Best Friends Mom Wants To Feminize Me - Crossdressing Stories

Chapter one how it started I live in a small three-bedroomed house in a quiet Suburban Street its Treeline streets and pretty grass Lawns and flower beds provide a calm beautiful feel to my neighborhood I'm 13 my name is Carl well actually corus and as the only child live with my mother Mary and Father Peter mom is a botanist so when I was born she named me after carolus lenus the guy who did a lot of pioneering work In classifying plants and how they should be named dad is often away for his work for months at

a time he's a civil engineer and works on big construction projects like dams and harbors he just left for Peru to oversee the construction of a dam and won't be back for at least 6 months I'm friends with my neighbor John who is also 13 and he lives with his mother Loretta or Lori for short neither John nor I have gotten our next growth spurt yet the other boys In our class seem to be growing quicker than us we're about the same height and thin but Jon has black hair while mine is blonde mom says

not to worry that other boys are growing more quickly everybody reaches puberty at different times she has been giving me vitamins for the last 3 months anyway just to make sure I have a balanced nutrition the first week taking them made me a bit nauseous which is weird trouble is while they're supposed to encourage my growth I seem to only be keeping Pace with the girls in my class some are even taller than me John and I are often over at each other's places playing around sharing homework or just hanging out we never had any

secrets from each other until 3 weeks ago when Jon seemed to become withdrawn a little and somehow we never seemed to meet at his place Jon had just left my place after finishing our history homework together and I was sitting in my room playing on my Computer when Mom came home from shopping I got up to help her with the groceries I was used to helping Mom when Dad was away for work going to the car I saw that that on the back seat there was more than groceries there were clothes shopping bags too they

were pink so assumed mom had bought herself some clothes I reached in and as the clothes bags were closest but mom had returned to the car and told me to get the groceries instead thinking nothing of it That's what I did taking in two bags of groceries to the kitchen while mom took the clothes bags to her room while putting the vegetables in the refrigerator she came up behind me and hugged me from behind you're such a helpful treasure thank you for being so good around the house and just to show my appreciation I thought

we could watch a DVD movie together and order in a pizza great I was a bit bored while you were away what's the movie it Is a great movie on called Maan Rose I've been wanting to see it for a while Mom replied with the pizza ordered and the DVD in we sat back and watched the movie I figured it would be a chick flick mom's favorite favorite but that was okay and I was right in a way but not the way I expected it was about a boy that wanted to dress like and be

a girl and how Society reacted to him it made me uncomfortable and puzzled watching it while Mom was making Appreciative gestures every time the ludovi dressed as a girl and declared that she was a girl the mix of comedy fantasy and the hard reality of people's reactions made me feel happy at times and sad and uncomfortable at others at the screen credits mom commented what a brave girl ludovik was to follow her dreams but Mom he was a boy I replied still confused by this New Concept physically she was but sometimes nature makes mistakes and

boys are really girls Inside she said and if ever you felt that way why I would support you 100% and love you even more for being brave enough to be who you really are but Mom that's not me I insisted feeling uncomfortable well the movie might help you understand someone else maybe a school friend if they felt like that anyway don't you think I suppose so but it's still a funny concept well that's why it's good to see films like that to understand the different ways people Think of themselves yes I suppose so I replied

thinking deeply mom looked at me speculatively have you ever wondered what it would be like to be a girl to wear dresses and makeup surprised by Mom's question my heart raced my my eyes went wide as my mouth dried up no never I never knew people wanted to be the other sex Mom saw I was struggling with her suggestion and tried to calm things down that's fine Carl I believe you but if you ever want to explore you can Always come to me I'd be happy to help wow I had to calm down just thinking

about that made me really uncomfortable and Mom would have been happy to help me explore being a girl I hoped she'd soon forget about something like that I went to bed soon after the movie finished still thinking about ludovik about the dramas her insistence on her identity caused and what mom had said it's funny but ludovik looked a lot like my friend John even the new haircut he had a few Weeks ago the more I thought about it the more I realized that just recently he seemed to be acting a little odd chapter 2 hints

and clues next morning I got out of bed to get dressed I opened my underwear draw and saw that mom had replaced my old underwear for new ones they looked a little different plain white but nothing to draw to my attention or curiosity so I put them on the material feeling a little smoother I'd almost forgot in the movie and the Discussion I had with Mom but going through the lounge to the kitchen I happened to see the DVD case on the coffee table so was thinking of it when I saw mom fixing me a

light breakfast of muscle and orange juice my staple breakfast since starting the vitamins as a matter of fact I reflected my whole diet changed around that time less red meat more chicken salads fish tofu and no fatty foods mom looked up smiled and asked did you find your new underwear Yeah thanks Mom the old ones were getting a bit ratty that's okay I hope you don't mind that the undies don't have a fly they're called boy shorts that's the style they're fine Mom I replied I thought no more of it Mom smiled again as she

bought me my bowl of mucle orange juice and the daily vitamin mom had had me on since the start of the school year while eating breakfast and thinking about the movie last night I realized my hair was longer than lovi's Hair mom hunt wanted me to cut it saying she had no time to take me to the barber whenever I mentioned it still feeling funny about the discussion we had I asked Mom can you take me to get my haircut I think it's getting too long it's a little past my shoulders mom turned to me

darling I'd love to but I just don't have the time at the moment let's try later so I left it just like the other times my hair was fully hiding my collar at the back and teachers were Suggesting it was looking a little too Shaggy after heading out the door and on the way to school I met Johnny at his front gate as usual it was only a four block walk to school and a bright sunny morning it was a pleasant walk along the quiet Treeline streets I thought I'd mention the movie mom and I

watched last night about the boy who identified as a girl to get his opinion hey Johnny mom and I watched this weird movie last night about a boy who thought he was a Girl who ever heard of such a thing Johnny missed a step and went a little pale are you okay I asked looking around to see what he may have tripped on not seeing anything I turned back Johnny seemed a little more composed Ed yeah fine that movie was it called Maan Rose he asked that's it have you seen it too yes Mom must

have lent it to your mom mom has been watching it a lot I just watched it the once with her so Johnny's Mom Lori had given it to my mom it made Me think of the discussion afterwards was Mom referring to Johnny as a boy who wanted to be a girl I thought I'd raise the topic but not accuse him mom said something strange afterwards she asked if I ever I felt like being a girl that she would support me if I did isn't that strange Johnny looked surprised so what did you say I said

that I never knew people could feel that way and that I didn't want to be a girl oh was all Johnny said in reply we walked together In silence for a while and changed the topic of conversation it left me wondering if Mom did think Johnny wanted to be a girl after after all it was Johnny's mom who had loaned her the DVD a few days later I was at home watching TV with mom when she asked me what was wrong nothing I replied why you're scratching your chest mom answered I was hardly aware I

was doing it then on reflection I realized it was itchy and becoming more so my chest is getting Itchy maybe it's the soap I'm using you know the new one you put in the shower I had noticed it was new because it had a stronger floral scent than usual come to think of it it was a lavender scent let me have a look Mom demanded leaning across the couch to me I lifted my t-shirt I looked down as Mom investigated you've scratched them raw I'm surprised you were hardly aware of what you were doing mom

said with a look of concern she Rose from the couch and Headed for her bedroom she came back quite quickly with a tube of cream handing to me she said here use this on your chest it's a soothing crem I took the tube and glanced at the label bust Boomer I wondered what that was but wasn't too interested anyway I squirted some into my hand and rubbed into by chest it did feel soothing mom was all smiles see it works now keep using it until the itching stops I Shrugged thanks Mom it does stop the

itch really Quickly I soon forgot about it and put it aside however I used it day and night for the next two weeks which is when the itching and tenderness stopped trouble was it looked like my chest was getting more flabby as a matter of fact two little conical bumps about the size of small lemons were visible under my t-shirt so I took to wearing an unbuttoned shirt as well I thought that's what I get for not exercising enough Chapter 3 The Trap snaps shut I Was walking back from the local shops and P asked

