hi Kil thanks for taking my question so I have been able to achieve a certain level of uh material success in my life and what I found as a pattern is that I will often seek those who I think can help me but in doing so I've been rejected but that chip on my shoulder basically gets me to do it anyway and it's happened so many times that I'm kind I don't I don't know can you explain that again I'm not sure I understand what you what you mean sure in seeking to be successful I
seek those who look successful to me and I ask them for help and then I get rejected but you've already become successful so why would you seek others to be successful if you if you're already successful right and that leads me to my question I'm I've seen this pattern occur over and over and now I'm I was I was raised very religious and uh part of me is starting to feel like I'm developing this kind of huis that they warn you about that this may just even lead to the outright rejection of the idea of
God and so my question is it's worked so far is this just another lie that Society tells us that what what has worked so far doing it myself your question is very unclear yeah just what are you looking for what you well I was looking for help for what I'm I'm looking to expose myself to people who are successful but in the rejection I but but you're already successful I don't understand what are you looking for more are you looking for more success is that what it is yes apparently so that's that's definitely what I'm
looking for no no no no I'm not I'm not trying to be esoteric here I'm asking you a straightforward question are you looking for don't turn into some don't break a rule crap are you is that what you're looking for is more success yes okay and the level of success that you've already reached is what level the tens of millions of dollars okay so yeah I mean whatever the number I'm care about the number I'm talking about it's it what level meaning is it the level that is it the level that is just a fraction
of what you wanted or it's it's a pretty good percentage or degree I'm not talking about numbers I'm talking about it overall bird's eye view it is a pretty significant it's in the neighborhood of the success that you wanted is that is that true yes like what what you yes and so and so you're and so you're looking for more okay so the first thing you have to get away from is this is this fear of saying that I want more success okay that's all crap if you have a I don't care if you're a
heathen if you're true then you won't you won't listen to people who tell you you're a heathen those those things are such the road to hell I mean even I was asking the question I couldn't even get it out of you because you're afraid to say it and that's not honesty it's you're you're you have success and you're looking for more success okay fine great there's nothing wrong with that there's there's no there's no problem no rules been broken here there's no crime that's being committed here in fact um that's how you become a legend
is because you want more it isn't enough for you and whatever that thing may be so the the problem that you have made is not in wanting more success the problem the mistake that you made is in looking to copy others and looking for mentors and looking for others who are successful think that they'll give you some stupid advice that's going to make you successful and that's just not true what any any desire that's there for anything materialistic desire monetary desire desire for Conquering the mind or whatever it may be it doesn't matter about the
content of the desire there cannot be an ashamed for wanting something if you want it you want it now the the the effectiveness of getting that thing that an individual want that comes from truth so if whoever these people you went to if they gave you their opinion it's a waste of time and they really is no nothing else available in this world other than opinion because the number of people who are seeking truth in this world um and the number of people who are giving truth in this world are basically zero so that was
your mistake your mistake was not in Desiring more your mistake was when you said I want more um what should have been the case was whatever I want I must have the truth to get that thing what what whatever it is that was the mistake and that is the only thing and that was the essence of the talk to the that is the only thing which makes someone get what they really want is the truth the truth about that thing the truth about about the the ins and outs of it the truth about what what
what mistakes one has made in pursuing it and that's why they haven't gotten the more it's all about the truth it's all about practical hard reality raw truth thank you
