Eminem, Ed Sheeran, Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Rihanna | XL MIX

[Music] ni is that your piano so this is it this is what I wish for this isn't how I envisioned it pain to the point of imprisonment I just thought the [ __ ] it be different but something changed the minute that I got a whip of it I started to inhale it smell it started sniffing it and it became my cocaine I just couldn't quit I just wanted a little bit then it turned me to a monster so I became a hypocrite concert after concert I was raking in the D rolling in green had

the game hemmed up like a sewing machine but I was losing my freedom there was nowhere for me to not go and be seen and just go and be me and there was no between you either loved it or hated every CD critics gave it a three and three years later they go back and rer it and call the slim Shad LP the greatest you could out a piece of me and now I bleed and toally left here without you without you and it hurts for me to think about life could possibly be like without

you without you I got a letter from a fan and said he's been praying for me every day and for some reason it's been weighing on my mind heavy cuz I don't read every letter I get but something told me to go ahead and open it but why would someone pray for you when they don't know you you didn't pray for me when I was local and as a L's vocals I think of all the [ __ ] I had to go through just to get to where I'm at I've already told you at least

1 thousand times in these Rhymes I appreciate the prayer but I've already got God on my side and it's been one hell of a ride hasn't it just watching it from the opposite standpoint man boys got to look nuts and that's the only word I can think of right now on how to describe this [ __ ] it's just like a Vibe you get go ahead and pop to it just watch what you wish for you cut out a pie me and I bleed and toally left here without you without you and it hurts for

me to think about what life could possibly be like without you without you [Music] all my life I was told I was never nothing special I don't need to be reminded of it every other second especially when all my self-esteem's already shot the hell I'm falling helplessly I'm embarrassed I don't want no one else to see cuz I feel like I'm a piece of [ __ ] every time she El selfishly it think definitely doesn't help that she makes me feel like I'm down and going to heaven but makes life a living hell for me

she does that thing with a lip now she's melting me I'm partying her Palms I'm wrapped around her finger oh y you want a straight she lets me sit there and just tangle until something better comes along and still just drop me like a hot potato I look like I'm in pain but I'm okay look I'm drowning and see hoping that you reach for me I know you're there but I can't see cuz I'm so drunk of tragic endings I'm dying to breathe and all you do is strangle me such a beautiful Rel so drunk

of tragic and things in my moments of weakness I openly admit the [ __ ] I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and enormously insecure so you s the torture when she torments me it only turns the ammunition for in this war when she gets going she don't stop when I'm up she's like a downer when I found her it was love at first the counter while someh she must have took the card and with BS off the counter cracked him and placed all the shells on the ground for me walk on when I'm around her

but there just something about her it makes me not able to function without her how can I get out of it when I don't know how her I'm a t her I'm a pessimist make a Believer out of me and show me the way now will stay the [ __ ] out of my seeing you reach for me I know you're there but I can't see cuz I'm so drunk of tragic endings I'm dying to breathe and all you do is strangle me such a beautiful oh really so drunk of tragic W for me to

get it but I think I figured it out she don't want me she just don't want to see me with someone else the idea of seeing me happy destroys her in itself to see me fall into pieces brings a joy it brings a hell but it an nois you to see me get the stct to say scre I threw up on myself I'm D sick I'm addicted to it she's trying to block the door so here's how I do it since I'm the new SE a SE it's time as piece of shit's running through it

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a cheat on my sins need holy water feeling washing over me a little one I don't want to ad it to something if all it's going to cause his pain truth my R he's coming home with his neck scratch to catch black sweat jackets and dress slacks mismatch on his press Jack a sextic and she just wants to EXA renge and get back it's a chess match she's on it back like a jet pack she's kept track of all this internet chats and guess who just happens to be moving on to the next actually just

[ __ ] on my last chick and she has with my ex LAX cuz she loves danger psychopath and you don't [ __ ] with no man's girl even I know that but she's divis some plan to stab him in the back knif in hand says the relationship's hanging by a strand so she's been on the web lately says maybe she'll be my qu Stacy to Spiderman and I know she's using me to try to plan I don't care hi suzan but I should have said by suzan after the first night but tonight I am

a in a cheat on my sins the holy water heing washing on for me a little one I don't want to admit to something if it's going to cause this pain the truth in my life now falling like the rain so let the river run a night stand turn it to nightst it was C some light scam now we hght and he found out now she feels deserted and used cuz he left so what he did at first to her too how am I supposed to tell this girl to be through it's hard to find

the words I'm aloof nervous and Su I want us to hurt but what you deserve is the truth truth don't take it personal I just can't say this in person to you so i r to the stud they calling the ball diners don't have to be reserved in the booth I just feel like the person who I'm turning into irreversible I pray on you like a church at the Pew and now that I got you I don't want you so advantage in my thirst to Pursuit why do I do this dirt that I do get

