You don't have to say [music] it. I already know. You get quiet when you're tired.
You look away when something hurts. Then come a little closer like you always do. I know when you're worried.
But I know when you're fine. I know when you need me just to sit there for a [music] while. And every time you look at me like [music] that, I forget what I was going to [music] say.
You don't even have to touch me. I can feel it anyway. I know the look.
I know what it means when your eyes find mine from across the room. I know that love [music and singing] and it still gets to me like the first time I knew I wanted you. You don't [music] have to say you love me.
I already do. You steal the blanket [music] every single night, [music] leave your [singing] coffee until it goes cold. [music] You say you're listening when you're half asleep.
Then somehow remember [music] everything I told you. And sometimes I just watch you doing nothing at all and think, "Yeah, I choose this. " Cuz every time you look at [music and singing] me like that, something in me still gives in all this time.
And somehow you still get [music] under my skin. I know that look. I know what it means [music] when your eyes mine from across the room.
I know that. [music] And it still gets to me like the first time I knew I wanted you. [music] You don't have to say [singing] you love me.
[music] I already do. Maybe love isn't [music and singing] always something big. Maybe sometimes it's knowing when to stay [music] quiet.
Knowing when to pull me closer. knowing me before I say a thing. And when you look at me like that, God, I still feel it.
I [music] know that love, I know what it means. And after all this time, it still feels [music] new. I know that love.
Come a little closer. Let me have one more second with [music] you. You don't have to say [singing] you love me.
I know I love you, too. [music] Yeah. [singing] I know you leave your shoes by mine.
You know which side I sleep on. You call me when you're late. [music] I don't even have to ask.
It's all become so normal. [music] I barely think about it now. [singing] And maybe that's what scares me.
How [music] much I like you around. I know how this sounds. [music] But I've been fine alone.
And now every little thing [music] feels different when you're gone. I'm getting used to you. And I don't know if I should getting used to waking [music] up and finding you right there.
[music] I wasn't looking for this. I wasn't missing anything. [music] Now one night without you feels a little too long.
I'm getting used to you. [music] You know when I'm pretending that nothing's [music] on my mind. You don't make me explain it.
You just give [music] me time. And I hate how easy. You've made this feel.
Cuz now I know exactly what I'd have to lose. I'm getting used to you. And I don't know if I should got used to waking up and finding you right there.
I wasn't looking for this. I wasn't missing anything. Now one night without you feels [music] a little too long.
I'm getting used to you. [music] [music] Don't promise me forever. Just don't make me [music] feel stupid for believing in this because I do.
[sighs] I believe in this. I'm getting used to you. I think it's already done.
your voice in the morning. Your clothes mixed up with mine. How you [music] still like my freom?
I still do. I just never knew [music] it could feel this good. There's someone else there, too.
I'm getting used to you. Maybe I already have. [music] [music] Some days I don't stop from morning until night.
[music] Too many [singing] people, too much on my mind. I get in [music] the car, I just want to go and somewhere on the way I [singing and music] start thinking about home. Not the room, not the street, [music] not the place.
You I want to come home to you. That's all I want to do. Take off my shoes, [singing and music] lie down next to you.
I don't need talking. [music] I don't need anything new after a [music] day like this. I just want to come home to you.
[music] Knowing I'm tired before I say a word. You let me [music] be quiet. You don't make it worse.
Sometimes you just [music] smile and move a little closer. That's enough. I used [music] to think home was somewhere I could leave.
Now I know it's somebody I want to come home to you. That's all I want to do. [music] Take off my shoes.
Lie down next to you. I [music] don't need talking. I don't need anything new after a day like this.
I just want to [music] come home to you. [music] If everything [music] changed tomorrow, if we had to start again, I don't care where we'd be. [music] If you're there, I'd be okay.
[singing] [music] I want to come home to you when I'm good, [singing] when I'm not. When the whole day takes everything I've got. I don't need [music] much.
I think I finally [music] know wherever you are. That's where I [music and singing] want to go. [music] to you.
[music] [music] Home to you. [music] I like this life with you. Even when nothing happens.
[music] You come home tired. [music] Drp your keys [singing] beside the door. I ask how your day was.