John's Place when Lori came to the front gate and called me over hello Carl how are you okay I guess it's a nice day to be out I replied I suppose you've noticed that Jon seems a little distracted lately yes it's strange but I couldn't get anything out of him when I asked how he was I replied please keep This Confidential Carl but I have to tell you and maybe you can help your friend she confided sure I'll do Anything you ask he seems a little down well the problem is that he seems to be

drawn to experiment with let's say Feminine things and it's frightening and confusing for him I can see he'd be embarrassed if anyone finds out that's why I asked you to keep it between us I was surprised and concerned at the same time then I remembered just a few weeks ago he seemed nervous when he raised the topic of girls and how they're different from us that is us boys it was just After Mom and I watched that DVD V and Rose he started out commenting but soon dropped the topic leaving me puzzled and a little

confused until he changed the topic to the latest football results I remember he did want to say something but changed the topic without getting to the point I reflected Lori replied that would have been about the time I came home and heard Johnny's computer on in his room I went in without knocking to see that John was watching a program on Applying makeup he turned when he heard me and I could see that he been experimenting with my eye makeup that doesn't sound like John he never said anything to me well that's not surprising is

it he'd be scared to death that his best friend would find out anyway we had long gentle talk and I found out that he was depressed because he thought it was so unfair that girls could do things that boys couldn't like wear makeup and perfume and explore Wearing dresses and skirts while boys could only wear shorts and long pants I was confused this wasn't the Rough and Tumble John that I knew as a friend Mrs nesbet saw my frown I know it's a lot to take in but I'm worried he'll slip into a depression and

try and harm himself I did some research online and found out that he was probably transgender and if not resolved many transgender people will harm themselves what can I do to help I don't want him to harm himself I Asked now concerned for my friend's well-being well as you can imagine I've been thinking very hard about this and I've had some professional opinions too this may seem a little out there but if you think about it it'll seem logical he needs to be accepted by at least one friend someone he can feel free to confide

in I can do that I can let him know that he's got nothing to worry about with me I quickly replied thank you for being so understanding you're a Very special friend to him I can see that but no I think it needs a little more than just saying things he will be more confident in trusting you if you could perhaps share some experiences with him that would make him more confident nothing big let's just say for example if you were to watch TV and a makeup advertisement came on you could Wonder aloud what it

would be like to wear makeup I could overhear and offer to let you experience it while what my Mouth went dry at the thought it would let him see that shall we say his interest is sort of natural and shared without him having to bring it up I know I looked worried so she added I'm only talking of say letting me put some mascara on you or something trivial like that and it can be taken off quickly and easily with a damp cloth it' be a way of starting a conversation while putting him at ease

I thought about it a while such a small ask to get JN more at ease Why not what is a friend for I thought okay I'll do it when would be a good time Mrs nesbet please call me Lori Carl after all we're both working to help Johnny come over in an hour I know that's when there is suitable program on TV I'll switch it over as you ring the doorbell and don't worry I have been discussing Johnny's issues with your mom I already asked if it would be okay if you helped in this way

so that's why Mom was Raising those issues with me now it Made sense she was talking about my friend Johnny okay we'll go with that so just to recap I'll show you you into the lounge and you sit next to Johnny and noticing the program Wonder aloud what it would be like to have makeup on but make sure you sound natural as if you just thought of it I can take over from there okay Mrs NES sorry Lori I replied wondering what I'd gotten myself in for I went home and waited the allotted hour mom

was home so I told her about my Conversation with Mrs nesbet she was really encouraging in my part to help Johnny oh what a wonderful idea Lori has and I'm so proud of you for agreeing to help my darling Mom smiled at me and gave me a warm gentle hug make sure you show Johnny that you are enjoying the attention he will feel less frightened in opening up to you that would be a real help I knocked on John front door at the agreed time I heard footsteps come to the door and was surprised when

The door opened and it was John who answered he smiled and said come in mom and I are just watching a film on TV the sounds coming from the lounge changed from what seemed to be a car chase to some women talking I came into the room and we sat down on the couch what happened to the movie mom asked John honey you know we were watching the program on how to apply makeup Mrs Nesbit seemed perplexed I could see Jon's body stiffen and he was about to Reply when I thought I'd better but in

I've always wondered what it would feel like to put on makeup can we watch it Mrs Nesbit sure Carl see Johnny other boys are open to experiencing these things Lori said smiling John seemed shocked Eyes Wide Open questioning glances at me before he could respond Mrs Nesbit gave a Stern looking stare at Jon but replied to me we can do better than watch it why don't I give you boys a makeover together and enjoy a little Girly fun no one else need no a makeover was news to me it sounded like a lot more than

a little bit of mascara but I was caught in what I'd said and I was still concerned for John so I let my concern slide I put on a happy face and said hey that sounds like fun JN what have we got to lose Jon looked unsure but seeing his mother glare at him he smiled nervously and agreed good let's do it in Johnny's room you boys go there and I'll get a few things Mrs Nesbit Smiled then turned around and left the room letun go I said getting off the couch couch I followed Johnny

up the stairs to his room I stood in the door and stumbled a little seeing how much it had changed in the last few months gone were his Sports trophies and the football poster now his room had a vanity and mirror with a flouncy vanity stool the walls were painted a light pink um a was all Johnny could muster it's all right I tried to act normal It's good to experiment and change things around still mindful of Johnny's delicate state he looked puzzled you're okay with this sure why not we're friends we stick together and

accept each other as we are I tried to put Jon at ease he seemed to by puzzled by my attitude but he was but still on edge soon Mrs Nesbit came in and added to the bottles jars and brushes on J's vanity table now Johnny see what I told you it's not so unusual to experiment with Makeup even for boys now Carl please put on this wrap and sit down and I'll let you experience a full makeover Mrs Nesbit said enthusiastically the wrap will protect your clothes she leaned over pretending to help do up the

buttons at the back of neck and whispered in my ear try to smile like you're enjoying this so I smiled I gathered the folds of the pink nylon wrap sat down while she whispered to Jon who went to his cupboard collected some Clothes and soon left the room all alone I was left me to Mrs nbits mercies this was not what I thought would happen wasn't Johnny supposed to be with me and participate in this I watched in mounting apprehension as she not only painted my face with full makeup plucking stray eyebrows she fouled my

nails and painted them with three coats of pearly pink polish matching my lipstick and eyeshadow she had also used a hot curler on my long blonde hair and Styled it as if I was going to a ball she used almost a full K of hairspray I was silent through all of this wondering how far she would go and what happened to JN she kept whispering to me don't worry we have to be convincing to Johnny sake and you should have been a girl you look so beautiful and we'll have to dress you up for the

full effect she picked up an elaborate glass bottle and sprayed a feminine floral smelling perfume around me Mrs Nesbit put some Clip-on earrings on my ears and smiled having completed the makeover she held up a mirror to my so I could finally see what she had done to me I saw a blonde girl with curls in her hair wearing makeup suitable for a night out she was wearing pearli earrings and a pink wrap I noticed that my eyebrows seemed to be tapered at the end and looked quite feminine something that I couldn't change after removing

the makeup I was stunned that this beautiful girl was me As I looked down I noticed my flabby chest poked out the wrap making me look more like a girl I wondered if Lori noticed while while I was still staring a girl came into the room she looked stunning she had full makeup was wearing a sparkling silver dress coming to her mid thigh she had on stockings and was wearing silver heels she had small breasts that tented the front of her dress Mrs nesbet turned around and seeing the girl smiled Carl meet Joan She's been

