mother's soft footsteps reached my ears and she turned the corner and voila mom was standing there in her old cheerleader costume she looked confused she stood in the doorway shifting from one foot to the other what do you think what is it she asked in a low trembling voice what was I thinking I didn't know what to think I've never seen Mom like this before I've never seen her wear such a short skirt she was Tiny it showed off most of the legs her legs were slender
but graceful under the small pleated Hem of her skirt considering that the uniform fit her in high school it was amazing how well she fitted now but overall mom looked surprisingly good I was a little excited I didn't say anything at first um mom said you didn't say anything will do I look ridiculous no Mom you look fantastic I can't believe how well it suits you thank you she said she looked relieved but skeptical we fit together I said pointing to the green and gold number on my t-shirt unlike my mom's uniform my t-shirt has
become more spacious since high school as I lost some of the muscles I gained in those days by working out for hours in the gym you look very handsome mom said mom kept saying things like that to me but this time it was a little different when she was looking at me in my tank top and I was staring at her in my t-shirt I was staring at a tight skirt and a cheerleader top we just stood there for a moment looking at each other maybe we both felt a little nervous a little ridiculous and
a little something else mom broke the silence it was fun it's time to stop looking stupid and take this thing off she turned to go back to her bedroom don't do this I blurted out stay like this I will continue to wear my t-shirt it's going to be fun it will be as if I am the captain of the team and you are the main cheerleader my mate I wasn't sure where it came from I wasn't the captain of the team this job went to the quarterback a swaggering with a cleft chin but I was
jealous of him because he was dating the main cheerleader a red-haired girl named Allison who whom I had always been in love with I wanted to invite her to the homecoming party but my hopes were dashed when I found out that she was going with him a date hm mom looked at me questioningly uh where were you planning to take me I had no idea we didn't have any plans for the evening she stamped her foot let go to the parking lot I said and the thought came to me out of nowhere at the drive-in
I can't remember the last time either of us went to the parking lot why there I don't know it just seems to fit what we're wearing a football player and a cheerleader going to the cinema eat down I had to admit that it was a ridiculous idea well it's your birthday so if you want we can but if I'm going to the parking lot I need to change I'm not going to wear myself out with this come on Mom I said you look great and as you said today is my birthday you have to do
what I want she raised her eyebrows at my comment she was not convinced come on Mom let's do this I said I considered my choice of words as soon as they left my lips the slight curve of her lips indicated that she also caught the subtext of my words I don't know no one will see you but me I insisted it's going to get dark soon and you can stay in the car while I get the popcorn mom's resolve seemed to falter what is being shown what is it she asked no I'm cheered up I
I looked I looked at my phone um in half an hour the new movie Fast and Furious is being shown we can get there if we go now um these movies are stupid she said but they're funny dumbass I replied this is exactly the kind of movie you should watch at a car dealer ship actually the few times I took a girl to a car dealership it was an erotic Thriller but it was mom so it seemed inappropriate all right will she said today is your birthday but I'm not going to get out of the
car you'll have to buy popcorn and drinks I don't want people to see how ridiculous your old mom looks you don't look ridiculous at all mom you look really pretty I think she almost blushed thanks I can't believe I look good in this outfit I it's so tight but thanks in fact mom looked good because the outfit was tight IT hugged her curves incredibly well maybe it was a little tight but in my opinion not too tight just right her waist was surprisingly thin and the tight fitting shirt emphasized the size of her bust the
skin on her legs was smooth and I was amazed at how high the Hem of the tin tiny pleaded skirt was pushed up on her hips we have to go I said as I said today is your birthday she said finally resigned then it's a date I said thank you Mom I beamed hey since I just turned 21 let's take something with us I ran to the drinks cabinet and pulled out a 2/3 full bottle of rum I don't think we should bring alcohol to the cinema will she said being a mom no one will
know I said I took her hand with my free hand and pulled her towards the garage we hit the road I opened the garage door for my mom and then opened the car door for her holding out my hand in an exaggeratedly chivalrous gesture mom smiled at me apparently appreciating both the stupidity and the thoughtfulness of this I closed the door behind her got into the driver's seat of the small family sedan and we set off we arrived at the drive-in Cinema when there were only 5 minutes left before the start of the film Twilight
