2000 Men in 24 Hours - Bonnie Blue’s Crazy New Stunt

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for when my next podcast goes live. and boomer on. And today's guest, we've got Bonnie Blue. Bonnie, how are we? >> I'm good. How are you? >> Good. Thanks. First and foremost, thanks for coming on the show. >> That's okay. Thanks for having me. >> Yeah. Listen, thanks for coming on. Very controversial. Everybody talks about it. It's business at the end of the day. I've spoken many podcasts. have no issues with you, but it is a bit creepy when a thousand men are doing their business. But listen, that's your opinion. >> Yeah, you've listen, you've

found an avenue to work on >> making money. Yeah, >> it's like fair play. Like, I take my hat off. I'm not here to discriminate. I'm not here to try and target you or bring you down. I'm just here to understand you, what you're all about, >> what you done before that, during that, >> and what's your plans for the future? But before we get into all the madness, I always like to go back to the start With my guests, get more of a bit of understanding about you, Bonnie, where you grew up and how

it all began. So I grew up between like Derby and Nottingham. Quite small towns. Well, not really small, but nothing crazy was happening in those areas. Very normal upbringing. As much as people think I've got trauma and daddy issues, and I must have had some chaotic childhood. I did dancing a lot when I was young. I went to school, was going To do my A levels, but dropped out after 4 months. And that's sort of like the summary of my I guess childhood. >> What were you like at school? >> Okay. Like I wasn't the

best behaved. I was never naughty. Like me and my friends were probably late for class or we didn't do our homework or we might maybe have been giggling. So that's just like naughty as it went. >> Yeah. That's nothing. >> Yeah. >> What about mom and dad? >> Mom and dad like good couple, good parents, still together. And I've got a sister. >> How's your sister? >> She is like four years younger. >> Good relationship. >> Yeah. Really sweet. Like normal like sister relationship. Like when we was younger, of course we'd bicker cuz like that

four year age gap is the you you bicker a lot cuz like when I was young She was then trying to act like me and I was like no I'm the older sister type of thing. >> But especially as I've got older we've grown closer together. >> Yeah. It's a big age you get with somebody's 10 or somebody's 14. They want to hang about with the older sister. We're far too young. >> Sort of embarrassing you and you're like please stop embarrassing me. Like I can remember cuz I used to swim when I was a

Lot younger. We was getting changed in the changing rooms and she's like have you still got that tissue in your bra? She must have seen me putting tissue in my bra like trying to look like I've got big boobs. And that was like the summary. Like she'd always do things to embarrass me. Like not on purpose, but tends to how it work. >> Any drinking back in the day? Young kid, school? >> Not really. My parents always gave me Alcohol from like a young age because they was fully aware that if they didn't give me

alcohol, I would have been giving someone 20 quid to go to the corn shop to buy me like a bottle of vodka or something stronger. So they'd give me like Smoff Ice or what else was it? Like Echo Falls was like a low percentage wine. >> What if I used to drink hooch? >> Hooch. Yeah. >> Buck fast. We drink in Scotland. Half Bott. Couple of hooch. >> Yeah. >> It would give you enough buzz from 6:00 till you went home at half 10. So time you went home you were sober. >> Yeah. Like my

parents wasn't naive. Like I'm not saying they always knew everything, but they was aware people was going out, people was drinking. So they always wanted to provide me with stuff so that I wouldn't be going elsewhere like looking for things. So >> your dad protective? Yeah, like any other dad, like not overprotective, like obviously adors me, but wasn't ever controllive. We had and still have a good relationship. >> Yeah. So, I've got a daughter, 14, 15 now. She is, but I'm very protective because of the people I interview as well. >> And when we go

in the streets, we don't see badness. >> I only hear about it for for from other People's trauma, you know, and if you go on Twitter and it's quite toxic, you see all the bad stuff. >> My Twitter's quite good, actually. If you ever need a quick break, >> who says I don't? And that's where I might take my free time, you know. You just don't know. But yeah, so through your youth pretty pretty innocent, >> pretty quiet, just like a normal teenager. >> Yeah. Like never caused too much of an Issue like for my

parents. I was always just like quite a hard worker. I started my first waitressing job when I was 13 and that sort of kept me busy and I loved that. And at the time I was getting paid £5 an hour and that was really good at 13. And yeah, I would go to school on the days I wasn't dancing. and I'd go and be a waitress and it kept me busy. >> First boyfriend? >> First boyfriend was when I was 13. >> Do you remember him? >> Yeah, I remember him. I lost my virginity to

him >> at 13. >> Yeah, >> I think I was about 12 or 13. Yeah, >> Pete. Well, I didn't feel young though. Like I I think cuz I danced as well. Like a lot of my friends was older, so I was always around and associated with older people. Like when I see some 13year-olds now, I think, "Oh my gosh, That is so young. Like I can't believe I lost my virginity at that age." But I've always been a lot more mature for my age. So it didn't feel as if I was going to it

naively when I was 13. >> I think, oh, I mean when you're that age, I thought I knew everything. I still think I know everything. But then you just think you're an adult. You're a man. >> You're drinking. You're picking up learn behaviors by seeing family members Drinking and smoking. They used to put cigarettes in my mouth like five and six and give us chandies. They called them loads of lemonade. Little bit. We used to drink froth out their cans. But you're [ __ ] four or five years old. You're very young. But that was

the thing then. that was accepted then. But maybe it wasn't. Maybe they're all [ __ ] man in the head. But you know what? >> I mean, four's very young, but I know People turn their nose up when I say I lost it at 13. They're like, "Oh, that's where the trauma must have come from." They're like, "That is so young to lose your virginity." But people are sexually active a lot younger than what people think. >> So through that then, what was it like working, leaving school? What was the plans? Did you have visions?

>> Not really. There was no like set passion from a young age like, "Oh, I Really want to do this." I was very keen in dancing. Well, keen on dancing, but I knew I was going to earn money that way. And it was more of a hobby as opposed to a career. >> Yeah. >> So, I took an interest in midwiffrey. So, I did my A levels. Well, I plan to, but I only did it for 4 months because once I started six form, I was also working at Pound Stretcher and I was a paid

dance teacher at this point as Well. So, I'd go to six form sort 3 four hours a day and then straight away I'd go to dancing and then I'd go and do a shift at pound stretcher. And then I became more obsessed with earning money as opposed to becoming a midwife. Especially as I would have had to do two years at six form, four years at university to then go to a very competitive industry to be earning about 21 to 25k max a year. And I was like, why am I doing all that? That's 7

years Of my life giving up for education and I want to I want to start living my life. So I dropped out after 4 months to do recruitment. >> I had a midwife on >> the podcast before you. She was kind of exposing the system and how it's all backwards and everything that's rising through diseases through kids and >> um miscarriages and all that stuff also through >> I don't really know much about it cuz I Dropped out after 4 months. >> What made you want to choose that? >> I just I didn't really know

what I wanted to do and then I just think okay well delivering children that would be quite a nice job. Um, and because I was a dance teacher, I worked a lot with younger children, so I really liked spending time with children. So, I was like, "Okay, maybe I'll go down the midwiffrey route." >> That's a passion. So, you've always Wanted to be a mother. >> Um, when I was younger, more so than now, but yeah. >> Yeah, of course. Things change. >> Mhm. >> So, getting through all that, first proper boyfriend. What age? >>

14. >> First proper boyfriend. >> Yeah. >> What? Love? >> Yeah. It went to love. Yeah. >> How long did that last? >> 10 years. Is that someone? Were you married? >> Yeah, that's who I was married to. >> What age did you get married? >> 20. >> Very young. >> Young, but same when I lost maternity, I didn't feel 20. I felt very mature. I'd been with him at that point for 6 years. We'd got a house. We I was in a very good job at the time. So, I didn't feel 20. I wasn't

naive. Like my sister, she's 21. If she was to say she would get married, I'm like, "You're too young. Like you you've not lived yet really or I don't feel like you know enough." whereas I sort of had and I did understand what marriage meant and I completely adored my partner at the time. >> What was love to you? >> Um like we worked, we'd like grown up a lot together. I like experienced life. So I wasn't going into a marriage naively. >> So you were going through that life kind of. It's the perfect kind

of life then for a young kid. They want to get married. They want to think partner. >> They want to have a baby. They think that's all the boxes ticked. Oh, from an outside perspective, I was living the dream life. Yeah. >> I had, yes, I dropped out of school, but I'd straight away gone into recruitment. I was a recruitment consultant. I was earning good money. I'd brought a house. Me and my partner had good cars. I was engaged. Then I was getting married. Like, I was living the life that everyone plans to live. >>

So, everything that I've learned over the years, everything I've done, I've got three kids to three different women. >> Yeah. I wouldn't change anything, but I do wish I would have gave it a go with someone when I was a lot younger and Really went for that life for me. No matter >> I go for 18 year olds as well. So >> yeah, but everything you kind of achieve, everything I've kind of ticked off >> and I thought it was going going to fill all the broken pieces. >> Yeah, >> it's all [ __ ]

It doesn't mean anything. And I look at the family life and I think, you know what, that's what It's about for me. I believe women become their true version of theirel and takes them to the source when they become a mom. I I believe that a lot of people might not agree with it, but >> yeah, I mean I definitely disagree with that but I can understand why some people believe that. >> But I just look at the confusion in the world and I think >> society we're all kind of lost, including myself. We're all

[ __ ] up. I'm not here to judge anybody cuz we're all [ __ ] up. We're all trying to wing it. Nobody knows what's going on. But when I look at the kind of family life and I look at my kids, I want more kids. I just feel as if for a man I I enjoy seeing other people happy. >> Yeah. >> I'm not happy which is [ __ ] mad. But >> could you not do anything to change that? >> I just happy. I like I was in Dubai There with my kids and

I seeing them happy, seeing my mom happy that I'm happy. Like little bursts of happiness. >> Not a lot. Like five minutes you go yeah. But then you're straight thinking how do I get my next hustle? How do I keep moving through the gears? How do I keep >> rising? Do you think if you keep chasing more and more like that's why you're not happy. If you just to appreciate what you've got now, then maybe you'd look at How happy your life actually is. >> We can't. >> Why? >> Cuz we always want more. >>

But you don't have to need more. >> We don't. But I think it's ingrained, especially in man is always chasing something. >> I think it's important to always chase and it's attractive when a guy is chasing more. But it's also attractive when a guy or a woman appreciates what They've got and you can look at and be happy. >> But I got everything. I ticked all the boxes and I thought, nah, >> like I completely agree. I like I said from the outside perspective I was living the dream life. I was married and then I

relocated to Australia. I had a very respectful job and I was going to start trying for children and I was going through the emotions. I was going through the life that everyone plans and Everyone thinks you should be having but I was like I'm not happy. I've sort of got everything but I don't want this. Like there's so much more to life than what I'm currently living. So that's why I completely stepped out of the I guess the marriage and the lifestyle I used to live. Did you think that partner was for life? >> Oh,

100%. Yeah. >> And you tried for a kid? I >> tried? Yeah. >> And you couldn't have one? >> No. >> Was that through you or him? >> Me? >> Did you get a test? >> Yeah. >> Do you think that's when everything kind of think [ __ ] it? >> No. >> Was life that you had planned never worked out? Did you feel like a failure? Did you feel sad or did you >> No. Like obviously it's never nice when a woman can't get pregnant. It's never a nice nice feeling. But it just meant

okay, I'm going to start saving for IVF. It was not impossible for me to get pregnant. I just need to go through IVF >> because obviously if you want to be a midwife, it's clearly someone who loves kids >> trying for kids and not having it happen. You're thinking like that's hard in itself. I've had girlfriends who've Had miscarriages. >> I don't show the emotion. But there was times I used to drive in the car and just cry myself, you know, cuz you think [ __ ] hell. >> Like men, especially cuz women half the

time is [ __ ] Like you go to show emotion and suddenly they turn it and it's all back on themselves again because women like to make sure everything is about them. But men should be able to show emotion. Women should be A lot more supportive. >> Yeah, of course we should be supportive. Men and women need each other. >> And I say I spoke about this earlier. The reason men are becoming softer. Women are becoming more bosslike. It's not that women want to be boss. It's just there's no leaders anymore. You know, >> I

don't know. I feel like women like to try and be in charge, but then if you said, "Okay, you go and get a better Paid job and you start managing things," they'll be the first ones to sit down and cry. >> Yeah. But the whole world's [ __ ] in it. But men and women need each other. There's too much conflict. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> And everybody's different, >> but you could also have the same sex. >> Yeah. What about So, you went through that then the marriage life trying for a baby. >> Yeah. >>

