Carmy's Emotional Monologue - Scene | The Bear | FX

I'm, uh, currently opening a restaurant that's providing zero amusement or enjoyment. No, no, I'm kidding. It's, um-- it's OK.

I'm, uh-- I don't know. I'm trying to start from, uh-- a healthy place, a-- a-- a positive place. And, um, yeah, that's the goal.

Right? I think when I was a kid, anything that would give me any sort of excitement, or-- or amusement, or enjoyment, it always got kind of fucked. You know, I don't think my family meant to ruin it or anything like that.

You know, I don't think they did it on purpose. But I think sometimes they just-- they try too hard. You know, or they'd make promises that they weren't able to keep.

I have to remind myself to breathe sometimes. I, um, have to remind myself to, uh-- to be present. You know?

I remind myself that the sky is not falling, that, um, there is no other shoe, which is incredibly difficult because there is always another shoe. [LAUGHTER] I don't know, I think, um, you know, maybe if I could provide more-- more-- more amusement or enjoyment for myself, it would be easier to, uh-- to provide for others, you know. I don't know.

Um-- yeah, anyway, I'm happy to be here. Thank you, guys. Thanks for letting me share.