on my soap box and preach my sermon and speech detergent and bleach is bur in the womb cuz now with her in the womb we can't bring her in this world should a n to use protection boy i p it to your forbidden fruit a liar being a a in a cheat oh my sins need holy water washing over me little one I don't want to with me to something if is going to cause his pain Tru in my life now I'm falling like the rain so let the River Run [Music] how can you sing

into my eyes like open [Music] doors you down into my core oh I become so num [Music] the spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there [Music] me wake me up wake me up inide wake up wake me up in call my name and save me my I can't wake up before I go my sa it from nothing not no bading this I no longer have nothing left but you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to [ __ ] step and I won't be coming back so don't hold your [ __ ]

breath you know what you've done don't need to go je I told you you be sorry if I [ __ ] left I'd laugh while you wept how's it feel now yeah 20 ain't it you neglected me did me a bab but all my spirit Reet but a special place for you in my heart I kept don't I give you enough of my time you don't think so do you jealous when I spend time with the girls why I'm married to you still man I don't know but tonight I'm serving you with papers I'm divorcing

you go marry someone else and make them famous and take away the freedom like it did to me treat them like you don't need them and ain't worthy of you treat them the same [ __ ] that you made me eat I'm moving off to get you oh now special I feel special when I was with you wake me up wake me up inside can't wake up wake me up ins call my name and save me my can't wake up before I come save it from the nothing be memories con like opening wound I'm thinking

me of part again you all a soon I'm safe you're in my room unless I try to start again I H much more than anytime before I have no options left again I don't want to be the one the battles always choose cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused wake me up wake me up in wake up wake me up in call my name and take me me up my but I can't wake up before I saing from nothing be [Music] look what you start I didn't want this I blame myself I blame

myself guess I have the guess I should have but rather be in a stor man in my Cal without you don't know I feel in morning maybe you'll be leaving me and but i' be a St and in my Cal without you without lately I really feel like I'm rolling for death like Billy feel like I'm losing controlling myself I some silly apologize if all the I sound like is UN complaining po life keeps on complicating and I'm debating on leaving this world this evening even my girls can see I'm grieving I try and hide

it but I can't why do I act like I'm all high am mighty when inside I'm dying I'm finally realizing I need help can't do it myself two week two weeks I've been having ups and downs going through Peaks and valleys Dilly dallying round with the eying the [ __ ] right here I'm hating my reflection I walk around the house trying to fighting M I can't stand what I look like here I look B but what do I care I give a [ __ ] only thing I fear is Haley I'm afraid if I

Clos [Music] my my Cal without you don't know how I feel in morning maybe you'll be leing me but I be a stolen in my calm without you without I lock myself in the bedroom bathroom napping at noon yeah Dad's in a bad mood he's always snapping at you Mar what happen at you can't stop with these pills and you falling off with your skills and your own fans are laughing at you it become a problem you're too [ __ ] to tackle get up be a man stand a real man would a had this

it handle no you just had your heart ripped out and Crush they say proof just flipped out homie Just Whipped out and bust n it ain't like duty to do that he wouldn't [ __ ] shoot at nobody he fight first but dwelling on it only makes the night worse now I'm popping bikes perks and meod pills yeah M tight first you killed it [ __ ] druck Killers hang around me like yes man and they going do whatever I say when I say it it's in the best interest to protect their investment and I

just lost my [ __ ] best so [ __ ] it I guess then I didn't want this I blame myself I blame myself guess I should have the guess I should have moved all knew but I rather be in the stolen in my Cal without you don't know how I feel in the morning maybe you'll be leaving me and but i' rather be in the stor in my Cal without you without you stay with me until D comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all we

live for stay with me until Da comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more if I could rewind time like a tape inside a boom box one day for every pill or per cassette that I ate cut down in the volume i' have heard everything but death is turning so definite they got me all hooked up to some machine I love you being they want you to know I was struggling feels like I'm underwat submerged like a submarine just heard that nurse say my liver and kidneys are functioning been

flirtations with that skirt chasing I guess it's a re dirt Chase same nurse just hurts say they're unplugging me and it's your birthday Jade I'm missing your birthday baby girl I'm sorry I [ __ ] hate when you hurt hey and sweeties thank you for waiting to open gifts for girls you can just open them dad a making it home for Christmas wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss I go to make a fist but I can't make when I'm frozen stiff I will be the only one as it grow I love