How hard was it for you when you couldn't have a baby? >> Yeah. It was upsetting for sure. But once I knew I could get pregnant through IVF cuz some women unfortunately, even if they was offered IVF, they can't get pregnant. I would be able to carry um through IVF. So, it was more just, okay, I'm going to save up for that. >> So, what how did the relationship break down? Was because of the pregnancy? >> No, we just grew apart. We had been together from the age of 14. We realized, especially once we relocate

to Australia, that our lives and our hobbies and interests no longer aligned. When we was in the UK, it was very much, okay, we go to work, we come back, we watch a movie, we get up again, go to work, and we were so routine that we was happy when was in that routine. The weekends I'd go and watch him play rugby, he'd go out. Sunday we'd probably Take the dog out and just chill out around the house. We'd go on holiday once a year and we was sort of happy and content with that life,

but I knew I could be happy. I was probably like 60% at my happiest. Then when we relocated to Australia, I realized I loved like snorkeling, skydiving, going on the boat, doing all the outdoorsy activities. His personality and his hobbies sort of wasn't the same as mine. And we we really started to drift apart Because when someone really wants to live an outdoorsy lifestyle and the other person is more into, you know, staying in, watching movies, like seeing the mates, going out for drinks, I was like, we, you know, I feel like I'm forcing you

to do things you don't want to do. So naturally, we started growing apart. And it went from being in love with him to just sort of loving him like a brother. >> If you did fall pregnant, >> Yeah. >> do you think you'd been in the industry you're in now? I probably would still be with them. I think most people have kids and it saves the marriage because they just stay together because it's easy, it's convenient, and it's the lazy thing to do to be honest. I think there's loads of couples that are together, but

they're just unhappy and they can't be asked to split up. I probably should have split with my partner 2 years Before I did. But I became comfortable like he was normality to me. >> Did you trust him? >> Yeah, I trusted him and I I still trust him now. >> Still friends? >> Still friends. Don't we still have arguments now? Like it's no matter what when you break up on a good term, it's it's still difficult because when I look at him, he's still someone I thought I was going to have children with, someone I

was going to grow old with. So no matter what, there's always going to be some hurt there that we're not together and it didn't work. But neither of us are to blame. >> What does he think about the stuff that you do now? >> He's really proud. He honestly is like my number one fan. >> Is a shock though. >> He or they always think, do you know what? You've always had that and you [ __ ] nutcase. >> He always said, I know you're going to be successful in life. He's like, "There's something about

you." Um, so when I started this, he sort of just knew I was going to be successful. So, he's he's probably the least shocked one out of everyone. And it's not because I used to do crazy gang bangs and all that other stuff. It's more just he knows how I am. He knows how passionate if I decide to be passionate about something, I'll be the most passionate person in the room. >> Were you already experimental before? No. >> In that relationship, were you just a kind of >> No. Me and him had a very sort

of black and white relationship, >> typical sex life, nothing crazy, never had a threesome, never slept with a girl, kissed a girl or anything. >> Was that a simpler thing back then? >> Um, I mean, in some ways, yeah. I mean, everyone looked at me and was like, "Oh, you're doing amazing in life." Like, so proud of you and, you know, there was zero judgment to everyone. I I lived the perfect life. And I could have stayed that if I gave a [ __ ] about people's opinions, I'd still be in that life now. Whereas

it really hit me when I'd had two years off in Australia. We'd sort of burnt through savings and my family and friends said to me, "You've just lived The best two years of your life." And I was like, "Fuck that. Yes, it was good two years, but is that it? Is that the best two years of my life? Is it now? Children, work, then you've got to keep chasing progressions, you know, career paths." I was like, I don't want that to be the best two years of my life. I want to live a life that

each day I'm excited for and I'm passionate about. So that was that was the switch. >> And then what? >> I started off coming. >> What was that like doing that for your first time? >> I was so nervous. In my head I was like, "Fake it till you make it." That guy doesn't know it's your first time. That guy doesn't know you've never done this before. So just go into it confidently and if I don't like it, I never have to do it again. Or worst case, I just shut my laptop and pretend it

never happened. >> How easy is it to say not to the kind of Webcam business? >> Oh, I think it's like 24 hours. Like once they've checked your IDs and you've uploaded your consent forms, it's as simple as that. >> How much do you make the first day? >> My first day, gosh, I can't really remember, but was like 8 or 900 AUD for your first day. You then think, is that where it starts? Is it more the obsession of having freedom and >> making money and able to do what you want? Is that the

kind of addiction with it all? >> Oh, 100%. So when I first started, I wasn't doing this because I was obsessed with sex, gang bangs, 18 year olds, any of that cuz I never done it. I didn't even know I enjoyed that. It was purely for money and freedom and flexibility. When I say money, I wasn't at the time chasing millions. I just didn't want to put myself back in an office Environment. I wanted to have control of my life and I wanted to live a beautiful life. So when I first started caming, there'd be

like a corner, like in the bottom corner, your money, and it would just be going up and up and up. And I didn't start this job or this industry because I don't have a good work ethic. It's the complete opposite. I'm obsessed with working and I would see the money going up and I would sit on that cam for like 12 to 16 hours a day. >> So the obsession for the kind of money then is the main trigger do you think? Obviously >> yeah when I first started. >> How do you end up then

going through is it a case of the money hits a plateau and you're thinking I need to do more to create more income. How does it work? How does the process work in that sort of industry? So once I started that, I realized I was actually really good at it and I really enjoyed speaking to These guys because in my head there's going to be weird. I wouldn't have anything common with them. I wouldn't be able to connect with them. I completely judged them. I do what everyone else does and just assumes. Yet when I

started speaking to them and getting to know these guys, I was excited to log on. Yes, it was nice seeing the money. But I built a relationship with these guys very quickly and that I was taken back by. So I continued continued Speaking to him and then wanted to take it further which is when I set up only fans. >> How many guys would you speak to a day then with the webcam stuff? >> Gosh, hundreds >> a day. >> Yeah. >> And they asking you to do stuff. >> Yeah, you could do some of

them was just conversations. Others I was naked and putting dildos in my [ __ ] >> Do you get paid more for that? >> It depends because you could ask for a tip or you just get paid per minute. See, I have no issues with the majority of men are lonely. One third of men I think are virgins. Like the majority of men are struggling. >> Yeah. >> And if people want to pay to have a connection and feel as if they're part of the world, no issues whatsoever. >> I used to think it was

weird. Like Before I went on, I just thought, "Oh, it just be weird. Really horny men that are lazy and just can't be asked to go and speak to women." Then when I started speaking to these guys, I was like, "Oh my gosh, you're so normal. I would pass you in the street and wouldn't think anything of it." Or I'd look at you in the street and think, "Wow, you're a good-look guy." And I realized most of them, especially the ones that I wasn't getting naked and [ __ ] myself. I was Like, they're just

lonely. They just want to connect with someone. They just want someone that isn't going to judge them and is going to listen to them. Cuz unfortunately, most wives just winge and they forget they should also be listening. >> But you will get some creepy bastards as well. >> Oh, definitely somewhere anyway. And like you say, you were judging them. So it's understandable that people are Going to judge you because people don't know who you are. They're just seeing the >> They're just so uneducated. Of course. And like I say, I have no issues with I

know drug dealers. I know [ __ ] murderers and >> bank robbers. I don't judge them. Just because you do bad stuff, it doesn't mean you're a bad person. It's just >> I don't know. I don't think I'd want to be sat with a murderer. But it depends. If people with you with 1,000 men and a murderer, people would still be 50/50 because people think I'm more disgusted than like a mass murderer. I would genuinely have got less hate if I was a mass murderer than if I'm just a world record [ __ ] Like

people talk about me more than they do the the actual [ __ ] that's going off in the world. But the more people talk, the more money you're making. >> Of course I don't complain about you. >> All I do is highlight the poorly educated women that just sit and like complain about me. Really? They should get up on the sofa and go to the gym. >> But for the webcam business, so you've just seen, okay, this is working. What was the family saying about it then? Did people know or was it a secret? >>

When I first started coming, no, they didn't know about it because there was no social media. There was unless my family was going to happen to log on to The adult site I was on and be speaking to me as a camera, they wouldn't have known. So yeah, they didn't know and it was a secret at the time. >> How were you feeling about it? Did you feel dirty or did you feel alive or how did it >> I was so excited because I finally found something I enjoyed doing. So I used to do recruitment

just thought okay this is what I've got to do. I enjoyed it to a certain degree but I never loved it. Whereas I honestly loved this from day one. So, I was excited and just happy with where this was going to go. And I realized I could make like a thousand a day. And I was like, "This can really change my life. This can give me freedom. I can live a life I've always dreamed of, but never thought was possible for me." So, I was really proud of myself. >> And what was it like speaking

to your mom and dad when you first told them? How was that? >> A video got leaked to my parents. So, when I started Only Fans, a video got got sent to them. I avoided him for a week. I was like, I mean, I was living in Australia, so it was quite easy to avoid him. >> Do you think it was easier to do it in Australia because you weren't in the UK? >> 100%. Cuz I'd moved away from that circle. I'd moved away from the tiny town that, you know, you'd go to your Local

supermarket, you'd bump into everyone from high school and everything else. Like when you take yourself out of that scenario, you realize how much you don't give a [ __ ] how much you don't care, and how much of a small world people make it seem. And really, you can relocate. You can do whatever you want. It doesn't matter. you're not ever tied down to something because of someone else's opinion. So, me moving to Australia gave me the confidence to be Able to do what I did. Um, yeah, I avoided my parents calls for a week

because I knew no matter what they was going to say, I was still going to do it. And I just wanted them to cool off because they was shocked. They was concerned. They thought maybe I was forced into it. Maybe I was having money issues. They couldn't understand because from their point of view, I never expressed that I was unhappy. I didn't ever phone them when I was sat in rush Hour traffic for about 2 hours to go and sit in a shitty office to say how much I disliked it. They just used to see

my achievements, me coming home from work in a suit looking professional and the fact I was married and had a house. So from that to then seeing, you know, your daughter uploaded sex tape. You're thinking how how has that happened? I thought she was living a happy life in Australia and suddenly she's a she's a prostitute. >> What a deal was it? Uh me with a big black [ __ ] So there was no denying it was me taking it either. >> Can you not deny? No. >> No. Not when you've seen it all angles.

I always had good camera angles as well. So it was very >> How can they leak? How can they leak that somebody's recorded off another phone? How does >> Yeah, videos can get leaked all the time, unfortunately. Um so yeah, it was Taken up my hands to tell him. I would have always told him, but I just didn't know when. And I hadn't been in the industry that long, so I couldn't answer all the questions. I didn't know if I was going to be doing it longterm. I didn't know how it was going to make

me feel 6 months from now. So, I just wanted to understand it before going to them with, hey, this is what I'm doing. Here's the reasons. Here's the benefits. And this is how it makes me feel. >> Instead, they was told very early on. So, it was a look, I don't know. And that was my answer to most things. >> Does that mean the shackles then come off because you have nothing to hide anymore? >> Um, not really. How I was working before they found out afterwards was was the same. It was just nice that

they knew because I've always had a very open relationship with my family and I didn't Like hiding the fact I was doing this. So I felt much happier, you know, fast forward a week after I ignored him that they know. >> What your sister say? >> She just found it funny actually to start with. Um she wasn't bothered. She was like, "Are you happy? Do you feel comfortable with it?" I said, "Yes." And she was like, "That's fine then." So when did you start then putting the foot in the flow and start changing and start

Making all these decisions and getting the headlines and creating the content? It's all publicity. Publicity makes money. >> Yeah, it was in November 2023. >> So just recently. >> Well, two years ago. Yeah. So I've only been in the industry 2 years. >> Um I sort of was being contacted by a lot of 18year-olds that was traveling to the Gold Coast where I lived for an event Called Skoolies. Skoolies is the same as freshers that we have in the UK. And I [ __ ] them. I took their virginities and I loved it. >> How

do you know they were virgins? >> Obviously, not all of them was virgins, but a lot of them would reach out and say, "Hey, look, I'm really nervous to lose my virginity. Like, can I lose it to you? Can you teach me in the bedroom?" And that's where it all sort of stemmed from. The paper thought it Was disgusting. They thought I was a predator. I was a groomer. I was taking barely legals. And they was shocked by it. And that turned me on even more. the fact that so many people thought it was disgusting.