staying with us for 2 months now was this John my friend by her nervous looks I knew it to be so her nerves were such that I was reminded of Mrs nesbit's advice and smiled saying why Joan don't you look nice well you're finished now Carl or should I call you Carly or Carol your mom told me Carl was short for carolus but I think now Carol suits you much better concluded Mrs nesbet I'll let you two girls get to know each other in privacy she said as She slipped out of the room we looked

at each other not saying anything in our embarrassment finally JN no Joan spoke up do you like what Mom did to you he asked it certainly was an experience I must say what do you think trying to stay light and positive but non-committal afraid that my best buddy would see through his mother's plan well she certainly did a number on you that's for sure what do you mean Joan do you think I wanted this mom has been forcing Me to dress like a girl for the last two months because she said she missed out on

having a daughter and that I was going to be it I've even been given pills that are making me grow boobs I was stunned and it finally struck me that I had been fooling myself my flabby chest was not flab but growing breasts I didn't want to accept that it was happening to me as well so didn't say anything to Johnny how did she convince you to let her give You a makeover asked Johnny she said you wanted to try out feminine things and you were stressed that I wouldn't understand and that you were depressed

and likely to harm yourself she asked me to do this to help you she only said she'd only put mascara on me see how it happens she's maneuvered you into this too Jan said disgustedly she's been insisting that I dress up like a girl for the last two months and she's taught me how to put on my own makeup she Insists that I should have been a girl she just told me that too so you don't want to be a girl and you're not depressed I asked jet to be sure no I don't want to

be a girl and dress like this and yes I am depressed because I can't see a way out of this he replied just then the door to Jon's room opened and in came Mrs nesbet but behind her my mom see what I told you you do have a beautiful daughter after all Mrs Nesbit said Mom rushed over to me and gave me a Big hug Lori has told me for weeks that you wanted to experience being a girl and I didn't believe her now I know why didn't you come to me darling too embarrassed I

thought the movie we watched together might encourage you to tell me how you really felt but when you told me you agreed to Lori giving some experience with makeup I knew a girl was hiding in there in your mind oh darling you are going to love being my daughter she said to me as she kissed me all over My face but Mom I was just making sure that Johnny wasn't scared about sharing his wish to be a girl Mrs Nesbit told me he was depressed I said trying to justify why I had let Mrs Nesbit

make me up so you showed him that you also had a feminine side too oh darling what a wonderful thing to do Mom replied I was stuck I didn't want Johnny to think he was alone in this and get more depressed but it niggled at me that mom had come in while I was like this Madeup doll and Mrs Nesbit told Mom that I wanted to be a girl that was going beyond what she told me was I set up or what you should have told me that you wanted to be a girl darling I

accept you for what you want to be we'll have a wonderful time together just wait and see Mom said while holding me at arms length looking me up and down a feminine head and my male body hidden by the pink wrap mom can we go home we have lots to talk about I replied taking off the pink Wrap and leaving it on the chair I had recently occupied catching a glance of myself in the mirror I saw an Inc congruous image of a boy's body with the head of a beautiful looking girl sure darling sure

let's go home and get acquainted with the real Carol my daughter she gushed Mom it's not like that I said as we headed out the door boy was I nervous I would be spotted by some random friend or neighbor with a glamorous head and a boy's body and Clothing we said our goodbyes to Mrs Nesbit and Jon Jon looking at me with a mixture of sadness regret and unspoken apology we walked home and into our house why don't I make us a nice cup of tea so we can have a chat mom asked as we

walked towards the kitchen she put on the kettle on her old gas stove top then turned to the cupboard and pulled out two fine florally decorated cups mom I didn't want to do this Mrs Nesbit tricked me into it and Johnny doesn't Want to be a girl either she's obsessed with turning him into her daughter oh I can't believe that dear she's been telling me of Joan's gender Fusion for the last 6 months she's also recently told me that when you go to Johnny's home you often ask what it's like to dress like a girl

that's why we watched that DVD together to make you more comfortable with those issues Mom it's not true I replied mom fetched the tea bags from the cupboard and put them in The cups she stopped to reflect with a thoughtful expression then how could she Force to sit still while she made you up she told me youd try to deny it that is what Johnny did after all until he confessed his love for all things feminine and why have you been so happy to gray your hair long it's down to your shoulders and perfect length

to be styled she said admiring my newly curled hair I did it to please you don't you remember you said you would like to see What I'd look like with long hair no I don't remember that we had a conversation about you not cutting your hair but it was because you said you wanted long hair mom replied I couldn't get through to Mom I'm going to wash this stuff off me Mom and looking at my pink painted nails do you have nail polish remover no I don't so you will just have to keep your nails

polished and as for your makeup don't remove it yet Mrs nesbet went to a lot of trouble Making you look so pretty and you need to get used to yourself as a pretty young girl she concluded but Mom I tried to reply why no buts this is the perfect opportunity to bring your hidden desires out into the open I know you're nervous and a bit frightened but after a few days out in the open being a girl and it will become more natural for you what I didn't want I tried to be forceful but I

was interrupted again not another word relax and let it happen we can talk About it in a few days when you feel more relaxed as a girl said Mom putting a finger to her lips turning to get the kettle of the stove top and poured out water for a tea my shoulders slumped what just happened why wasn't I running out to the house screaming I thought I would try and get through to Mom it was no use getting angry at this stage I sat at the kitchen table mom came over with two Brewing cups of

her special tea sugar and milk I took my cup and let the Tea brew a little more before taking out the tea bag and adding sugar and milk I slowly sipped my tea contemplating mom's attitude her conviction that I wanted to be a girl mom I really don't want to be a girl I was trying to help Mrs nesbet when she told me JN I mean Joan be more comfortable with being a girl honest and Joan told me she doesn't want to be Joan her mom made her I mean him dress up well I find

that so difficult to believe darling Loretta told me that she caught Joan experimenting with her makeup some months back and that you were on the verge of telling her that you wanted to be a girl too she just thought you needed a little help getting your true feelings out I finished my tea and just sat feeling a lightheaded contemplating my current situation mom was talking again but things seemed a little fuzzy I lost track of what she was saying until I realized she just told me to repeat that I wanted to be a girl I

couldn't Help myself and heard myself say I want to be a girl the fuzzy feeling returned again mom was talking and I heard myself say I love my new breasts I hope they grow some more the fuzz returned I felt I couldn't think I knew mom was talking but I couldn't make out what she was saying finally Clarity returned as mom gave me a glass of water I drank it up feeling much better now run along to your room Lori warned me that you would deny your true feelings out of Embarrassment I'm glad you finally

told me the truth darling one she lent me some of Jo 's new clothes for you to try on you should be about her size I've laid them on your bed Lori and Joan will be coming over for dinner and a chat in an hour so get a move on I reluctantly went to my bedroom walking more slowly as I approached the door feeling a little more clear-headed feeling like I was falling further into a trap my mind started to liken it to a hunter and prey Situation I turned the corner of the door the

bed slowly coming into view there on the bed was a full set of clothes white panties and training bra short pink socks white shirt and a Tartan skirt on the bed waiting to encircle me to smother me in feminine Garb a black pair of Mary Janes lay in weit at the foot of the bed waiting to pounce onto my feet I slowly approached the bed wondering how well this was orchestrated mom had to have had these Clothes before I even went into Johnny's house and while I was being made up mom must have put these

clothes out waiting for the signal that my makeover was complete I wondered if Mom knew I wasn't interested in experiencing being a girl and she'd collaborated with Lori on this whole Preposterous scenario did she just believe Mrs nesbit's story and wasn't really interested in turning me into a girl but what was I to do I was in such a shock and confused I couldn't think Straight so with no better Direction I decided to get dressed in the clothes laying on the bed I caught myself thinking I want to be a girl then wondering where that

