I'm ordering some healthy foods, some like avocados, and and rice, and [ __ ] Oh, this guy. >> What do you mean? This is healthy, bro. This is a restaurant? This a restaurant? You never had Tender Greens? >> Never. >> You're lying. >> to god. Is it Is it a restaurant? >> No, no, no. You You just walk through and order. Okay. Is that cover cover? Okay. Tender Greens. What's up, bro? How you doing? So, this is like It's like a drive-thru kind of like Chipotle? Hello. How you doing? How y'all doing? How you doing?
Wow, this is So, this is healthy [ __ ] or food. Nice. I'm with my dietitian. All righty. Him. I came here Can I get me just for him? I came here just for him. I drove I swear to god I drove just for >> doing now, I have an app. You can type in any restaurant, right? >> Okay. And I type the order that I'm getting, and it's going to give me the macros, so I at least I know what I'm getting. Oh, wow. Who do we order here? Yeah, we'll take your order here.
Over there? Oh. Let's go. Oh, my bad. He's in line before us. All right, so what do we get? What's Damn. Oh. Thank you so much. >> Hey. What? It's bad? Huh? >> It's unhealthy? The [ __ ] that I'm going to get, yeah, the fried chicken. So, the best thing that I like to get >> chicken. You're a [ __ ] fitness guy. It doesn't matter. I'm bulking right now, like I said. And I I I can use my allotted macros. So, what I like to get I like to get their country style fried
chicken with a romaine heart salad with mashed potatoes. Hello, sir. How you doing today? I'm doing well, thank Good, good. Would you recommend the salmon, or would you recommend the salt and pepper chicken? Oh, I would probably go with the salmon, personally. What does it taste Is it like Is it fishy? Like a fish It's I mean, in texture, it's like a very kind of light, flaky texture. >> Damn. Okay. going to be overly >> And then what does it taste like? The salmon? Um it has like a lemon white kind of oil dressing that
goes on it. So it's a little It's not too lemony though, but uh Okay. It's very It's It's got a lot of flavor, but it's not like too fishy. Is the salt and and pepper chicken boneless? Uh yes, it is. Chat, which one's better? I'm so sorry. I'm Today's generation is just so [ __ ] Um Do you want to order yours uh [ __ ] Yeah. Oh, you order here? Yes, I can help you here. Uh may I get um the fried chicken with romaine hearts and mashed potatoes? Chicken or salmon? Uh mashed potatoes.
If it comes with it, yeah. Um no, thank you. Uh for here, right? Uh for here. Chicken or salmon, [ __ ] For you? >> What's healthier? Throw that out. >> god. I said go with chicken. Chicken's healthier? Okay. Can I get the salmon, please? The salmon plate? Yeah. Uh what type of rice do you guys have? Uh we have a sushi rice or cilantro brown rice. A sushi rice? Oh, that's like taste like like interesting, right? Like flavorful? >> a little bit of kind of a salty texture to it, so it'll compare. I recommend
the brown rice personally, the cilantro brown rice. But it's brown rice, so it tastes like like healthier? It's uh it's more dense, but it's it's a little more earthy taste to it. I think it's worth it. Okay. I'll do I'll do I'll do a I'll do a uh I'll do a I'll do a um I'll do a cilantro lime rice brown rice. Yeah. And then what was the uh second side? Uh what what [ __ ] what do you recommend? Like mac and cheese? Is that healthy? What What about the What about the roasted potatoes?
The roasted potatoes are also very good. I'll do the roasted potatoes. Are you sure, salmon? I didn't say salmon. I said chicken. Quick question, do you guys like the salmon or chicken better? Be honest. What do you think, sir? Oh my god, THIS IS SUCH A TOUGH SITUATION. Medium well? Or well done? Well done. Can I get it well done, please? Can I get it well done, the the salmon? You really buy the massage chair? Yeah. You didn't want it? >> [laughter] >> No, I think about it, I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, I'll
pick it up, I'll pick it up. I'll pick it up. >> send the money? You didn't want it? I'll pick it up, I'll pick it Is there space in your home? >> Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'll make it. >> Oh my god, bro. >> it, I'll make it. >> like an idiot. I'll make it. All right. Um, we'll take a Can I have a lemonade? I promise you, I'm going to use it at least three times a week. Okay. At least. So you you wanted it. Yeah, I wanted it. >> Okay, good, all right, good. So
we're good. Um Can y'all order separate? Okay, um Dine in here? Dine in here, correct? Um, [ __ ] I feel like I Is there any way to do half chicken, half salmon? No worries. Okay, that's good, sounds good. Stop, bro. You got me a massage chair? No, it's okay, I don't care. Dude, you're on my stream, you're not making any money. It's the act, it's the act. You got me a massage chair? >> All right, thank you, bro. Bro, that massage was crazy. Uh, thank you, man. Top tier service, brother. Thank you. This is
our number 30 or 10? Thank you. Should we just sit down wherever? There's no signs here. Thank you. Okay, thank you. Sit outside, eh? Yeah. I don't disturb the peace. What are you studying? Oh, I'm so sorry. I'm such a piece of [ __ ] You want to hang with the Indian? >> stop, bro. Huh? No, I Bro, she was in a meeting. Bro, I interrupted her by accident. >> Who? The the the the the the the the the the the the the the Asian. Oh. [ __ ] She want to hang with the Do