finally gave way to night the sky above was dark and clear and the stars were shining on it but there was no moon in sight I'll get the drinks and popcorn I said I knew what my mom liked Diet Coke and light popcorn with butter I preferred regular cocacola I ran to the kiosk and returned to the car with food drinks and lots of napkins at in my hands and there was only a minute left before the movie started I opened the door got into the car and took my seat I immediately noticed that the
seat was not particularly comfortable and I had an idea let's sit in the back I said it will be more spacious and comfortable there I'll take off the head restraints and Slide the front seats all the way forward to give us more room what whatever you say birthday boy she said I I like to hear my mother in a complacent mood it was a rarity I adjusted the front seats and pushed the headrest forward and we took our seats in the back seat I quickly realized that the only problem was the seats in front of
us I was tall enough that it didn't matter but mom being short and petite would have had a hard time seeing over the passenger seat so she moved to the left to sit in the middle right next to me so that no seat blocked her view since the back seat was a smooth leather covered bench it was much more comfortable to watch a movie on it than on the front bucket seats but since Mom was sitting in the middle next to me it was tighter than I expected I was wondering if I had made the
right choice but then the trailer started and we sat in the back seat to watch the movie I turned to my mom thanks for saying yes to that you're a good athlete and it's going to be fun no problem she said turning to me with a charming smile everything I can do do for the birthday boy once again strange half-formed thoughts popped into my brain before I pushed them back when the movie started I poured some rum into each of our coat cups okay maybe more than a little it was my birthday and I was
in the mood to treat myself mom was right of course the movie was dumb he was full of tricks that could never happen in real life but that was part of the fun we sat in silence for the first 15 minutes I felt the pleasant Buzz spreading through my head you put a lot of rum in that coke I suddenly felt it mom was much smaller than me so I assumed that alcohol would have a greater effect on her than on me the bowl of popcorn was at our feet between us and I bent down
to take a handful but at the same time I slightly let go of the cup and some Coca-Cola spilled on my t-shirt damn I said Mom could you get some napkins the supply of napkins was on the seat to her right Mom picked up a few pieces and pressed them against my t-shirt to soak up the spilled drink she she crumpled the napkins running her hand over my torso I it was strange but it was really nice to feel my mother's hand pressed against me I I got a little headache from the rum and something
else some of it soaked into my t-shirt and got on my skin can you take it away God God will she said what I asked your abs he's like a rock you don't have any fat at all she tentatively stuck out her finger and pressed it against my torso she quickly pulled him away as if he might bite thanks it warmed up even more inside me I was pleased when I was praised even if those words came from my mother I don't understand how you can eat like a horse and stay so skinny you are
the same as your father was when he was young it was one of the things that attracted me to him when we met I've put some effort into it hm I said I don't gain weight the way I do in the team but I train and stay fit I'll tell you she said her gaze lingering on the lines of my stomach that hum that hum is was because of the alcohol but also because of her look and words I pointed at her feet you're in good shape too Mom I said suddenly emphasizing the word mom
look at your hips they're pretty fit without further Ado I reached out and placed my hand on the nearest thigh squeezing it gently the skin was soft and smooth but I could feel the muscles underneath you're in such good shape I repeated mom flinched slightly at the touch of my hand but did not pull away it's all about climbing the stairs at the gym she said I took my hand away and for a while we continued to watch the movie in silence we finished our Coke and popcorn and I definitely felt High I thought Mom
thought so too because when I looked away her eyes seemed glazed and her lips were parted in profile her face looked beautiful and in the dim light I could almost imagine that she was a girl my age and that this was an ordinary date but if this was an ordinary date at a movie theater on Wheels we would have already kissed I went back to the movie and shook my head to clear it up it didn't really work I was still thirsty but not Coca-Cola I picked up a bottle of rum from the floor at
my feet and poured some into my cup I offered the bottle to my mother a little more I asked I shouldn't she said you're not driving I said she hesitated and then handed me her cup just a little bit I poured some into her cup I corked the bottle and put it back at my feet we sipped the pure pure rum from our cups and continued to watch the movie in silence it really was a dumb movie just a lot of incredible but well produced action scenes stitched together with the finest plot imaginable but the