thought came from I approached the bed stopped and just stared for a while before moving to undress one stripped of all my boy clothes I felt vulnerable and wondered if this was a point of no return I picked up the white panties noticing the soft Sheen and their slick smooth Lightness hesitating a fraction I finally bent over while lifting my right foot and inserting it onto the leg hole followed by the left foot I slid them up my legs and finally let them settle on my hips the elastic material minimizing my boy bulge my hands

swept around my rear feeling the cool Slinky rounded surface to my unease I realized I was enjoying the feel of the panties actually they suspiciously felt somewhat like the plain cotton Underpants mom had Bought for me weeks ago the training bra was next it was one that I could just slip over my head like a very short singlet but it was silky smooth except on the edges where there was sewn in elastic one settled in place it looked and felt strange on my body ending just below my flabby packs to my dismay it was pushing

the excess flab into the cups creating soft pointed Mounds where before was just a little flabby chest my chest looked like a young girl's chest How could that have come about I touched the soft plant Mounds with my hands wondering at the soft smoothness of the bra and what lay underneath unbidden I thought I love my new breasts again I wondered if I was losing my mind where did that thought come from I also noticed that with my smaller narrow tummy and wider hips I had been wondering about I looked like a girl with a

little lump in her panties I was embarrassed by the look of my girly body And quickly wanted to cover it up with the plain white shirt laying on his bed I picked it up realizing that it had four rows of lace on either side of the front buttons and button holes I put it on finding the buttons on the wrong side at least they covered my chest The Tartan skirt was pleated and made of cotton and was relatively easy to put on sliding the zip in front siipping it up buttoning the button on top and

sliding it around to the back tucking in the Blouse I looked in the wardrobe mirror with my longish hair my body shape and clothes I looked 95% girl under the makeup my face still looked a little boyish with my thickish but shaped eyebrows and peach fuzz upper lip I felt my eyes water and sting as tears Lea down my face how did this happen so quickly I was a boy this morning wasn't I I collapsed on my bed and sobbed I could hear mom came into my room the mattress Springs Creek feel the mattress Depress

from her weight as she sat next to me I smelled her subtle feminine perfume then felt her hand gently rub my back oh darling there's no need to cry and especially you don't want to rub your makeup all over your bed come on sit up honey I sat up and mom gave me a warm hug after helping me put on the Mary Jan's she dried my tears dabbing them with a tissue and helped my stand up now come to my room we'll fix you up I followed mom to her room shoulders Slumped now sit at

the vanity honey numbly following her suggestion I sat facing away from the mirror not wanting to see myself in the mirror mom brushed my hair fixing the elaborate hairstyle and sprayed my hair to hold it in place next she fixed the mascara and eyeshadow and lastly coating my lips in the pink lipstick I had last seen next door now I was ready for dinner with Joan and Lori enticing me out of her room I followed mom into the dining area where she put Me to work setting the table while she completed the dinner it felt

funny to be in girls clothes while doing chores the feel of the bra across my chest the open bottom of the skirt the slight heel of of the Mary Jan's the weird feeling of my stiff styled hair and the greasy feeling of lipstick with all the distractions of the clothes and the chores before I knew it the doorbell chimed answer the door honey reluctantly I walked to the door and opened it Dreading anyone other than Mom seeing me dress like a girl before I could say anything Lori burst forth oh Carol girl you look gorgeous

Lori gushed and smiling let me look at Joan's new girlfriend I I heard Joan groan I stood there embarrassed while I was inspected from head to foot Joan stood slightly behind Lori looking beautiful but bashful I couldn't stand being exposed to the street while standing in the doorway please come in I said hoping to Close the door as quickly as I decently could they soon went past me so I closed the door and turned Lori had gone straight to the kitchen I heard a squeal of delight and one in return but not the word words

that followed Jones stood near me in the entry looking contrite I'm so so sorry you got dragged into this Carl Joan said me too and I know you were railroaded just like me so we need to work out how to get out of this Joan smiled but with sad eyes I knew how He felt we'll talk later Joan I mean John we've got to keep it together and remember who we really are we went into the lounge room and sat down on the sofa to talk more about our situation I noticed how automatically Jon tucked

his skirt under himself while lowering himself onto the couch I followed his example sliding my hands from my bottom to the back of my knees as I sat are you sure you haven't worn a dress or skirt before you did that like you were born To skirts and dresses JN asked annoyed I retorted no of course not I just aped what you did you ape hey sorry that just slipped out you looked so natural sitting like that and did you stuff your bra alarmed I looked down to see that there were two small but noticeable

bumps I'm just a little chubby on my chest they're not what you think sorry Carl it just looks he trailed off AB bashed looking into his lap then like me still annoyed but mollified apology Accepted but we need to work out how to get out of this situation we could still hear the excited Buzz emanating from the kitchen occasionally picking up words and phrases like Joan feminine and loves pink ominously I also heard doctor and counseling we sat quietly trying to hear what was being said and find out what more mothers had planned for us

I kept looking down while trying to hear what was being said but the sight of the blouse and skirt I was now wearing Caused so much confusion I couldn't really remember their conversation finally dinner arrived John and I were asked to set the table and our moms made sure we moved and acted just like the girls we appeared to be chapter 4 a visit from a psychologist I woke to a new day slowly becoming aware of the unfamiliar feel of the nylon night dress I was wearing mother came into the room and opened the curtains

on a sunny morning blinking I sat up feeling Distraught that I was wearing a night dress mom had forced on me the previous night good morning darling my mom was beaming Mom I don't want to wear girls clothes I'm not a girl and I don't want to be one I complained oh dear I was afraid that you would get confused like that so I arranged for a counselor to talk to you she will be here in an hour so time to get dressed and have some breakfast before she comes I was dismayed what we Overheard

was coming to fruition faster than I thought but Mom I'm not confused I really don't want to be a girl and I don't want to wear girls clothes either now now let's not be Hasty Miss SM will be here in an hour and you can convince her of your Viewpoint in the meantime let's get you dressed mom handed me a fresh pair of panties that again compressed my boy parts I reluctantly put on the training bra in the same blouse and skirt I had worn the day Before Mom turned me around and brushed my hair

into a feminine style and used hairspray to fix it in place come to my room and I'll show you how for put on some makeup won't that be exciting no it won't be I said as I glumly followed her into her bedroom now sit down at my vanity mom commanded I plunked down that is not the way a young lady should sit look you're creasing that lovely skirt of yours now stand up again and tuck your skirt under you as you gently sit Down I was unwilling to carry on with this farce but I followed

mom's directions and tucked my skirt under me thinking I would get out of this when I talk to this Miss SM and convince her that it was Mom that needed her counseling mom explained that she would just do a minimal job just mascara eyes shadow and lipstick she explained the process saying a minimal amount of makeup is appropriate for someone my age I sat there flinching when Mom came near Me with the mascara brush it felt strange as the brush gently pulled on my eyelashes then feeling the weight of mascara as it was applied next

came a pink eyes Shadow I felt a fluttering of an applicator and my eyelids as Mom applied it finally I was given the lipstick and mom told told me I could have a go at applying it myself opening the tube and twisting the lipstick up I saw that it was the same color pink as the ey shadow that Mom applied to my Lids shakily I applied it to my lips feeling the greasy lipstick on my lips for the second day in a row now here's a purse I bought for you and I want you to

put your mascara eyeshadow and lipstick in it for when you need a touchup glumly I looked in the vanity mirror and saw the image of the girl I saw yesterday cheer up honey you'll feel better once once you talk to the psychologist mom said let's get some breakfast into you before she gets here it wasn't long After a skimpy breakfast of toast and Juice and vitamin that the doorbell rang mom answered the door and I heard her talking to a lady I was in the lounge room as she entered Carol I'd like you to meet

