High School Lore & Advice

we're so glad you guys come back again iy hey Pals Buds and lovies welcome back to mooning amusing with Megan and Hannah all right today we're doing a uh we know all you youngans are going back to school so we thought we'd talk about our high school you know what we wish that we had known when we were in High School also I just got in Bisal lines uh if you can hear me lisp no you don't all right would you like to begin no no okay I guess I'll we'll just talk about I guess

we'll just start with what how you know high school for us we started I guess we can say that it's been a few years now like we've been out for a while Hannah graduated 16 I graduated 17 yeah so however long that's been I can't do math fast I'll do it real quick 17 22 like what years for me for years for me yep so I started in 2012 I started in 2012 then I started in 2013 I was like that's weird how did you do that the years all blur together you know you get

this old the only reason I remember is cuz I remember the year I graduated 8ighth grade easily yeah I I didn't also oh my God the anxiety and nervousness of starting a new high school not only just a new high school but it was a public school for the first time for me and what helped me like look forward to like later in the year because the first Hunger Games was coming out in the fall so I would have already started my freshman year but then the Hunger Games was coming out so I was like

okay like even if I'm having I was like I can at least look forward to that that's always nice to have something like that in life like an album a movie stuff like that look yeah and those do get people through things I kept uh because it was so it was so big and the books were doing so well when we my mom went early to make sure we got the tickets in advance we got a cute little um like a little gift card and a had catniss on it I thought that was so [

__ ] cool I kept it which movie would it have been that year it was the first one it was the very first one it was like serious I remember seeing that serious that my cousins uh had dressed up a little bit characters yeah yeah uh who was Megan Katniss of course and Carissa was obviously Primrose that's adorable that makes complete sense anyway we were so we were both um in ROTC I think we've talked about that before which is not as dorky as it sounds especially at the school we went to okay it is

dorky period I will say yeah and I make act like that I it was it was so was but like I also like the there you you know any group that you have you're going to meet people that you connect within it so RC is a nice small community to have in a big high school well I was in there I think our our reasons for joining were different because I like I was forced to yeah and then my parents had met in ROTC they're super divorced now my parents met in RTC but it wasn't

at the school that we went to I didn't even know that they did not meet in RTC why the [ __ ] did I just say that that's like actually a lot I thought the lore was they met in a class and your mom picked your dad for for like some Island he was an RC pardon she was not cuz he used a BDF Che that uh what was it he did going down the side of the Southern High School yeah what's up with like back in the [ __ ] 80s I don't know why

we can't not that I would do it I'm so [ __ ] scared of heights but like they literally would repel down the roof of the high school [ __ ] 80s okay guess we're not doing that in 2015 whatever I wonder if they do still do it cuz if they let us off the top of the roof we did it at leadership camp and it was probers C though I just feel like that you can like sign the waivers and get everybody to agree to that but having everybody be okay with us we're ping

off the Ro of the high school you I feel like a bunch of random kids would see us and be like guns though like like in the school pellets shots were fired yes and they were air little little little pellets the stuff they had us doing too used to real I think real um [ __ ] like small Bard rifles years ago my parents were there they did I'm glad we didn't I'm glad I didn't do those I wouldn't have enjoyed that the cute little air rifles that we have were the pellets were so tiny

and cute the kind they have at the Olympics it the little pellets yeah um but I did drill team and that was why I joined ROTC cuz like at the time it's the streak is dead and gone but uh J they had won like so many national championships specifically women team yeah and I was like the I also let me say joined drill my freshman year I did yeah your Sho slipped well I wasn't going to say that story but yeah it just that was not for me I had the two options I was on

both teams and yeah mine just that's probably why we never interacted because all my friends were drill team but the're drill team so if you're an Roc if this if most of the people that watch this know us but if you're like from not Kentucky or you school didn't have ROTC drill team me something different so what we did was like the military stuff where you had like the whole uniform on you threw guns and like we're going like the really sharp movements you know in line everybody's doing the exact thing it looks crisp it

looks pretty there's some flipping rifles yeah it looks cool yeah so I just like to win like at the end of the year every year we went to uh the beach and we competed and you got to go on the beach so I you know me I wanted to do the beach and I wanted to win things and we did period and anyway um and we did yeah I'm I'm not bitter at all that things got weird with that team after like a few years after I left not weird at all about it I'm weird

