i got a new years kiss.

I'm going to be spending New Year's alone. I guess I'm not getting that New Year's kiss after all. Were you following me?

>> You wish I'd be following you. >> I know that this isn't the New Year's that you guys probably expected me to have. All right, let's get serious.

What happened on New Year's? Did I get the New Year's kiss? No, let me let me start with a story time.

Let me explain. So, I had been texting this guy. And I actually immediately told him what my intentions were for New Year's, that I wanted to have a New Year's kiss.

And he agreed. We agreed on going to this place that was going to shoot big fireworks and have a drone show. But things went wrong.

Obviously, I think New Year's landed on a Wednesday this year and I woke up with the worst stomach ache. I think I had food poisoning leading up to it. I had already been having horrible stomach issues, but that day I just could not leave bed.

I had to be the one who cancelled. I texted him that morning and I was like, "Oh, hey, actually, I can't make it. I can't I can't see you for New Year's.

" I was so close this close to having my New Year's kiss. So, you know what? Today is New Year's.

I Yes, I am celebrating New Year's today. So, to me, New Year's is tonight at midnight. And I will get my New Year's kiss.

I don't know who I'm going to kiss. My dog if I have to, but it's the one day that I actually feel good and I can actually get out of bed. So, today is going to be my New Year's except I'm going to be spending New Year's alone because my friends are all busy.

They're all working today. And Levi has this family thing he told me he was attending. Anyway, whoa, I kind of look like I got giant boobs, don't I?

Anyway, I don't know why I became a ball. But yeah, uh I'm celebrating New Year's today. I uh I I did a new makeup style.

I don't know if you can tell. I I followed this makeup tutorial, but I I don't know. I don't think I did it right, though.

It's supposed to be an egirl style makeup. I think I need a lot to learn about wings. I'm not the best at wings cuz my hands are very shaky.

But anyway, let's prepare an outfit for my New Year's today. Hi, Linky. You're never in an outfit video.

He's usually sleeping on my bed, but here he is. I really feel like wearing brown today. And this is one of the only brown things I own, which makes me realize I need to buy more brown things.

But this is a dress. And I kind of want this to be a skirt cuz I don't really feel like wearing this top half. I don't I I don't want to do that.

I do know a little hack of how I could wear this like a skirt. This works with pretty much every other dress except for this kind. No, I'm kidding.

It works with this kind, too, but this one has long sleeves, so it's a little bit more tougher. So, this is what I do. It's going to sound really dumb, but you turn the whole dress inside out.

So, you bring these sleeves like that, and grab the bottom of the skirt, turn the entire thing inside out. See, it looks like this. I'm doing this as if you guys are going to do this at home.

I don't know. In case you ever want to turn any of your dresses into skirts, this is how you do it. Then the next thing you do is you put the dress on but upside down.

So I'm going to go in here. See how the dress is upside down on me? This is going to look better once I actually make this into an outfit.

Okay, right now it looks really stupid, but you see right there it is upside down. The sleeves are down here. Next thing you grab a belt and you tie it around here around your waist.

Got to bring all of the dress up. There we go. Preferably do this without pants.

I just put the pants on cuz I don't want to flash you guys. And then you release the dress. And it's a skirt.

The back. Yeah. See, it's a skirt.

I feel like this sheer blouse would look cute with it over this. I think this would look really gorgeous. I love the little details of this.

And lastly, these shoes. I just got them. I'm also going to get these socks.

Hi, Nikki. You can see my baby right there. But in here, I'm going to need this cuz it's cold and I need to cover my ears.

Okay, this is the full outfit. I love doing that creepy smile. I learned how to do this creepy smile.

Now [Music] I've got the shirt, the thing underneath, and the way that this falls to over the skirt doesn't look too bad. The skirt is cute. The skirt, I keep calling it a skirt.