Miss cyel SMI she will be talking to you about your gender confusion mom sad with a smile Miss SM was dressed in a gray power suit buttoned up coat and tight gray skirt reaching to her knees a pink floral scarf tied Loosely around her neck Barely hit a silk blouse her blonde hair swept up in a French twist she looked middle-aged but still with beautiful Flawless pale skin she stepped forward extending her hand limply I took it gently as we shook hands noticing the subtle perfume surrounding her well don't you look pretty Carol she said

let's sit down and talk we sat on lounge chairs facing each other mom explained that she would let us talk privately as she retreated to the kitchen I was Apprehensive and it must have showed now I know that you were all confused at the moment and you look quite apprehensive so let's just take this slowly I'll introduce myself she said with a friendly Smile as I said I'm cill SMI and I'm a specialist in gender issues in children like yourself as a matter of fact so was my mother who pioneered the area in the 1960s

I'm carrying on her tradition of helping young people like yourself I Learned a lot from her and one for the most important things I learned was that when meeting someone for the first time it is most important that they feel totally comfortable and relaxed that way we can really feel like we are free to express what is most important to us so before you tell me about yourself how about we do a little relaxing exercise I thought she was sincere and that I would be able to talk to her that I didn't want to be

a girl or were girls clothes I was wound up so I thought a relaxing exercise might help me explain this terrible mistake better I nodded that I would be happy with that oh good let's begin firstly I want you to relax your body feel yourself sinking into that warm comfy seat I listened willingly to her smooth comforting voice droning on about relaxing until I felt my eyes getting heavy next thing I was aware of was a gentle click of her fingers Carol thank you for telling me that you have Wanted to experiment with wearing beautiful

dresses and skirts like your friend Joan Miss SM said as I heard the word dresses I suddenly realized that it was true I wanted to wear beautiful dresses and I noticed that the hormones you asked your mother for a really change in your body so that you can experience what it's like to develop as a girl I was puzzled for a moment then remembered that I did ask for female hormones and that my breasts were Finally budding so like I wanted I smiled oh yes I'm so happy to be on my way to feeling what

it's like as a girl developing my very own breasts but I'm still unsure that they will shrink like Mom said if I stop taking them I can assure you that from the medications I've written for you that it is temporary so you can feel what it's like to be a girl then go back to being a boy if that is what you decide Dr SMI reassured me so have fun with your Boobies while you have them she continued to think once you find out how the delightful they feel you won't ever want to give them

up just remember I need to see weekly from now at my office for the next 2 months so I can clear up any doubts you were having about experimenting about a life of wearing dresses and skirts I remembered vaguely that I was a bit nervous this morning and then hearing dresses again felt a shock of excitement flow through my body Of course that's what I wanted thank you Miss SMI I'll look forward to it I sat as we both Rose from our chairs and as Mom entered the room mom and miss SM arranged for my

weekly counseling sessions then well my next appointment is now do next door I'll be seeing your girlfriend Joan next she's a little worried about her dresses too I thought of poor Joan I remembered vaguely that she was keen on being a girl too but was still too shy to be seen wearing dresses And skirts away from her home mom and I saw Dr SMI to the door seeing her walk down the foot path and along to Joan's House mom turned to me as we shut the door and smiled so I'm glad Dr SMI was able

to help you realize how you really want to experiment about being girl after all it's only for a few months isn't it me too Mom but it's strange I don't remember being uncertain about it for a long time I've always wondered what it was like to wear dresses I just Love the little feeling of Happiness whenever I said or thought of dresses mom looked at me a little strangely then her Visage cleared of the doubt I saw there and she answered yes of course remember this visit was just to pave the way for you to

feel more comfortable and natural while you have this trial we had to officially start somewhere she said I thought this was a new idea but accepted it as I seemed to be forgetting a few things just lately I went to my room Still enjoying the feel of being in a skirt my legs feeling bare I lay on my bed looking up at the ceiling wondering how Joan was going with her appointment with Dr SMI I knew she was more committed to being a girl full-time while I was just seeing what it would be like I

must have fallen asleep for quite a while as I had a rug over me when I woke to the smell of a roast dinner cooking I lifted the blanket when a host of strange Sensations hit me the feel of A bra wrapped around my body was the first thing then memories of the day came flooding back then I got confused wasn't I trying to resist wearing these things wasn't I tricked into wearing them by Lori and Mom but I also knew that I'd wondered no wanted to feel what it was like to dress like a

girl wasn't that why Mom let me experiment with growing breasts but no how could I have asked for hormones to experience developing like a girl that was just Ridiculous leaving my bedroom I walked into the kitchen seeing mom prepare vegetables for roasting she saw me enter and hello sleepy head I saw you must have been tired so I put a rug over you feeling better she asked Mom I'm confused I didn't ask to see what it felt like to be a girl did I mom stopped peeling the carrot she had in her hand with a

look of concern she said darling one don't you remember that is why we called Dr SMI to see you to feel more Comfortable wearing dresses to make this little experiment with wearing dresses and other things seem more natural on hearing dresses I began to wonder why I asked that hearing dresses again made my heart beat faster in excitement yes I wanted to feel what it was like to be a girl and wear some dresses what was I thinking I started to help Mom prepared dinner shelling peas then setting the table all the while I was

hyper aware of the skirt and blouse I Had on and how knew but how wonderful it made me feel oh yes you're right Mom that's exactly right I want to act and feel like a girl and wearing this outfit makes me so natural and calm like this is where I belong good for you darling car now let's get the rest of dinner prepared could you finish shelling the peas for me and don't forget your apron it's behind the pantry door of course it was I remembered as soon as mom told me And looking behind the

door I found it Strangely I only remembered what it looked like as soon as I saw it but no clue beforehand I pick up the pink floral confection and carefully lowered it over my freshly styled hair dinner was such a pleasure talking about fashion with mom she was smiling so wide I thought her face would split open it was like she had just found a treasure chest Laden with gold and diamonds chapter 5 Carol and Joan the new girls In the neighborhood it was another school day and I was wondering what to wear I was

in a strange frame of mind I wanted to wear a pretty dress but my wardrobe was still full of boy clothes and I knew I couldn't wear a dress to school I knew I was a boy but had a strong urge to present as a girl I also knew that it would cause issues and I wasn't ready for that I had been going to Dr SMI now for 4 weeks and every time I left I felt more and more comfortable With experimenting with being a girl and watching my little breasts get a little bigger each

week a knock on the door pulled me out of my revery may I come in Carol mom asked oh yes Mom come in maybe you can help what will I wear to school for now no skirts or dresses you need to wear your boy clothes clothes hearing dresses I knew that's what I desperately wanted but my shoulders slumped of course I had new desires new needs but only one skirt and blouse Mom saw my Dejected body language darling wear your boy clothes then after school we can go to the mall and get you some more

suitable clothes for after school and weekends I looked up Mom you're a treasure I'd love that excited I started thinking of all the wonderful clothes I could get why don't you at least put on these panties and camiso under your boy clothes so you can at least feel feminine thanks Mom I said smiling what a great idea I took the silky white Undies and put them on feeling more content then I had to put on my new white camiso with the thin straps and the lace edging somehow they really accentuated my growing chest then I

put on the usual jeans and t-shirt giving me a bit of a downer I met Joan out the front of our house and as usual we walked to school he was also dressed in his boy clothes I wondered had he changed his mind about wearing girls clothes after seeing Dr SMI too I had to Find out how's it going John I asked fine but while we're alone could you call me Joan smiling I replied sure Joan and call me Carol we both laughed in relief knowing we were both wanting to be girls but had to

hide our feelings are you wearing anything special today I queried Joan nodded and whispered in my ear I'm wearing panties and a camisol how about you yeah me too can you tell I smiled hoping nothing was visible Jan looked at me front and then around the Back oh oh I can just see the Telltale outline of the Cil coming through your T-shirt I can also see two bumps on your chest just like mine can you see those on me too Joan asked I looked and saw to my consternation the same outline on Joan's t-shirt and

two obvious bumps on his chest now I was worried I knew I wanted to wear my new Slinky under things but now I was scared others would see maybe I should have taken a jacket as well something a little bulkier yes I Can see an outline of the camiso and those two bumps but at least I can't see an outline of your panties I noticed when I said panties Carol's eyes flickered a little and his face flushed a little well I don't care who notices it's who we want to be so stuff M so long

as we stick together we'll be okay what do you say Carol Joan said with a slightly higher feminine voice I thought for a minute Carol reacted strangely to the word panties but what if people make Fun of us we've got each other that's all we need yeah sure I replied we can be our own own group we don't need approval from anyone else we continued walking to school but a niggling feeling about Joan's reaction to the word panties struck me as curious but I couldn't figure out what it was something not quite within my grasp