about it well to like can't believe we're getting into this on our [ __ ] podcast but you know what it's our podcast listen to it if you want or just skip this bit I don't really care uh but like with how I was on the rifle team like the rifle team I don't even know how it is now but like there was a short amount of time oddly enough when I was there that's weird uh when like the rifle team was good uh we actually had people who were not bad at all and we

were able to make it to Nationals it's a different type of I think it's hard to explain to people how hard it is to actually get to Nationals with those [ __ ] teams dude that [ __ ] is actually hard they base it off of like like if someone got a 10 so like you think a bullseye is just a 10 but when you're shooting with that it goes so far as to a 10.9 it is all about how yeah it that was rough buddy and it was a team sport but it was more

so individual which is why I liked it because I knew how good I was and I knew that I could like easily do this and I love winning so of course I was like yeah I'd rather do that whereas drill was like I I mean you still probably would have been successful oh for sure but I knew what I was like what I could handle at the time in my in Hannah's life I was like I could probably survive much better on the ra team rather than the drill Joe team was crazy like I think

I would have gotten really stressful like it just really the anxiety and stress I would have got from like going to practice when I was [ __ ] beefing with somebody on the team or something like I just couldn't I just would not be able to handle that I think it was kind of a that kind of stuff I think was good for me though like the having to like deal with people I didn't want to deal with I think cuz you just you have to go and it was one of those things too where

like it they took it so serious and that was going to be one of my pieces of advice is like don't let tell you that's I was like that's all we knew it was so serious to us guess what it's not it's so not it's so not it's so not it felt to me so life or death though like I would go in there sick as a dog dude cuz they would be like no you need to come in and practice I'd be in there literally throw up and continue practicing certain things wrong you had

to do push-ups like a lot of push-ups don't get me started with that yeah did y'all have to do when I was a [ __ ] like did they make you push if you were sucking stories dude get this this pissed me off and my sister Lauren will know what I'm talking about with this [ __ ] story my freshman year okay I was already on the rifle team and so when we say so there's this man he you know his rank is Colonel so we would call him Colonel but he was like our senior

instructor like the higher up teacher okay they were like two teachers these grown men yeah anyway he was like he came out and saw me interact with Lauren Lauren's my sister but we were in school in Roc so his brain High key to of Roc stuff is there you're as a student you get ranks and you actually have to respect the ranks so that's probably part yeah it's [ __ ] ridiculous this this is what got me is I was a freshman so Lauren was what a junior and I had mouthed off to her she

said some stupid ass [ __ ] and I said and and colonel was like you going to let her like spe you that way or something like that and I looked at like we made the eye contact and I was like don't you [ __ ] dare and I had to push I had to [ __ ] push I it was probably the smallest amount it was probably like 10 yeah I was take it light oh exactly because she wasn't going to do anything anyway it's like I'm allowed to [ __ ] talk to you

if you say some stupid [ __ ] like I'm allowed to bring something up okay yeah but be yeah ooh oh yeah there were people too that like seniors my freshman year that like made me push for like the [ __ ] You' be you'd have your sock on weird and they'd be like go do push-ups I was like the power hungry freak okay you were literally talking to a child those ones never went far though In fairness like so you had like you got to your senior year this is not what this whole video

is going to be about yeah we're going in depth but we've never talked about it so so you can to your senior year and you get like a job job and the ones that acted like that never got good jobs like it just didn't happen except my freshman year there were some weirdos that were pretty high up I will say I'm not going to say names but specifically the men that's funny that she says that because that is I would have been a s my sister would have been the seniors and I say again not

talking about the girls it was the boys that got weird as it always is but anyway yeah so coming from that my piece of advice that I wrote down for that is do not let anybody convince you that anything going on in high school is that serious it's just not it never is and it like you and it feels like it is because that's all you know at the time yeah and it's like it's hard to what is it like 14 to 17 18 whatever is your range and it's hard to at that time like

think that there's more important things than what that is but yeah never that [ __ ] serious ever no especially like the sport I got over that with the sport thing well unless you're like so good that it actually is going to affect your future because it was such an individual sport that I was doing I did like I didn't get sick over missing practice sometimes I was like no I'm going to get a coffee before school instead of practicing yeah we couldn't do that on mine at all like if you were late you had

to push 10 push-ups for every minute late how see that's ridiculous which that adds up these are children um but and they would be serious I was 20 minutes late one time and seriously they made me do like 200 did I was there like most that's how the different experiences it was for us on the teams where is like because mine was so much of an individual thing and with the coach you have they can coach you only so much it is a lot what's in your own head so he would just be like he