you like that song? She want to hang with the Indian. Oh. Palestinian. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. You like it or not? I like anything that you do. Okay, should we Where should we sit? Right here? Or is it dark? >> You ask a lot of questions. Because I don't have a mind of my own. You know what's crazy? I ask anyone I'm around, they'll tell you the same thing. I ask 10 people a thing before I I I like any any decision. Why? Cuz I don't I I I'll take this then. [snorts] Why? Cuz I
just I can't think properly for myself. Why? I I don't know, brother. I don't know why I have this problem. Is it because you care more for what they want or because you're indecisive as to what you want? >> know what's best for me. I genuinely don't know what's best for me. In terms of like, where do we sit? Like in general, like like I I I I'm not smart. Like I'm I'm [ __ ] dumb. I swear to >> Okay, first of all, Thank you so much, sir. Thank you. It has nothing to do
with smart or not smart. It has nothing to do with smart or not smart. >> it have to do with? You knowing [music] what you want. You just being sure of yourself and like in terms of But you know what I look at it as? >> What? I don't give a [ __ ] For example, like my cousin will hit me up like, "Hey, we're going to the movies. Do you want seat seat two and seat four or do you want to get D9 and D8? I don't give a [ __ ] I just don't
care about the little >> I don't give a [ __ ] attitude. >> Not a I don't give a [ __ ] attitude, but I don't put importance on this trivial [ __ ] that just doesn't matter. Interesting. >> Like whether we sat here or whether we sat there, we're sitting down. Yeah, like it's a different experience. You sit here, you have the shade, you have a different background. Over there, it's the more loud music. So it's just like pick your poison, you know? >> what's one thing I genuinely don't like? What? >> And whenever
you start opening up like whether it be restaurants, clubs, whatever you're going to do, don't have music so loud on the inside. I hate that. I agree. >> It's so like sensory like I'm going to open a strip club. Is that what you're going to do? Yeah. With Arman. The UFC fighter. Mhm. Pretty good. Pretty tasteful. House made day. >> going to be called? Huh? What's it going to be called? Um I haven't thought of it yet. Haven't thought of the name yet, but he's down. It's um and he wants only Armenian strippers. Actually? >>
Yeah. What about Indians? Bro, you want us to go out of business? >> [laughter] [laughter] >> Oh, you're so wrong for that. You're so wrong for that. That's funny. Uh That's why I can never go to India, bro. They banned me from India. Did they? >> Yes, I can't go to India. >> So you swear to God they banned you? >> bro. How? >> Because of Arman. This guy is just the He's a common denominator. >> did they ban you? >> Cuz he went on the stream and said some dumb [ __ ] about someone
there. Uh-huh. It's very up and then they said you're not coming anymore. >> Wallah? I swear on my life. Wallahi. Yeah. That's crazy. That's such a shame. >> I know, bro. Me and India would go insane, bro. >> Yeah, you do a India run? Because the thing is they thought I was the person that posted the clips. Hit up Hit up Hit up Deepak. He'll get you. He got you. >> Deepak has What the [ __ ] is he going to do? He got pull. Yeah. whole India plan. Bro, we were going to go to
the slums and host like an Olympics for 10k. We were going to do all this [ __ ] Like I was like Indians were going to slap box, we were going to long jump. It was going to be great. >> Mhm. And now I can't go. That's the one place I couldn't go. Should I get tattoos? Or should I not see that? No. Is it Is that something you regret, tattoos? That's the probably the number one thing. >> you get them removed? Way too OD and ex- >> [music] >> uh excessive process. >> like You're
going to look like like you got burned or something. No, I don't care. I've I've gotten the whole tattoo removed right here. Wait, it's it's a good It's a good recovery. >> But no, you can still see like the color and that. It's just but it's >> Then get that removed. >> It That's it's You can't But it's just not worth it. Plus, the one thing like this being your temple, your body, your vessel, that's the last thing I would [ __ ] do anything to. >> Bro, I looked hard with fake tattoos. Then get
one of those sleeves that you can roll up and then whenever you want to have it, have it. A sle- A fake sleeve? And [music] then when you're you then you take it off and your skin still isn't altered. >> [music] >> Can I ask you a question? >> Yeah. When's the last time you streamed without doing this? >> [music] >> Never. Why? Because I like to see what they're saying. I'm I'm connecting with the audience. That's [music] the I don't even I don't use the word I'm not even use the word I used, but
Like look. They're They're typing. [music] No chat. When you on a date, are you on your phone? When I go on a date? >> Yeah. Bro, there I can't >> No camera date. I [ __ ] I I I can't remember the last time I've Like I'm so nervous >> [music] >> to ask a girl on a date I've literally like I had to bring the camera for it to be a date because I just [snorts] can't like I don't even know how to go about a date. I swear to god. >> What does >>