I was like, "This is just getting me wetter and I want to do it more." >> But you were only 21 as well or 22, how old? >> 20 four when I started. >> So they were 18. >> Do you check their IDs? >> Oh, of course. Yeah. >> Do they all wear masks? >> Hit and miss. So some of them wanted to, some of them didn't. So they'd have to do a breathalyzer test, they'd have to bring their ID, I'd have to take a photo, and they'd have to fill in a consent form. And

then I'd give them the option to either show their face or wear a mask or just film at POV. >> And how many people was that? >> Only 33 when I did freshes in November. >> How am I in your family? >> I know. Little did I know what was going to come. >> Um because I was so hesitant as well. Like I didn't know if my subscribers at the time >> that was older was going to enjoy it. I didn't know how they'd feel, but they loved it. And I realized it's because no one

was making realistic raw content. Content where sometimes the guy doesn't Get hard. Sometimes the guy finishes after 9 seconds. Other times he's going for an hour and a half >> and he's still not able to finish. And I realized how many people love that and how relatable that is. Whether you're 18 or 80, everyone's got a different sex life. And me [ __ ] people that are not experienced offered people a video they could watch and go, "That's so relatable. Oh, I look like that. My body looks like that. Cuz when I'm [ __ ]

Porn stars, a lot of the time they're going to the gym. They might be on steroids. They're injecting their dick. They're taking Viagra. That is very different to what a normal person's sex life looks like. >> Yeah. But if How long did that last? Did you plan it then? Like you plan it now or was it just >> It was more I the day one school Easter start I sort of put out a message say, "Hey, I'd love to take virginities. I Would love to sleep with schoolies." It hit the press that night and then

that week I'd slept with 33 people. So, it was sort of planned but it wasn't pre-planned. Like I wasn't necessarily organized for it. I didn't know I was going to do it. What kickstarted it was how much bad press it got because it blew my social media up a lot. My only fans was doing better than ever and the guys I was sleeping with were so excited. You know, prior to that it was Just Only Fans collaborations which is organized. It's pre-planned. You've got a story line and it's a little bit repetitive. And I couldn't

believe the excitement from myself when these guys would turn up and they were just so energetic, like not really seeing a female body the way I was offering, you know, hey, use my body, you know, finger me, spit, spit on me, choke me, do whatever you want to do. Like, cuz otherwise, even if they wasn't a virgin, They've probably had sex. They've been under the influence. They've gone back to an unsafe environment. Who knows what that girl's going to say the next day. You know, it's dangerous for guys and women. So, I'm offering my body

up free of charge. Do whatever you want. Destroy me. >> Did you see then the rise in business? Did you see that the more money? Is that what you then think? Cuz you've now set the >> you've now set the standard cuz back in the day used to have page three, a set of tits >> and they were called [ __ ] >> Playboy, naked, [ __ ] >> sex, mustache, come in, can I fix your washing machine, '7s porn, slags. M >> but you've just totally [ __ ] took it from having a wank

to then >> 33 men thousand men you've then raised the bar but >> it's scary where it can go from where it Used to be 10 15 years ago >> scary like if you're not going to cry and fake bleeding then it's not scary as long as you're in control and you know what you're doing with your own body and that's what everyone should be doing is understanding their body their limits and that goes for anyone at any age. So the last two years then what happened after the 33 men? What were you thinking then?

Were you tired or thinking okay I need to go bigger and harder? >> Well I was like I love it. I'd never done it before never really taken virginities and I really had found my passion. Um really found my calling in life. >> So I that was obviously Australia and that was a very Australia target audience. So I was like okay well I want to hit the US. So US have spring break and it's the same set out as schoolies. So I went to spring break in March and did the exact same thing but [

__ ] 122 College boys. >> How long? >> Two weeks. >> Yeah. Still amate your numbers. [ __ ] sake. What happened to Ben 12? But then So that is that getting you more publicity? >> Yeah. So by then I was on I'd already done TV interviews. I was on every headline. My social media was continuing to increase and I was really starting to make a name for myself and I I loved it. Like I genuinely had so much fun. I enjoyed doing my other collaborations with other guys and porn stars and it's nice having

that sex, but I loved the not knowing what was going to happen. When these guys walk through the room, they're not experience and I just love teaching them about their body, what they enjoyed, seeing if they want to finger up the ass and the ducks like dick sucking at the same time. So, like I love experimenting on them as well. Like I want them to walk away knowing exactly what they enjoy cuz most guys and even now they're they're scared to ask. they feel uncomfortable. Whereas, say I gave you a rim job and a finger

up the bum and you loved it, you'd feel a lot more confident saying to the next woman, "Hey, this is what I like. This is what turns me on." And I want to offer that to people. >> They're still [ __ ] mad though. What about when you're doing it? Do they feel Is it like a sense of power for you? Is it like a power trip? A sense of control? Like what's the feeling you're getting? >> I mean, I just honestly enjoy it. Like I'm turned on. I'm excited by it. But you've got all

these kids and men like at the grasp of your hands. Like there must be some sort of power trip with that. >> I still get nervous. Don't wrong. I'm letting men, multiple men, just come Into my room and by myself a lot of the time. And I'm like, come [ __ ] me. Do whatever you want to me. So, I still get nervous. Um, but that's fine. I'll even say to him, "Hey, I'm a bit nervous for this one." Or, "God, there's a lot of you in this room today. Like, what turned you on? What

gets you what gets you going?" But no, it's not like power trip. It's not like, "Oh, I'm older." And yes, I am older, but they're usually bigger than me anyway. >> Do you ever feel unsafe? >> Not really. No. Uh there's one time. So I did that March was spring break and then in September we have freshes. I did freshes and there was one time where I did a gang bang of 23 guys and I could see them looking through my stuff. You know, I'm very busy. My mouth's busy busy. My hands are busy. My

holes are busy. And I'm suddenly like I've let 23 people into my flat where my stuff is and I can start seeing other guys sort Of looking around picking stuff up. I was like I think they're going to start taking stuff out of this flat and leaving. And you know I was very occupied. Um I didn't feel unsafe in terms of anything was going to happen to me but I felt unsafe in terms of I knew things were going to get stolen. >> What happened after that? Where did you go after the freshers? >> Um

after freshers that was September. I had planned to go back to Australia. So I'd come back to the UK to do freshes. Had planned to go back to Australia to do schoolies again in November. On my way back to Australia, they went on TV and said I was a predator and I had my visa taken off me >> for Australia. >> Yeah, >> Australia is a very small population. I don't people know there's only like 25 million people in Australia. >> It's very small, but in terms of the Lifestyle, it's beautiful. >> Could you feel

as if you could do what you wanted and kind of hibernate there and still have a good life? unlike the UK is different. >> It wasn't that I just loved I'm very outdoorsy so I feel like I'm better suited to a hot country. >> Um but yeah, it was frustrating because a petition got started. It got tens of thousands of signatures saying, you know, Bonnie Blue sleeps with underage Kids. They're not consenting. They're not aware these videos are going to get posted. And that is completely false. It's [ __ ] So I dismissed it completely

and thought, well, of course that's not I'm not going to get my visa taken off me because that's not true. However, they are allowed to discriminate against people and they are allowed to ban you even if you haven't broken the rules. So, I got my visa taken off me. >> So, what was the reason? >> I didn't get a reason. >> It was, you know, you're banned and you can no longer come to the country for the next four years. >> So, what did you do after that? What was the plan? See when you get

that sort of negative attention, see when you get your visa revoked cuz that >> better for business again cuz say there's no such thing as bad publicity but that is still ne a lot of negative Press. >> That's when I became the most searched woman in the world for that month and I was like wow that's crazy cuz in my eyes especially because it's all happened so quickly. I didn't realize how big I was getting. So when we looked at the stats and I was the most searched woman in the world I was like that's

crazy. I'm just this girl from Derby that's become a [ __ ] how am I now so highly searched? At the time, I wouldn't have necessarily Said it was bad publicity still. It was more of a wakeup call to me to say how much sex workers are still discriminated against, especially myself. Um, so instead of going to Australia, I then went to Fiji because half of the schoolies go to Fiji. One half goes to a Australia, the other half goes to Fiji. So, I continued making Tik Toks saying, "Hey parents, you think you've stopped me,

but I'm still going to drain your son next week. I'm still going to be Attending school years." And so many people was like confused and frustrated. They're like, "Is she stupid? Like, she's banned." I went to Fiji. Um, and I got banned. I got escorted out of the country >> from Fiji. >> Yeah. >> Fiji is supposed to be beautiful as well. >> I don't know. It was quite smelly to be honest. >> You're just saying that cuz you got your ass kicked out? >> No, I said that straight away. Like the the separate island's

nice mainland [ __ ] >> New Zealand as well supposed to be stunning. >> Oh, New Zealand's beautiful. I've never been but seen on TikTok. >> So, you started getting banned most women on the planet. What's that feeling like? Do you feel as if you're Accomplishing something? Do you feel as if >> um it's just frustrating cuz I got banned from Fiji and when I asked for the reason they didn't even want to speak. They just handed me my papers to say I was permanently banned. I was like, this is just pathetic. I'm doing nothing

wrong. I'm sleeping with consenting adults. There's much worse things like rape, murders, and all the other [ __ ] that goes off in these dodgy Countries. And I'm being highlighted for consensual sex. >> Say you had your kids and your husband and you had that life and you seen a girl kind of going through that school and >> sleeping with young boys. Do you think your mindset would be different towards what you're doing? >> I'd have been jealous for sure. I'd have been like I'd like she's doing what she wants. She's living a life that

she's Creating for herself. She's not taking guidance from anyone. She clearly doesn't care what other people think. So genuinely I would have been like hats off because and that's the same that >> you genuinely think that though >> 100% because >> it's that easier to think that way because the life you could have had. >> No, it's truthful. If I wanted kids, I could have gone through IVF and I could have stayed with my husband. Everything I'd done has been my decision and that's how it will always be. >> So what happened after I feed

you? >> I went back to the UK and I So this was like November, December at this point. I did a gang bang of like 75 people in December and I've never been more turned on. I was like, I love this. I've had so much fun. I want to do it and I want to do it much bigger. So then I did the thousand in January. >> And how was it 75? How long did that Last? >> That one we did about 4 hours. So there wasn't a time limit. It was just uh it was

mainly just be a biki. It was mainly just me sucking dick. And I was like I want him inside of me. if I've got a whole space like available, like why am I not being bent over? I can suck, wank, and [ __ ] at the same time. >> So that ended up getting changed into a gang bang. And I loved it. Like I'd never been covered in so much calm, Fluid, spit, slapped as much as I had in those hours. And I was like, I want to do it again. And I'd already sort of

started mentioning that I wanted to do the world record back in March 2024. But I knew the logistics of it was going to be difficult. I knew it was going to be hard. that you need a big name to have a thousand people turn up for you. So, it was always in the back of my mind. It was more of a I need to make sure I do this at the right time so it's Successful. >> Who picks? How do you get the 75? Do you just put a call out your only fans? How does

it work? >> That one was through like a website. So, that one was I'd mentioned I think on like Twitter to say, "Hey, this is where I'm going to be. Sign up." And I learned a lot from that in terms of the organization, the consent forms, how it works, how people turn up, and the different angles. And the room I did That gang bang in was the one I then did the thousand in. So I learned a lot in terms of logistics and how I'd want it to work so that the thousand could go smoothly

