I remember of what Chico Xavier once said. . .
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that only now is making sense to me Chico used to say that. . .
since we're incarnated let's stay incarnated as much as possible it's so hard to incarnate it is so hard. . so much had to take place it's not enough to be in the spiritual world .
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. and say that you want to reincarnate and redeem all your debt In the book Action and Reaction (Andre Luiz) Silas's been waiting for 20 years because he hasn't found yet the spirit who he needs to redeem his old debts with. .
. he doesn't know where she is and Andre Luiz asks Silas, Is it possible that your mentors don't know where she is? well.
. . they do, Andre but Andre our mentors can't solve our problems .
. . for us they say that.
. It is part of my learning to understand the difficulty to find my adversary everything was already planned everyone just waiting for . .
one spirit Do you know what happened? The dad was a layer very successful with a lot of wealth One mother very kind And a son that was Silas He graduated but didn't need to work decided to be single but his main fault was with wealth very attached to wealth when his mother passed away he was so worried with his inheritance that his dad got surprised and he was simply waiting his dad's passing to inherit everything however, the dad, who was 65 years old re-married with a 32 year old lady and Silas now afraid that he would have to share his inheritance with his new stepmother decided to poison her OK The mother is willing to reincarnate to help He is ready, the father is ready how about the stepmother? 20 years and he couldn't find her He couldn't find her and he was sobbing when telling Andre Luiz the story All I want is to find her.
. . to reborn .
. . and resolve the past because I need to move up Imagine that.
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. . a spirit with several decades of work done in the infernal regions .
. a noble spirit that couldn't move up because of this tie that needs resolving Because we haven't learned yet . .
. that I hurt nobody . .
I only hurt myself Every time I hurt someone. . .
I'm actually hurting myself and to heal I need to help those who I have hurt in the past help Do you see the complexity here? Therefore, being incarnated is a blessing Now, when I wake up everyday I pray for all my difficult relatives Oh God, thank you so much . .
and I start naming them It's a blessing to to have difficult relatives It's a blessing. . .