even mean? Like, I would need to stream. I totally forgot we even did that thing earlier with those women. >> Yeah, yeah. Let me call him back. I didn't even I felt like I was in like a I don't even know what I was in. What? I think you have to call him back. [laughter] Low T, not just it's just like I don't like I just don't know how like I don't know how to go like I'm just not I'm like I'm going to be honest with you, I'm a man, but I'm not like at
the same time like I just don't know how to initiate. When's the last time you got your testosterone checked? [ __ ] you. For caring about whether your >> got it. You're going to let you're going to let me let a testosterone level define me as a human? When's the last time you got tested? >> I've never got it tested. I thought you did. >> was [ __ ] Oh. >> Yeah, because I had a whole plan. Let me tell you the plan. I got a personal trainer, she ended up being a I was an
actor, she ended up being a [ __ ] OnlyFans girl, um, and then she faked as doctor, whatever, and I gave a fake result because I was going to go on a fitness journey and that was going to be the start of my fitness journey because I knew that clip would do hella good. I was like, all right, you know what? I'm going to act like this is what it is and then in 3 months I'm going to test it and like go get ripped and all this [ __ ] and then uh I got
in the gym for like 3 days and I said [ __ ] this and then I just gave up on the storyline. Damn. So, it never really was as low as >> Nah. More realistically, I probably I probably I probably have like at least like a 650, 700 right now, at least. That's that's that's not bad. >> Yeah, it's something I'm For a 21-year-old though, that that's >> That's good. No. What? That's like on the lower end for a 21-year-old. >> Oh. At 21, I'd want my [ __ ] to be [ __ ] over
800. So, calling Remember the guy that [ __ ] up the screen? >> Yeah. >> I have a 200. He's probably right. Well, you know what? So, why do why do why do What how how did I If I If I'm not a man, right? Cuz if you have a 200 testosterone, it sounds like you're not a man. You're You're You're You're a You're You're a thing. >> Who said that? >> that's not a [ __ ] man. You're not even a human at that point. >> Okay. >> So, like, if you're at that point,
then how did I how did I maintain a relationship? How how how like how? You think a girl's going to be with a [ __ ] a man that's like a testosterone of like a rat? There's a lot I could say to that. Say what? There's a lot I could say to that. >> say it. I mean, no, but some of the stuff you say is just dumb. Like, I don't I don't think you're dumb. I'm not trying to say you're stupid, but some of the stuff like that like even that >> Why would a
girl want to be with someone with with such a low with such a low testosterone? Hypothetically, let's say somebody with low testosterone. First of all, is the low testosterone affecting anything in the relationship? How he treats her, how he follows her on IG. >> of course. It's not it's not necessarily an of course, but then I would say um if it wasn't, let's say, under the premise of she [ __ ] loves you, let's say it wasn't and she doesn't love you, what else are you bringing to the table that makes her want to be
in that relationship? There's a Basically, what I'm saying is and I think me and you had this whole discussion before. There's a difference between it being a regular guy who works out like a regular, you know, 9:00 to 5:00 who comes home to his wife with low testosterone and doesn't have anything [laughter] else to give her versus Neon and the life that he lives and provides for his partner having the low testosterone. Do you get what I'm trying to say? Okay. You know what I'm saying? >> Yeah, I get that. Yeah, that makes sense. Never
mind. Take back what I said. Get your testosterone checked. I would love to know. >> No, bro. Why? >> Because you have to bro, it's just extra. It's OD. Like, why? Like, what's the need? Like, why do you want to know things like that? It's It's a It's a It's a >> What's your testosterone level? 570. I'm 36. Bro, I thought you'd have at least a thousand. >> [laughter] >> You're not going to have a thousand dollars. Yeah. 500 testosterone you have? Yeah, that's good. >> a 500 testosterone? 570, that's good. At 36 with 570,
that's good. They're saying that's good. Especially after So after I did my water fast, it tanked. I think it probably went much lower than that. But then after working out for the last year, especially now that my hormones are well balanced and I'm eating a lot, it's probably even higher right now. >> you take testosterone? It's probably like 670, 700. Why don't you take testosterone? I'll start a cycle with you if you do it. I don't think I'm at the That is definitely something that when I get a little bit older, I'm probably going to
turn to. But as of right now, What about like um What's that [ __ ] called? It's like when you inject yourself with peptides. Peptides. There's a lot Well, the organization that I compete in doesn't allow peptides either, but >> Damn. But you can just Bro, it's easy. If you want to be a part of a billion dollar industry, Yeah. >> [music and singing] >> What? What? Peptides? Oh my god. Everything's People are buying vials like you can get a vial of something for $6 and sell it for $180. >> What? >> something that they're