Even though you guys know, at least I kind of made it work. Uh, and the brown shoes, too, which I don't know if you can tell, but I have cute little lace socks. Anyway, I am going to go outside now and talk to you more about this new year thing I'm doing.

I Yeah, let's go out there and talk about this. I'm trying to think of a last minute place where I could spend New Year's at. One of my ideas was that in my backyard, I can set up a canopy.

I have a projector in there where I can watch movies or shows. It's a bit of a mess right now. Let me show you.

This is what it looks like. It's not the prettiest right now, but I do have this screen that got knocked over by the wind. See, there it is.

That's that's that's what it looks like. I don't really have anywhere to put it or prop it up there properly yet. And this place is a mess, as you can see.

But hey, I could just decorate it, make it a little bit better and cozy, and then come back and spend New Year's. But I guess I'm spending New Year's in my backyard. We're going to make the best of it.

Um, I don't have anyone to kiss for New Year's, so I guess I'm not getting that New Year's kiss after all. But hey, we're still going to try to make the best of it cuz it is a new year and I want to spend the new year, right? New year.

I mean, technically, I believe that New Year's doesn't start until spring, like April 1st. I think that's when the new year starts. Maybe that's why they call it April Fools cuz they fold everyone.

And it feels like winter time is the end of the year and then the new year starts in spring. That makes more sense to me. But anyway, I guess I'm going to have to kiss myself in the mirror.

I'll just kiss my dog. Anyway, let's go to the store and get decorating supplies as well as meat cuz I love meat. [Music] We're here and I got to get meats and desserts, too.

Raisin bread. Yes. Look at this.

They've got steamed buns and shapes of animals in here. They have my favorite bread bean jam. I love the little fish.

It's really, really good dessert to have. And for the meat, I like the pork belly roll and the beef belly roll. I'll get two because these are so good.

And obviously we got to get some hot sauces. Okay, I just came out of there, but I just found out that there is a cute market and I want to go check it out. I put on this fur thingy cuz it's it got really really cold.

Let me show you my outfit. I think it's cute with the coat on. I put on this big long coat and then I have this deer hood.

The hood is huge. Look, it is huge. But I feel pretty warm.

[Music] There's so many cute. There's a cute stand right behind me that I want to go see because it looks like they have a lot of cute stuff. This one right here, they've got K-pop hunter pants.

Also found this stand that has a lot of crochet fishing. like this one. It's so beautiful.

Look at them. They're so pretty. It's very beautiful out here.

Although, I am wondering, I have frozen food in the car. Is it bad that I left it there to come here? But then also it's freezing outside.

So we Levi Levi. Oh my god. Levi.

[Music] It's you. >> I thought it was you, >> guys. I ran into Levi.

I guess it's not weird cuz we both live in the same house now. >> I mean, I feel like you were following me, but you have my location on. >> Were you following me?

>> You wish I was following you, bro. Look. Okay.

Look. I'm going to give this to you later. Brian, since you're here, you stopped me.

Hold on. Dirt crumpled. Hold on.

All right. It's crochet. >> That's the That's the the flower stand.

I saw that. >> Yes. >> It's nice, right?

>> Oh my. >> Okay. >> Yeah.

You like it? >> You're stupid. >> What?

Wait, wait, wait. Stop. Stop.

Stop. Hold on. I I have more.

I have more. Here's the first thing. Can I grab that one?

>> It's hair ties. >> Oh, they're hair ties. Well, I know you've been using so many hair accessories.

>> I do. I like the hair clips. >> Yellow looks so good in your hair.

This one might be dumb. I don't know. But it's uh it's a cute little pen.

>> I saw the pen. >> You saw that one? >> Yeah.

I didn't get anything because they were like $3. >> It's okay. It's worth it.

>> Thank you. >> Yeah. You like it?

>> Yeah. I'm going to write >> love letters to me. >> Do you know the Wait, the fire the fireworks are starting soon.

You know that, right? >> There's no way you came here without knowing there's fireworks. There's fireworks in like 20 minutes.