would trust us to you know like do it on our own so it's like we were als I'm like I'm a [ __ ] teenager like I'm going to lie to you like yeah dude I know what I'm doing I'm not going to practice easy peasy yeah yeah ours was different though we had to get our stuff lined up per like you did have to be there cuz even if you were you had to figure out like so we would go down the line and we'd be holding these guns they they like rifles or whatever

and they would look down and you had to have your hand exactly where everyone else did there sense why I would feel life or death was something like that because with that it is practice practice practice practice practice just to make it perfect that one time in competition that makes sense I was watching the Olympics I was watching the uh the what was it the artistic swimmers and I was like their alignment is all weird start was pissing me off I was like that's not that hard to fix actually if you just try to fix

it but some people just don't be thinking about couldn't have said trer words but yeah so don't let them convince you it's that serious try your best but like do not be throwing up and being like just take care of yourself and your and your head and your body it's not that deep which I I think somebody need to tell me that when I was when I was in high school but that's part of the reason why I wore this hat cuz it's goofy yeah cuz you shouldn't take yourself so seriously yeah all right what

else did I have written down okay the number one thing I wrote down because I really believe this like when you're in high school everything does feel life or death to you and I'm not even talking about sports anymore just like it's in general it's any your friendships your romantic going on with the crushes or the friendships or anything like that any social thing also feels life or death yeah and I I was like your parents they're not going to get it something happens I don't know what age cuz I feel like I still remember

what it felt like SC I know I'm trying to myself that's forget what it feels like constantly checking myself to try and like take it with yeah man I don't know what happens where literally there's no there's no connection there yeah there's that uh that Lord quote Lord the um the singer she had said Not Jesus Christ Our Savior yeah when heroin came out she was like even when she was younger she said I knew teenagers knew something that I didn't know and it was something that you then forget when you get older which I

believe I think that's complely name it I don't know if we can like I don't even know what it is but yeah I think it's because that teenagers let their emotions guide them so much more than any other age range and like children do it to an extent where it's like ridiculous whereas when you're a teenager you start caring about social structure so yeah but your emotions are still really guid you get older you get to a point where you're like feeling your feelings is stupid which I think is crazy it is [ __ ]

crazy it is cuz we should all to some extent be letting like you shouldn't have to dog everything out you know what I'm saying an adults have a tendency to be like dog it out no I don't want to [ __ ] that and sometime like there's like a balance to it like sometimes you should dog it out but like sometimes just let yourself feel what you're feeling you know what I'm saying like there's got to be a balance there there is there literally is don't don't get me started on like why we're where we

are right now don't we're we're starting it at a young age we're getting it if there are high schoolers that do listen to us and I like I'm bound to be I would have been somebody who's looking at older people on a podcast or YouTube when I was younger sound up like this I think that that I think that that fan page Moon fans I think that that might be a high schooler I think there's a possibility period um I also wrote down and this is very important cuz I think that like uh everything we

say is super [ __ ] important everything we say but seriously take this one to heart no one is looking at you as much as you think they are ever oh yeah Okay and like I'm using the word selfish but it there's like a negative connotation with it but I will say like people tend to think really selfishly especially with their teenage it is so you are constantly thinking about how you're coming across when in actuality the other person is probably thinking about them themselves and how they come across so then you guys are both

just like having this conversation but in the back of your mind you're like do I seem okay am I doing all right and it's like the person who's doing the same thing just just doing that [ __ ] and I wrote and if they are caring that much that's weird that's weird that's really that's weird like if anyone is like hitting you up which this happens a lot in high school a lot of people in high school have a lot to say about what you're doing I remember that happening to me where like on the

drill team we would sit down and they'd be like she doesn't like what you're doing I'm like why should I give a [ __ ] [ __ ] she doesn't like what I'm doing what are we talking about um but that really affects you and it just like shouldn't because why are they like why is anyone coming and be like I I I don't like your attitude I don't like the way you're doing that who cares well it's like I don't I I I wasn't you know I'm not here to exist for you that I'm

literally it's me you know doing me just man mind your business go over there and do your school stuff and literally hey just don't say it just don't comment just keep your comment to yourself worry about yourself worry about yourself if someone else is doing something that you don't like they're probably going through something like especially at that age oh my God and if you don't like it just don't hang out with them yeah you have the choice to not hang out with him or be in their Circle or their bubble like you and everyone

