I'VE STARTED TO CARE...

welcome to the vlog so guys where else would I be beginning of the week it's round like two o'clock now one thing I do want you guys to tell me is I have a tendency cuz no flip out screen like a g7 actor Sony a7 or Sony rx100 I use mirrors a lot a lot Sophia that knows you guys didn't let me know but I quite like it anyways we only have an hour with filming itself no that takes you know some have to set up this just your own my own an hour black session

I'll leave it with the highlights in three two one y'all better not come down my studio with that face y'all better not come down my job at all realizing there's nothing that I could do with all i ever asses keeping more than ninety two women wrong hold on it's literally only like November 4th or 5th and they're already putting up like all these Christmas lights and stuff like that we're outside is frightful but the fire also living shows if you guys in and every Saturday or Sunday it's game day and I get this alright guys

so now remember what I was talking about like the whole Christmas light stuff well coincidentally one of my friends got me this elf hot which is pretty dope more girly it's pretty cold in London right now so that's useful just sitting here about to do a bit of work and then I have a meeting at 7:45 so I'll head off to that I've hearts here as well please go soo-min yeah so guys they didn't record anything for the rest of yesterday honestly I really should use my iPhone camera a bit better seven is pretty decent

for videos so trying to use that if more I just forget what I'm out really but um next day Sunday and a Sunday ritual of mine no matter what's happening in my life is an hour at the bookstore an hour at the bookstore I pick up three three or four books I just read those for an hour just get read them fill my head with just awesome ideas and then usually I'll end up buying one or two to read for the next week it's a good Sunday so today we're going for a new earth and

zero to one startup book book basically about vibrational frequency heat and presence I think it's quite an array of us intro it's not like Andre trying to turn my baby mama say she like music she from yours than my auntie yo just as I walk through my doorstep I got a text from my friend Luke asking if I want to go to lunch the place is only like five minutes away from my house so said yes hello Maura so guys a little bit happened since I last talked on the blog came home did a bit

of work they said only three weeks ago three weeks ago something like that I was just winding round I was skateboarding and it was like so many things in my head yeah it was super rainy cold outside and I was skateboarding and basically I don't know what happened I don't know the technical stuff if you do leave it below but um finally you know I'm at the skateboard when it's raining outside cuz it ruins the wheels or the I don't know I don't even know what they're called but um luckily Evert came and clutch he's

letting me borrow his for a while so I can get back to riding now alright guys so we're here in the park ooh this line he makes you look sick yeah we're we're here at the park let me China yeah we're here at the park we're gonna try and film and edit it'll be quite hard because it's super dark but um he's also gonna teach me how to all the kickflip you gotta gotta can you reveal the hair can you reveal the hair okay so he got a haircut so guys I am pretty much dead

is 2:30 in the morning just almost finished editing this video I have to add this clip and then have a bit more work that I can finally go to bed but uh what I want to leave you guys with is for the first time in my life I can say I've actually started to care what people think about me and that's been Leslie terrible if you guys look at my videos and you look back at some eclipses fully within the last 5 10 videos you'll see if there's a lot of gaps then you know gaps

where there should be footage but there isn't and that's basically because I'm meeting so many people right now and not everyone knows about my YouTube I'm thinking okay what are they gonna think if I must have a huge camera or even just live when I start vlogging and at the end of the day I get a lot of questions about you know how do you deal with the ridicule about YouTube about having an Instagram about putting yourself out there and here's what it is for me you can't live in a constant lie at the end

of the day it's gonna catch up to you if you want friends for the long run from the beginning set the boundaries set the tone look if this is something that's important to you make that known straight away and if they think it's ready they think it's funny that's ok maybe they were meant to be in your life and in that case you know if there's a certain way if there's a sort of morals or values that you try to uphold and that really matter to you make that clear from the beginning because you don't

want to be six months down the line and you Serb and you're sort of sick and tired of you know continuing to pull off this facade that you've have to keep going and and you finally come out to the person and you say this is actually what I'm like and and then you encounter a few problems there so I have really fuzzy sleepy breath now which means I'm probably gonna ramble on my point is that's cliche as it sounds be yourself make it apparent from the get-go because you can't live your life at a constant

like and you I really really hope you guys have enjoyed this video for my face you can see that as always it took me quite a while it makes so I really really hope you enjoyed it I really hope you guys can leave a like on this video let's get to 50 and then you'll get another one in two days thank you so much guys secure the outro three laughs an unwavering