you more that is all leing for stay with me until coms I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is alling for I yell when nothing comes out I'm crying inside I shout my vo course won't perit me I scream but it's not allowed you put your arm around Mama to Karma wow I just thought up the AIS I'm never the walk is down never see you graduating your Cs and gowns it's about to be 2008 how is happening now I got so much more to do andof I'm truly

sorry if I let you down with this T me and start no more me and you you gave me shoes Nike like new for me for school Judy I'm trying but you you would have glued bind it so many things time I give anything to rewind it I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded by pictures all on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night cuz d is earning my brain if you want that table me falling across your body not able to stand to save you God why did you take

him I'm trying to keep his legacy alive but I'm dying where's Nathan little ladies be brave take care of your mother smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other St with me until comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all leaving for stay with me until coms I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all we're living [Music] for I know you're telling me you're leaving that all I want to do is hold you now and hear the sound of

your heartbe if there's a way to stop this show me how I know you're telling me you're leaving but all I want to do is hold you now and hear the sound of your heart beating if there's a way to stop this show me how nobody knows me I'm cold walk down this road all alone it's no one's fault on my own it's the path I've chosen to Go froze in the snow I show no emotion whatsoever so don't ask me why I have no love for these mother [ __ ] ho BL sucking suck

you bues what the [ __ ] is up with this I'm tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this it sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be like trying to start over I got a hole in my heart but some kind of emotional roller coaster something I won't go on So You toy with my emotions so it's over it's like an explosion every time I hold you I wasn't joking when I told you I know you're telling me you're leing but all I want to do is hold you

now and hear the sound of your heartbeating if there's a way to stop this show me how I know you're telling me you're leaving but all I want to do is hold you on now and hear the sound of your heartbeating if there's a way to stop this show me how I'll do whatever it takes when I'm with you I get the shakes my body aches when I in with you I have zero strength there's no limit on how far I would go No Boundaries no lengths why do we say that until we get that

person we think going to be that one and then once we get them it's never the same you want them when they don't want you soon as they do feelings change it's not a contest and I no Conquest for no mate I wasn't looking when I stumbled on to you must have been fake but so much is a stake what the [ __ ] does it take let's cut to the chase for the door shuts in your face promise me if I cave and then break and leave myself open that I won't be making a

mistake I know you're telling me you're leaving but all I want to do is hold you now and hear the sound of your heartbeating if there's a way to stop this show me how I know you telling me you're leaving that all I want to do is hold you now and hear the sound of your heart if there's a way to stop this show me so after a year and 6 months no longer me that you want but I love you so much it hurts never mistreated you once I pour my heart out to you

let down my car swear to God I'll blow my brains in your lap lay here and tie in your arms drop to my knees and I'm bleeding I'm trying to stop you from leaving you won't even listen so [ __ ] it I'm trying to stop you from breathing I put both hands on your throat I sit on top of you squeezing until I snap your neck like a popsicle sticking a possible reason I can think of to let you walk about this house and let you live just dream down both of my cheeks then

I let you go and just kid before I put that g in my temple I told you this I know you're telling me leave but all I want to do is hold you now and hear the sound of your heartbeating if there's a way to stop this show me how I know you're telling me you're leaving but all I want to do is hold you now and hear the sound of your heartbeating if there's a way to stop this show me how [Music] [Music] i l myself in the bedroom bathroom napping at noon yeah Dad's

in a bad mood he's always snapping at you Marshall what happened at you you can't stop with these pills and you falling off with your skills and your own fans are laughing at you it become a problem you're too [ __ ] to tackle get up be a man saying a real man would have had this should handle no you just had your heart ripped out and cross they say proof just flipped out homie Just Whipped out and bu n it ain't like duty to do that he wouldn't [ __ ] shoot at nobody he

fight first but dwelling on it only makes the night worse now I'm popping bikes perks and Method don't pills yeah M tight first you killed it [ __ ] drug dealers hang around me like yes man and they go do whatever I says when I says it it's in the best interest to protect their investment and I just lost my [ __ ] best friend so [ __ ] it I guess then my ke look my eyes it's where my Dem is H it's where my Dem hard don't too close it's dark inside it's where

my demon it's where my demon calling last of all when the lights Fade Out All the siners craw so du your grave and masade will be craing out in mess you made don't want to let you down but I am at bound oh this is all for you don't want to hide the truth no matter what we breed we still I made a greed this is my kingdom come this is my kingom come when you feel my king look into my eyes it's where my them is H it's where my them is don't to close

it's dark it's where my Dem it's where my Dem [Music] ni is that your piano I could be with anybody I choose you still there's no excuse to abuse you but no one knows what I'm going through so I use you to be toothful I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you so I refuse to might have a screw loose and a fuse blue but I think I might be building up a Toler to you cuz one minute I'm holler and screw you next I take you back guess you could say I'm trying