stars were familiar and at times the action was so outrageous that it made us both laugh out loud I was glad to see that Mom clearly liked the movie despite its childishness the rum probably helped her enjoy it we both sipped from our cups until the rum ran out mom broke the silence well I have to say it's sweet it's a little weird but it's nice I'm glad you like it I'm having fun being here with you and you look great as a cheerleader she giggled thanks she put her hand on my neck and ran
her fingers through my hair you are a wonderful son I've appreciated your support over the past few years it wasn't easy for me Happy Birthday you're welcome Mom I'm glad I could be with you her fingers running over my skull were fantastic to the touch she jerked her hand away and shift in her seat she was a little closer to me than before without thinking about what I was doing I put my arm around her shoulders and gently pulled her to me at first mom tensed and resisted but then she relaxed bent down and put
her head on my shoulder I bent my head towards her and inhaled the sweet scent of her brown hair I've been in this position with other girls before but never with my mom I felt a slight tension between my legs I held my mother closer to me slowly and gently this time Mom didn't resist she sighed so softly that I barely heard it over the noise of the movie but I did I started squeezing her right shoulder gently and rhythmically once again mom didn't do anything to resist she kept pressing her head against me and
looking ahead pretending to be watching a movie but I didn't think any of us were paying much attention to the film at that moment my gaze shifted from the movie screen to my mother's feet I felt brave mom I asked what she replied without turning her head this may sound like a funny question but what are you wearing under your cheerleader skirt hearing this question mom sat up and looked at me do you want to know what's under my skirt well yes I was just thinking about it and I got curious you played football will
you know what cheerleaders were under their skirts you've seen it many times I know that I said with what I'm sure was a shy expression on my face I'm just uh I wondered if it was the same in your time my time she replied it wasn't that long ago I'm not trying to be offensive I was just wondering if it was the same thing will she began but she looked at me and any feeling that she felt obligated to draw a line L somewhere seemed to soften and disappear under the influence of alcohol and the
special intimacy that we already had I saw her face fall all right she said are you satisfied what is it she asked what is it she asked I said in a trembling voice thanks she pulled down her skirt again covering herself let's keep watching the movie mom returned to her seat resting her head on my shoulder and I covered her hand with mine and we were just as comfortable with each other as before my hand resumed caressing her shoulder this time she moved down mom responded by hugging me even tighter at the moment I had
a plan and I knew what I wanted to do next I was good at recognizing a woman's willingness to take the next step and in those cases when I took that next step I was never refused but it was my mom can I take this step did I want this yes I wanted that I felt that there was enough alcohol flowing in my blood and I had no doubt that this was the case but what would Mom think she could have reacted badly and sat down and then our hugs would have ended and the date
so far Heavenly could have ended badly I didn't want this on my birthday but that night the devil got the better of my angel to hell with it all finally mom said it feels good it's a pleasant to the touch I whispered yes it is I've never seen my mom like this before so soft and compliant especially since they broke up with Dad many years ago mom has become more businesslike and assertive but here she lies in my arms seemingly ready to do anything I wanted to see what she wanted to do next I ran
my left hand over my body gently took her chin and lifted her up until her head was raised enough that I could see her face and her eyes looking into mine I cued her cheek in my palm and kissed her just a soft gentle kiss on the lips will she said glaring at me and I couldn't figure out what she meant there were a thousand meanings in those eyes and I couldn't tell which one prevailed was she going to reproach me tell us that we should have stopped tell me that we should have left and
returned home right now she didn't do any of that she pulled away from me for a moment we shouldn't have done this she said I like it I said it makes me feel good too she said but we still shouldn't do it I want to I replied but do whatever you want mom she paused but only for a moment before pouncing on me again more fervently than before yes will she said mom looked like someone I'd never known before I didn't know who this woman was but she was gorgeous and she had a gorgeous body