has that choice with you too like you don't have to change they're allowed to make that choice to not hang out with you because they don't Vibe with you either and there are plenty of people who are just not going to Vibe with you and that's that's fine like it would be crazy if everybody in the world like got along with you like that doesn't make sense that's part of the beauty of being human is that there's just so many different types of people and every so many different types of people like types of combin

to create this person so like the odds of you getting along with everybody is literally impossible you also don't have to beef with them if you don't like them you can just be like they on my cup of tea move on it doesn't have to be like an issue which I think I had that problem a lot in high school where if I didn't like someone I was like it so they're doing it wrong whereas I've gotten older and now I'm like there's just different types of people like they don't have to do things the

way I did them yeah yeah yeah I can see that like on the outside and I'm like all right period not for me yeah yeah well I think I've done the last like three so I'm going to let you well I can go off of we were talking so much about RTC and it was I had said it earlier but I'll go in a little more depth of like having a group when you go into high school that is important so when I like cuz I had to apply to the high school I went to

cuz it wasn't my is it a home school is what they call it where it's like the closest like vicinity or whatever um because my parents wanted me to go where my sister was going I said that's so weird um no no no my accent I swear when I said going that's not how I actually speak uh but I wanted to do something else rather than Roc my parents were trying to get me to my sister was on the field hockey team I forgot they had field hockey they got rid of it when I went

hey I got lucky cuz I was going to be on that [ __ ] team riddle me this why were they making me do that when I they could have just if they were going to force me to do a sport why didn't you just say you wanted to do it no field hockey no well why would they make you I'm literally by if they were going to make me do a sport hey why don't you make me do a sport I loved playing when I was younger I don't know why didn't they they were

going to force me cuz they made me do ROTC and they like they were going to make me do field hockey then why didn't they get me to do like basketball or volleyball or softball literally you make an argument you okay me making an argument my par they go when you do F you I think I'm going to join the basketball team I feel like that just would have been you know ended no I had too many insecurities about actually being good enough because I was coming from a tiny ass [ __ ] Catholic school

about that neither that's another thing it doesn't [ __ ] matter if like cuz it's like you're just playing a sport you want to play oh yeah with how I am specifically anyone I me but it's just well it doesn't matter so I'm giving this is like my experience of going in um it was nice having like a designated little tiny Community within your school because they they're everywhere they're like you know I guess we can call them clicks but you know they're bigger but like I wanted to do something with art so like that

you still would have been able to find like find a group with that yeah RC was a class too so if you were in like a team in ROTC it prevented you from doing any other type of like thing in school yeah cuz you had like your time slot taken up where you could do like journalism or mix Media or anything you just had ROTC yeah so that did kind of suck but I don't regret it well that's why I was like I don't I don't well and I'm not about to go on a whole

discussion of this but I will say I don't regret the decisions that I like made for high school and like how my career in high school went but I will say it probably like I it wasn't bad but it wasn't super super great experience but I was also super closeted so I don't know like if I was out and knew myself in a different way if it would have been as okay or as like fun cuz I wouldn't have enjoyed RC as much there weren't very many I don't remember there being a lot of queer

people at our school that were like openly C well I knew some so my class my not as many as there are for sure they're not going to be loud about it but there's probably so many groups that I just didn't know about I think like quiet groups they're not going to be like loud about it but obviously you find your own so you know but yeah that would have been a different experience but I don't regret like how I did it with high school and stuff like that I had a good time I you

know I made good friends I'm still friends with some people in high school I had fun in high school too I don't I most of my friends freaking left that was part of the problem with our OTC too is everyone joined the military and left yeah like uh one of my best friends Lizzy she her husband now got married Marine Corps she's gone um that's actually the only one that I can think I was like I only had like three CL friend and like he's a lot of the people I was on the drill team

with either join the military got married to somebody who did well the friendss and I'm still friends with in high school weren't really in RTC yeah we had really different we we weren't in the same circles as in high school so literally ever literally ever but I also wrote down your grades listen actually do stay on top of that because you're going to want like even if you don't think you want to go to college you want to give yourself the best opportunity later to do something like that if you want to which for me