You say you've [singing] heard worse. We eat something simple. Leave the dishes for tomorrow.
And somehow I look [singing] around and [music] think I could stay here for years. Maybe [music] I thought [singing] love would always feel bigger than this. But lately, [music] this is the part I don't want to lose.
I like this life with [music] you. The quiet, the tired, the nothing new. Falling asleep [music] with your hands somewhere near [singing] mine.
I don't need every night [music] to feel like the first time. I just [music] like this life with you. Sometimes we get quiet, sometimes [music] we're both [singing] somewhere else.
You're right beside me. I [music] disappear into myself and you touch my knee [singing] just to remind me you're there and suddenly [music] the whole room feels different without [singing] anything changing. I like this life with you.
The quiet, the tired, [music] the nothing new. Falling [singing] asleep with your hand somewhere near mine. I [music] don't need every [singing] night to feel like the first time.
[music] I just like this life with you. [music] Sometimes [music] [singing] I think about how easy this could [music] disappear. Not because anything's wrong, just [music] because nothing [singing] stays forever.
And I hate that thought more than I [music] thought I would. So I like this life with you, more than I know how to say. The mornings were late, the nights we waste, [singing] all the ordinary days.
If this is what [music] love becomes after all the noise is through, then I don't need [music] anything [singing] bigger. I just want [music] this life with you. [music] [music] This life with you.
You came in late, said sorry twice. I said it's fine. You didn't buy it.
You sat beside me, didn't say much. Just put your hand over [music] mine. You think I notice every little thing you get wrong.
I do. [music] But that's not all I see. I see you stop when you're about to [music] walk away.
I see you come back. I see you trying to find the words even when they come out wrong. I know you're trying.
I know. I know you are. You don't have to get it right every time.
I know you're trying. Come here. Don't pull away.
I don't need perfect. I just need you to stay. [music] You forget things.
I get annoyed. We lose our patience. Raise our voice.
Then 10 minutes later, you're [music] making tea and asking if I still want some. Yeah, [music] I do. You think love should look better [singing] than this, but I don't.
And I think sometimes it looks exactly [music] like coming back after you almost didn't. I know you're trying. I know.
I know you are. You don't have to get it right every time. I know you're trying.
Come here. Don't pull away. I don't need perfect.
I just need you to stay. [music] Hey, look at me. I'm [music] not asking for somebody else.
I'm not waiting for a better version of you. I'm here with you. I [music] know you're trying and I know some days it's hard.
You don't have to hide the parts of you that fall apart. I know you're trying. So come here.
Come closer now. You don't have to earn [music] this. You already have me.
[music] You already [singing] have me. [music] You don't have to tell me. I know when something's wrong.
You've [music] been quieter all evening. Barely touched your food. Said [music] that [singing] you were tired.
I know that's only half the [music] truth. I could keep on asking, but I [singing] know you well enough. Sometimes you [music] don't need an answer.
You just need someone. So come [music] a little [singing] closer. You don't have to find the words.
Nothing [music] has to change tonight. Just let [singing] me be here first. You don't have to tell me [music] you don't have to be okay.
Come and sit beside [music] me. You could have a bad day. I won't try to fix it.
I won't make you explain. You don't have to [music] tell me. I'm staying anyway.
You do the same for me when I [music] disappear inside my [singing] head. You never make me talk before [music] I'm ready yet. So let the whole night happen.
We don't [music] have to figure it out. [music] You don't have to tell me. You don't have to be okay.
[music] Come and sit beside me. You can have a bad [music] day. I won't try to fix it.
I won't [music] make you explain. You don't have to tell me. [music] I'm staying anyway.
I used to think love and knowing what to say. [music] Now I think sometimes it's knowing when to stay. quiet and stay.
[music] You don't have to tell me. Just put your head on me. [music] You don't [singing] have to hide it.
You don't have to make [music] it easy. Tomorrow we can talk, but maybe [music and singing] we don't need to. Tonight I'm right here.
It's all I want to do. [music] I'm [music] staying anywhere. [music] I'm staying anyway.
