[music] Woke up on the couch, TV still talking, was on the table. Dram still stalling. Woke up on the couch, [music] TV still talking, bills on the table, dreams still stalling.
Same town breath, same bad air. I learn how to leave without going anywhere. Phone face down, I don't check it.
Every name there [music] feels like this I'll say next week. That's my curse. I've been dodging my life in reverse.
I don't [music] cry, I just sit straight, tell myself lies, so my chest don't break. If I'm now, I might fall apart. [music] So I stay half dead just to play my part.
We need love, we escape [music] together. Two lost souls killing time forever. Your touch fing on like every [music] promise I'm running from.
Pills on my tongue, truth in my throat, I choke on words I never [music] wrote. You said I'm beasted. Yeah, I know.
I've been gone since I was broke at home. Try to get clean. Still [music] feel stain.
Pray for peace. Just got rain. Every night [music] feels borrowed time.
I don't fear death. I feel my mind. I don't cry.
Just sit straight. [music] Tell myself lie. So my sh don't break.
If my mind is [music] now my car, so I stay h my [music] [music] dad never asked how I felt inside. Just said be strong and change the vibe. Mom still hoping I'll [music] be saved.
I don't got answers, just ways to escape. If I make it big, I won't ain't [music] proud. I know how low I had to bow.
This ain't f. [music] I survive myself. That's true.
[music] If you wasn't playing it me being real [music] for a second down no Just a bush. No push. No push.
[music] I never said [music] I don't cry. I just sit and shake. Tell myself lies so my chest don't break.
If I'm down now, I might fall apart. So I stay gay just to play my part.