and she offered it to me and my hands wanted to explore it all the time we were writhing against each other mom was kissing me fervently passionately and her lips were attacking me like wild animals I attacked back it was like we were both hunting and devouring each other and then suddenly mom snuggled up to me again and I pulled away from her until I sat up straight again looking at her in surprise I didn't think about it for long will she said you don't mind seeing your mom like this do you don't you think
badly of me God no I said Mom I do not know what to say you don't have to say anything mom said in aoar voice she pushed me in the chest and it was my turn to lean back into the leather car seat Nimble fingers slid to the fly of my trousers and against the background of the loud noise of the Absurd movie We were supposed to watch I heard the sound of a zipper being unbuttoned yes she was like that I looked at my mother's face I saw rage longing and despair as if she
had been craving for something all her life and had never received it and now finally in the back seat of her car no less than with her son she had a chance to get it they were not going to refuse her I felt warmth and a surge of strength inside me and realized that I was close to it it sounded okay to me but before I gave my mom what she wanted I needed something I got up from the seat and pulled her back by her shoulders mom looked questioningly into my eyes but did not
resist she leaned back watching my hands manipulate her body I felt this initial resistance and it was amazing how do you feel about being in a car dealership mom I asked I'm nervous she said there are worse things than being nervous I said there was something going on in the movie theater I had no idea what it was Rock was doing something heroic irin diesel was a tough guy none of this mattered all that mattered was that my mom was lying in front of me and I was 21 years old I wanted her more than
I had ever wanted any woman before she looked at me and our eyes met if I could hide that look I would I couldn't resist I've heard girls say that a guy shouldn't go down too fast or too rough but take his time and I tried but it was hard I didn't just want to eat Mom I wanted to swallow her whole so good mom I said pulling away from her just enough to say the words before sinking back down on her anyone who passed by could have looked into the car and seen us maybe
that's how it was I don't know I was aware of the risk but I wasn't going to stop I want you I said I need you we're terribly defenseless she said maybe we should go home I can't wait I said I couldn't I needed my mom right then and there and to tell the truth I liked the risk I liked the idea of using my mom in a public place for the first time surrounded by people in their cars I moved forward and was surprised by how much resistance I encountered at first I can't believe
I'm really using you I said mom didn't say anything for a few moments she just looked at me with an expression that was impossible to read the noise from the movie was getting louder I think the car chase continued I didn't care I couldn't turn away from my mom it feels good she said at last it was a pure Paradise I went in and out of her and Mom pressed her body against mine writhing and moaning the moans were sometimes interrupted by an exclamation Oh will I couldn't think of anything else to say God it's
so delicious mom said Breathing heavily I looked up and noticed that condensation was starting to collect on the Windows of the car clap people would have suspected something was wrong if they had noticed this and the fact that our heads were not visible ible they would have known what was going on however I wasn't going to stop and I could tell that Mom was pleased too my mom liked it when her son used her however she didn't like it any more than I did I liked it God what a feeling tell me how much you
like it Mom I said I like it will she said more I said Breathing heavily and pronouncing the words with an effort tell me more about how you feel I like the way you use me will oh yes I said I was too far away to think of anything to say there was not even enough brain power for words I collapsed on top of her we were both sweating the car was as humid as a jungle the windows of the car were foged up Mom and I lay together for a few minutes until my attention
turned to the sound of a movie that we had stopped watching a long time ago it was all over I sat down the credits were rolling we better get dressed mom said though she didn't move I handed her clothes we both got dressed I felt awkward getting out of the car to get back in the front seat I was wondering if people would look at my mom and suspect what I was doing with her in the back seat I wondered if anyone in the parking lot would recognize us there wasn't much we could do after
I pulled on my pants again and Mom put on her cheerleader uniform we opened the back doors and took our seats in the front seat I didn't see anyone I recognized cars began to drive off and leave the cinema we went home too neither of us said anything for a while I think we were both excited about making love but embarrassed about it too Mom was the only one who broke the silence will she said yes Mom I turned to her she was looking at me and I had never seen such a mischievous expression on
her face we don't have to wait for your next birthday to go to the cinema again