going to repeatedly need to buy. So they're not buying once and they're a repeat customer. That's always going to be buying from you. >> that person going to go to the $6 supplier instead? >> No, no, they're not selling it for $6. The supplier is getting it for $6 and selling it for $180. >> why can't they go to the supplier then direct? To find a warehouse in overseas in China, whatever. >> Because the supplier is going to start upping the charge once they see what's happening. Like they What if they see this clip and
they're like, "Oh, [ __ ] that. We're going to start charging more." This is This is the the great It's It's why [ __ ] I forgot the name of the company that has the patent and the rights over where to true tide, but why they're trying to stop making it legal for people to sell it because of how much of a money maker miracle drug it is. >> Mhm. Um so it's not that the suppliers are trying to stop selling it because they're selling at such a wholesale level anyway that it doesn't affect them,
but the company that wants to be the only one to sell. Like for example, if I if if say it's me versus all the other streamers, but I have a patent over what all the other streamers are selling. I want to take away all the money that they're getting and all their business. So I'm going to say it's illegal for all of you guys to sell, only I can sell. That's what they'd rather do. Damn. So they're greedy. Because they don't want the people to sell it for more. They don't want people making money, of
course. They want They want to be able to make the money. This world's a [ __ ] up place. But if you want to buy them like the built like I know there are kids There are kids on Tik Tok, whatever, making [ __ ] millions just from slanging peptides. Kids are reselling peptides? Uh my whole [ __ ] Tik Tok feed is kids talking about Oh, they're not allowed to say peptides, they're not allowed to call it, they're not allowed to say red us, so they have these nicknames for them, but they're all slanging.
They don't care if their account is getting flagged, they're not getting a lot of views, they don't need a lot of views, they just need the kid to see their page and message them, "Hey, can you get me peptides?" Sure. >> They say peppers. They say peppers, that's one of the things that they say. Wow. >> Yeah. And peptides aren't new. Peptides they're bodybuilders have been doing peptides for 10, 15 years. It's only now like getting into like the mainstream world of, you know, being what it is. >> Wait, a random question. What time is
the um the thing at? The the the thing from the cuz the mosque Oh, that's I think already passed. >> No. Yeah. I wanted to go off stream. Yeah, I know. It passed? Yeah. Damn it. I'm all right. Oh, sorry. Oh. Oh, so good. >> Why is he being so rude? Damn, come on, man. >> of people A lot of people are entitled. That's the sense of That's the sense of entitlement. >> [ __ ] I'm here. I'm a paying customer. Like, how dare you not see that it was me who ordered the food. Come
to me. And you got to realize most people are especially nowadays just aren't happy. We talked about that earlier. They're not happy. >> the negativity. That was [ __ ] Damn, I feel bad for the guy. He's He's gone through worse working here. Yeah, but like, come on. Like, you're like you're working, you know, a job that, you know, maybe you don't want to work and have to deal with pieces of [ __ ] that are entitled and think of you as like a [ __ ] robot. Damn, bro. Tip him? I will. This is
the downfall of Neon. What the [ __ ] are you talking about? Didn't forget about my food. It's coming. It's coming. Why is it the downfall of Neon? Why is it the downfall? You know, one day I talked about this before on stream, but I felt so much evil eye on me. This is like before it was me and me and Siko were streaming. I felt so much evil eye. It was coming up so quick [music] >> Mhm. to where I literally sat in my hotel room, played played the Quran and started crying. And I
It's the only time I've ever felt this, but I felt so deep cuz there's so many people who watch and they just pray on your [music] downfall. Mhm. Oh, you know this already. Thought I was putting you on. Putting me on to the evil eye? >> Yeah. Bro, shit's crazy. Brother. Funny you say that. Um So, after my Like, you know how rude it is? >> after my first rodeo of the first streaming um arc when um Miami hotel arrested. >> Yes. Got out of that, spent a year not streaming, right? So, I spent a
year in isolation by myself, but I was in a like a depressed state. >> Yeah, but you had a phone. Huh? >> a phone. Yeah, yeah, but I was like by myself, right? >> Yeah. One day I sparked up a desktop out of nowhere. Um non view botted, nothing I had sparked organically. It went to like 46k, I think. >> It was like three different trends at that time. I remember it was four different trends like [ __ ] said this, this, this. Anything I had said was going viral that day. >> Yeah. Ended stream,
went up to my room, laid in my bed. >> Mhm. Laying down in my bed, I felt as if because of how many eyes saw me and how much I was being talked about on the internet, there's like a a force field of energy that's like coming at me. >> Mhm. Like the eyes of the people who are watching me that I didn't feel in the whole year that I spent not doing that when it was just me and my peace and my solace and there wasn't anything. So, like I felt the the the magnitude