I really didn't want to go to college when I was in high school I didn't even really it was just it was on the road you know I wasn't really thinking about it but I saw it down the road I knew it was like I didn't know what I was going to do I knew I didn't want to join the military the whole time I was in high school oh my God I knew I was not probably going to want to go to college but I did kind of try to set myself up for it

but not as hard as I could would have yeah so like I didn't do bad in school at all but I would have taken a lot more like AP classes and done that kind of stuff I didn't I didn't take my AP or advanced classes as seriously obviously because like you know we are teenagers like it is hard to do that when you are so concerned about certain social things I will say but that's what I'm saying is the social stuff like I wish I had tried harder to get myself set up for college because

and I and I try to go to college right out of high school which that's another thing I wrote down is don't let anybody convince you to do that don't want to do that it's not like you have to yeah you don't have to you can always go later there's no timeline honestly for me like and it's that I I think I should have gone right out of high school no I did go right out of I'm saying I should should have just waited like you were saying like you don't have to like I um

I think easily could have waited also you know gives you more time to like figure out what like if you knew what you wanted to do that's that's fine yeah I mean like if you were like yeah that's cool that you had this plan and you were like like sure of it too and we sticking with it because I yeah I literally had no [ __ ] idea yeah that thing where the teacher was like um you know write what you like to do and like you'll figure out and it was like mine didn't just

you know no didn't that list didn't um I had to take those quizzes so by the time I did get to college I was undecided hated my life uh I had to drive as easy oh my God those days yeah forgot about that I went to I us I live we live in and I went you drove to Indiana Indi University Southeast which is right across the bridge but it was like a 45-minute drive every day and there were days that I went and like just drove there and sat in the parking lots I was

like I hate this I hate it here the amount of times that I drove to my schools just to not go sat in the school too hey sometimes went to the library got some food watched something on my laptop yeah I should have just I should have just wait but there was a lot of pressure from my specifically my mom to go col and I understand why she wanted me to do that because of her life story college did a lot for her which college does a lot for a lot of people it but if

you're not ready to go you're probably not going to it's not going there's not going to be a really good success rate man you're not yeah that forcing yourself to do things when like your mind and body is not like actually ready for it yeah I was so focused too so like the dating in high school thing I yeah I dated in high school you didn't really date in high school scho but I yeah I had like a serious boyfriend when I left high school and he had moved like away for college so that really

[ __ ] with my high like uh college experience as well because I was so focused on that which was stupid but what are you going to do you feel how you feel yeah you you're going to want to focus on your your relationship you're going to that is going to be at the front of your brain but you should yeah always just take care of yourself especially at like high school through your 20s honestly I don't even know I'm not my 30s yet but all your 30s too just take care of yourself like just

get your own brain right take care like do what you need to do to get ahead in life but I there if you're cooking good and you're doing great like that'll just bleed out into the other things y should not have dated in high school that would be a bit of advice nobody's going to listen to Just well the way that I like after and I don't like call it dating but it was like not even cuz like yeah after that I was just like this is not for me it's just not for me that's

not my vibe no thank you yeah well if you're so if you're a girl that's straight the boys of that age however you're thinking in your brain that you think they're thinking they're not they're not thinking like that they're they're not putting the stuff together the way that you think that they should be it's actually crazy they're really not they're really really not like even in your 20s they're probably not thinking like really that is just a fact yep and then if you're a girl dating girls I don't know what that's like so I didn't

do that in high school I wonder what that was like in high school well I had some fruity experiences in high school but different than dating yeah I wouldn't call it dating it wasn't dating there yeah yeah just focus on your freaking focus on you can you can control how you do stuff okay oh my God yeah whatever great romance that you've seen in like Twilight it ain't happening it'll [ __ ] happen after you graduate high school okay just get past that brother oh my God oh my God what do I wish I knew

then yeah we've tackled that multiple times yeah right yeah if I could go back and actually speak to myself yes here what I would say nobody's [ __ ] looking at your body like you think you are and if they are it doesn't [ __ ] matter yeah period I I don't yeah I didn't really have that issue but I'm sure a lot of people have major [ __ ] body issues and it doesn't matter what your body looks like anyway you could be from the smallest of small to just that average in between or

you could be fat it does not matter I think so many people just have body issues and it comes to a head in high school yeah and that's where it will ruin your life if you let it I had more of an issue honestly with like my uh my clothes and my hair like I I feel like I could never get my hair how I wanted it like and that was a real bone of contention well the drill team we had to have these super super super tight braids and it would tear your hair up