That's why I idiot. Come on. Let's go find a good spot.

We can look around a little more before that, though. >> Okay. >> Yeah.

>> Yeah. >> Thank you. >> You like them?

Yes. Thank you so much. >> Of course.

[Music] >> He was nothing but a city boy. Nothing but a city boy. [Music] [Applause] Mercy, boy.

[Music] and say I think you want [Music] to [Music] happy new year. Okay. I asked if I had to start recording because I thought you were going to be with your family today.

>> Yeah. I mean, I I was over there. >> Uh-huh.

>> Well, I just left early. >> Uh-huh. >> What?

>> I still feel like you were following me. >> I >> You have my >> Here, hold me. You look prettier with me.

Well, what were you doing here alone? Huh? >> What did you say?

What do >> you mean? >> What did you say before that? >> I said to hold those.

>> No, after that. >> Did you see the hot dogs over there? They have the good hot dogs that we love.

>> I got meat actually cuz I was going to celebrate you today. >> A What do you mean? >> What?

No, no, no. What kind? The um the one that we get the one that we >> like Korean barbecue.

>> Yes. Yeah. The uh >> What?

You got a Korean barbecue? >> Beef belly. Beef belly wall.

Beef belly. >> Wait, the one that you cook going to invite me? >> No, I was going to have my New Year's today.

>> You weren't going to eat the other day, huh? >> Well, you were with your family, so >> I would have came in a heartbeat. >> So, you want to cooked it yet?

>> It's really cold. >> You're really making the best of your New Year. >> I'm trying.

>> I mean, you deserve it. >> We've made it home. Well, to my backyard.

And we finally shut up the fireplace. Look at how incredible this place looks, guys. We've got the pillows, the string lights, and fire.

>> It is so cold that you can see your breath. See? >> Could you see that?

>> They cannot see it. >> They cannot see it. >> Nothing.

Crickets. >> Wow. Oh, now make me look like a liar.

No, it is cold. It's freezing, guys. My toys.

I am wearing >> double double socks. >> Yeah, double socks. >> A onesie.

And then I've got a blanket. >> We got a nice fire. >> Yeah.

>> Yeah. >> We're going to uh start cooking. >> Meat.

Meat. Meat. >> Midnight is in just 30 or 40ish minutes.

>> Yeah, it's soon. >> Are you going to be my New Year's kiss? It's technically it's it's your new New Year's.

>> You get it? >> Let's Let's cook the meat. >> Let's cook the meat.

The meat. It looks so cozy here with the papas, too. >> Yeah.

Look, they've got their beds right here. >> Yeah. >> They're laying over there.

>> They are. They chose the pillows over here, the couch cushions instead of the >> instead of those >> the cute ones. Yeah.

>> All right. Cook time. Cook.

We've got the grill set up and that is our meat. I only got two of them because I It was just supposed to be for me. >> You were going to eat all this on your own, huh?

>> What? >> Good New Year's without me. >> I eat more than that.

>> Yeah, it's okay. We'll share. >> Okay.

Yeah, we'll share. >> If we do get hungry later, we can just get takeout or something if anything's open. Anyway, I'm done.

>> Guys, this is such a vibe. Levi is putting on fireworks. >> Bro, the projector's broken, too.

It has like a big crack. >> Yeah. Look at the big crack right there.

>> Yeah. >> Oh, no. >> We have like 180p quality.

>> And we're cooking the meat. Look at that. Yum.

Look at that. >> Oh, yeah. >> That's going to be in my belly soon.

[Laughter] You may have stayed coming letting me come here and share. >> I also have some noodles too that we can have >> in case this doesn't fill us up. >> Okay, >> bro.

We're sound like some big bags. Our true nature is coming out. >> Oh, that looks so good.

The smell. >> I know that this isn't the New Year's that you guys probably expected me to have. I really wanted to go somewhere special and not be home.