and the weight of those eyes on me. Like I felt it. Like so, I get what you're saying. Like it's it's a real thing. >> made you never want to do it again. Oh, no, I did it again and that's when it all went woo doo, but like Wait. I thought after No, after Oh. >> Yeah. >> I'm tripping. You said three different times. I forgot. Um But yeah, I felt it for sure and I remember it was the weirdest feeling ever. What does it If you don't want to talk about it, you don't have
to. What does it feel like when you when you when you're in that mode like when you black out? Like It's crazy cuz, you know, I was saying black out to the extent you did, but I feel like the my first 2 years in LA, I don't remember [ __ ] Mhm. I believe that. Like at all. But what does it feel like? Um Yo, we had to [ __ ] with you next to the airport. No. damn it. The only reason I'm going to say it how I'm going to say it now is because
I've been able to uh heal myself and grow through the process, but I'll explain it like this. At the time when I had gotten out of it, if I could choose, do I want to go back to that or I was picking that because it's like the biggest high and drug you can ever feel naturally. >> Yeah. Like to the point where everybody thought I was on drugs. I wasn't on [ __ ] Nothing. >> Nothing. I never saw you take a drug. I wasn't. >> just you were in this state. >> It's literally just
a state. Your adrenaline is at such overcapacity that you are just you're operating at like It's It's [ __ ] insane. It's fun as [ __ ] Until the drug Until the high goes away. >> Until Not only that, but the destruction that you cause. So, when you're like when you're doing it, you're like a ball of inferno. You're running through anything and everything and anyone not caring, and it's only when it's done and you look back like, "Holy [ __ ] I caused all that." >> Yeah. So, that's the hardest part. Damn. You took
no That's crazy. Cuz everyone thought you did. Everyone thinks everything. They have a lot of misconceptions. About everyone. About me, about you. What are your misconceptions? What do people think? Honestly, people don't pay me anymore. Actually, surprisingly. [music] And I I never took it as you got like you as a hated person. >> What are you talking about? I was one of the most hated [ __ ] in the in this [ __ ] But what's the misconception about you? First off, they They I take drugs. They think I take Adderall. Dead ass. They think
cuz I I I go at such a high pace. You're smiling cuz you think I do, too. >> I'm not. Not at all. Wallahi I don't. Everything I do is not WHY I WAS SMILING. YOU'RE TRYING TO INSINUATE I DO. NO, I'M NOT. OKAY. THEY THINK I DO ADDERALL. They think I do all these things to make me But I like I have that adrenaline you're talking about. Like I like I'm just so ready to do whatever. But not like to the extent like what I used to do or I used to do whatever the
[ __ ] I used to do. I'm just so ready and locked in. Like take this flight. Go over there. Meet this person. Do this. Do this. And I'm just like I'm I'm I'm really like I'm adrenaline driven. I don't think that's Adderall at all. Um In order to be successful in anything, you have to reach that level of obsession, which you have. >> You have to. You have to. You're not Cuz guess what? There's thousands of people who are way more entertaining than me, way better than me at this, but they're not here because
they're not as obsessed with with as I am. I'm in the house. I'm one of the managers here. I'm in the restaurant. I'd be glad to see you here today. But this is something that we usually make in house. Thank you so much. >> And I hope you guys like it. Thank you, Jasmine. >> Also, we want to tell your crew if you guys are willing to try any of our desserts, anything, or you guys want to take out something, [music] just come in in later. You are so kind. >> much. I really appreciate you.
>> your friend always comes by. So I just know him by sight, but of course. I hope you guys like it. Wait, who always comes by? I see you sometimes in the >> Me? Yes, every night. Here? Yes. This is my first time ever here. >> Really? Yeah. Oh my god, you're a racist. No, I'm I'm kidding. Sorry, [laughter] I shouldn't have said that. Oh my god. No, it's just your face looks very familiar. I thought that you'd really come by. Well, I should With the with the amazing treatment that you just gave us, I
should be coming back here cuz yeah. Everyone, come What's this place called? Tender Greens. Everyone come to Tender Greens in Point Loma Liberty Station. in San Diego. San Diego is You know what's crazy? I had a really bad experience at a place called What is it called? Sweet No. I think it's Sweet was it What What was it? Sweet green? Sweet greens on um What Where was it? >> Miami. It was in Miami. Absolute weirdos. But you know what? This place is way better. Thank you so much. I appreciate you, ma'am. You're welcome. Just you,
but all your team welcome, okay? Uh it means a lot. That means a lot. For sure. We'll do. Thank you. And then what can I get? Oh, they're They're still bringing the salmon out, too? Amazing. That's not salmon. Was this salmon? Yeah. That's not chicken. I thought it was chicken. Wait. Never mind. Yeah, that's salmon. What are you talking about? She was so nice. Wait, I thought she said she just gave this Wait, this is my meal. What the hell is this? Wait, I'm so confused. >> too. Regardless, she brought it out personally to you.