>> because the porn industry is probably the cleanest place you can actually have sex. A lot of people don't really know. Like I'm friends with many porn stars, female and male, because they've been on the podcast. They [ __ ] up just the same as me. But you'll tend to see in Fact every one of them was either bullied or abused or younger. So it's it's mad to hear your story having a good kind of upbringing boyfriend married trying for kids to then going >> the total opposite. >> I think cuz people can't understand why

I do it. I say I love it. It turns me on gets me wet. I have multiple orgasms a day. But they're like something must be wrong with you. You're [ __ ] in the air. You must have trauma. And people Like to make stories up because they can't face the fact I'm an independent woman. I earn good money and I live a beautiful life. They're so jealous and bitter that they make up rape stories. The amount of Tik Toks I've seen where they're like, "Oh, Bonnie Blue got raped when she was younger. Oh, her

granddad assaulted her. Oh, her dad did this." I'm like, "You're just making that up." Like, you're the sick one looking at they upload photos of me from when I was 10, 11 years old. And they make up rape stories. I'm like, genuinely, you're the [ __ ] up one, not me. >> Do these guys ever get tested? Cuz in the pond industry, you're tested all the time. But the guys you're sleeping with to ever get test in case the condom bus because the difficult thing about it and what I find it very creepy is if

a lot of these men are unknown. You don't know if they're kind of pedophiles, rapists, you know. >> I mean I think like I've always said I do a lot for society and if they are rapists obviously that's disgusting and terrible. But I'm offering my body. I prefer them to come to me that day and do something to a girl that's not consented to it. Regardless to if they're a rapist or not that day they [ __ ] me. They're not a rapist. I've consented to it. So, I'd prefer to open up my body to

save someone else. >> You ever made any funny noises or Anything? Has anybody ever come in you thought he's a creepy bastard? >> Not really. No. Like, I mean, I always forget sometimes he was hanging out the back of me. Um, but no, like I've never thought you're weird. Like these different smells or different dicks or obviously different sizes, different body shapes, but I'm never like you're creepy, you're weird. Like honestly, every time I'm amazed at how nice the people are. Like if I was to walk down The street now, I'd pass more unpleasant people

to spend time with, like weirdos, disgusting people, people that are rude and disrespectful. The thousand people that are in my queue, so nice, so sweet, so respectful. I'd want him to be more disrespectful to be honest. I have to remind him all the time like, "Make a mess of me, like spit on me, slap me." See, when you say you get turned on, like see when you were getting having sex with your partner, Your husband back in the day. Is it a totally different turn on or is it a turn on of making more money,

creating the content, getting the attention? What sort of feeling is it? >> Like when I used to have sex with my partner, it was more I guess quite basic sex, normal sex is what people would class. Um, and I turned on by about turned on by it. Like I still get turned on at the thought of [ __ ] certain people in a a certain way and just like A one-on-one experience. Um, but like it doesn't mean I only get turned on by gang bangs. >> Yeah. But do you get turned on of the like

I say the the power and the the attention it's getting and you know it's going to make more money. Is that does that come into play or is it just like >> No. Like I'd happily let you [ __ ] me like a drill cell battery and I'd be turned on by it. >> But how when you've got so many Different people, how can you get turned on where like what's what are they like? Are they excited? Are they moving fast? Do they come straight away? Like what's >> Oh, it really depends. Some of them

are so nervous >> even with a condom on. >> Yeah. Like they're obviously nervous. They're sometimes intimidated by there's so many men around them. Um some people come really quickly. Some people can't come. Some people can't get hard. Some People need to, you know, stand back and watch other people [ __ ] me whilst they get ready. Everyone's different and each one of them scenarios is completely normal. Like no one should be judged. If you can't last longer than 10 seconds, like that's also okay. Like I hate the fact >> you more 5 seconds. >>

5 seconds one in. That's good though. Yeah. What about the kid whose mom showed up? >> Oh, Joseph. Yeah. Bless. I mean, obviously I didn't invite her, but I'm always happy for parents to come up. Like I love family reunions. Usually I thought of like sons inside of me and so was their dad, but that one was a little bit different. The mom turned up. Um. >> Yeah. >> Was that real? >> Yeah. Honestly, I wish I thought of that. Um, because it was very fun, very entertaining, but no, he brought his mom Along. I

took his virginity. I don't think, well, I know his mom didn't understand what was going off. She wasn't aware that it was a big sex event. She definitely didn't know I was about to [ __ ] a thousand people. Um, but he queued up and then afterwards his mom made sure he got his coat and off he went. >> Who had the world record before you? >> A woman called Lisa Sparks. >> American. Um, I don't know. But bit Weird looking though. >> And what was her record? >> 919. >> Why did she not push

for the thousand? >> Well, she came forward afterwards and said she didn't even do 919. Um, >> so anybody can say it's a world record. Did you have anybody there signing it off? >> I obviously had people counting every time there was coming in how many people was there. Obviously, we had consent Forms, was aware of the numbers, but there's no official world record. There's no Guinness World Record book. As much as I wish there was, it'd be quite nice being put in the book. Um, but then again, my page would probably get stuck together

quite quickly. >> Is there anybody in the world Guinness World Record? >> Not for [ __ ] no. >> Is that not >> No. Should we start our own? >> Start it. [ __ ] it. Okay. Yeah, I'll video it. >> What? Shortest video. >> Yeah. 10 seconds. Is um see when you're How does it planned for the the most over a thousand men? How is that day planned? How what's the preparation kind of behind that? >> The preparation prior was a lot of Tik Toks, a lot of social media to say, "Hey boys, this

is where I'm going to be. Here's the address. And the rest was Just praying. I've never been so nervous. And it wasn't because I was about to be [ __ ] for 12 hours. I didn't think people was going to turn up. I always underestimate, I guess, the power I have and the reach I have because I'm always like, what if people don't turn up? What if they don't show up? Like, what if I've got more staff there than I have to enter me? Um, so I didn't really think about the fact I was about

to be [ __ ] Um, I was more Concerned about the numbers, but the preparation was just social media, getting the message out so people knew what was going to happen. And then on the day, it was making sure we had loads of consent forms, condoms, blue ski masks, water, snacks. We understood the layout that when they walked in, which room they had to go in to have their ID scanned, then where they went to fill in the consent forms, and then we had a waiting room, well, a basement that they Could start waiting in

before starting their queue. So, it was a lot of planning and organization. >> How much do you have to spend on a day like that for ski mask? Ski masks, aren't cheap, aren't you? >> They sold out the other day. God, they're they're running low on blue ski mass. Um, I don't know. I guess the day in general like 100,000. >> You have to spend 100k. >> Well, by the time you've done security, Staff, the venue, the everyone that's there, the the things you need in terms of condoms, lubes, key masks, it all adds up.

>> How much live do you use? To be fair, not a lot. I tried using lube probably about 8 hours in, but I didn't really like it because then I like to suck them off and I don't want to be tasting lube. I want to taste their [ __ ] So, I didn't really use lube. >> So, what was the plan? How many seconds does each person get? >> Each guy got between 30 to 40 seconds. >> Did everybody finish? >> No. So, they only had 30 to 40 seconds down there, but they could use

my hands, my mouth, they could stand and watch. So, they were still involved. It wasn't just like one person at a time. There was a duration of certain amount of hours. We just did one person one after the other so that my arms and mouth Could have a quick break. But I wanted to make sure they still got longer than 40 seconds. I didn't want to just say, "Hey, I know you've just queued for 10 hours. Here's 40 seconds now. [ __ ] off." Like because I'm also so grateful that they're there in the first

place. I'm so grateful they spent time waiting and come out their day to meet me. So I wanted to offer them more time. I mean, I wish I could offer them unlimited time that >> there's no way though you could enjoy that for eight hours. It's like me growing a running machine. I'll run for 30 minutes. >> I'll let you be number 1,58 and you can feel how wet my [ __ ] is. >> But it's hard if I'm on a running machine. >> Yeah. >> I'll say I'll try and run for an extra 5

minutes. Like you must obviously you're being [ __ ] no pun intended, but you Must have been [ __ ] >> Yeah. >> Tired, drained. >> Honestly, I thought I was I had caffeine tablets ready, energy drinks ready, and I was okay. And I think it's cuz I had so much adrenaline. Like I was so excited for the day and then I was getting more and more turned on every time there was new people coming in and I was getting to meet people that have been waiting and each experience was so Different. So it never

felt repet repetitive to me. Every guy felt different and it was a new experience. So I genuinely didn't get tired. Like even that night I got home maybe like 3:00 4:00 a.m. and I couldn't sleep. I was so excited and proud of myself that I just wanted to sit and watch the content. I wanted to look what been posted online and speak to people on, you know, how the experience was. >> I don't mean any disrespect, but do you Ever get like psychiatric reports to check the mindset and how you see the world and what

you enjoy? Listen, I used to sit in house parties. It's not [ __ ] cocaine for days on end and gamble all my [ __ ] done bad stuff to get it. So, I was [ __ ] up. And if I was to go and see somebody to say, "Listen, you're definitely on the spectrum. You cunt." Do you know what I'm saying? But did you ever get any sort of reports on yourself? Like is it Like a sex addiction? Like what is it that's >> I wouldn't say I've got a sex addiction. Like right now

I'm not asking you to bend me over the table. Like you know what I mean? >> Camera text messages m >> I prefer draw a cell battery and it's 20 seconds. But >> no like I I don't need therapy. No, I'm not saying You do, but sometimes we can question a life and think >> because I think I'm doing all right, but I also know I'm [ __ ] up in the head. >> See, I just think I'm a genius. >> Possibly. >> Um, >> you've m you've mastered the art of manipulating. Listen, because we've

get the full of testosterone. It's a sex hormone. >> Every man looks at a woman who thinks >> what they think. You've mastered how to manipulate that to then create a very successful business like that. It's you've got to applaud that no matter what way you look at you. No matter what way you look at it, you've mastered the art of attention and creating more attention and creating more money. Even your only fans get took took away, but no doubt you'll even take things even bigger. Yeah, [ __ ] But what so after that then

what's the the feeling Mentally? I'm trying to understand how you feel. You said you were buzzing, but is that more >> I thought I was going to be like pushing frozen peas up there. I thought I was going to be swollen and I didn't know how I was going to feel. I thought I was going to be in pain to be honest. But I didn't. And I went into that day knowing any point I want to stop, I will. Any point I feel mentally I can't handle this, I will. And I think because I am

So switched on, people think I must be detached and everything else, but I'm not. I'm so alert and I know what I'm doing and I know what my actions could lead to. Um, so yeah, when I went to bed that night, I woke up and I was thinking, am I going to be in pain? I straight away went to the toilets and fingered myself. So I was like, I need to feel, am I sore? Am I okay? Am I bleeding? And I was fine. I just felt like I'd had some rough sex the night Before.