yeah so like after I graduated high school I cut all my hair off and just let it grow back out but it was like it'd be really frizzy all the time and my parents never like parents just don't get it when you're in high school I'm just going to say it they just don't like they're like your hair looks fine get in the car hey this is life or death to me for real like you need to shut the [ __ ] up and help me do my hair I don't want somebody to tell me

my hair looks fine yeah don't tell me it looks fine I have one sock on it looks fine I'm got to [ __ ] fix it yeah you need to give me a minute you need let me do what I need to do because this this is me yeah we're saying now like nothing is really life or death but I I'm going to say feel yeah I'm going to and that is serious because if you get to school and you don't like the way your hair looks it's going to ruin your whole [ __ ]

day it really is same thing with like um if I'm wearing something I really really don't like like I like the sensory or like something is off I'm just not feeling comfortable in my own skin then you're going to have a bad time literally the entire time that you were wearing it or sciousness is going to go yeah it doesn't you can do nothing to actually help it except fix the actual thing and that's only kind of gotten better honestly like I just have more autonomy because I'm older and I can fix my hair but

if I had to leave the house sometimes without fixing my [ __ ] I probably would walk around feeling like garbage all day like I would hate to go to Kroger straight out of bed there's no way the way that I used to have to do that with high school yeah I actually still would be affected by that there's no way yeah so that's tough uh so on that front just know I see you and I feel you I see you and I hear you cuz that's tough that's tough my dad us to be like

you don't got time to do that make time I my God we've had two different the way that like oh my God this has no I got to say it cuz it had nothing to do with that but it's like they just don't get it the way that my hair was straight like all of high school just pin stra like so [ __ ] straight not a curl ins side except for the back of my head okay like underneath all the hair but the way when it started getting waves in it and curls so it

would be a little half straight half wavy it was really weird but I was letting the curls just do their thing cuz I was trying to understand my [ __ ] hair and then way my dad was like are you going to like brush your hair or you just going to leave and I was like if you think I'm not already stressed about my hair been having a buzz cut since Jo the military is at what 18 right out of high school some CS damn he [ __ ] wishes I got the waves from him

yeah but his hair's never long enough that he has to take care one time I've seen it one time in my life when he let loose on cruise on the cruise for him he's long for him only for him not long long enough to where you saw some waves in his ha top yeah it was a legit waves oh my gosh that's the the the first time that I've seen my dad actually have hair long enough to have waves in it which is insane yeah I'm 26 I saw a Tik Tok this is not about

your dad this just made me think of uh but it's like it was a Tik Tok of the deep shaving his head and the boys oh my God and it was like men right when their hair gets to that perfect length they cut it all seriously what are you doing why did you do that hey straight specifically as soon as their hair gets to that glorious they like I'm going to cut it all people doing what they want to do for themselves okay but then there is also I'm not well that grow out a little

bit well like dude like you look hot keep like I mean you look great keep it like like that what the hell what are you doing why did you do that I was talking about that with Cory Cory's my aunt though and she said she really digs a buzz cut so you know own like a buzz cut every so often but it has to be so I'm not down with the buzz cut I know you're not I know you're not I when Harrison wanted to get his buzz cut I was like do what you got

to do because that's one of those things where it's like I'm going like you anyway it's his choice you know what I'm saying yeah for sure yeah but don't push your hair just my piece of advice if you're thinking about it don't don't the way that it took me forever to even get the haircut that I have now it took years to be like picturing myself with it and like with like it's a really like don't just do the oh my God buzz it like oh my God cuz that is such a drastic change there's

no hair I don't know you know honestly it's your head so don't let me tell you what to do but I'm not going to like it it' be crazy if you eventually in your lifetime I won't I'm writing that down I just won't won't but yeah if I could go back talk to myself as a freshman in high school what would I say I would get over yourself no I think I would not say that I meant like I meant with the whole thing of thinking about everybody's thinking about how I'm looking get over yourself

oh my God I feel that's mean though to get over yourself in my negative way of how I was constantly thinking about my body is when I mean get over yourself it's like it's really not a big deal you can say yourself what you want to say to yourself I I would go back and tell myself I'd be like just don't worry about everything all the time just just don't just relax it's not a big deal but I'm I don't know if I could say that because I was always in my head always in my

brain always talking to myself I don't know I don't I don't think I knew the skill in high school of how to like com combat that is what I was missing you know cuz I always just thought I was right you know what I mean like now when I have thoughts like that I know how to respond to myself in my own head and be like they're not thinking that well like flush it out you know yeah whereas then I would be like you're right one would almost say that that's like what is it what