I soon forgot about that as we approached school and we braced ourselves for others noticing our chamisal outlines Funnily enough it seemed that as we walked through the school grounds none of the boys noticed anything and we breathed a little easier a few girls however gave us momentary strange looks which were quickly hidden it was a little unsettling maybe girls noticed that sort of thing more than boys classes went on as normal I really enjoyed school I wanted to learn and do well so did most of the students we knew if we wanted to succeed

in life having a Good education was the first important step at the end of the last class for the day our science teacher Miss Pamela dur asked Joan and I to stay behind behind the other students filed out of the room leaving Joan and myself nervously looking at each other while the teacher packed up her notes Mr durak was approaching middle age probably in her late 30s with a shock of long flowing red hair she was always dressed in soft feminine outfits of either Dresses or skirt and blouses her makeup was always perfect and the

scent of her perfume followed her wherever she went she looked up as the last of the notes disappeared in her Satchel now don't worry boys or should I say girls you are not in trouble I could see the outline of your camisoles through your teas and the bumps on your chest so thought I'd have a little word with you she smiled encouragingly you know our school has a policy of acceptance and encouragement Of students and teachers of different gender identities we looked at each other in puzzlement where was this going as I can see you

identify as girls but have not had the courage to come out in the open yet our school has a program for students such as yourselves to learn how to become more confident in your gender identity and sexuality so that you can be more confident to present in public who you truly are we have group sessions with like-minded students every Thursday after school and would like you to join what did you say confronted with being discovered was a shock and for me I was now unsure why I was in this situation I was a boy wasn't

I why was I wearing these feminine under things I was about to back right off when Joan slj spoke up oh that's good news M we really are girls wanting to come out to the world we'd love to join the group Joan exclaimed smiling before I could voice any concerns Mr DX said well thank You for admitting you two are Keen to join the group I will have to talk to your parents and get their permission and we'll ring them before I leave school today I'm sure we will soon have two new girls joining us

now off you go you'll be late home otherwise before I could even think clearly Joan and I were out the door and walking home my head swirling with thoughts of the situation being out of control and how am I now identifying as a girl I'm sure I didn't Want this now I was getting more scared after Joan entered her house I walked slowly to give me time to think why was I so positive about wearing girls clothes was it the silky panties camisol there was no feeling for these items any anymore and as for the

two bumps on my chest I suddenly felt everything had gone too far as a matter of fact I felt distinctly weird knowing I could feel my under things and could feel my little breasts rubbing on the camisole now I Seemed to change my mind so suddenly what was the common factor what was it Mom and I would be talking I would start feeling uneasy then suddenly bam I was in for everything feminine when was the last time I told Mom I was confused or uneasy that's it yesterday after my afternoon nap I said I was

confused I didn't remember wanting to be a girl mom said something about that's why Dr SMI saw me wait mom said something about dresses from oh dresses I suddenly felt Like everything was right again my confusion was falling away now I knew well at least I think I did it was that word if I say it again that would confirm it but I need to be ready with some concentration I braced myself dresses thr oh I do like dresses what's wrong with that I knew saying that word made me feel so in love with dresses

and wanting to be a girly girl I was glad my breasts were growing and showing now I didn't care hi Mom I'm home I yelled as I walked through the door chapter 6 keeping a breast of the times it had been another month of school hormone tablets and seeing Dr SMI I looked forward to seeing her she was just so understanding and supportive of my experiment into girlhood with Joan oh I would occasionally have doubts but Mom and Dr SMI seemed to have a way of making me feel comfortable and immersing myself in femininity Joan

and I also took part in the special transgender Group meetings at school of course everyone was still dressed as boys but all of them were in some way showing their true identity there were three other boys in the group it was strange though at the first meeting we all had to say what was our favorite feminine garment Henry said it was panty hose and his eyes glazed over for a second the same happened with Fred he said his favorite was Mary Jane's and his eyes glazed over Brendan said his was skirts When I said dresses

I noticed that for a second the idea of dresses seemed to make me lose concentration JN said panties and the same thing happened Mr Durack we call her Pam in these sessions was pleased and said that it is good to focus our positive thoughts on our favorite feminine things I thought of dresses again and smiled I felt a little sorry for Brendan though he was a little under 6ot tall and well-built and not very happy that he was in this meeting Group Mr rack suggested that he think of the skirt he could wear by eating

fewer high fat fast foods and getting to take an interest in salads instead D Brendan or Brenda as we called her in the meeting did take that on board and we could see a dramatic drop in her weight she started looking like a tall spelt model in proportion she was feeling much more confident in her identity with each meeting it is funny I was aware of things being done and said in the Meetings but we were all in a bit of a haze as we were encouraged to talk about being feminine and what we liked

about our special clothing items it was easy to take on board Miss Direct's suggestions one day after a special meeting Mom was late in picking Joan and I up as we hung around out the front of school we noticed that Dr SMI had picked up mck and drove off in a fancy car I thought how nice it was that the two adults who were helping us discover Ourselves knew each other later that evening I was helping Mom clear the table when she said oh Carol you must try the latest technique for enhancing your breasts I

wondered why I should do that since I was already on hormones so asked asked her why still smiling but acting koi she replied well darling your breasts are certainly growing but they're still a little under an AUP if you really want to see what it's like to have more mature breasts I have a way to Do just that but Mom I don't want to have implants or anything like that honey don't worry it's completely natural some herbal crms and a little device that sits on you to stimulate growth by your own body well in that

case I think I could give it a go but Mom if I don't like it can I stop I was really worried now I had been thinking of what had been happening lately and i' also realized that Dr SMI have given me a word Catalyst just like Joan I had Tried to avoid even thinking of it when I thought I would be thinking of it I'd quickly think of panties instead that seemed to make me more immune to suggestion that I now and knew came from Dr SMI somehow though the thought of panties why of

course dear I took the liberty of getting everything we need I can set it up for you tonight you will need to wear the device overnight while you sleep I wasn't prepared for anything like that so suddenly I was now Desperate to avoid any quickening in what was happening to me Mom saw me frown thinking about this latest development so she quickly added just think how your dresses will fit better I immediately got excited again yes my dresses would look much better with breasts larger than just my little cups I also thought that it would

be a slow process so I could stop when I wanted it doesn't seem such a big risk okay let's do it but if it's too much I can stop Doing it somehow just under my Consciousness I was wary of course darling Mom smiled at me and kissed me on the cheek her perfume filled my nostrils bringing me closer to her so at bedtime you just need to wear your favorite panties and I'll do the rest now let's just relax and watch our favorite Home Improvement program I think tonight they will have some cute ideas for