>> Were you bleeding or anything? >> No, completely fine. Um, I was tired and my legs achd as if I' done a workout. That's just cuz I' been held open for so many hours. I had some bruises along my body, but that just turned me on because they're bruises from when my body was being dragged along the foottools. So, there was no damage at all. >> Are you in a bed? It was like, imagine poofs, like foot storm poofs type of Things. >> They're bean bags. >> No. Um, do you want me to show you

quickly? I'll show you a little clip. >> Yeah. So, I can put it up when you talk about it. Yeah. So, why that? Why use the black leather? >> Um, it was already there. >> Was that easy to clean? >> I mean, yeah, I did cleaned it off a lot. >> And every one of them's got blue masks On. >> Some of them didn't, but >> So, why the black then? Does that not stick to the back? The leather? Well, I love to see the come. So, imagine come on a white, you're not going to

see it as much. Come on a black leather like sofa foot store like they show me where I need to clean. >> So, what happened? Oh, sorry. >> So, what happens? Everybody puts their head down. Do you feel as if when like People get embarrassed like men see when you talk about it like men are all perverts when each other's men like men when talking it's oh this [ __ ] [ __ ] her and done this. It's like in between us when he's saying I've done this and done that. But when you actually have

the conversation that men get, do you see them get kind of shy with it? >> Yeah, 100%. Like you go from, oh yeah, I'm going to [ __ ] destroy it. I'm going to do this. Oh lad, you watch me. I'm going to I'm going to give a one >> and then they come to it and they're like, oh, they're a bit shy. They kind of get hard and they're nervous. And that's completely normal. Like loads of lads talk. And then when it comes to performing, it's very different. And I never judge anyone. I'm the

least judgmental person you'll probably come across. One, because I don't give a [ __ ] Like I'm really not bothered. But also, I give people such an open space. I don't care if you're fat, you're skinny, you've got a small dick, big dick, whatever. I just want people to feel comfortable and confident. And I think that's why so many people feel okay to come to me cuz I could see some guys like, you know, that especially ones that had a smaller dig feeling insecure to start with or they'd be sort of trying to face away

or they sort of wouldn't want me to look at them. They'd want me just to bend over and they they To put it in. But then when they could say, you know what, I didn't react. I didn't care. I had a smaller dick. It didn't make me treat them any different to the ones that had big dicks. Um, >> but it's a good selling point if you if you accept everybody because everybody will want to come to you then. So, it's >> But I do though in general. >> No, I get that. But it's still

a good selling point for people all shapes and sizes, all colors, >> one minute to an hour, they'll feel as if, okay, she accepts me, she likes me for who I am. >> I just want, as cringey as it sounds, just people to be happy. Like I don't care what people get up to as long as it's above board. Like I just hate it when people complain about the life and do [ __ ] all about it. Especially women. They'll sit on the sofa, winge, moan. And then if you they have looked at themselves and

I've said, "Hey, what Have you done to change your life? What have you done to stop that moaning because you're doing it on repeat?" Nothing. They want everyone else to change it. And I just want people to be to be happy. And if that means coming to [ __ ] me and use me as your [ __ ] please do. >> What was the media? What was that media attention like from that? Because that was massive. >> Yeah. Um I mean there's a lot of bad Press for sure. Um >> but do you ever have

good press? >> Not really. Not when you're a sex worker. But >> you know, is that what you call yourself a sex worker? >> [ __ ] slag, prostitute, [ __ ] >> I wouldn't go that far cuz like I say, I've got people in industry and I love them to bits, you know. >> I'm not I'm not offended by them words. >> My friend who's a bare knuckle fighter. >> Yeah. >> Gay ponster. I always question you must be [ __ ] gay if you're sucking dick. You can't. But it's just the money that

he's getting. He says, but I still can't. I still don't get it. I would never say that to his face cuz I [ __ ] >> You'll get like a wet wet puddle sign if he keeps calling me a [ __ ] >> Such a great guy. And um I couldn't understand it. Like I've had him on and I couldn't understand it. He obviously Gets slaughtered in the comments, but >> love me back man. Good guy and that he's got kids and just is what he's just kind of bought into that industry. So like I

say, I'm not here to put anybody down or call you slaughter hose cuz it's >> I'm not bothered by it. Like people [ __ ] have free songs and gang bangs and not getting paid and not making. >> You can only get offended by something that if you give it power to. If you call me something and I've let it offend Me, that's really on me. Like I'm letting you say something and I'm being offended by it. Whereas I can completely take that away from you. If you call me a [ __ ] and I

don't care about it, I can't be offended. Like I >> And what about the media attention then? All negative. But did was business good? >> Business amazing. I'm all felt sorry because all the papers were like disgust. These men are disgusting. Even like celebrities and people speaking on Behalf of these guys saying they're vile, they're they're weird and they're desperate. And I'm like, have you ever spoken to any of them? Have you ever spent 5 minutes out of your day to go and ask them a question? Turn up to my queue. You ask them. You

meet them and they don't because they're just [ __ ] lazy and they like to talk [ __ ] And I get it. It gets some views. It makes them relevant again because prior to that they're nobodies. Who's speaking About you? >> Just about everybody. >> What What celebrities? >> Um to I don't really remember their names, but like there's been comedians. There's been >> loads of people. >> You said Russell Brand. >> Oh, yeah. Russell Brand. >> Was he fire? He was a sex addict as well. >> Yeah, an addict. >> I think it's

just I've been an addict. >> Is he talking [ __ ] as a positive? >> Oh, of course. Yeah, he wants me to find God. Um but I couldn't give a [ __ ] I mean, I've been looking for a long time. I was trying to find God. So yeah, like everyone just talks, but they never spend time to actually listen to what I say. I'm saying, "Hey, look, I meet these people. I spend hours and hours and hours a day speaking to them. They're not weird. They're not Disgusting. A lot of them are lonely.

A lot of them, their wives aren't pleasuring them. So they're not weird. And I I just hate the fact that my subscribers or the people that have [ __ ] me read these comments online cuz I don't care. I know what they're like, but I hate them being tried to made feel ashamed or they're they're disgusting for [ __ ] me. And it's it's not the case. And people like to try and turn the day into a downer. Anyone that was Actually there and knows it was a good day. Everyone was happy and enjoying themselves.

>> But then there's so much darkness around it because people talk [ __ ] >> Yeah, I get that though because it's the media and it's normalizing madness. But like I said, be who you want to be. Like the feminists should be supporting you. have created this kind of women want to do what they want, but nobody's going to win 100 years ago and they're still Winging now, so they might as well give up. >> Typical women. >> Exactly. >> Typical [ __ ] women. Do you drink or anything? >> Sometimes I'll have the occasional

Hrix and cucumber. I wish I drank more, but I don't really like the taste of alcohol. You'll usually see me with a Pepsi Max to be honest. Um, but no, I don't don't drink. I've done a weed edible a few Times. Um, and that's as far as it's gone. Like I don't do drugs. Don't drink. Um, as a whole, I'm quite wholesome. >> But you seem very confident. You seem to have your head screwed on. But >> yeah, >> when are you at your lowest? You must have moments as well. >> Not now. Not really.

Um, >> does the money help? >> Obviously money helps. People that say Money don't bring happiness or the broke ones. But I used to get down when I looked at my life and I was like, I've got everything. So why am I unhappy? I've got a husband. I've got a house. I've got a good job. I'm in a dream location. like why am I not waking up each day so excited? Why am I not looking forward to the future? That was when I was at my lowest when people thought I was at my happiest. Um

but now I'm I'm genuinely never Really unhappy. And people think I'm lying or my you know people say my eyes show that I'm a demon and everything else they like to make up. But I really am happy cuz I'm in control. It's the first time in my life which I'm so much in control. If I don't want to do something, I don't do it. If I want to go to the beach or I want to [ __ ] off on holiday, I can. No one tells me what to do. I mean, in the bedroom, you

can tell me what to do. God, I'll listen. I'll be Turned on by it. But aside from that, I do exactly what I want to do when I want to. And I live the most beautiful life I could have imagined. >> Have you had any relationships over the last couple of years? >> Not the last couple of years. No. >> Do you find it harder to now get a relationship because of the length that you've went? >> Um, I think it's definitely going to be harder. I don't think it'll be Impossible. You would you definitely

put a limit on it though. Do you think you've got to kind of meet somebody who's in that industry to accept it? >> Maybe. >> Be honest. >> Uh, >> maybe, possibly. I don't know. >> Yeah, you've definitely put your numbers down a bit. But then again, the world's Getting free care, man. This might be the norm in 5 10 years time. You might be going to nightclubs and thinking it's not a good night unless I [ __ ] 100 men. might end up with a husband that's on cleanup duty. >> Exactly. What is the

clean up like for that sort of thing? For that a thousand [ __ ] condoms lying everywhere. Like who cleans that up? >> Um we actually sent like murder people, not murder people, like the um >> crime scene >> crime scene people to go and clean it up cuz obviously there's so much DNA left over. We wanted to make sure we did a proper clean up. Um there was thousands of condoms because each guy probably wore two condoms because they're getting sometimes they get the condom ready and then they're still queuing up for a bit

longer than what they thought. So then they they've gone soft and it's come off like the floor became an ice ring. Like You see some guys running in and slipping over because it became so slippy from spit fluids come condoms and condoms are quite slippery anyway. Um so yeah the whole thing became very very slippery. >> Do you ever get worried at the bust? Um, >> yeah, but if anything, it turns me on. So, I love the idea of scooping out loads of [ __ ] >> What turns you on the most? >> Mike's laughing

here. He must know some Dirty [ __ ] >> Um, just being used by the public, not knowing who's going to be there, not knowing. >> He knows you're full of [ __ ] We tell the truth. >> Not knowing who's going to [ __ ] me. Like generally when you get [ __ ] by the public, M you're actually [ __ ] >> when you're getting [ __ ] by the public like you never know who's going to turn up and I will turn around and like the Guys have switched and I don't even

know. And with some people that's revolted and they're like that is the lowest of the low not knowing who's inside of you. But I really like that. >> So what was the plan after the thousand? Where does it go from there? Where can you take things? you going for 2,000, 5,000? Like, where does it seriously go? >> Um, I mean, 2,000 sounds kind of hot, but um to be honest, like I've got a few Plans for this month. Wait, can I mention a few things about this month about the factations? Okay. >> Like, I've had

a fantasy for a long time of being in a bath full of com and I also understand like a lot of my events get held in London and not everyone can make it to London. So, I want to put a message out there to say, "Send me your cum." Like, mail me your come. >> Where did I mail it to? >> Um, well, I have like a PO box. >> That's a lot of [ __ ] come. >> I know. >> Does that like >> I'd probably stop droughts with the amount of come I'm going

to get. >> How much does it take to fill a bath? Is it >> a lot and a lot of liters? >> I mean, it depends what size the bath is as well. >> How big is the bath? >> A normal size bath. you'd fit in quite cozy. >> So, how does that work then if you're wanting a bath full of come? >> So, I want people to send me their com and I'll also sort of share my location so that people can come and donate their com in person as well. >> Have a wank

around the bath. >> Yeah. And the bath gets filled with com and I get to spend my day in it. >> So, how's life been now with it all? Kind of at the top of your game with that sort of industry. Who's the bigger money makers on that? There's a few Americans that make a good few quid as well. No. >> Yeah. But they also [ __ ] a lot. >> So >> it's just the name of the game though, isn't it? >> Does a lot of people want to work with you or they're scared

to work with you? >> A lot of people want to work with me and Then sort of when I say no, they'll talk [ __ ] because they're like, "If I can't get the views working with her, I'll try and get the views, you know, working against her." Um, some people love the idea of working with me and other people are like, "Fuck, you know, you've [ __ ] the industry. You've made the so many content creators no longer relevant that they don't want to work with me." Jealousy. >> Of course, loads of women are

jealous. I Think that's how I've done so well as well is people being so bitter and jealous. >> What was the thing with the the photo of the boy and you were supposed to be a man? >> Oh, me being transgender. >> Yeah. >> Just people wanting views. I mean, the photo they used was my original photo on the beach and then they obviously edited it to make me look transgender. Um, well, it made me look into a guy. And I just think like believe what you [ __ ] want. I don't care. I thought

it was quite funny. And I was amazed at how many views it managed to get. But if people want to sit and believe that then fine. >> It went viral. Do you know what part of me always want to believe it? Cuz it would have been the ultimate [ __ ] you. It would have been ultimate for every man who couldn't >> just basically saying half the world is gay. >> Yeah. I mean, you're not gay if you [ __ ] a trans, but >> you are. >> You're not. >> You [ __ ] are.

>> Um, >> Michael tell you that and it make you Like I don't care. People make so much [ __ ] up about me. Like I just found it funny. And people always go, "How do you Deal with the hate, the backlash?" I sit there and laugh at it. Like I'm really not bothered. I know. I'd never be that low and that desperate. I'd sit and make a video on someone else. I'd sit there and talk about someone else and make [ __ ] up. But if that's what gets other people off, so do it.