I really was. >> Things always happen for a reason. >> I tried so hard to find somewhere, but the universe just kept me home.

I guess it just wanted me to be home. And that's fine. I I think it's it's very different from the other New Years.

Like we had that new year when we were in Miami on boat. That was incredible. >> Yeah.

>> We had another year where we had the New Year's and it was on a snow snowy mountain. >> Yeah. >> It was beautiful.

But today we're just in my backyard watching fireworks. >> I mean >> on inside. >> It's not so bad.

It's >> But hey, we've got these. >> Yeah. Look at these.

this, >> you know, we would never have had this meats. We would never be together like this, you know, getting the cook. >> Things happen for a reason.

So, you can't be mad because the universe probably wanted this for me, you know, and I might not know the reason why, but I'm sure I will know soon. I I know that the universe has plans for me, and it kept me here for a reason. And it got me sick too on the actual New Year's to where I had to cancel on the guy.

>> That's That's a sign. >> That I guess that's a sign because I was about to kiss that guy on New Year's. >> I guess the universe didn't want me to kiss him.

Maybe he was a red flag. Maybe he was a murderer. I don't know.

I don't know. But it's going to be New Year soon in like 25 minutes. Yeah, that's soon.

soon. But hey, that's fine. That's fine.

We're having fun. >> Meat time. Look at that.

>> Oh, I know. I've put the sauces right there. >> Yeah, >> that meat looks so good.

>> They're cooked. Some of the parts in this grill are uneven. Cooks even cooking.

Oh my god, this is going to be so good. My mouth is dripping in this mask. >> I am so hungry.

I haven't eaten anything all day cuz my stomach kind of hurt a little bit this morning, but I feel better now. I can eat. >> Damn right you can eat.

You see this, girl? You see all this >> Yeah. >> Oh my god.

I'm going to sell my right chest after this. >> Hey, this is actually so cozy. [Applause] >> The papas are sleeping.

Honico is in there. You can barely see him, but he's in there. >> Careful.

It's going to be really hot. >> Okay. >> Blow on it.

>> Yeah, >> I'm blowing on it. >> Yes. Don't want you to burn your tongue.

That'll ruin everything. Blow more. >> I'm blowing on it.

>> I like it for scorching hot, too. >> Okay. Well, be careful.

>> Yeah. Is that good? >> It's full of flavor, huh?

>> It's so juicy. >> Yeah. Highly recommend get beef belly roll.

Okay. Go to your go to your nearest like meat market. Probably like an Asian meat market.

Get some beef belly roll. >> Uh-huh. >> It's usually in like the hot pot section.

>> It's so good. >> Yes. >> So good.

So much meat every [Applause] [Music] bit >> before I turn [Music] I wrote you a letter cuz you see I write so much better than last week and I need to tell you you were my best friend to the end. [Music] [Applause] I love it when it's a little [Music] >> They're all competing, Mr [Music] chicken. [Music] It's nice and hot.

>> You got to pull it though. >> How is it? >> Good.

[Music] Hey, >> I got that. >> I stop. Stop.

>> Levi, you're making me look stupid. [Music] No. Stop it.

[Music] Stop. No. I can eat myself.

[Music] What? You're an No, I don't want that. No.

Stop. Guys, we have a countdown. It's almost New Year.

>> 7 6 5 4 >> 3 2 1 Woo! Happy New Year. D you idiot.

[Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] You didn't have to do that. >> I don't know why I did that. >> That was your worst case.

I feel bad. >> Why would you feel bad? >> Cuz you said you were saving me for someone special.

You didn't have to do that. >> You are someone special. I didn't expect that.

[Music] >> Oh my, >> bro. My heart's be like, I'm going to >> I'm going to go. A gun.

Airun. Come on. Let's go inside.

Go inside for a bit. >> Okay. Oh.

[Music] You good? >> Yeah. >> Okay.

>> Are you okay?