[Applause] [Music] feels like it's raining my head for 100 days are rain in my hand for 100 days stare in the mirror and look for another F and I look for another I get so tired of putting out fires and picking up lies checking my eyes some kind of light nothing's inside and it feels like it's rain in my head for a 100 days and I say I hate you when I don't push you when you get too close it's hard to laugh when I'm the joke but I can't do the so my only you
could save me from my lack of self control sometimes bad things take the place for good things go I ask for forgiveness 100 times I ask for forgiveness 100 time believe in myself when I halfway apologize beli in myself when I halfway apolog it's not I'm asking for prayers but nobody cares going nowhere like falling downstairs everyone St no one's there when I ask for forgiveness under and I say I hate you when I don't push you when you get too close it's all to love when I'm the joke but I can't do this so
my only you could save me from my lack of so sometimes bad things take the place where good things go no I'm just taking a shot maybe I'm just too eager oh maybe I lost the plot ah I used to pity some people I said to missing the spot yeah maybe the problem is ego maybe the maybe the problem is mine really I'm fine don't get you enemy don't get you curious this is the feeling like it's something serious there de ceing feeling Delirious [ __ ] all your empathy I want your Fury cuz I
would just tell you I'm better than better than spad on my medicine medicine drunk on adrenaline adrenaline and I don't know why I say I push you when you get too close it's hard to when I'm the joke but I can do this on my only you can save me from my lock of self contr control I won't make excuses for the pain not cost us go so thank you for always standing by me even sometimes bad things take the place where good things go oh