If I put a smile on your face that day, then I'm happy. >> How was Andrew T of you? >> Oh, I think he's brilliant. I think he's super respectful, Nice. I had a good laugh with him. Um, no, I've got no bad words to say about him. >> You ever had any death threats? >> Oh, loads a day. What do you think I went to at night? >> Yeah, I see the topic of it. But do you ever get scared that it goes a bit too far that you have become a public name and

people might see you as an object and not actually as a human being? >> Um, if it was from men, that obviously Gets some hate from men. >> If I was getting the hundreds of death threats from men, I'd be more concerned. These are from women that sit at home on benefits, too fat to get off the sofa. Of course, I'm not scared. >> Do you see yourself with her family in the future? Do you see yourself having kids? >> I don't know. Like, I think so, but I'm not so fixated on it before. Before,

I was missing happiness In my life. So, I was chasing having children. I was obsessed at the idea of having them because I felt like something was missing in my life. And I felt like I didn't have much of a purpose. I was just going through the emotions. So, I was fixated on having children. Now I'm obsessed with just life in general, making, you know, new memories and new experiences that kids aren't on the front of my mind all the time. But, you know, if I settle down in The future and they'd like to have

children, of course, I'd be open to it. >> Taking away the sex and stuff, when are you at your happiest? >> Um, and make sure like I love it coming to the end of a day of a gang bang knowing it's been successful and everyone's had a good time. I also love just being on a lio in the sea, just floating around, you know, not being glued to my phone, not being sat staring at social media. Um, so yeah, It's there's a mixture and I generally enjoy it when I get home, like connecting with people

online, spending time getting to know people because they're the people that don't judge me. Like I don't enjoy sitting on Tik Tok and Instagram reading hate comments. I enjoy going to a platform where people love speaking to me, love getting to know me. >> You feel appreciated >> 100%. Yeah. >> Like I say, it's a very weird industry. It's always Listen, you're always going to get haters from it. You know this. >> Yeah. >> It's just it's just the way it is. The world's not going to >> You're doing something wrong if you've not got

haters. >> Yeah. Listen, the world, no matter what you do in life, is always going to be good and bad. But you've went, you have went extreme with it. You can probably Admit that, but >> people have never seen or heard from that. Remember, there's some women out there. It's very hard to come by now that have only slept with one man or two men probably send them my way. >> Yeah. Probably had their take that innocence. >> But you've then raised the bar. Like I say, where can you actually go? Can you top what

you've actually done? >> Oh, yeah. For sure. >> Does it become lifethreatening after a while cuz that's >> No. As long as you understand your body. No. Like as long as I understand my limits and what I enjoy and what I don't enjoy, I'm not putting myself in danger at all. >> Do you have medics there? >> No. I mean, you call 999 and they're there in 5 minutes. Like >> knocking through a floor of com it's going to take them a little longer in It. >> It might be a bit busy, but um no,

like I if I ever feel like I would, then I I obviously could get them. But no, like I I feel safe. I don't feel like I'm doing anything dangerous. Well, I'm not doing anything dangerous. >> So, if you're bringing customers to Only Fans, why did they cancel you? >> Cuz they like to discriminate and isolate. Well, they isolated me. They wanted to make an example out of me Because the difference between me and other creators is I get more views. I get a lot of press and I'm more more spoken about compared to others.

So they try to use me as an example to put people off trying to copy. >> So is that not a good thing though for their platform for someone bringing business? >> It is. But they're also an 8 billion pound company. They can't really give a [ __ ] about the the actual creators. Like And it's always been known they're not bothered about the actual creators. like I must have had one conversation with only fans and a handful of emails over a space of two years and I was a a big creator whereas somewhere like

Fansley I'm on the phone to them most days I have a great communication path with them because they're for creators and they're pro- sex workers only fans would been happier if I brought out a cooking show or did a yoga retreat they don't Want my holes to be stretched >> how long do you see yourself in that industry like I say I'm friends with porn stars Yeah, >> they always say they'll get out. They've got a certain target, but they never really seem to get out because they've got that buzz. It's like people in the

army, but he loved the chaos. He loved the violence. He loved seeing the pain, deaths, murders. He felt more safe than than he did when he was at home. So, do you feel as if you can eventually cut off and get out to live your life freely or do you think you can? >> It's not about getting out. Like, I'm very busy at the moment. I work most days, but maybe in the future I'd slow down a little bit, but I'm always gonna have sex. I'm always going to want to have an orgasm, so why

not film it and share it with people? So, there's no end date. I'd happily do a gang bang whilst I'm pregnant. I'd happily film content With a boyfriend. So, I I'm not going to stop. I'm always going to have sex and I'm always I've always enjoyed sharing that experience with people. So, there's no end date. I'd happily be on my deathbed [ __ ] >> You wouldn't do a gang bang if you were pregnant. Surely. >> Yeah, I would. As long as it's safe, of course. I mean, yes, I'd get a doctor then to check

like, hey, yeah, you know, the baby's head's quite far up. You're All good. I' like maybe 12, no 12 in [ __ ] today. Just one inch, so you can be straight in. >> Surely not. Surely you're just saying that for the camera. >> Oh, I'd happily do it. If I'm ever lucky enough to be pregnant and I want to do a gang bang, I'll let you go first. >> The thousand men, I can accept, but the pregnancy and I'd think, you know, it's not fair on the baby. >> Well, the baby's not feeling it.

Do you Feel as if you will try and be a mother in the future? >> I honestly don't know. Like I'm not fixated on my future. And before I'd been like, "Oh my god, I'm so nervous. In fact, I don't know what my future holds." I focus a lot more now on day-to-day happiness. What makes me happy today? What's going to make me happy in 3 weeks or 6 weeks as opposed to in 5 years time? Because when you get so fixated on the years to come, you Forget about each day. You're just like, "Oh,

I'll be happy in 2 years. I'll be happy when this happens." Now I focus each day, okay, what's going to make me happy today? What's going to give me the best orgasm? What's going to make me smile? And I do that as opposed to thinking, you know what, 5 years holds because you could get run over tomorrow, but you've just been waiting and saving your life for 5 years time. And you should focus a lot more on now. >> When was the last time you cried? >> Um, when's the last time I cried? Like probably

when my granddad passed away. >> When was that? like four years ago. >> Do you not cry? No, you not let >> I'm not really that much of an emotional person. I am more of a okay, this is the issue. This is the problem. This is how I'm going to resolve it. >> And what's the thing with the box that you're in a box or some [ __ ] >> Oh, I really wanted to get tied up in a box used by the public. Um, but Only Fans wouldn't allow it. and I still wanted to

go ahead but but then because I tried to comply with Only Fans' rules, I cancelled the box. Then I got the Only Fans permanently banned. But then I didn't want to be confusing people to say, "Hey, the box is going ahead. No, it's not. Oh, no, it's back on." That The whole thing just became really messy and I wanted it to be a positive experience for everyone, especially myself. So, the glass box got cancelled. Um, but yeah, I just love the idea of being tied up and [ __ ] by randoms. How do people treat

you in the streets? >> Oh, they're so nice. Genuinely, you'll be amazed. I Well, I still don't >> shocked at you, though, because obviously, like I say, you're very confident. You come across very nice, Very respectful. Same as Andrew Tech, good friend of mine. >> Always respectful. I can only treat people the way they treat me, you know? So, >> that's what I always say. >> And it's um you're you're in this environment. People love to talk [ __ ] online, but I've never met a hater outside. Not once. And I've been doing this eight

years. I had one girl in Ibea, but so yeah, usually when people Come up to me, every time it's, "Oh my god, can I have a photo?" Like I have generally have just as many women come up to me, ask for photos as I do men. Probably more women than I do guys, actually. Um I had one girl in I bea come up to me like, "Oh, you're a minga. You're a mingle. You're a mingle. You're a slut." And I looked at her for 10 seconds and I was like, "You're more of a [ __

] than I'll ever be." Her boobs were hanging out. Her ass was hanging Out. She looked so chabby and disgusting. And I was like genuinely like you look dirty and vile. Um but each their own. But she thought I was disgusting. I was dressed very classy and sophisticated. >> Yeah. People are always weird that way. But alcohol plays a big part. Do you take security when you go to places like that? >> I've always got security with me. Um more just for obviously safety and I Want to be able to go out without thinking what

if something happens. I want to go out and be free. And every time people come up to me, I don't want to be thinking, "Fuck, what if it's hate or what if it's they're going to say something bad?" I mean, I can easily handle myself, but just having security with me means I can go out and be carefree, >> be a bit more secure. >> Yeah, for sure. I mean, to be fair, Walking around London or most places nowadays like [ __ ] happens, your phone gets taken off, you watch get take can get taken.

So, >> you're better off. I mean, if you can afford security, get security. >> Do you ever think about do you ever go down do you ever look at politics of that? Are you just so caught up in your own little lane? >> No, to be honest, I um don't really know about the politics, >> the news, nothing. >> I know the UK is [ __ ] Um I mean along with many other countries, but I don't really get involved. >> Where do you see yourself? Do you see yourself just traveling? Do you see yourself

in Dubai? Like where do you do you have any plans? >> It's a bit too hot to be honest. Maybe Spain. Um somewhere where I can just live a nice life by a beach. Um, I'll always be somewhat based in the UK Because it's brilliant for gang bangs and I enjoy spending time in the US, but honestly, I don't I don't know what my plan is and that's a good thing. I'm glad I don't know. >> I always thought America was the hot spot for this sort of stuff. >> Well, it's where I am. But

yeah, the US is good for porn and I've done some of my biggest porn shoots in with porn stars there. But you don't need when I make content with strangers. Strangers Are everywhere. They don't need to be based in a certain place to do well. >> What about any Playboy or any sort of magazines or does anybody come in with big offers to get you to do this sort of stuff? >> Yeah. Like Playboy have reached out multiple mainstream porn companies, but I'm not interested. I don't want to be controlled. I don't want to be

told, "Hey, turn up for work at 10:00 today." I want to do what I want to do. And the Biggest thing of that is giving back to the public. So, I don't care about being on the front cover of a Playboy magazine. >> Do you think you've ever been in love? Were you loved your first husband? Like, do you really know what love is? I question what love is. I still don't obviously I love my kids, but yeah, >> I question what the [ __ ] it really is, you know? Like, do you ever question

it? >> Yeah. I It got to a point with my Husband. So, I was smitten, absolutely adored him when we first got together. And I think sort of six years down the line, I sort of not fell out of love completely, but I realized I didn't have the look at him thinking, "Oh, I want to take your clothes off." Or like, you know, I didn't have that excitement around him anymore. And I thought that was normal. I thought, you know what, this just must happen. We've been together for many years now. But I do believe

I could meet someone in the future and be happy and stay that happy, you know, honeymoon period forever. >> Yeah. Listen, it's not possible for anybody. But I just think the way society is, I think it's more difficult to have a relationship, not just with what you do. You'll probably find a relationship before me. >> But I just think with society and social media and dating apps, it's too easy. Everything's replac I if I was to meet someone like, "Okay, how would that happen?" Like maybe I've already met the person I'd be with longterm because