[singing] [music] You still reach for me [music] when you're half asleep. [music] We didn't [singing] say good night, just turn the other way. You were still [music] upset.
I didn't [singing] know what else to say. The room went [music] quiet. I thought we'd leave it there.
And sometime [music] after three, I felt your hand on me. And for a second, none [music] of it [singing] mattered. No right or wrong, no try [music] to win.
You still reach for me. When you're [music and singing] half asleep, like your body knows what [music] we forget when we speak. We can lose [music] our patience.
We can make it hard sometimes. But somewhere in the dark, you still reach for me. [music] Morning [music] comes too early and we're both still tired.
You make the [music] coffee, I'll stand there by your side. Nothing's really [music] fixed yet, but you lean into me. [music] Maybe love isn't getting every [singing] moment right.
Maybe it's who you move toward [music] without even trying. You still reach [music] for me. in your half [music] sleep like your body knows what we [music] forget when we speak.
We [music] can lose our patience. We can make it hard [music] sometimes. But somewhere in the dark, you still [music] reach for me.
Last [music] night I stayed [singing] awake just a little longer. And when your hand found mine, I held it. [music] I didn't say anything.
Neither did you. [music] You still reach for me and I [music and singing] still reach for you. Maybe that's the part we've always got right.
We don't [music] have to be perfect to know where we belong. When everything gets quiet, you still reach for me. [music] And I reach back.
[music] [music] [music] Some days I know [singing] exactly [music] what you're thinking before we speak. Some days you're right beside [music] me and I can't get close enough to reach. We can spend the whole night [singing] talking.
I barely [music] say a word. I don't always [singing] understand you. I don't think I [music] ever will.
But when my head gets heavy, [music] when nothing feels quite right, [singing] there's only one place [music] I want [singing] to be tonight. I still come back to [music] you. I still come back to you.
Even when [music] we're tired, even when we're hard to love, [music] I don't need a reason. I don't need to make it make sense. When everything in me goes [music] quiet, I still come back to you.
You know when [music] I need some distance and when to pull me near. You know which things I laugh at when I [music] don't want to say I'm scared. And we've both had our moments.
[music] We both shut each other [singing] out. But somehow after all of it, you're who I [music] think about. When my head gets heavy, when I [music] don't know what to do, something in me [music] still moves toward you.
I still come back to you. I'll still come [music] back to you. Even when we're tired, even when [music] we're hard to love, I don't need a reason.
Don't need to make it make sense. When everything [music] in me goes quiet, I still come back to you. [music] [music] [music] Maybe that's all love is.
not getting it right every time. Maybe it's knowing there's somebody you still [music] want beside you when you're not [singing] at your best. I don't know.
[music] I just know it's you. I still come back to you. I [music] still come back to you.
After every silence, after every diffult night, [music] I don't need a reason. I don't need to understand it. If I had [music] nowhere left to go, I still come back to you.
[music] I still come back [music] to you. Still to you. Still to you.
[music] Still to you. [music] I don't know where this goes. [music] I don't know what [singing] comes next.
We've had some good [music] days. We've had some bad ones, too. Sometimes you get distant.
[music] Sometimes I shut you out. But every time I think about leaving, I don't really want to. [music] I don't need to know how everything ends.
I just know who I want [singing] here now. If it's you, [music] I want to stay. If it's you, I'll take the hard days.
I don't need easy. I don't need perfect. If I get to choose, I choose you.
with you. I want to stay. We don't [music] always [singing] get it right.
We say things we don't mean. And [music] somehow by [singing] the morning, you're still lying next to me. Maybe that's enough.
Maybe [music] that's what love is. not knowing everything and staying anyway. [singing] If it's you, [music] I want to stay.
If it's you, I'll take the hard days. [music] I don't need easy. I don't need perfect.
If I get to choose, I choose you. If it's you, [music] I want to stay. [music] [music] Ask [music] me when we're tired.
Ask me when we're angry. Ask me when this doesn't feel beautiful at [singing] all. My answer is still the same.
[music] If it's you, I want to stay. Not just when it's good, not just on the easy days. [music] I don't need perfect, I just need something real.
And when I think about forever, I don't know [music] what I see. I just know you're there with me if it's you. [music] [music] [music] H.