Um She was very kind. You get a dessert after. Well, I can't eat desserts cuz it's unhealthy. Let me ask you a question. In the last, I don't know how what um what number we want to put on it like 6 months or years, I don't know how far back I want to go. What has been your favorite stream? I always go back to this one, so I'm not going to say it again, but yay. But if it's not that one What was my favorite stream? >> That was probably an experience, huh? >> a It
was cuz it wasn't just the stream. So they The people only got to see like like 10% of what actually happened. Of course. Because the grind to get the the me being there for like 5 days with him every day. It was a lot. Um I would say Hmm. The most fun I've had on stream Damn, bro. You see Are you thinking of the politically correct answer right now? >> No, I swear to god I'm not. It's like what did I most enjoy? 30-day, no. Um [ __ ] What did your audience like best then,
if you can't pick yours? No, I want to pick one cuz there has to be one that I really like. What did they like best? Chat, what what what did y'all like best? One stream, not not like a not like a whole era era or event. No, y'all can't say 30-day. Not the 30-day. One stream. What's the last 30-day you did? It was a year ago. This ain't Armon, Iggy, Aiden. Hungry ass [ __ ] Breckie? Nah, bro. After that stream [ __ ] After that stream, chat, with Breckie, Skybree, Blank and Blank and Sneako.
Right after the stream ended, I kid you not, you can ask any of them that were there. I locked myself in a room right after. Didn't say a word to anyone the whole the whole night. >> Why? Cuz I wasn't happy. I didn't want to do what I was doing, and I knew it was so [ __ ] wrong and so bad, and it went against every single moral I had. And I still [ __ ] did it, and I felt so bad. But But I'm here at this point, so I can't even say [
__ ] But, you know, that's when I was more innocent kid. Shout out to brother Sneako, by the way. >> Love you, Sneako. Sneako's fighting the good fight. And he does it with everyone against him a lot of the times, but he still stands 10 toes cuz he >> [music] >> believes in the message that he is putting out. He does a damn good job job at it, so shout out to Sneako. I'm still young. So, there's I feel like it doesn't like I know what's right, but it's hard for me to act on it.
I feel like when I get older, it's going to be a lot easier for me. What is? Doing the right thing. So, you got to be careful with that because, for example, when I was a kid, Mhm. I always used to say, "Oh, when I'm like 30, I'll be religious and I'll be praying and this and this and this." That never happens. It doesn't just happen because of, you know, time passing or you getting older. It's when you actively make that choice [music] to make it happen. Mhm. So, would you say you're religious right now?
Like do you go to the mosque every Friday? Yeah. Okay. That doesn't say much, though. How like do you pray a lot? They just keep it at the topic of like me going to Friday prayers. it doesn't that you know, that act doesn't quantify whether or not I'm I'm religious or even a believer. Um not saying I'm not, but I'm just saying it's more than just that. Like for what shows outwardly. I'm surprised I'm surprised you don't feel lonely. Bro, look at his plate compared to mine. This is [ __ ] insane, bro. You're like
a monster. Holy [ __ ] Why are you surprised you don't feel lonely? What do you mean, bro? I don't know. Yeah, I'm just comparing to like my So like I just [music] like When was the last time you've been alone? What do you mean, bro? I live alone. Mhm? I live alone. I feel like that's an unfair argument because you're like How often are you living wherever you're saying you're living alone actually alone? You know what's crazy? I was talking to Remember the guy that [ __ ] up the screen, Coleen? Yeah. I was
talking to him. I was like I feel lonely. He's like Sounds like a good guy, by the way. >> He's an amazing guy. I love Coleen. He's the best. Coleen. Coleen? Coleen. Shout out Coleen. Um He's like, "You're around so much people every second you stream every day. You're around people everywhere. How do you feel lonely?" And I don't know. I don't know the answer. That how I feel. You're not alone in that. A lot A lot of people feel that way. I don't know. Do you have a relationship with yourself? What does that mean?
Woah. Not your way. Do you enjoy your own company? >> No. No. I need to always be on the phone. Mhm. I need to always be doing something. I can't sit there by myself. I can't. I literally can't. I can't sit there with no phone. The >> [music] >> Like just sitting on the couch, I can't. Not even for a minute. And you don't think that's a problem? >> It's a very big problem. I just don't know how to fix it. Is it you don't know how to fix it, or you're unwilling to fix it?
How do you fix it? Please tell me. I'll fix it. If If I had a problem or trouble talking to women, right? >> Okay. Going up to them in public, what advice would you give me? Like what would I have to do to get better? Get out of your comfort zone. Not even that. Like what would I have to do? I would have to get my reps in. I'd have to try. I'd have to go up to women and have it go bad, have it go bad, have it go bad, have it go bad. In
that same capacity, how do I fix the problem that I have of needing to be on my phone? Start with turning it off, putting it in another room, turning it off, whatever, and forcing yourself to sit there for a minute at a time and see how I can go. Reach that discomfort. Get that out of you. Because like as somebody who experiences both sides of it, there have been times where I wouldn't even look So, the first time I ever went to rehab, right? They took away our >> You've been to rehab multiple times? Yeah.