I don't really know how else, you know, I'd go about it. What happens if somebody came in, you loved them, you wanted to start a family? Would you give everything up for them? >> Um, no. Because I wouldn't be the person for me. The person I marry is the one that accepts me for who I am. >> But man, men are protectors as well. >> Yeah, for sure. They can protect me. They can watch me. They can be my security for that day. They can warm me up. They can go first. >> Yeah, it doesn't

work. That >> maybe if I got someone to [ __ ] me like a Durac cell battery for like 10 minutes before, get me ready for the gang bangs, maybe that's how my relationships will go. >> How's your DMs been? Do you get a lot of celebrities slipping into them? >> Yeah, they're they're such horny [ __ ] >> Um but yeah, I don't ever out them. But yeah, >> don't mention names. That's not nice. But >> I've been like to see very famous people and I think oh maybe it's a business opportunity or maybe

they want to you know do something and I I turn up and it's a you know taking me to the back room think getting the [ __ ] out. I'm Like whoa what's happening here then? And they're amazed each time. I'm like I'm not [ __ ] you. like I'm not I thought you know this was going to be a business opportunity or we could do social media or you know there's something in it for the both of us but no I'm not getting on my knees and I know most girls would most girls from

a fiverr they'll be straight on the knees but I'm not like that. >> So you have a cut off point. >> I think it's not that I have a cut off point. I mean if that celebrity wanted to put blue ski mask on and hang out the back of me no problem. But if you think because of your following and your power I'm going to bend over for you. No. So, you've had celebrities DM you. You've went over there thinking it's a business meeting and they've got their dick out. >> Yeah. >> That's sexual harassment,

though. >> Not really. No. Like, >> but you're not asking for it. You can't just walk into a kitchen or a toilet and just start whipping. >> Yeah. But I can happily say, and I always have done like, hey, this isn't this isn't for me. This isn't what I thought it was going to be and I've left. Or I've said like, you know, put your dick away. Let's um >> Yeah. But imagine that happened to the the sort of average girl and somebody done that. Still sex. girl would have Bent over and then loved it

and then thought, "Oh my god, can you go?" >> Good. But do you think then can you separate real life to your job? >> Yeah. >> Because that's not It's different if you've been sending messages and says, "Yeah, a bit flirtatious." >> But if somebody's doing that without any consent, it's a bit [ __ ] off, you know? >> Well, like as long as they're not Putting their dick in my hands, if they're getting their dick out and I say, "Actually, no, I'm not into this and I leave." There's nothing wrong with that. But I

just think as long you just need to put yourself in environments or be able to hold yourself like there's not a scenario that I can't walk in and hold myself. I don't ever get peer pressured. I don't ever get uncomfortable to the point where I think okay I'm just going to have to do this. >> Can you separate that life though from your life of work? Can you are you just that person 24/7 cut off? >> So it used to be Bonnie and Tia completely separate. Now they've known enough merged. Like I'm basically the same

person. Like yes, I say click baity [ __ ] but I say that in my personal life as well, but I probably just say it in a more long-winded way. There's no difference anymore between who I am. Like when I first started it was money And I was chasing freedom. I've got that now. And now I just love I just love it and that's who I am. So there's no cut off really. I don't need to distract myself. I don't need to disassociate myself to what I do as Bonnie. It's it's the same person. >>

What's your daily routine like when you have a day off? >> Oh god, there's no daily routine. I get asked this all the time. Like I'm filming a documentary at the moment and There's like we really want to capture the average day in the life of you and I'm like you're going to be there a long time cuz there's no set routine. There's no go-to day. Um, I guess on average I just spend, you know, probably like five, six hours a day, if not more, just chatting online, getting to know my subscribers, making custom videos.

Yes, I'll do a gang bang, but it's not as often as what you think. Um, Uh, if I have, you know, time away from that, it's I've got three pets that I adore. Anything that's refreshing and away from my phone. What sort of pets? >> Got a Pomeranian and then called Marlo. A cat called Nala and another cat called Hunter. >> Yeah, dogs. Animals is where it's at because they don't judge. That's why I love them so much. It's easy to be around, you know? >> I don't know. My dog sometimes runs off from my

dildo. I'm like, "Excuse me, I need that." >> It's like mother like dog. You've taught her well. But what you like when you get into a restaurant and stuff? You normal you thinking, "Man, I could [ __ ] create business here." Like, how do you operate in the real world? Um, like no, I'm not going dragging people into the toilets. I'm going >> How's the mind? Obviously, >> all that's good looking a conversation where it's a podcast, but how you when you get into restaurants and you're around other people and because like I say, you're

very respectful, but how does your mind I'm trying to understand? >> Sometimes I'll see big grooms, I think, well, [ __ ] hell, they're good-looking. I want them to pass me around. But aside from that, like I'm just quite quiet. I think people assume I'm very outgoing, but if me and you Scout out for a meal, I'm quite reserved. I'm not outgoing as much as what you think. I'm happily just to sit there and take this the back foot things. I have to do so much talking and I have to be so confident a lot

of the time. It's not that I'm not confident, but I'll happily sit there and listen to your story. I'll happily sit there and just listen to what you've got to say. >> Do you get shy? >> Not shy, but I'm not as talkative as What people think. >> When was the last time you were on a date? >> Um, I don't know. like maybe last weekend. >> What's it like going out a day? Do you think of the agenda? Because obviously you're earning money, you're doing well. >> How do you know that nobody's there just

to f you for your door? >> You don't. >> But do you think about that? >> Yeah, 100%. If I was to date someone I didn't already know. So, say if I was to meet someone new, I wouldn't know what their agenda is. I don't know if they're doing it because they want to start in the porn industry, if they want social media views, if they're doing it for a story, if they're doing it for money. I I wouldn't know. It'd be very difficult. It would, you know, be something I'd have to learn over time

and and try and trust them. >> Are you a jealous person? >> No. >> How do you not? >> No. I I don't think it's cuz I'm just so confident in myself. But if I'm with someone, I'm with them because I trust them and I love them and I know they'd give me the same respect back. So, if I was having issues in a relationship, I'd probably start thinking, okay, maybe they're going elsewhere or maybe there's a problem. But if I'm not having issues In a relationship, I'd completely trust them. I'd be more than happy

to see them chatting to people because you can chat to girls and it not mean anything. >> Was always on a journey. I always think say if I had a boyfriend and they were stood next to me and I was chatting to guys. As long as I'm happy to do that if they're there and or if they're not there then it's fine. I never I never want to be in a relationship where things have been hidden. >> No. Because relationships are built on trust. >> Exactly. Once the trust is gone like you're [ __ ]

>> Yeah. Because if the trust is gone for something that they've been caught out a lie, everything then is questioned. >> Yeah. >> You know, and then the insecurities can kick in. So it's easier to be completely [ __ ] honest and completely open. I'd overthink it. Like if I was with Someone and they then cheated on me with someone that's brunette or skinnier or fatter or whatever, I'd be overthinking it, thinking, "Oh, they prefer them or it's their type." Or sometimes they've just cheated because they've wanted to. But I understand like women, we overthink

a lot. So yeah, it'd make you insecure if the trust was broken. >> Have you ever been cheated on? >> No. >> How do you know? >> Because I was with my ex for 10 years. I trusted him completely. Still do. And he didn't cheat. >> You faithful? No, [Laughter] >> that tickled you. That's >> funny as [ __ ] cuz I kind of thought you were going to say that. But I think as well, like I say, you're very confident and very on it, but >> there's also the sweetness there and the innocence that

people might not see. Like I say, you're very >> I think obviously even some of the things I say today, I say it cuz I know it's going to get clicked. I know it's going to get >> But as a whole, I genuinely I'm quite wholesome. I'm down to earth. I don't have an ego. I'm, you know, majority of the time sat at home watching, you know, TV, want to take the pets, pets on a nice walk. I don't chase partying lifestyle. I don't do drugs. I'm not Drinking. Um, I don't know. Is that I

think I would make a good girlfriend for someone in the future. >> What do you think of relationships now? Do you think they can be longlasting, especially with society? >> It depends. Like you need to get with someone that you know you've got things in common with. There's no point getting with someone going, "Oh, they don't have this, this, and this in common, but it will work." I'm not saying you've got to Have every single thing in common. That'd be incredibly boring. But you've got to get with someone like for me, it'd have to be

someone that's outdoorsy, someone that enjoys what I enjoy. And then that way, like, I think it could work and last long term. >> I think too many people just settle. They go for money or the job or it's convenience. They don't go for love. Whereas you should just take all that aside and go for how you feel. What do You think, Leaf is? >> Difficult question. I don't really know and I don't think we'll we'll ever know. Like for me, life's something I'm going to live once and I want to make a a good go

of it and do what I want to do. I don't want to get old and go, "Fuck, I wish I'd have done this or I should have experienced this." I want to get old and go, I've lived a good life. And I know people say, "I'm a suicide case waiting to happen or I'm going to regret the Decisions I've made." >> Is that what people say? >> Oh, all the time. They're like, "Oh, I can't wait to watch this. I was just going to commit suicide. >> People are nasty bastards. >> Let me pass her

the rope to save her buy in it." And but I know they're going to get old and go, "Fuck, I wish I made more memories. I wish I cared less about what people think about me." I live in a life now I couldn't give a [ __ ] I don't Care if you like me or dislike me. You're going to add nothing. I don't care. And I walk around thinking that all the time. I don't care what people think about me. And most people do. So for me, life is just something I want to I

want to wake up and be happy. And a lot of people think happiness isn't in their control. They're completely wrong. You're in control of your own happiness. And you can't ever blame someone else. Yes, bad things could happen to you, but It's down to you on how you deal with that. >> Yeah. Everything is in our control. Yeah. >> But different levels of trauma, upbringing, certain levels of >> Oh, 100%. >> Can change people's path. You could be totally different in a month, a year. >> We could see the world totally different. That's the way

you see the world. Some people's perfect life is Actually >> having cats in their house, sitting watching [ __ ] MTV or whatever. Other people's is the family life. And I always say this, people working a 9 to5 and I know we talk about the system. I'm very against the system, but working a 9 to5 and providing for your family. For me, you're a winner. We've got different levels of winners. We got different levels. >> But I look at that and think you [ __ ] Boring [ __ ] >> Yeah. No, I think that's

I think they've I think they've got the keys >> because they've got mind and education. >> Wanted to be an entrepreneur. I've always wanted to work for myself. I have more [ __ ] hours now if I was working. >> Yeah, but then it's never ending. >> A lot of these people that want a 9 till 5 and then get happiness from it generally have got like P-sized brains. They've got [ __ ] nothing going on. They can't think what's above like you know their mind is lunchtime's at 12:00. Have a pack my meal deal.

If not, I'll go and pick up from Tesco. Finishing work at 5:00. They check the rush hour. Oh, I'm going to be stuck in traffic for 2 hours. message the partner, "What's for tea tonight?" Do that same. They do that for 50 years and then they go, "Fuck, that was boring life." Like, it's because they don't think outside the box until it's too late and then they're About to be put in a box. Like, change your life. >> Everybody's got different levels of how they see the world. You know, >> everybody's happiness is different. Like,

I see people who don't really have much, but they work hard and they're happier than me. >> I see it. They're happier than me cuz I'm constantly thinking of the next big thing. How do I do this? How do >> That's dangerous. Like cuz you you need To appreciate you need to live in the time like >> you know like I said when people think you're thinking about long-term happiness you're thinking about 5 years 3 years >> think about tomorrow. >> Yeah I do I'm I read the book the power of now changed my life.

It's all about the present moment. >> You could literally get run over tomorrow course I know you've done it Today is think about oh me doing this is going to help this that and the future like think about today. Like obviously you've got to somewhat plan for the future but don't get fixated on it. Like people think I'm stupid whatever I don't care. One thing I fully do now is I take happiness so serious. You could have so much money. You could have the most wellrespected job. It doesn't [ __ ] matter. If you're not

happy, you're never going to feel like things are Enough. So being present is the the biggest thing and the biggest success you can ever have. >> Definitely being in the present and I question it. Am I not showing enough gratitude? But is what it is. I'm man I do all right. I don't harm anybody. I do my own [ __ ] thing. I've interviewed three billionaires. Yeah. Yeah, >> everyone are miserable. >> Every [ __ ] one. >> Cuz they would have chased it. Probably Should have stopped at a million. >> But we all chase

that. You when you going to stop when you've got a million dicks, you know, >> when I'm unhappy or when I no longer feel present. >> How many men have you slept with if you kept number? >> God knows way too difficult. Um I've run out of pen and paper, but I'd say nearly 2,000. >> Still rookie numbers. >> Yeah, >> the [ __ ] >> I'll be I'll be on 10,000 before I die. >> Give me the your future plans. Give me your plans for the future. Where where does Bonnie see herself? Where does

she see herself being? How >> big money? What? Where do is there a cut off point? Like what do you see yourself with the house, the picket fence, the dogs, the cats? >> I don't know. Like I obviously want my Pets to stay healthy, but I don't know. Shortterm lying in a bathtub full of [ __ ] Um I really want to offer more meet and greets to my fans. long term. I honestly don't I don't know. And I I don't know what holds me because even what I've achieved in the last six months, whether

or not you think it's achievement, I never thought was possible for me. I never thought I'd hit the targets I've hit. So, it's hard for Me to say what the next 6 months hold because things change monthly, weekly, daily like everything changes so quickly. Um I don't know. I just know short term bath bomb have come. I think it is an achievement because in your industry is to be the biggest and the best is to be the more recognized. You've done that. You killed that. You were the most searched person. So you have hit that.