M. M you always come closer [music] right before you pull [singing] away. Say you need some time.
Then call me the next day. [music] I know every version of I don't know what I want. And I'm tired of pretending [music] that it doesn't hurt [singing] at all.
I don't need forever. I don't need a promise. I [music] just need to know which way you're moving.
Stay [music] like you mean it. Or let me go down. [music] Hold me close just to leave me alone.
I can't take the truth. I just can't take this. If you're [music] going to love me, stay like you mean it.
[music] [music] I don't want to count how many nights [music] you've changed your mind. I don't want to wonder if I'm yours. Only [music] sometimes.
You don't have to save me. Just stop making [singing] me wait. [music] Stay like you mean it.
Or let me go. Don't hold me close just to [music] leave me alone. I can't take the truth.
I just can't [music] take this. If you're going to love me, stay like you mean it. [music] And if the answer [music] is no, say no.
If you're scared, say you're scared. But don't [music] call this love. If I'm the only one standing here, [gasps] stay like you mean it.
Not just [music] tonight. Not when you're lonely. Not when it feels right.
Choose me when it's difficult. When you want to disappear. I don't need forever.
[music] I just need you to be [music] stay. Stay [music] or don't [music] I don't miss us. [music] I miss you.
[music] I don't miss the fighting or sleeping [music and singing] turned away. I don't miss pretending [music] we were going to be okay. [music] I know why it ended.
[music] I know we had to choose. But [music] knowing [singing] all of that doesn't stop me missing you. And that's the part I never know how to explain.
I [singing] wouldn't go back. [music] But some nights I' give to see your face. I don't miss her.
I miss you. The way you laugh when I was trying not to. I don't want the old days.
I know what [music] they put us through. I don't miss [music] us. God, I miss you.
[music] I'm better than I was then. You probably are, too. I've made a life without you.
[music] Most days I even like it. Then something small happens. [music] And there you are again.
I don't miss us. [music] I miss you the way you knew what I was thinking before I did. I don't [music] want the old days.
I know what they put us through. I don't miss us, God. I miss you.
[music] Someone kissed me last Friday and it was good. I kissed them back, but for one second, [music] I wanted it to be you. I don't miss us.
I know that's true. [music] I don't miss who I was when I was with you. But if love can be [singing] over [music] and still leave something behind, maybe that's all this is.
Maybe you're just someone [music] I'll miss for [sighs and gasps] long [music] time. I don't [music] I miss you. [music] I don't miss us.
I [sighs] miss you. [music] I [snorts] was the one who left. [music] So why does it hurt like this?
[music] I packed my things that morning before you woke up. [music] Sat inside the car with both hands on the wheel. I knew if I came back upstairs, I'd probably change my mind.
So, I just [music] drove and cried the whole way home. My head, [music] my [singing] reasons. I still believe them.
That's what makes this harder. I was the one who left. [music] I was the one who said enough.
[music] So why am I the one still [music and singing] waking up, missing us? [music] I know we weren't good anymore. [music] I know love wasn't enough.
[music] I was [singing] the one who left. [music] But God, I still loved you. [music] Everyone says I look better.
Like that [music] should make me proud. I laugh more than I used to. I sleep [singing] better now and somehow that [music] just makes me sad.
Cuz getting better doesn't [music] mean I want to lose you. I was the one you love. [music] I was the one who said enough.
So why am I the [music] one still waking up missing [music] us? I know we weren't good anymore. [music] I know love wasn't [singing] enough.
I [music] was the one who left, but God, I still loved you. [music] If you call me tonight, I'd let it rain. I'd [music] stare at your name until it stops.
And then I'd probably cry [music] because [singing] not answering would still be the right thing. I was the one who left [music] and I'd still leave again. That's the worst part.
I'd make the same choice knowing how this ends. I can know it was right and still hate [music] what it cost. I was the one who left.
[music] I didn't leave [music] because the love was gone. [music] It wasn't gone. [music] Something good happened today and there was nobody to tell.
[music] I got home later than usual. [singing] [music] Left my jacket on the chair. Made enough food for two, then remembered you weren't there.