Um they uh They take away everything when you go there. No vapes, no phone, no nothing. The phone was obviously the hardest thing for me. And after, I think it was the third week of no phone, there was a moment where they had to give me my phone. I had to do something on it. >> Okay. When I got my phone, >> Mhm. just it being in my hand, I was shaking like this because of the all the emotions and the the what this brings out. This is the number one killer in America. This is
the number one drug. The way I look at it as like if my face is right here, think of like in Harry Potter, imagine there was like an energy force that's dragging my face through here, and everybody who's walking, that same energy force is doing that. That's what it's doing. It's sucking your soul out. It's taking your soul. Everything you're doing in it, all the you know, all the apps that we are beholden to are our drugs. Like that's the biggest killer. And I have experienced both sides where at times where I've been able to
put that away, maybe touch it at 1%. I gave myself um after the water fast, 5 minutes of being on my phone a day at night. That's it. And then there are times >> your phone during the day? There are times, even as just recently, where when I start, >> Yeah. I'm not getting off it. I can't do anything without it. I can't If I'm going to the bathroom, it's coming with me. If I'm driving, it's coming with me and I'm scrolling. If I'm If I'm eating, it's not normal though. We've made it normal, but
that doesn't mean it's normal. Doesn't mean it's healthy in any capacity. That's like If I was a cigarette smoker, and every single place we went, whether it's the bathroom or whatever, I was smoking a cigarette, you would be like, "Dude, what the [ __ ] are you doing? You have a problem." In the same way, scrolling, and the way I see it is this. I know I'm throwing a a lot of different points out there. This is actually I have um I hope you get what I'm trying to say here. Let's say I wouldn't see
you for months. Okay. Wouldn't see Sneako, wouldn't see Aiden everybody everybody in the thing, right? >> Yeah. You wouldn't be in my reality, right? >> Yeah. But by me being on this and consuming this, my mind is creating a reality that isn't even representing my actual reality in my life. It's like a alternate reality that we live in and that's not even based off of your actual reality. It's not real. Like the the the women that I think I have a chance with like the million women on Instagram. I don't even know them. They don't
even know me, but because I'm consuming them here, I even know what they look like. I shouldn't be able to even know what they look like if I'm not meeting them in person. It's a It's giving you a false sense of reality and creating like I shouldn't be if I haven't seen you for 4 months, I shouldn't be thinking of Neon. But by consuming my phone, I can be because I'm able to consume you through this way, but that's It's That's that's poison to the brain. It's not It's not good and you should I I
don't think we should have have that ability. Damn. Um One thing another random thing. You know what I was thinking about recently? What? So and this is not to diss women cuz men fall into this same exact category especially in the fitness world. People do not look in real life as they do online. And what I started thinking about is the people who do only post with a filter, who do only edit their pictures, who do only edit their videos, whatever it may be. Mhm. In their minds, in their reality, do they actually think that
they look like the version and the character of themselves that they have created on social media or do they really know what they look like in the mirror? I don't really know what they look like. I'd I'd I'd I'd be able >> the girls. Girls in the chat. When you post on with filters and stuff and everyone does it, there's nothing wrong with it. Do do do do do you think that's how you really look? That sounds so [ __ ] up. But it it's the reality and I think they do start believing that that
is them. That is what they look like. That is, you know, that is why they are unable to post as they are in actual actual reality. I hate when girls and men do a post where they're like, there's a trend going viral on TikTok right now where the girls take off their makeup and then look in the camera all sad and go, "Social media is fake." If social media is fake, then why are you aiding to that agenda of it being fake by not showing your real self as what you are? And this isn't about
women and putting on makeup. Women can wear makeup, do wear makeup, but I'm saying don't point that as a bad thing of social media being fake if you're aiding in that agenda and narrative. Same with men. Men who go to the gym. Men who go to the gym is one of the biggest [ __ ] farces on social media. What does that mean? Farces? Like it's it's fake. They don't they're they're all [ __ ] They, you know, you look at people on Instagram, they look [ __ ] perfect. I go to these bodybuilding [music]
conventions, see them in person. No way. Yeah, the person I thought was 6'2" was actually 5'7". The guy who I thought had bulging abs and veins popping out looked softer and flatter than me. It's all [ __ ] It's all edited. >> So men workout men, they they Photoshop their [ __ ] too? Bro. Stupidly. Stupidly. Wow. It's all [ __ ] All social media is [ __ ] You ready to go? Let me know when you're with this, okay? No, whatever. I mean you need a tool box. They wear makeup now? I mean men
are wearing makeup now, yeah. I mean I don't want to talk about that. Oh my god, I got to stop. All right. Damn, bro. You really should I think this is your calling. [ __ ] streets. You know what? [ __ ] you. Wait, what what is my calling? By the way, I've said this before out of I think and I don't need to know all of them personally, but out of what I've always thought, you are the greatest like team member and DP out of anybody I think in this space, yeah. Hands down. Yeah.