Do you feel as if you can go any higher Though? Do you want I mean I'm already >> not decline but where where you could go and it comes pressure with it cuz you're saying about living in now. >> Yeah. The biggest thing is getting big and staying big. >> You would have seen many people that get big and then they're like [ __ ] then they flop it. I've stayed relevant ever since my name got out there. I've stayed relevant. I've stayed above the trends. I create the trends. And that's just Something I'm always

going to do. And it's not because I'm chasing it. It's just the things I enjoy and the things that turn me on naturally set trends. Naturally, people copy. So for me, it's just continuing to do what I enjoy. Like when I think of these ideas like a glass box or bathtub of come, I'm not sat sat there thinking who can I copy. I'm sat there thinking, okay, well, what turns me on? And then naturally me creating them keeps me relevant, keeps me the Biggest person. >> That comes pressure as well though. >> Definitely pressure. Um

I mean being at the top lost me my only funds. Um but there's also there's a lot of pressure but also no pressure. >> How was that feeling losing that income? >> Um frustrating for sure. Um pissed off and more so because I was made out to be the bad one. I was made out to say I' broken rules and that wasn't the case. I've been given warnings for something I Didn't do and I gave him evidence of that, but they still gave it me as a warning. So, yeah, frustrated and pissed off that an

8 billion pound company could be so stupid. >> So, they gave you warnings though. >> A warning for a dogging tour that I didn't do. Another creator claimed to do. >> What's that? >> A dogging tour is where like you travel Around and you get [ __ ] in a car park basically. >> Oh, dogging. >> Dogging tour. Yeah. So, >> that's [ __ ] cool. No, >> that's nothing. But I that's against only fans T's and C's. >> What do you mean? So they've got rules and regulations. >> Oh, yeah. Yeah, for sure. Um

>> I thought it was a free-for-all. I thought that >> No, like we couldn't have uploaded the video of me fisting you. Like that's not allowed on there. >> Just keep that back then. We can sell that one day. >> But yeah, so this other girl posted on all of her socials and promoted that she was going on a dogging tour and I received the formal warning for it and I contacted only fans to say, "Hey, you've got me mixed up." which is also concerning because why have a company That deals with such sensitivity, you

know, content is mixing such big things up. Um, but they still gave me the warning and that's when I knew I was being discriminated against where they just didn't want me on the platform anymore. No matter what I did, no matter how many how many rules I actually stuck by, I was always going to get banned. I just wish I had stuck to what I believed and what I wanted to do and switch a lot sooner. But it has gave the platform has Gave you a freedom as well. And it looks as if you were

set up. They were going to get you out no matter what. >> Yeah. >> You know, so [ __ ] them then. But like you say, it's gave you a freedom anyway. It's gave you where it's going to take you. But for anybody Oh, no. This the questions that people always get asked, but if you had kids, would they want them to do what you do or would you want to try and give them a different Opportunity? Would you want them to give that family life and kids? Like how would you >> It's hard to

say. I can hardly speak for myself to what's going to bring me happiness in 5 years. Let alone if I was to have children and what they'd want to do. If they wanted to do this, I'd explain, hey, look, you're going to get hate. You're going to get backlash. You're going to get death threats. You're going to have people calling you Out and saying you're disgusting, ugly, whatever. And if they understood that and still wanted to do it, of course, I'd support him. I'd be pushing the beds together and let letting them [ __ ]

a thousand girls or guys. Like, I I genuinely would just be a supportive mom. Um, as long as they're happy. And that goes for and it should go for any parents. But I'm I'm not going to be controllive. I mean I'll have enough money if they just want to invest or if They just want to travel the world or if they want to do charity work or whatever the [ __ ] they want to do. >> Have you got anybody you can go to for advice? People who's maybe been in the industry a bit longer.

Is there anybody you speak to about how long you should be in it and kind of last or are you just free for all doing it all yourself? >> Not really. Like there's people some people in porn stars that know just get in it and get out. Some people say, "Oh, It's ruined my life and everything." I think, "Okay, well, give back your implants. Give back the money you've you've got from these guys." So, no, I don't speak to anyone because no one can tell me what to do. It's my body. How can they say

how I feel? Most people said I was going to be, you know, mentally [ __ ] after the thousand. I wasn't. So, I can't get advice from anyone because no one's lived the same life as me. And even if they had, just Cuz someone's gone through the same path as you mean you're going to have the same outcome. Like another girl tried to do 600, she was left bleeding. She could have looked at me and g, "Oh, well, I'm going to be fine after a thousand because Bonnie did it." So, I don't get advice from

anyone aside from myself. >> How would you feel? Cuz that's what happens now because you've set the record. >> Other people might try it. What if Somebody passed away or died doing it with injuries? You would get the blame. >> Yeah. It was their fault. >> Yeah. But you still get the blame. People just look >> Did I push the dicks into their [ __ ] No. I'd happily take their dick out and put it in me. So, people just And it goes back to learn your body. Learn what you can handle. Learn what's suitable

for you. What's suitable for one person isn't suitable for the next person. So, Tough [ __ ] >> How are you with your interviews and that? Because I've seen them people try and be like I said, this is a free free platform for people just to tell their story. But people, it's like they're trying to get clicks. It's like, we don't [ __ ] agree with you. You're a little slack. This and that. But how do you handle that? >> I mean, I've never stuttered, never tripped, never [ __ ] up on any >> Oh,

100%. Most people >> they do it for views, they do it for clicks. I mean, I did an interview on This Morning by ITV and the woman embarrassed herself on live TV. She then went and spoke about the question was, "Am I a predator for sleeping with 18year-olds?" She went on to speak about one in 10 women are murdered from guys. And I'm sorry that happens, but the question, sorry, but dumb [ __ ] was am I a predator for sleeping with 18y olds? And people just use any platform they've got to talk about other

issues, which is fine, but you can't even debate me. And she was like, "Your content's vile." I asked her, "Have you watched my content?" "No." "Okay, so you're sat debating something you know nothing about it." That's really embarrassing. >> Where could you go where you think we get controversy? >> I mean, I think the bathtub of thumb is going to piss people off. >> Did you not do the father and son? >> Oh, yeah. That's hot, isn't it? >> No, not for me. No. >> But is that would How do you get that? Is that

real fathers and sons? >> They just turn up when it's random people. I I can't control the public. People are so unreliable. I'd [ __ ] the son a few days before and in the queue the following day, well, two days later, I saw there was an older guy with the same guy I'd [ __ ] I'm thinking, "Oh God, the dad's come to tell me off to say, delete the video." You know, actually, we found out what my son's doing. I don't like it. So, when it was their turn, um, I was thinking, "Oh

gosh, what are they going to say?" And he was like, "Look, my son's slept with you. I want to I want to take part. I'm basically jealous." So, I [ __ ] the father and son together. with a with a legit father and son. >> Legit father and son. >> Yeah, that's [ __ ] crazy that >> I loved it like that. I want to do three generations. I want to do a son, father, and granddad. >> How old would you go? >> Oh, as long as they can still consent and sign the paperwork as

old as they can. >> And what's the youngest? 18. >> 18. >> Is that for to be videoed because obviously UK is 16? >> Yeah. Well, 18. That's my my rules and also content. So, 18. >> But you would go older. Would you do like an old man's old folks home kind of? >> Yeah. I mean, his wife's 70s and 80s. >> Yeah. Would you >> We put his wife's ashes on the side whilst I [ __ ] him. >> Could you do something like that? >> I mean, I don't think the care home would

let me. >> Um, but I'd happily, you know, get him out on day release. Bring >> But could you do old men? Could you get a >> Yeah, I'd feel sorry for him. Like, you know, like I said, the wife's probably dead. They have not touched a woman's body in however long, and they they miss that connection. So, I'd love to. >> Do you think you could get turned on or if it was on all >> I'd be turned on the fact that I'm Turning them on? So, a lot of things pleasure me that I

know turns other people on. Like, I've been pissed on and be prior to that, I used to think, "Oh, I don't want to be pissed on." But when I knew it turned that guy on, I was then begging to be pissed on. So, if I could see that I was really turning this older guy on by him [ __ ] me, naturally I'd get turned on. >> And what's the reaction like for when people comment and stuff, is it all Negative? >> Not all of it, but yes, obviously a lot of it. Um, I clearly

have a lot of lovers to be able to get where I am. But yeah, there's millions of hate comments, but like I said, it's always from poorly educated women and it's entertaining to read. So, please continue. >> How are you feeling today? >> Yeah, good. I'm going away tomorrow. Um, and this week as a whole has just been nice. I've been really happy. I'm in a Good place in my personal life and work's going really well. So, how can I not be happy and grateful? >> Starting this podcast, babe. You're doing well to the top

of your game. >> Yeah. Just getting ready to give my rim job. >> Exactly. But listen, for coming on today, nothing but respect for you. I know what you do. Listen, it's it's your body. It's your life. I don't give a [ __ ] as long as you're not harming Anyone. >> That's what I always say. Like I I can't believe that many people get pissed off like >> but they're going to they're going to like it is it is extreme. You know that it's extreme because it's going to >> What about these people that

do marathons after marathons and it [ __ ] at the back up and their knees and they're getting sunburnt and everything else? Like that's more damaging. What About the builders that work out running a 100 mile marathon maybe for charity? You're hoting your knees because you're sucking off. >> I'm happy donate money to charity. >> But listen, it's your life. It's your body. I don't give a [ __ ] I'm all for free speech. As long as you're not harming anyone, no issues. And I've always says that I have no issues with Bonnie Blue or

whoever it is. It's the thousand men who's maybe queuing up and Want to dip into the same [ __ ] Like I do find that a little creepy as a man. Like >> I'm not that's not my sort of thing. But again, I'm not here to judge. That man might be a virgin. He might not >> Everyone's got different reasons for being that. I understand everybody's mindset. We all see the world different. Who the [ __ ] am I to judge? You know, so I don't care. But like I say, as long as you're not

harming anyone, like >> that's what I always think. I think they're disgusting, but those guys haven't hurt anyone that day. I've not hurt anyone, so who the [ __ ] cares? >> For anybody that's maybe want to start a successful business or what advice would you have for them? >> Um, just be ready to put a lot of hours in. Um, anything you do, especially that's worth doing, isn't always easy. But you you just got to work hard and enjoy the process. I think too many People that try to set up a business try and

enjoy it from day one. It's not always the case. Um, but you have got to love the process. If you love the process, the outcome's going to be a lot better. >> I think you're a multi-millionaire. You've smashed it. So, fair play. >> Thank you. >> Before we finish up though, for anybody that's maybe in a life of struggle, no matter who we are, we all struggle. We All battle. What advice would you give to them? >> Be present. You can can change like you can change your life. Just start off whether it's phoning help,

whether it's joining my queue, whether it's speaking to someone, just speak up or make a plan of what's going to make you happier. Um, but it's hard because everyone's got different reasons why they're unhappy. But I guess speaking to someone is the the start. >> Bonnie, again, thanks for coming on. I wish you nothing but the best of the future. What's all your social media handles? How can people get in contact? How can people join these [ __ ] 1 million boys club? >> Just look on your dad's history, >> your granddad's, >> your dad's,

your granddads, your moms. Just go on this the your search of history. I'll be there. >> Thanks for your time. Genuinely wish you Nothing but the best of future. Take care.