decorating bedrooms we finished the kitchen cleanup and had a Relaxed night in front of the T by 9:30 I was yawning I had temporarily forgotten about mom's new suggestion but now the idea surfaced again but now I was sure I didn't want any part of it I didn't even know why I was still wearing a girly outfit of BL and Tartan skirt with all the underpinnings mom I'm not sure I want to go through with the breast enhancement Mom I don't think I'm ready for this kind of thing but darling my mom turned to smile

at me but somehow The smile looked Sly almost determined you will like your new breast size I guarantee it no Mom I'm not sure anymore can we put it off please no darling it's not possible Dr SMI loaned me the device and I need to give it back soon it has to be tonight well you can borrow it another time can't you I asked getting more nervous about Mom's forceful attitude mom turned on a concerned face and said but darling I've made an appointment to have you fitted for new Bras the day after tomorrow we

need to do it tonight and the following night still unsure I started to worry and plead with her but she beat me to it dress shopping will be next on the agenda Carol new dresses to try and buy doesn't that EX it you actually it did I thought so why was I so reluctant to try this enhancement treatment tonight Carol darling I think you got worked up for no reason let me fix you a drink to relax you mom went to the very top shelf in The pantry and took a sachet out of a small

box I had not seen before she poured a powder into a glass of water and asked me to drink again I was a bit hesitant think of those dresses mom said as I drank the water down okay darling let's get you to bed before the relaxant kicks in thinking of how I would look in new dresses with a definite bust line I followed mom to my room soon I was in a pair of new panties and ly bear chested on the new soft Satin bed sheet as I was starting to feel sleepy mom rubbed a

creme onto my flabby chest the creme felt like it was warming up my chest when the creme was absorbed into my skin I could barely keep my eyes open it was then that Mom lifted up a pink plastic mold with a hose coming out of the top the hose was attached to a pump which had been plugged into the wall now Carol I'll just put this over your chest then switch it on and it and the creme will Do the work of making your breasts just beautiful as I drifted off to sleep I felt the

weight of the mold hug my chest and a pulsating sucking pressure lifting my flabby chest to fill the void I woke with light streaming into my room mom was lifting off the plastic mold I remembered what had happened last last night and realized that I didn't want bigger breasts after all I was a boy I also quickly realized mom had used the word do SMI had implanted into me quick Quick think of panties panties panties relief then Throne shaking off a mild feeling of wanting to feel feminine I was quick to put up my guard

so that Mom would use that word on me with a start and a little bit of trepidation I looked down dreading the worst I saw two small cones on on my chest larger AA and large nipples but nothing like I feared trying to smile for moome I said wow aren't they wonderful mom smiled as she turned back from depositing the mold on my Dresser I'm glad you like them darling one just one more treatment and they should be the perfect size for you now hop out of bed and I can measure your new size along

with my fake smile and attitude I got out of bed and stood next to Mom the shifting of tissue while standing upright only enhanced the size of my breasts with dismay hidden behind my expression of Wonder I asked wow they look super what size are they mom mom got out the tape measure measuring my Chest just under my shall we say new developments then she shifted the tape higher to cover my new nipples I shivered and cringed as I felt a mix of tenderness and tingling at the touch of the cold tape mom noticed your

breasts will be tender for a a while as they are growing and settle into their new size you will have to wear a bra of soft material say satin I can't wait for our little shopping trip after writing down the figure mom looked at a sizing chart Well dear welcome to Womanhood you are officially a size A+ no more training bras for you now I'll just get the breast cream it will soothe your breasts for today and help them settle in while avoiding stretch marks I acquiesced without a word still looking down at what mom

had done to me soon the white cream was rubbed in on all sides of my new breasts OMG it felt so good I was lost in the sensations someone likes her new breasts mom exclaimed startled I Realized I had closed my eyes and let out a quiet moan mom finished rubbing in the cream oh and the cream will also help increase your breast size again isn't it wonderful was Mom testing me I looked looked up at her and smiled yes that's great mom when did you say this treatment will be complete oh I can see

your impatient but you will have to wait until tomorrow morning darling if you were older you would need bigger breasts to match your age you would need Probably a week of treatment but seeing as you are just 13 anything larger that AB cup would be out of proportion to your body size but at AB cup your skin is elastic enough to accommodate your new girl my new girls how could she say that for now your old training bra will be fine so let's put that on you I took the bra from Mom and slipped the

bra over my head luckily I didn't have to fasten hooks in the back it was one that didn't Have hooks once settled into place mom adjusted the sliders until my new girls felt comfortable I looked down at the final shape and couldn't believe that a plus-sized breasts could look so big I knew knew that I could not hide these mounds and it would forever be necessary to wear a bra I tried to smile but Mom saw frown she quickly told me that my new dresses would fill out properly with my new assets oh of course

my new dresses my smile grew in proportion to My happiness over my new shape tearing my eyes away from my bust I looked up at mom grinning from ear to ear oh I can't wait till tomorrow morning Mom and gave her a heartfelt hug mom smiled well let's explore your new look with your outfits I put on my skirt and lovely satiny camiso My bust was more pronounced than ever mom handed me a light crepe blouse which I buttoned up looking in the mirror I fell in love with my new look I saw mom behind

me Smiling as widely at me I turned and hugged her again thank you Mom I love this look finishing dressing with new super thin kni socks and Mary Jane shoes I was again in front of the mirror swishing from side to side I especially liked the sideways view where it was utterly obvious that I was a young girl developing her future charms after a light breakfast I asked if I could go over and see Joan of course darling but be home by midday I walked over to Joan Place and just before I knocked on the

door I could hear raised but muffled voices no I won't wear a bra I didn't want these breasts get them off me Joan was pleading something of my mood changed as doubt crept into my mind a second later I heard Lori say Joan you will love how the Braum matches your lovely new panties my doubts seemed to diminish slightly but we still there suddenly all was quiet I felt self-conscious standing on the doorstep Ear to the door what if someone saw me I heard Lori ask Joan you like your panties don't you your lovely pink

furly pantties panties silence inside but my heartbeat increased panties panties yes panties I loved panties as much as dresses I knocked at the door I heard now get yourself dressed while I see who it is the door opened and Mrs nesbet smiled looking me over her eyes resting on my chest her smile grew wider why Carol May you're looking just lovely This morning please come in Joan is still getting dressed she won't be long I came in and sat in the lounge room Mrs Nesbit sitting next to me I love your new look Carol you

have certainly developed overnight Joan has two you'll see when she comes out she leaned next to me and whispered quickly and quietly you love being feminine Carol dresses dresses dresses are wonderful to wear my heart was beating fast my mind melting with desire for dresses but you should Also think how wonderful to be a girly girl when you hear the word panties panties panties my mind wasn't melting t hru m it had already melted in feminine Delight yes panties are so wonderful t m Mrs nesbet leaned back letting me recuperate and slow my breathing how

I loved panties as much as dresses I could just think straight again when Joan emerged from the hallway into the lounge I could immediately see her breasts had also undergone a revolution her breasts Were about as big as mine but accentuated in the tight-fitting Pink Cashmere short sleeved pullover her pale blue kneelength cotton skirt only accentuated how girlish she looked and I was so happy to see her I jumped up from the couch and met her halfway wow you look lovely Joan she was appreciative of my new look too I love how you look too