to unscrew you but the shit's about to pop off yeah I feel you up then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off you're so hard to resist you knock my socks off my friends say you're bad for me hogwash Never Love Again The Way I Loved You did you find someone new are you doing this for them cuz I remember when you remember when you was mine yeah W Inseparable at one time yeah you know my love for you was undy yeah used to always have my some days it

feels like you're all that I have it's why I'm trying to hold on to you for as long as I can and you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in Saran damn talk about eating out the palm of my hand but if not for my financials I wouldn't have you anyways there had been an for TR days where I'm just in a days and I can't pull myself about this rutting you're so much of a handful I can only take so much of you all at one time because too

much of you just too much to swallow sometimes got to take you in doses but when you're not at my side I shake and convulsion separation anxiety cuz we may be the closest yeah baby we hopeless don't we make an atrocious combination we know it's like playing with explosives quite dangerous though but my brains and hypnosis such a wide range of emotions migrain but why the [ __ ] am I taking these motions I frins like a drop of rain in the ocean you're my fix on the days when I'm broken but the shit's about

to go sideways I just know it I never love again [Music] The Way I Loved You did you find someone new are you doing this with them cuz I remember when you remember when you was mine yeah we weren't separable at one time yeah you know my love for you was undy yeah used to always have mine [Music] I close my eyes and I can see a world that's waiting up for me that I call my [Music] own Through The Dark Through the door through where no one's been before but it feels like [Music] home

they can say they can say it all sounds crazy they can say they can say I've lost my mind I don't care I don't care if they call me crazy we we can live in a world that we [Music] design cuz every night and I B the brightest colors fill my head a million dreams are keeping me [Music] away I think of what the world could be a vision of the one I see a Million Dreams is all it's going to take I don't know how why or when I ended up in this position I'm

in I'm starting to feel dissing again so I decided just to pick this pin up and try to make an attempt to vent but I just can't admit I the grips with the fact that I may be done with rap I need a new outlet and I know some so hard to swallow but I just can't sit back and wall when my own s but I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow one tough act to follow I'll be one tough fact the follow here today going tomorrow but you have to walk

a thousand miles I'm not looking for extra attention I just want to be just like you BL in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need no man servant trying to follow me around and Bre my laugh at every single joke I crack and half of them ain't even funny like Marshall you're so funny man you should be a comedian unfortunately I am I just hide behind the Tears of a Clown so why don't you all sit down listen to the tail I'm about to tell we

don't got to trade our shoes and you ain't got to walk no Thousand Miles every night lying bed the brightest colors fill my head a million dreams are keeping me [Music] away I think a what the world could be the vision of the one I see a Million Dreams is all it's going to take [Music] all my life I was told I was never nothing special I don't need to be reminded of it every other second especially when all my self-esteem's already shot the hell I'm falling helplessly I'm embarrassed I don't want no one else

to see cuz I feel like I'm a piece of [ __ ] every time she Els at me selfishly definitely doesn't help that she makes me feel like I'm F and going to heaven but makes life a living hell for me she does that thing with a lip now she's melting me I'm partying her Palms I'm wrapped around her finger but yo you want a strange she lets me sit there and just tangle until something better comes along and she'll just drop me like a hot potato I look like I'm in pain but I'm okay

though let me my face so wouldn't even recognize Lord who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize tell it's be so cool I could have blame me but I blame you I do in my moments of weakness I openly admit the [ __ ] I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and enormously insecurity you sit to torture when she torment me it only turns ammunition for in this war when she gets going she don't stop when I'm up she's like a downer when I found her it was love it first to count plus some

house he must have took the card and the banks off the counter cracked them and placed all the shells on the ground for me to walk on when around her but there just something about her that makes me not able to function without her how can I get out of it when I don't know how I'm a to her I'm a pessimist make a Believer out of me and so me the way now will stay the [ __ ] out of the CL my face so wouldn't even recognize who put me in this place I

wouldn't even recognize tell it's being so clu I could have blame me but I blame you I do W for me to get it but I think I figured it out she don't want me she just don't want to see me with someone else the idea seeing me happy destroys are in itself to see me fall into pieces brings a joy it brings a hell put it an noise to see me get the stength and say screw up I threw up on myself I'm dou sick I'm addicted to it she's trying to block the door

so here's how I do it since I'm the newest she a SE it's kindest piece of shit's running through her I can see the light now I'm running to it what the [ __ ] should have knew it who would think she' actually had a b to do it as soon as I hops in it she DS the car with lighter through it she's standing there with a r about to put the LI to it love me fing off my face so wouldn't even recognize who put me in this face I wouldn't even recognize tell

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