[music] I don't cry every [singing] evening. I don't fall apart that much. It's worse [music] than all the little moments when I still expect us.
Cuz I can get through [music] the [singing] day. I know how to be alone. It's when [music] I reach for my phone that I remember.
There's nobody to tell how [music] my day went. Nobody's [singing] waiting [music] for the stupid little things. I can't sleep alone.
I can't take care of myself. [music] But I never knew how lonely life could feel [music] when there's nobody to [singing] tell. Your side of the bed feels normal now.
I stopped checking if you called. I even went out Friday and barely [music] thought of you at all. Then I got home and wanted to tell you everything.
[music] That's the part that gets me. I don't need you all [music] the time. I just miss having someone who was mine.
There's nobody to tell how [music] my day went. Nobody waiting for the [music] stupid little things. I can't sleep alone.
I can take care of myself. But I never knew how lonely life could feel when there's nobody to say. I [music] thought the hardest part would be missing your [music] touch.
It isn't. It's having a whole life and nowhere to put the parts I used [music] to give [singing] to you. There's nobody to tell when something [music] finally [singing] goes right.
Nobody I still know well enough to call it night. And maybe one day someone [music] else will know me that well. But tonight something good happened [singing and music] and there was nobody [music] nobody to tell.
[music] I almost called you. [music] I haven't seen you [music] in a long [clears throat] time. [music] But I still know when you'd be lying.
I know the face you make when you're tired. The way you go quiet when something's wrong. [music] I hate that I [singing] remember without even trying.
[music] You can change your number, change [music] the place you sleep, but there's still so much of you left [music] here with me. And I don't know what to do with it. I still know you.
[music] I still know [screaming] you, too. I [music] know why you say before you say it. [music] I know when you leave, before you left.
And I don't [music] want you back. you. But God, I still know you.
[music] Somebody asked me what you [music] were like. I said, "It's complicated. " Then laughed because [music] I knew I need all night.
I still know you. I still know you too well. I [music] know what you say before you say [singing] it.
I know when you leave before you left. And I [music] don't want you back. But God, I still know you.
[music] Maybe that's what hurts. You don't belong to me now, but [music] part of me still knows you like you do. [music] [music] I still love you.
Yeah, I know. [screaming] I wish I didn't. I know the [music] good.
I know the bad. I know the things you never admitted. And maybe one day [music] I'll forget some of it.
But tonight I still know you [music] too well [music] Well, [music] if somebody told me [music] the night that we met, how good it would feel how bad it would end. That I'd know your whole face [music] better than my own. and one day have to learn [music] how to leave you alone.
I think I'd still walk over. I think I'd [music] still say hello. Even knowing what I know now.
Even knowing I'd lose you somehow. [screaming] [sighs] I wouldn't change it. I would still [music] have loved you.
I would still let you in. I'd still give you all those [screaming] years and do it all again. Even if [music] you told me how much it would hurt, I would [music] still have loved you.
I would still choose us first. [music] Choose us first. [music] We weren't always good.
We weren't always kind. There were days I wanted [music] out. Days you changed my mind.
But there was so much more than the way that it ended. [singing] And I won't turn it ugly just because [music] we couldn't save it. You were real.
We were real. And for a while that was enough. That was enough.
I would [music] still have loved you. I would still let you in. I [music] still give you all those years and do it all again.
Even if you [music] told me how much it would hurt, I would still have loved you. I would still choose us first. Oh, [music] choose us first.
Do I wish you stay? Yeah. Some nights more than I want to admit.
But if keeping you meant, never having this know, I wouldn't take it [music] back. I wouldn't take [music] it back. Oh, I would still [music] have loved you.
Oh, I know. I know I would. I'd still take the first [music] kiss, the last fight, all of it.
Every good morning, [music] every terrible goodbye. If loving you [music] was always going to end like this, I would still [music] I would still have loved you. So don't be sorry [music] for what we could keep.
You gave me something I was lucky enough to [music] feel. And if I had one more life, one more chance to meet you. I'd walk right up.
[music] I'd say hello. And I'd love you [music] all over again. [singing] [music] I would I would [music] I would I [singing] would.