is it maybe the frontal lobe maybe but also like I I do think that can be taught to younger people you just don't I just have the the skills yes like there is like an aspect of frontal love development but there's also like I don't think I don't think I ever was empathy when I went to adults in my life not that anyone was like mean to me but whenever I would go and like they would just tell me it was stupid you know what I mean like if I was complaining about like something with

a boy or like he won't text me back or something with like my friendships my yeah the answer I always got was you're not going to care about that in a few years which they were right I mean they weren't WR but but I was caring about it so much at that time and those few years are going to be forever for me that's not helpful that's not helpful advice at the time so I think if I could go back and talk to myself I would tell myself to quit overthinking so cuz you you're going

to convince yourself that you're right about something and you're not like you don't know what you're especially in high school where I'd be like this person is thinking this about me cuz they've looked at me this way yeah whereas it probably wasn't yeah yeah and I was not good at convincing myself that that wasn't what was going on yeah whereas now I can do that more but I think if I could tell myself that you were that I was probably wrong that would be one thing but I mean being told you're not going to C

in a few years like yeah that's true you're not and that's something to like keep in mind but that's not always the most helpful advice not at the time yeah yeah so damn High School can't imagine anybody listening to this who I knew in high school except like the handful of people that I talked to I don't know who I know lean uh like that I like like she's from your side yeah there's a handful of people from my side but I don't think there's really that many so I hope the actual high schoolers that

do listen to this got some helpful advice we kind of just went on a tangent a little bit this is literally what this is for so true you want get our Zoomies out yeah I watched the most amazing show ever and it only was now shrill okay I remember now didn't you say earlier you like can't remember what there's another one I watched another thing and I don't remember what it was okay so you did forget at the end of the yeah yeah I forgot the other thing but I remember shr um so there's a

show on Hulu called shrill and it only has three that's starting to sound like not a word to me when I say it uh they only have three seasons and I read like the little trivia about it on imgb and it was like I don't even know the reason it got canceled but it was planned to get canceled so early that they were told like early in the last season so they had time to like wrap it up which I don't know why that show that type of show only got three [ __ ] Seasons

because it so at least I got told I agree so they were able to wrap it up cuz it's very annoying when it's left on a yeah so nice KN yeah um but it's like essentially this it centers around this uh what's her name this woman named Annie and she is a fat person and she it shows her struggle with like living in our world and growing up with a mom who is what what is the phrase the what Alm mom yeah she's so is I there's actually a SC where her mom tells her talking

about almond she was like she was like did you do the the six almonds in between she was like sometimes when I eat that it almost feels like I eat eight or 10 or something like that I'm like I remember when I used to eat on dude I [ __ ] hate how I hate almonds I actually hate them so much I can't believe I ever force myself to eat them chocolate cover BS yeah anyways but that show is so like and that's not even the main thing about it it's like it tackles all of

that but it just is a very wholesome show uh and there's queer representation so that is nice uh I do love that the end of it the end of season 3 it's like she lives with her best friend and yeah I definitely didn't I watched it when it came out but I it the new season 10 2017 is when the first one came out so it's like it really isn't that old at all it's like very still uh fres I think I watched it in 2020 closer whatever I mean it we established the beginning of

this episod looks like it is kind of old so never mind but it's really [ __ ] good you should watch it and it's only three seasons and yeah and like each episode is like 30 minutes or less type thing so you can really just I knocked that out uh just this past weekend I'm glad you enjoyed that yeah it was absolutely lovely i l it hurt my leg oh yeah I'm sure you can see that on the camera yeah I have like a brace I think my I don't know for sure what happened cuz