Carol let's go to my room I want to show you my new outfits don't forget to show Carol your new collection of panties to Joan Mrs nesbet called out thrum thrum I stumbled as did Joan my heart raced and suddenly I desperate to see her new undies as my thoughts clouded over I must have done something over at Joan's house but my thoughts and memories were murky I was walking down the path to my front door my head clearing I raised my hand to open the door and saw the had soft looking feminine hands with

oval-shaped nail extensions a/4 inch past the ends of my fingers they were Painted as soft pink mom was hanging up the phone when I came in she turned to smile at me and looking at my hands said your nails look gorgeous Carol come here and show me mom must have been on the phone to Mrs nesbet I thought otherwise she would not have immediately looked at my hands which were at my sides I walked over to her and raised my hands Palms down fingers spread oh honey don't they look just gorgeous you will have to

keep up good Nail Care Now I smiled looking Down at my glistening pink nails they were lovely and made me feel so feminine Mom I'd love to but I don't know how to do that could you teach me I was puzzled how my nails came to be extended and painted I had no recollection again something didn't feel right a niggle that was becoming more common and more troubling after a light lunch of salad and chicken strips mom had me sit on the couch so that we could look at styles of bras that we would be

buying tomorrow Mom sat next to me and opening the catalog she opened the middle page which showed girls about my age modeling a range of dresses mom leaned into me and said you love being feminine Carol dresses dresses dresses are wonderful to wear my heart suddenly beat faster as my eyes widened and I became fidgety of course on seeing and hearing dresses I did feel I wanted to be feminine still leaning close to me Mom turned the page where I saw a variety of panties mom Said while looking panties panties panties could my heart beat

faster I look at the wonderful garments feeling that I should be more feminine turning another page the bras were on display now Mom said but you should also think how wonderful to be a girly girl when you hear the word braah braah braah braah oh how I wanted to be the most girly girl ever we looked at the bras on display and Mom and I picked the most beautiful designs mom pointed to the Various sizes my current size a plus then to the beup Bras don't the beup bras look so much better darling I couldn't

help but agree and the C cups are so feminine but I think for your frame at 13 a girl of your age would look so feminine and girly with a cup again being immersed in talking about bras looking at them in the catalog I was feeling so close to Mom so girly and feminine I agreed with everything I wouldn't be happy until I had at least Six or seven bras in a size b cup larger than what I had now primed now for a second round of breast enlargement that night I lay on my bed

just in my panties and let Mom rub the special cream on my breasts it felt so good just think Carol tomorrow we'll be able to go shopping for your new bras hearing that I just wanted mom to get on with it I was almost hyperventilating mom noticed oh dear I should have given you the tranquilizer Like last night to calm you down and so you can get a good night's sleep hold on sweetie mom went out of the room into the bathroom she rummaged around for a bit and came back with a tablet and glass

of water here you go darling one she said as she handed me the tablet and water I swallowed the tablet and gulped down the water mom then put the mold back on my chest as I started to get sleepy Deja Vu it was morning the light streaming through my window and again Mom was removing the mold and placed it on the bedside cabinet what confused me was that the mold was still on my chest but no it wasn't my chest had filled the mold and now I had at least beup breasts what shocked me more

was that my AI were now at least 2 in across and thick nipples in the center they were not or ever would be boy nipples again I sat up in shock trying to push the breasts off my chest in Fright but no it hurt when I hit them Carol don't look so shocked I Told you this process would enhance your breasts and now it has but Mom I didn't think it would happen over just two nights I said as I felt their weight pull on my chest just remember the new bras and matching panties we

will be buying today and the dresses darling of course dresses I was in love with dresses I was suddenly calm and accepting indeed enthusiastic about my new breasts and the upcoming shopping trip I climbed out of bed and the Bathroom for a shower I sat at the toilet to releve myself then wondered why I sat I suppose a girl should sit to use the toilet so let the thought pass as I look down at my new breasts I CED them in my hands felt their weight and how they moved I felt my hands on them

they were so much larger and heavier than just yesterday as I touched the nipples a shiver ran down my spine and settled further down to the base of my spine they felt Divine I was happy with Them as I played with my nipples intensifying my pleasure and the Shivers I finished up flushed and stepped into the shower the feel of the stream of water on my new breasts felt sort of ticklish but I liked it soaping up a lather I began washing myself when it came to my new breasts they felt sensitive but I enjoyed

the slippery feel of the lather over my soft flesh stepping out of the shower mom was waiting with a warm towel unexpectedly She gently patted me dry that's the way you should dry yourself now your skin is going to feel more sensitive so no more harsh rubbing mom then told me to stand still she took the floral smelling talcum powder and dusted my down I smelled like a field of roses I went back to my room mom had laid out a new outfit for me a matching pink laced bra and panty set and a new

blue dress that lived at least kneelength she turned around smiling to look at me as I Approached now what do you think darling I couldn't help myself and bought you a new outfit to fit your new shape their lovely Mommy I exclaimed oh honey I like it when you call me Mommy you will have to call me Mommy from now on I put on the panties luxuriating in the feel as they settled into place but sad that there was still a visible bulge in front with a smile mommy picked up the delightful confection of ab

cup bra I held out my arms as Mommy slid the bra Up to my chest turning around I could feel the bra being secured around my chest as I felt for the first time the weight of my new breasts being supported while looking down at my new cleavage mom retrieved a pink kneelength dress with c sleeves and sweetheart neckline from my cupboard I looked up and she had already unzipped it at the back and was holding it ready for me to step into I stepped into the dress then mum slid it up I put my

arm through the short Sleeves as it Rose I was soon zipped up feeling the delightful feel of being encompassed almost tightly hugged by this feminine garment around my chest and stomach then the incidental caresses of the skirt as I moved I slipped the ballet flats onto my bare feet and I was ready to go shopping entire L clothed as a girl mom led the way opening the front door to the wide world as happy as I was inside being outdoors in such feminine finery suddenly made me feel unsure Although outwardly still smiling for mom's sake

I thought why should I feel uneasy looking down seeing my dress my hairless arms and newly painted nails I realized that these weren't my normal clothes and I was really a boy but I loved being dressed this way it was so lovely feeling and looking feminine sitting in the car on the way to the shops I was piecing it together again somehow I must have been hypnotized to like this I remembered Mrs nesbet saying My Catalyst word dresses oh no I loved them but I knew it was artificial and I remember Pages panties oh a

new catalist word how had that happened I had my boy mind back but I knew I really liked where I saw my breasts the pink dress I felt weird loving it but knowing that I should hate it at the same time I looked at my hands pink enameled long sculpted Nails matching my new dress everything felt good but I knew it was not me I knew that I had to fight these feelings No matter how good I was feeling and I was feeling happy as I was I knew that my boy self was getting weaker

it was hopeless though once we started shopping my feminine feelings swamped my boy identity I could feel it getting weaker with every new dress I selected with every new set of bras and panties I bought I love the girl in the mirror her front and sideways silhouette my wardrobe soon had more feminine clothing than my old boy's clothes as a matter of Fact anything old or rough was soon donated to charity only my more androgynous boy clothing remained to balance my feminine clothing every day Joan and I fell more and more into girlhood being comfortable

with our new selves our transgender group of students soon became known to the general School population surprisingly we were accepted for who we had become the first day Joan and I wore dresses to school was traumatic at first but we were relieved When our classmates seemed to not even make a fuss as if it were the most natural thing in the world from that moment we felt the freedom to be the girls we were becoming and to indulge in feminine Pleasures epilog I am now in seconde College 500 miles from home I'm sharing a dorm

room with Joan as we both applied for the same course in Psychology in finishing my memories of how I became a girl I can see how Mom and Dr SMI had turned me from an average Boy into a girl the old Catalyst words no longer have any effect on me after all I love being a girl Joan and I both had our gender confirming operations last year and we love it I'm so glad I was started on hormones all those years ago as I stopped growing when I reached 5' 5 in and developed typical wi

hips any girl should have I must print this off and hand it into my lecturer Dr SMI she has a class of her former patients of which Joan and I are a part I love Learning how we came to be girls and when we graduate would love to do as Dr SMI has done and give other boys the opportunity to experience a feminine life