What do you What do you think Why do you think JCB is that? Um Who's the best? He He He does his job without needing anybody to know that he's doing his job. Like he doesn't like if I were to be like, "Oh my god, thank you for doing this." There's no room to even do it for him cuz his response would be, "Well, that's my job, so I just do it." And he does it effortlessly without Like that food situation right there, you don't even have to ask like, "Hey, put the camera down, eat,
or do this or that." He just on his own eats. You don't even You nobody even knew he ate and that's it. He keeps it going and just does his thing. He's just locked in. He's doing his job, focused on it, doesn't If there's an issue, we wouldn't know because he's already resolved it, handled it, and it's just great at what he does. I think you're I think you guys are pretty good. >> Thank you, man. Goat. Yeah, I second that. What What I was saying Yeah. is you know what? Yeah, what's my calling? >>
the stream >> What's my calling? >> No, that is. When we started the stream, I was like you know what? You need to come back to streaming. You're so entertaining, you're so funny. You And you are. But I I your real calling in life is moti- something regarding motivational speaking, motivating others. Which how you do it, I don't know. But, you are very, very knowledgeable and you're very smart and you've been through a lot. So, if people don't listen to what you're saying, it would just be stupid because you've been through literally everything. Thank you.
I mean that. No, thank you. It's definitely I'm going to take this. You know what? I'm going to take this in. Oh, we're supposed to? Yeah, they were so nice. Oh, I thought okay. And if you want a dessert, she's giving out dessert. >> Uh it's unhealthy. Stop that. I'm going to have one just to [ __ ] rub it in your face. >> Ah wait, I want one then. Bro, I don't think we're supposed to take these in. Where are we going to Wait. I think you do. No. >> Is Oh, we're not supposed
to? >> [laughter] >> Oh. No, I appreciate that you guys >> I'm going to go to bathroom. Thank you guys so much. >> to go to bathroom. What type of Is there any healthy desserts? Of course, yeah, we do. Okay. We have the flourless lava cake that's very all the popular. They are very low calorie actually. So, this is our very popular one, the chocolate cake and this is going to be in the middle. Okay. >> It's going to be like a carrot cake, olive oil. Can I try the Wait, what does olive oil taste
like? Olive oil is just going to be a little bit more sweet. It's just going to be sweet because of the white topping there. >> Ooh, but it's healthy. Nice. So, it's like a protein thing. Cool. I'll try it. Nice. By the way, food was amazing. Amazing, amazing. And then you guys want like anything you guys or your cameraman, anybody? Or you guys are all You guys are good? Whatever you guys want to do, it is completely fine. And I'd like to I'd like to give a tip as well. A tip? Yeah. We unfortunately we
are we don't have a receipt drawer. Can I Can I Can you add it to this? Is that possible? Like charge me for one for one and then Yeah. Yeah, just charge me for both and I'll add a tip. no don't worry I'll just charge you for something real simple. Okay. We're cashless. We accept all major credit cards. Oh yeah. Has anyone ever tried getting fake dollar bills? Has anyone tried to get fake bills before? Yes, maybe four but it all turned out everything was fake back in 2015. Oh that's cool. Yeah yeah. That's good.
Huh? Oh no, so there's one for you one for you here. Which is which? It's olive oil. Olive oil? Let's try it together. Olive oil. Is it made with a lot of olive oil? It's healthy she said. It is healthy. It is very very very healthy. Yes. I know right? Sometimes people get thrown off because of the This one? Another fork? Thank you so much. Here you go madam. Wow. Bro, try this. This is insane. You want a carrot one? Bro? Bro, crazy no? Yeah. Crazy. Can I do it right here? That carrot one goes
crazy. You got the mic? Sure. Of course. All right. All good? Yep. Thank you so much for everything. You're amazing. You're great at what you do and I appreciate you. What? >> Probably take a quick picture. >> Oh, yeah. Let's do it. Yeah. Here you go. We're going to end right now, but What's up, G? >> [laughter] >> Huh? That was gas. Right? Hell yeah. I don't know what to Much love, brother. Thank you so much. Let's do it. Hell yeah. Nice video, bro. Nice to meet you, man. Huh? What's up, G? You know what?
I got a better thing. Chilling. Ah, come on, brother. Bring it in. Where's Armon? Megan? >> Not here. Oh, yeah. Yeah, I got I don't like Armon. No, I'm kidding. Cool. One more? Nice to meet you, man. Nice to meet you, brother. Last one and then we'll get out of here. Thank you. Can I get one more, please? All right. Thank you guys so much. Oh, yeah. Let's do it. Oh, NO. WE GOT [laughter] TWO. Got two. Got two. Got two. Thank you. I'll take I'll take a picture, please. All right. Thank you guys so
much again. I appreciate you guys. God bless. Bless you. Do not leave all three with me. Bro, I'm not leaving them. They're healthy. Stop. >> [laughter] >> That's Stop. I'm not saying they're unhealthy. But I'm saying there's no such thing. All right. We'll drop you off to your car. Yes, please. Chad. Uh, 5% of Ws in the [ __ ] chat. Are you going to be able to get your car out of there and charge it? >> Yeah. Yeah. Okay.