I was standing and then I wasn't standing it happened so fast and I wasn't I wasn't watching the I only saw the latter half of it yeah so I feel like my leg went backwards for a second went to the doctor it's like all swollen and [ __ ] um but I I got an extra week off work so that was nice at least um maybe an extra week I'm not going back till that feels fully better which is smart hey take care of what was I saying don't take it too serious same thing applies

to your job yeah yeah you should sacrif is more important he's about to sacrifice himself oh I can't do that I was about to go so hard he's about to sacrifice himself is my tooth bleeding my lip is definitely bleeding I'm just making sure I just got these invis lines too CU they're blood in that one it look not really it has I have those attachments it's dry you cut on your lip yeah it's what you do it's just it's on this side just see my lips are getting dry like I have retainers so I

had mine in high school oh my God I had mine in vizaline back in high school that was that was a time that would be a time that's another thing too it's like you know you're so concerned about yourself and how you look and all these other people and how they look at you and like that's the prime time when you're getting your braces and you're getting your we glasses and your acne all over your [ __ ] face because you're growing and uh it's just a rough [ __ ] time you know it's just

a rough time and your body's still growing in different ways you know so a lot of people do like have a grosser in high school too like so you start high school looking one way and it looking completely different completely different that's crazy I really don't think lines there's like a hook on it cuz I have rubber bands that's cutting the [ __ ] out of the inside of my mouth right now like there's definitely I can taste blood um so that's what's been going on with me uh a lot of Nemo's Dreamscapes too if

escapes is it's like this YouTube channel that they do like Scenic stuff and oldies playing in the other room during a rainstorm and it's all very dorky but it's so nice it's soothing I guess it's so soothing I put it on in the background and uh I've been reading she stopped so the face that you gave me man I've been there been there when we're recording and I'm like oh and I said do I want to say that I tell yall though y'all know about at guitar people are bound to know about it thorns and

Roses okay I'm actually listening to the first one on the audible in my spare time on the audible and uh but I've been somebody made the second book which is the best one if you've read them you all know it's the best one from the boy point of view like while they're falling in love and it's a slow bur it's a very slow burn you know I love a slowburn if you didn't now you know and I didn't know you like a slowburn yeah you did yes you did no I love a slow I love

bur too but I thought you didn't like I don't like a slowburn in real life I like a slowburn on a TV screen no well that depends it really depends all right what are you talking about just Season 2 bridg Season 2 can suck my [ __ ] dick okay Bridgeton season 2 took too long and they were too hateful slow no that's not a slow burn that was just they were buling and we got two episodes Slow Burn it was slowly burning the whole [ __ ] time the difference is in acatar one of

them is yearning the whole time that one was different there was there must be defin On's end you're killing me you're killing me they no they were he was D Hannah please please he was going to marry her sister that is not a slow burn oh you're killing me we don't have to we don't have to do this on the gu it's so different anyway this one there was yearning the whole time like the recent I'm not spoil everything well I don't I think it doesn't matter okay hey she's going to spoil everything there you

go rean liked phra from the beginning like he had been dreaming about her before they even met like he used to see stuff through her eyes cuz they're like mated so they're attached so yeah why is Matthew MCC on Fox News she had her it was we playing with the sound off it really beautiful look at but it's homeage I cheing out because it says deep in the heart Texas that's a [ __ ] long long making yes all right it naration would do that but why itation I know is my mouth besides the BL

anyway all right well that's our high school advice and Mye if watch shrill also anybody if you read at Guitar read from re's point of view I'll put it I'll put it in the description I can't uh link shrill cuz it's on Hulu but you know look it up on Hulu did you get a quote Oh yeah oh my God I was about to just we we've done that we would have already done that once by now rip Dro a whole [ __ ] page I'm really upset about that okay December 8th 2020 Megan Owens

I slept for like six hours in a week cuz I had so much [ __ ] Coke dude that was a that was what that was 2020 I had an addiction when I was at um I us oh my God I used to go get the MC frappe and also a Diet Coke every day at the vending machine and I remember one time my card didn't work and somebody swiped their card for me and got me one that was cool but yeah I had to fight that later on in life it was crazy also those

McDonald's frappes hey I have not had one in years well not that this matters but like I don't pay attention to calories but they have like you would be amazed how many calories are is it at least under a thousand maybe not dude like it's high it's like multiple meals that is pretty Bonkers and I'm just wanting a [ __ ] snacky snack oh chill I was having one every day and I gained like 15 to 20 lbs in a year adds up dude it was definitely F face so yeah I mean yeah there's taking

care of your body and then there's unhealthy habits that you're using to cope yeah well I mean you shouldn't be having something like that every day it doesn't matter what it is if it's like that like you your body is like oh my God stop y take that as a sign not to go to college before you're ready to go to college or you I'm saying your coping is like unhealthy oh my God yeah the way that I was like skipping classes and rather just you know oh I'm going to get some food go to

the labrary and hang out type thing yeah just like no yeah no just don't go just don't go to school all right well we'll see y all next Wednesday